33. I want to be proud of myself
Why am I so worried about Li Shu, given his early performance, it's not so much that I don't believe him, it's better to say that I can't believe him, there is one thing, its hurtfulness is two-sided, and if you can't get along with Li Shu, you can't get along with myself.
I am competing with Li Shu, and at the same time, I am also competing with myself.
Although there is still a voice in the back of my heart from time to time, I have learned to use reason to suppress him.
Looking at Li Shu who walked into the fitting room, I sighed softly, and in the end, I still couldn't be ruthless and let him alone.
For a few years, my heart for Li Shu is obvious, but Li Shu has never given me the sense of security I want.
The word sense of security is easy to say, but it is quite difficult to do.
Lu Xiaoping has long said that a boy like Li Shu is suitable to be a friend, not his own man. If I really want to, I'll have to be prepared for a long time.
I am ready, and now I just want to slowly understand the proverbs in Lu Xiaoping's mouth from every little thing.
The door to the changing room opened, and Li Shu changed into a checkered shirt and walked out, tied, and looked towards his abdomen, where he could faintly see his strong muscles. I don't know if he did it on purpose or by coincidence, but I was standing in the doorway, smiling as I walked towards me.
I hurriedly withdrew my gaze, controlled my tone, and said, "Okay, let's go?" ”
"Wait......" Li Shu walked up to me in two steps, pulled his clothes, looked at me, and said, "Isn't this dress too close-fitting?" You see......"
Sure enough, as I expected, Li Shu deliberately puffed up his chest when he spoke, looking at me with a smug face, and he explained to me with practical actions that abdominal muscles are really not a big deal.
The shopping guide walked over and asked Li Shu if his clothes fit, Li Shu waved his hand, raised his eyes to look at me, and said, "Let him help me choose, this one doesn't fit well." ”
Then, he walked into the changing room himself, leaving me and the shopping guide.
The shopping guide showed an inexplicable expression on her face, I guess it was the first time she had met such a strange guest as Li Shu, obviously with a smile on her face, and she was stunned that the clothes did not fit.
To be honest, Li Shu's figure is really good, a typical inverted triangle, and there seems to be a vest line. Even if that were the case, I wasn't going to give him praise. This body shape is suitable for all kinds of clothes, especially slim fit.
I chose the simplest white for Li Shu, stood at the door of the changing room, and knocked lightly twice.
The changing room door opened, and Li Shu looked at me shirtless, waving his right hand in front of my eyes, hooking his hands to look at me.
Li Shu actually asked me to enter the changing room. How is this possible. I can't do such an undisciplined thing. The shopping guide was standing aside, I glanced at the shopping guide, stretched out my hand and handed the clothes to Li Shu, who knew that as soon as my hand stretched out, Li Shu grabbed me into the changing room.
Pulling people, closing the door, and reaching the door, after the three actions were completed, Li Shu successfully caught me in the changing room.
I looked at the scoundrel look on his face, gave him a blank look, and said, "Give you five minutes, hurry." ”
Li Shu looked at me with a lost face, coughed lightly, shook one hand in front of my eyes, and said, "Follow my fingers, and I will take you to a different world." ”
Of course, I didn't know which of Li Shu's heads was on the wrong tendon, so I gave him a blank look and said, "Yes, a man's fingers always make a man reach a different world......
I emphasized the pronunciation of the word "different", and after saying it, I was a little embarrassed.
Li Shu stared at me with his eyes, and the next second, he took my hand and put it directly on his abdominal muscles.
I looked at Li Shu in annoyance and said, "Hurry up and change your clothes, they're all waiting for us......"
Li Shu looked at me coquettishly, his eyes were sparkling, and he asked with a smile: "How about it, eight pieces, one is not a lot." ”
The fingertips are strong muscles, and when I glanced over slightly, I saw the vest line on Li Shu's abdomen, and my heart beat rapidly, in order to avoid embarrassment, I hurriedly withdrew my hand, pushed the door open, and walked out directly.
Before I walked out, I looked at Li Shu with disdain and said, "Average, nothing special." ”
Li Shu would definitely be annoyed, but before he could get annoyed, I had already closed the door to the changing room.
Back at the hot pot restaurant, Li Shu's face was very bad, and he rolled his eyes at me from time to time. I pretended not to see it, chatting with Tian Ye Lu Xiaoping, maybe it was because I had too much anger in my heart before, and at this moment, I was extremely relieved.
On the way to sing, Lu Xiaoping kept giving me a thumbs up, praising me for my ability, and finally grew the ambition of a female compatriot.
I glanced at the plum tree beside me, and my heart was a little flustered.
I'm just going to be so big, to teach him, and to teach him a lesson.
Lu Xiaoping said that Li Shu had bullied me for too long before, so let me find a chance to get it back. This is also the first time I know that if I am bullied, I can still get it back.
After entering the box, Lu Xiaoping's hand kept holding me and didn't let go, the two of us sat on the edge of the sofa, Tian Ye was responsible for eating and drinking, Li Shu kept his head stuffy and ordered songs, and after ordering, he directly took the microphone and put it in front of me and Lu Xiaoping.
I was about to stretch out my hand to pick it up, but Li Shu said: "Lu Xiaoping, we haven't seen each other for a long time, my brother has a treat tonight, what do you want to sing?" Let's have a chorus? ”
The microphone was between me and Lu Xiaoping, originally I thought that Li Shu was here to please me, but he was good, and he actually talked to Lu Xiaoping. Not only did he ignore me, but he also asked Lu Xiaoping to sing together, which is really hateful.
Lu Xiaoping looked at me, then at Li Shu, shook it gently, and said, "Li Shu, you are not very kind, my family is still here, you are so dishonest, who are you deliberately provoking?" ”
Li Shu looked at me, I also looked at him, saw a trace of disdain flashing in his eyes, and said, "I can't help this, people don't care about me at all...... I don't know whose abs you're thinking about......"
Listen, hear what this is like? The abdominal muscles are all noon, and he actually mentioned it, isn't this forcing me to bite?
"That's right, some people think it's great to have a vest line," I raised my chin, not wanting to lose to Li Shu in momentum again, and continued: "It's a pity, it's just like that......"
"Hey, Gao Ziran, what is it like that? It is said that women are the most fickle, and sure enough, it is true! Li Shu threw the microphone on the couch and looked at me with an annoyed expression.
He's annoyed, I'm annoyed, it's clear that he made a mistake first, but what is the result? Not only did he not admit his mistake, but he also put on a look of "he is the uncle", okay, he Li Shu is the uncle, can't I ignore it?
"Fickleness is a woman's welfare, if you want, go directly to Thailand is ......" I was not to be outdone, and replied to Li Shu.
"You ......" Li Shudu sat on the sofa, and when he saw me say this, he got up from the sofa again and looked at me with his eyes open.
I glared at him too, not wanting to fall behind.
"I said......" Lu Xiaoping was sandwiched between us, sighed softly, looked at Li Shu, looked at me again, and said, "I have pinched from noon to now, are you tired?" Li Shu, you are too, a dignified man, why do you always bully us? ”
I glanced at Lu Xiaoping with emotion, and sighed silently in my heart, good sisters. At this moment, Lu Xiaoping suddenly looked at me and said, "Ranran, you are hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, it's okay, you two make trouble, I'm going to sing with the field......"
Lu Xiaoping really patted her ass and left, in a huge luxury box, Tian Ye and Lu Xiaoping sat in the small bag on the other side, leaving me and Li Shu.
Li Shu glared at me, and I glared at him, looking at his momentum, he didn't intend to let me.
Why, I haven't cared about what happened last night, he's good, he started his temper first, I don't agree, why do you want me to keep my voice down every time, this time, I won't.
With this mentality, I stubbornly turned my face, picked up my phone, and sat aside to play.
Li Shu stood behind me, and saw that I was not paying attention to him, and that I was sitting on the sofa with my only son, and there was only the sound of music playing in the room.
My Tetris has died four times, and Li Shu still doesn't pay attention to me.
On the one hand, I stubbornly did not want to bow my head, and on the other hand, I also wanted to know what remedies Li Shu would take if I bowed my head.
The more I thought about it, the more I didn't want to look back.
Lu Xiaoping and Tian Ye had already sung, and it was obvious that the two of them hid in Xiaobao when they met each other, deliberately creating opportunities for me and Li Shu.
If Li Shu still doesn't back down, then I have to back down myself.
"Hey, Gao Ziran, I'm here to sing tonight, you've been playing with your mobile phone, what do you mean......" Li Shu's voice suddenly came over, slowly approached me, and said, "I'm having a treat tonight, you have to give me some face, right?" ”
I don't know if this is Li Shu flattering me, but I am still happy to hear him speak first.
Just as I was about to speak, my phone rang.
Looking at the name displayed on the screen, I was stunned for a second.
It's Wei Zheng.
Li Shu also noticed my phone, a hand stretched out from behind me, held my mobile phone, and said, "It's past nine o'clock, what kind of call, it's really ......"
I glanced at Li Shu helplessly and said, "I also want to know ......."
In the past two days, I must have been dizzy by my affairs, he called me, I guess, still a little uneasy about me. My heart was filled with gratitude, and I answered the phone. Of course, I didn't answer in front of Li Shu, but walked to the bathroom in the box, closed the door, stood on the mirror plate, and pressed the answer button.
"Ah Zheng, what's wrong with it so late?"
"Why are you so noisy over there? Is it outside? On the other end of the phone, Wei Zheng's voice was as calm as ever.
"Oh, you're singing with your classmates, what's wrong with you?"
"Didn't you say last time that the lobsters on Ningguo Road were good? I happened to be passing by there tonight while driving and bought you one. ”
I didn't expect Wei Zheng to bring me something to eat, and after thanking me, I was hesitating to let Wei Zheng come over. Li Shu's face, I'm scared.
"Is it okay to be late? I ......"
"Okay, call me when you're done."
The phone hung up, and I stood in front of the mirror, thinking about why I didn't want to tell Ah Zheng where we were, and after thinking about it, finally, I finally figured it out.
Because, in front of Li Shu, I praised Wei Zheng's figure.
Li Shu is too arrogant and too proud.
But just now, after all, he took the initiative to talk to me, so I barely cared about this problem, right?
Although I feel a little sorry for Wei Zheng, I ...... Forgive me for being selfish.
He took a soft breath, looked at himself in the mirror, hooked the corners of his mouth, smiled, and turned to walk out of the bathroom.
As soon as I raised my head, I saw Li Shu standing at the door. His face was cloudy, his bulging Adam's apple was agitating up and down, and his dark eyes were staring at me tightly.
"Why are you scary to show such an expression?" I lowered my head and didn't look at Li Shu, thinking about what he might hear next.
To be honest, if Li Shu heard my phone call just now, would he be so touched?
"Gao Ziran, it's boring for you to be like this......" Li Shu's voice was a little cold, and I was not comfortable listening to it.
"What?" I looked up at Li Shu, and in addition to being surprised, I was still surprised.
"If you like to eat crayfish, then go eat it, since you don't want to sing, you don't need to force yourself, it just so happens that I don't have enough time tonight, I'm afraid I won't have time to accompany you." Li Shu's tone was understated, his shoulders shrugged, and he smiled evilly, looking at me casually.
Apathy and indifference can change so quickly.
It's not that singing is boring, but Li Shu makes me feel bored.
"Okay, originally I was going to have a treat, since Li Dashao is so busy, let's get busy, let's play our ......" I also pretended to be okay and said with a smile.
Li Shu glanced at my phone, then looked at me again, met my gaze, smiled lightly, and said, "Okay, you can." Then you guys, have fun......"
I didn't want to keep it, I pretended to be okay and walked out, walking past Li Shu, in order not to make myself uncomfortable, I hummed a tune quietly.
"A cup of two pots choked on tears
The ugly man does not look back
If you want to go, I won't stay
The love that stays is not going to last long
……”
This time, I will not allow myself to be cowardly, nor will I allow you to be willful.
I want to be proud of myself again.
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