Gao Zijian glanced at me, stretched out his hand to turn off the fire on the stove, turned around and took my hand, and said, "Let's go outside and talk." ”

It is said that there is nothing to be done and to be courteous or a thief, Gao Zijian treated me like this, which obviously gave me a bad premonition.

The two of us sat side by side on the sofa, Gao Zijian looked at me and said with a smile, "Will you play League of Legends?" ”

I nodded and said, "Yes, I often shout Demacia with a big knife!" ”

Gao Zijian nodded and said, "In the League of Legends, there are three routes, and we will form a group to lift each other's crystals, fight monsters, and upgrade." But do you know what the spiritual essence of this game is? ”

I looked at Gao Zijian puzzled and asked, "Let's eat and eat, what are we doing with games?" ”

Gao Zijian looked at me and said, "The spirit of League of Legends lies in teamwork. No matter how high a person's level is, it is impossible to set off from three routes at the same time, and it is impossible to lift off the other party's crystals. Xiaojia, although there are only two people in you and me, we are also a small team, so when you encounter problems, you must work together, right? ”

Gao Zijian's brain has been convulsive in the past two days, last night's theme was secrets, tonight's theme is the team, what kind of medicine is sold in his gourd?

"Gao Zijian, what do you want to say?" I coughed lightly and said, "Do you want to team up with me to kill the enemy today?" ”

Gao Zijian smiled and said, "Yes, but what we want to kill is not the enemy, but the ...... I see the difficulties ahead. ”

I nodded and motioned for Gao Zijian to continue, if I guessed correctly, I think I can probably already guess what Gao Zijian is going to say.

"Chen Xiaojia, will you go back with me?" Gao Zijian looked at me and said seriously: "I want to live with you, and work with you to face all the unknowns in the future." ”

"That's it?"

"Or else?"

"Gao Zijian," I looked at Gao Zijian, smiled lightly, and said, "I thought it was something special, it turned out to be to tell me this, I hate it!" ”

"Chen Xiaojia, are you being shy now?" Gao Zijian pinched my nose and said with a smile: "Chen Xiaojia, I urgently want to give you and the baby a home now, and I want our family of three to live happily, and other problems are not a problem." ”

I looked at Gao Zijian, and felt more and more that my choice was correct, and said, "Gao Zijian, to be honest, will it be too early to have a child now?" ”

Gao Zijian's face was stunned and said, "How come? Nor do I look at whose child it is! ”

I shook my head and said, "I mean, my parents haven't met with my uncle and aunt yet, I can move in, in case my uncle and aunt come to check the room, will it be ......"

Gao Zijian looked at me and said, "Their thoughts are their thoughts, and they have nothing to do with my thoughts, if they are not satisfied with you, we will work harder, work harder, give him a big fat grandson, and ensure that the old man can blossom!" ”

Dissatisfied? Have a baby? I looked at Gao Zijian with some puzzlement and asked, "Gao Zijian, to be honest, my aunt came to you last night, what did you talk about?" Why does it always feel that something is wrong with me? Isn't it ......"

Gao Zijian hurriedly avoided my eyes, looked at me and said, "Chen Xiaojia, no matter what they think, my thoughts cannot be changed by anyone, we live our lives, give birth to our children, it is all us." Do you understand? ”

I sat down on the couch in a daze, smiled softly, and said, "I'm hungry, let's eat." ”

Gao Zijian nodded, got up from the sofa, and ran towards the kitchen with a smile, while I, with mixed feelings in my heart, couldn't tell what I felt.

In fact, in the hospital, I can clearly feel that the second elder's attitude towards me is not very good, although this makes me feel a little dissatisfied, but in my opinion, it is because they don't know me. I was ready to fight, but I didn't expect that things would be worse than I thought.

Gao Zijian wants to live with me, which is indeed a matter between the two of us, but he actually thought of using the child's matter to let me get the approval of the second elder, which makes me feel unacceptable.

Falling in love is a matter of two people, but marriage is a matter of two families, through the words and deeds of Gao Zijian's parents, I can also feel that their identity is not ordinary, but I didn't expect them to be so determined. Even if I think about it with my toes, I can also think of what my aunt said to Gao Zijian last night.

Gao Zijian has already expressed his attitude, but ...... The way to save the country by having a child makes me feel incomprehensible. This kind of behavior was often used by women as a way to protect their status and identity in feudal society, and in today's society, I can't accept it.

I decided to talk to Gao Zijian, and as for moving to live with him, I still need to think about it.

The relationship between the two of us was enough, but my subtle self-esteem told me that I couldn't do it.

Although I am the daughter of an ordinary family, I am also the pearl of my parents, although my father and mother have been noisy all my life, but I live diligently, and I am content and happy.

It's also an attitude I need to live, I need to be recognized, but not in this way.

With a soft sigh, I turned around and went to help in the kitchen.

Gao Zijian cooked three dishes and one soup, which looked full of color, flavor and taste, very delicious, I sat on both sides of the table with him, looking at the joy on his face, I suddenly didn't know how to speak.

We haven't been in love for a long time, but I can still feel Gao Zijian's sincerity to me, and for this sincerity, there are some things that I am willing to bear. I believe that time can change many issues, including the attitude of Gao Zijian's parents towards me.

"Gao Zijian," I gave Gao Zijian a dish, and said with a smile: "You say, if I move over, and suddenly one day my aunt comes over, will it be inconvenient?" ”

"No," Gao Zijian looked at me and said, "The door lock has been replaced, and she doesn't have a key." ”

"Then she's your mother after all, so you can't help but invite her in for a sitting, right?" I continued.

"Of course, I'm just afraid you're worried."

Gao Zijian smiled at the corner of his mouth, and every sentence revolved around the direction of how to hide the conflict between me and her parents, but hiding and avoiding it was not the way to solve the problem, so I opened my mouth and said, "Gao Zijian, do you want to wait a minute?" ”

Gao Zijian raised his head and looked at me, holding chopsticks in his hand, and said, "What are you waiting for?" ”

"I mean, wait a while, and then move in." I'm not going to beat around the bush anymore, I'm just going to just say it.

Gao Zijian's face was stunned, and a look of displeasure immediately appeared on his face, I looked at him, and he looked at me, and I knew that he was waiting for my compromise.

But how do I compromise? This matter is a matter of principle, and I have no way to compromise.

After a while, Gao Zijian's chopsticks were completely placed on the table, he coughed lightly, and asked, "Chen Xiaojia, didn't we say it was good just now?" How can there be a variable? ”

Gao Zijian's tone was a little indifferent, I knew that he might be a little disappointed in me at the moment, so he said: "Gao Zijian, give me a little time, I haven't thought about it yet." ”

I haven't figured out how to deal with your parents' disdain, and if you promote yourself, they don't put pressure on you anymore.

Things may not have gotten to the point where you have to deal with it with children, but I still want to give it a try.

"Chen Xiaojia, their attitude has nothing to do with me, the two of us are the two of us, what else do you have to think?" Gao Zijian looked at me and said with some annoyance.

I also put down my chopsticks and said, "Gao Zijian, although I don't know what kind of attitude my uncle and aunt have towards me, I believe that the issue of attitude can be changed, why don't you want to give me a chance to give it a try?" Do you think that you, like them, think that I am not worthy of you? ”

I said in a bit of a hurry, and a chili pepper stuck in my throat hurt a little.

Gao Zijian looked at me and said, "Chen Xiaojia, I didn't expect you to say such a thing, why do I think the same way?" If that's what I'm thinking, is it necessary for me to come and beg you to move in with me? There are ways to solve problems, and since the method I'm talking about won't affect the two of us, why wouldn't you want to give it a try? ”

"We haven't been in love for long now, since the feelings are here, what are you anxious about? You can think of it this way, why don't you want to use this time with me to change their attitude? Are you not confident in our feelings? Or is there no confidence in me? ”

I'm also angry, and I originally wanted to control my emotions, but now I find that I can't control it at all. Once again, our thinking has deviated, and it is no longer on the same track at all. I felt powerless and didn't want to argue.

"Okay, in that case, then you don't have to move over, I'll go back first." Gao Zijian walked over from the dining table, went directly to get the suit jacket on the sofa, and turned around to run towards the sofa.

"Gao ......" My voice was stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say a word.

The door was slammed shut, and I stood aside a little sadly, glancing at the dinner on the table, and my heart was like a knife.

At that time, because we were young, we were more likely to think about problems from our own point of view, so we missed and hurt. In fact, as long as you change the angle, perhaps, the problem can be solved.

But we are too young to know how to empathize.