The anger on Qing Zhi's body made Bai Ruoyi a little uneasy, Qing Zhi has always been a gentle person.

At least for Bai Ruoyi and Qingli, they are too gentle people, and in the past five years, they have hardly seen Qingzhi put on a face to Bai Ruoyi.

And now, Qing Zhi stood on the edge of the hospital bed, staring at Bai Ruoyi condescendingly, causing Bai Ruoyi a kind of pressure generated by years of guilt.

"I just see you're too busy, and besides, it's just a cold, and there's nothing going on now." Bai Ruoyi said in a low voice, seeing Qing Zhi's increasingly indifferent face, Bai Ruoyi glanced at Qing Li helplessly.

Qingli turned her head away, anyway, she was now on Abba's side.

It was Grandma's fault, and she didn't tell Abba when she was sick.

The sunlight shone through the window and folded on Qing Zhi's transparent glasses, on which the sunlight mottled into fine pieces of luster and radiated. covered up Qing Zhi's slender and indifferent eyes, so that people couldn't see the bottom of his eyes clearly.

Qing Zhi walked to Qingli's side, reached out and patted her head, "Li'er, can you go play for a while now?" ”

"Yes." Qingli nodded with special interest, and looked at Bai Ruoyi with a smile, "I know that Abba is going to discipline Grandma, but Grandma is sick now, and Abba can't be too fierce to Grandma." ”

The corners of Qing Zhi's mouth hooked, and he rubbed Qing Li's head with a smile, "Okay, you go out to play for a while, pay attention to safety, don't go too far." ”

"Okay." Qingli nodded, she knew that Qingzhi loved Bai Ruoyi very much, so she didn't have to worry too much about what grievances Bai Ruoyi would receive.

After Qingli's little figure disappeared in the ward, Qing Zhi locked up the ward with his backhand, and walked to Bai Ruoyi's bedside with a calm face.

Bai Ruoyi sat on the hospital bed, his hands under the quilt shrunk a little nervously.

Qing Zhi's eyes were like fire, looking at Bai Ruoyi's eyes like amber, he forcibly suppressed the anger in his chest, and his voice was restrained in a calm level, "If it wasn't for Li'er calling me, didn't you plan to mention this to me?" ”

"I said, I'm just having a fever." Bai Ruoyi looked a little helpless, "I know you're very busy, fever is just a very common illness, I just don't think there's any need to delay you, there's no other meaning." ”

"But you know that work and your weight in my heart can never be compared." Qingzhi's slender eyes narrowed slightly, and that gaze almost made Bai Ruoyi's whole body hot.

made Bai Ruoyi ashamed, how could she not know her status in Qing Zhi's heart. But the more Qingzhi was as calm as she was, the more Bai Ruoyi felt that he had nothing to repay.

"Qing Zhi." Bai Ruoyi called him helplessly, and his thin eyebrows were full of unquenchable sorrow, "I know, I know what you have done for me in the past few years?" I've always known what you mean for me, and I'm so aware of that that I don't want to ask you to do anything for me over and over again. I...... I don't want to owe you more and more, I ......"

Thanks to your love, it is both my luck and your misfortune.

Qing Zhi shook his head in disappointment, and the corners of his eyes were dyed with a hint of desolation, "You don't know, you don't actually know anything." Everything I've done for you in the past five years isn't because I love you and you need something in return. I know who you are in your heart, since the day I asked you to come with me six years ago, and you didn't want to. I don't have any thoughts about you, I just want to live the rest of my life alone. In addition to love, there are many interesting things in life.

However, this does not mean that I no longer love you, nor does it mean that I will not ignore it when I hear that something happened to you. I am willing to marry you, just to help you save Qingli's child. I am willing to be with you for five years, or even more, and I do not want to receive the same love in you.

In the past five years, I have gotten to spend time with you, and even ordinary chats on weekdays will make me extremely satisfied. You know, I don't have any concept of the word family, I just want to be adrift for the rest of my life. But in the past five years with you, you and Li'er have let me know that settling down is not such a terrible thing.

I'm saying all this just to make you understand. Don't feel ashamed of me, don't feel like I've sacrificed anything for you, and don't feel like I'm asking you for something. I love you, and you are free. Since I was a child, I have learned that not everyone's choices are the same, and that there are different important things in everyone's life. I don't blame you for loving you and you didn't choose me. I love you, it's my own business.

I just want you to be happy, and I hope you can calmly accept my kindness to you by my side, but you don't need to feel guilty. In the five years that I have been with you, I have not felt unhappy for a moment, and I have not felt that I have sacrificed anything. On the contrary, I have gained a lot, except for the days with you. I also got Li'er, this lovely child, you don't know how happy I am every time I hear her call me Abba......"

In the past five years, Qingzhi has never told Bai Ruoyi about this, and he is not a person who is good at expressing his heart to others.

When it comes to Qingli, Qingzhi's face reveals incomparable peace and gentleness.

"Thank you very much, I can let you be Qingli's Abba, if I can, I want to be her Abba, but if not, I won't blame you for half a point." Qing Zhi said this, his eyes were a little moist under the mirror, but after all, he was a man, and the tears were still forced back before no one found out.

Qingzhi is a lonely person, and there is no color in the life of a lonely person. Only love can make them feel warm, and it just so happens that Qingli can give him these feelings.

Bai Ruoyi listened quietly to Qing Zhi's words, and what was the taste in his heart. Qing Zhi was originally a distressing person, he was a stupid person.

Obviously, he is the one who has suffered the greatest grievance, he is the most uncomfortable person in the past five years, and he is the one who needs the most care and love, but he has to always think about others and Bai Ruoyi.

I am afraid that I will add any kind of psychological burden to others, and I am afraid that others will feel embarrassed.

Bai Ruoyi pursed his lips tightly, the corners of his lips began to glow blue, and there was a trace of uncontrollable tremor in his open voice, "Qing Zhi, the person I don't want to hurt the most in this world is you, I don't want to hurt you." ”

"I know, I know." Qing Zhi stretched out his hand and stroked Bai Ruoyi's slightly cool face, he really couldn't see Bai Ruoyi frowning, "You didn't hurt me, you didn't." ”