Chapter 273: Your Shelf Is Quite Big
I hurriedly changed my clothes, and then tiptoed out of the door, I was afraid that it would be difficult to explain, after all, I didn't want many people to know about this matter, just as I hurriedly walked down the stairs, through the main hall, and was about to walk out of the door, I heard a voice from behind, "Where are you going......
"Huh?" I turned around and saw Shui Se standing in the corridor, her face was not good, her eyes were a little tired, and when she saw me turn around, she asked again, "You want to go out?" ”
"Yes, get out there." I saw her ugly face and couldn't help asking, "Why is your face so bad, is it uncomfortable?" “
"Ah, is there one?" There was a hint of panic in Shui Sei's expression, "If you have something to do, go and get busy, I'm fine......"
"Aqua, don't lie to me." I reached out and pulled Shui Se's shoulder, and accidentally saw some dark bruises on the back of her neck, "Aqua, what's wrong with you......"
"I said I'm fine......"
"But the ......dark blue on your neck," I said, looking at the water, "is it the hand of the white dew?" ”
Seeing that I was really a little anxious and began to guess, Shui Se estimated that he couldn't hide it, and said helplessly, "It has nothing to do with Bai Lu......
"It has nothing to do with Bai Lu, so who did it?" I looked at the water, "Don't tell me, you yourself sleepwalked at night." ”
"No, it's not ......"
"Don't be spittering, you tell me the truth......" I took Shui Sei's hand and let her look at me with me, "You can't fool me......"
The big eyes that flickered in the water looked at me, and tears fell from my eyes.
"Why are you crying?" I looked down in a hurry and rummaged through my bag for tissues, "Don't cry, Shui Se." “
"Little Dream ......" Shui Se reached out and hugged me, "I'm so sad......"
"What the hell is wrong with you......"
I had long noticed that Shui Se was not in the right mood these days, and when I watched Shui Se's emotions burst out all of a sudden, I felt that the second monk was confused, "You tell me, so I can only be in a hurry......
"You're not going out?"
Shui Se looked at me, "I'll tell you when you come back......"
"No, just now." I thought about Bai Lu's invitation, to be honest, I want to go, but I really can't let go of the water color, no way, I can only choose one of the two, Bai Lu can see me at any time, but I don't want the water color to be alone at this time.
"We went back to the house and said, I'm not going out, it's not a big deal."
As I spoke, I took Aqua's hand and walked into the room, and Mizuse sobbed and followed me back to the room. ’
When I entered the house and closed the door, I looked at my watery red eyes, "What the hell is going on?" ”
"It's Chen Xiang's business."
Shui Se slowed down for a while before he slowly spoke, "You know Chen Xiang's situation, but the drug is too violent, and it has actually damaged the nerves in the brain, and it was controlled well, but Bai Lu actually sucked some ...... for him in order to force me to give you that note."
"What!"
I stood up in shock and looked at Shui Se, who was crying silently, "I know this kind of thing shouldn't be given to you, but I really can't help it, I can't watch Chen Xiang touch that kind of thing again, but I didn't expect me to do it, they are still ......"
"Bai Lu is crazy right now!" I clenched my fists, my nails were digging deep into my flesh, and I had pity for her that day, and sure enough, crocodile tears were really unsympathetic.
"After Chen Xiang was contaminated again this time, his attacks were more frequent and more severe than before, and his temper became very bad, sometimes good and sometimes bad. The doctor said that all severe patients are like this, and his relapse will basically not be cured, I didn't believe it, and I thought it would be fine as before......"
Shui Se took a deep breath, I couldn't help but step forward and hugged her tightly in my arms, Shui Se reached out and hugged me, and couldn't help but continue to cry, "Who knows, this morning he had an addiction attack and was clamoring to smoke, I didn't give it, let him endure it, but he actually ......"
"What's wrong with him......"
"He actually hit me......"
"What!" I looked at Shui Se with a shocked expression, "This is Chen Xiang?" ”
Shui Se closed his eyes with a painful expression, "You don't see him, one moment wagging his tail and begging for mercy, the next moment he is irritable and abnormal, without any dignity, like a walking corpse, I am so afraid of Xiaomeng, I am so afraid that he will always ......be like this"
Shui Se's words poked at my heart, I knew Chen Xiang earlier than her, I really couldn't believe that the cheerful and kind big boy had actually become what she said in her mouth, I looked at Shui Se crying bitterly, and my heart was not a taste better than anyone else, after all, I know how much Shui Se attaches importance to this relationship, how much she values Chen Xiang, and now that he has become like this, how can she not be sad.
Although I don't want to give up Chen Xiang, according to what Shui Se said, I can almost soberly confirm that Chen Xiang's current appearance is basically hopeless.
I looked at the water with sadness, and I didn't know how to enlighten her.
Shui Se suddenly cried and hugged me, "Xiaomeng, you help me, help me think of a way, what should I do......"
"Can you listen if I say?" I looked at the water color seriously, "It may be difficult to do ......"
"I can't give up on him......"
Shui Se looked at me, "I know, the doctor also told me that his condition is dangerous, but Xiaomeng, I don't want to give up on him like this, especially when he begs me, I ......"
"But slowly, he will become not his ......" I looked at the water, "although you think I am cruel when I say this, but I still have to tell you that you have to face much more difficulties than you think......"
"I ......"
"It's not something you can make in a day." Looking at the sad expression of the water, I couldn't bear to say too much, so I could only leave it to time to let her slowly get better.
"You can live with me these days, and I will try to accompany you as much as possible......"
"Xiaomeng, I understand your kindness, but ......"
"Chen Xiang will be handed over to the hospital, you have to trust the doctor's judgment, besides, with the Shen family, the hospital will not treat Chen Xiang badly."
"I understand." Shui Se wiped her tears, as if remembering something, she took out something from her bag and handed it to me, I looked at Mizuse blankly, "What is this?" ”
"This was given to me by Chen Xiang when he was conscious, he said that he always thought that he had a chance to give it to you in person after he recovered, but it is estimated that his current situation is no longer good, and he doesn't know how long he can be sober like this, he himself is a doctor, he actually knows it in his heart, so let me give this to you, saying that you will understand after reading it."
I took the thing in Shui Sei's hand in disbelief, and slowly opened it, there were some records and some diagnostic certificates, I opened it suspiciously, and as my eyes read line by line, the whole person was almost petrified in place.
This is my original diagnosis certificate, and Xiao Ze's autograph is still on it.
It is clearly written that it is not suitable to conceive and that abortion is recommended.
"Chen Xiang said that if you don't believe in the diagnosis certificate, you can take these films to the hospital to inquire and see if the result is the same, it is true that Xiao Ze wanted to draw a line with you at the beginning, but the child's business is indeed for your good. Chen Xiang said, Xiao Ze is sometimes too rude and reckless to express his thoughts, hurting you, and it is natural for you to hate him. ”
Shui Se showed a helpless smile, "You know that I am not optimistic about you and Xiao Ze, but I still have to tell you Chen Xiang's original words, just like you told me, the choice must be made by yourself." ”
"The past is gone." I quietly put away the diagnosis certificate, "Xiao Ze is a past, and I need a new beginning......
"Little Dream ......"
"Life is so short, you have to be with people who can make you happy."
Saying that, my mobile phone rang suddenly, I turned on the phone, and found that the caller was an unfamiliar number, I hesitated to press the answer button, and my familiar voice came from inside, "It seems that Miss Li's shelf is really big, so I can't invite you ......"
"Well, I do have a lot of important things to do with you."
"Then I don't know if you're interested in hearing this......
Before I could reply, I heard a shrill scream from the other end of my phone......