095 Deep Dialogue Soul Blending (Recommended 2000 Plus Update)
He instantly blackened out and asked the question he was most worried about: It wouldn't be Dai Xiangwei's kid, right? Otherwise, I'm going to beat him up.
I shook my head, and I said, "No, it's Chenxi."
He snorted, very surprised. He said that the interaction between you is not like the relationship between former boyfriend and girlfriend.
I said that if I told me and his story, I guess you would despise me.
His expression was a little solemn, and I don't know what he was thinking at the moment, whether he would be disappointed that I was not as pure as he thought, and what would he think if I told him that I had lost the most precious thing of a woman. But in any case, since he confessed his past to me, I also want to give an unreserved account of my past.
This is the first time I have recalled the past of me and Chenxi in front of people, and I think it will be the last time I mention this past.
When I recalled, Xu Cheng kept holding me, listening quietly, and didn't say much, just listened carefully, until I said that when I first joined the company, Chenxi went to the United States and said goodbye, he suddenly stood up, his fists clenched, and his eyes were particularly painful, he said: It turns out that those days were the saddest time for you, and it was also the time when I tested you the most.
I took him by the hand and asked him to sit down, and I said, "At that time, as a new graduate, you deserved all kinds of tests for me. I should thank you for being strict with me during those days, and if it weren't for the intense pressure at work, I think my lovelorn cycle would have been greatly delayed.
He took me in his arms again and said, "It's rare that you know when you're 22 years old and don't bring emotions into your work." At that time, the only thing I was surprised was how you suddenly had long hair and short ear-length hair, it turned out that there was such a long story.
I nodded, and I said: I was young at that time, and I stubbornly thought that loving someone was a lifelong thing, and ended up putting myself in an extremely passive situation. However, it can also be regarded as a kind of life experience. If it weren't for this unforgettable crush for me, maybe I wouldn't have been so indifferent when facing feelings and temptations later.
He said: I have always felt that there is a story hidden in you, but looking at your life is so simple, it was and it is the same now. Perhaps, I don't know enough about you all these years.
I said: We still have a lifetime to get to know each other well, Xu Cheng, are you still willing to go with me?
It was the first time I had called him by his name, and my eyes were full of discretion and sophistication. Although there is a big gap between me and him in life, I still don't want to become an accessory to my emotional role because of this. I think that in love, we are equal, and I have the freedom to ask him directly to promise.
He took my hand and put it on his chest, and he said, "Yes, I will always walk with you." However, there must be a long way to go between us. I've also been asking a few questions that I want to ask you what you think. I think it's just something we have to face.
I actually guessed what he was going to ask, and I said, "Just ask, and I'll give you the answer based on my innermost thoughts."
He said yes, and then, he asked the first one, and he said, "Yes, you know the nature of my work best, and I will definitely come into contact with a lot of women of all kinds, can you be open-minded about this?"
It's a difficult question to answer, and I obviously can't be open-minded, and I don't think any woman can be open-minded. But I understand it, because I don't think anyone knows better than I do what he's doing at work. I thought about it for a moment and replied seriously: It is impossible to say that I am completely open-minded, because I am only a woman, I am not a superman. However, I will understand you as much as possible, because I know your work circle very well. But I also hope that if you really value our relationship, when there may be a misunderstanding, please give me an explanation before I ask questions, I believe it is not difficult, it is a matter of intention or not.
He nodded, and he said, "You, you are such an extremely intelligent girl, and you always answer questions so well."
He asked me a second question, and he said, "Well, what is your attitude towards marriage?"
This is a question I have been thinking about for a long time, and I said: After the failure of my relationship with Chenxi, I have figured out the answer to this question. I don't think I will get married and have children like ordinary women, but I will be prepared for this, and if I meet someone I love enough, if he has the needs of marriage and family, I am willing to do it for him.
He nodded again, and he said, "Well, another perfect answer."
I smiled, and he asked the third question, and he said, "If I need you to help me in my career, and I need to give up your career for this, would you be willing?"
This question is also a question that I have been thinking about seriously after I got along with him. I said, "To the Oak Tree" has my answer to this question. I will not be attached to you, I will not intervene in your life and work circle because of love, and I will not give up my own pursuit and dream for you. Maybe I don't earn as much as you, maybe I don't work as hard as you give me, but I think people have to live on their own, and I have to work hard, not live a peaceful life under your wing.
This answer of mine made him tangled. I don't think that's the answer he's expecting. But that's what I think now, because he's so good, I can only rely on my own meager strength to catch up, maybe he can drag me to run with me, maybe I can live a well-fed life behind him, but then, I think, with my personality, I won't be happy.
He sighed and said: It seems that the only thing we have difficulty in compromising on is this issue. This was unexpected. I thought that at this age, you would consider the need for a stable family, and I could give this to you, but now I don't have that kind of idea, and I don't think two people need that certificate to be together. I thought maybe there were too many women around me, and you would mind. But both of these questions were unexpected to me. What you gave me was a perfect answer, and it was extremely fair to me and to you.
However, the third question, I think you will definitely answer me, and I will definitely be there for you as long as you need it. But your answer was also beyond my expectations. It seems that I really don't know you well, or I don't know you well enough. You, really not a woman who can speculate with ordinary thinking.
I said: What we need most between us is to be open and honest, your world itself is full of all kinds of hypocritical flattery and plausible pandering, if you can't find a sense of sincerity with me, it is really my failure.
My words made him laugh. He said, "Yes, I suddenly found out that I had found a baby."
I laughed, and I said, "You didn't use me as a treasure before, otherwise you would have been so accustomed to me."
He pinched my face hard, and he said: In the past, you and I were only a fit for work, and I indulged you out of interests, and I rarely speculated about your inner thoughts, as long as what you did was in line with my heart. Only now, it's very different. When I really walked into your heart, I realized that there are really a lot of shining points in you. With all due respect, I would like to ask if you have been through a lot since you were a child.
I nodded, and I said: When I was a child, I was always raised by fairies, she ran around all year round in order to make money, and I basically fended for myself since I was sensible, so I learned the truth of self-sufficiency from a very young age. The fairy is an open-minded woman, her words and deeds have subtly influenced many of my thoughts, she has never been rich in me, I have grown up step by step from elementary school to university. But spiritually, I believe that my mother gave me the best and the best love and strength.
He gently rubbed my head and said: Your mother is indeed a rare woman, seemingly innocent, but many words and actions are just right. You have such a mother, and you have the growth you have today.
Mother, what a sacred and noble word, that is the best and most serious title for one's mother. The fairy never did anything for me, she just taught me how to be a human being with her own body. I don't think she even knew about these teachings to me. It is only when I grow up and mature now that I look back and realize that she has given me so much spiritual wealth.
I said: I have never respected her since I was a child, but she has always been the person I love and care about the most.
He smiled and said: I appreciate this mother-daughter relationship, perhaps because my parents are authentic farmers, and I have very little communication with my parents.
I said: Sometimes there is a kind of fate between parents, and everyone communicates with their parents in different ways, but I believe that there is no more or less kind of love.
He looked at me, looking at me with very interesting eyes, and he said, "Well, how do you talk more old-fashioned than me sometimes, haha."
I sweated instantly, and I said, "Isn't that because we're talking about such a serious issue?"
He said, "All right, this is the end of our soul conversation." Next, we need to get down to business.
I said, "Are you going to take me somewhere to socialize or what?"
He nodded, and he said, "Yes, I have a very big business today.
When I heard him say this, I sat up straight in an instant, waiting for him to give orders, and he came to a sentence for a long time: close your eyes.
I obediently closed my eyes, and then I felt his breath get closer and closer, and I was nervous, thinking to myself what he was doing so pretty. Then, I felt a string of cold objects on my neck.
I quickly opened my eyes, he had already put a Chanel double C diamond hanging pearl necklace around my neck, I suddenly shuddered, I said: Okay, why did you give me this?
He said: I see that your neck has been empty, as if you are announcing that you are single and waiting for someone to send. I'll buy you one when I go back to Hong Kong this time. In the future, you can proudly tell others that I have a Lord.
I was so overwhelmed that I said, "This is too precious for me to want......
He hurriedly grabbed my hand, and said: If you are even refused to give yourself a gift for a woman, then I Xu Cheng will be embarrassed and embarrassed. And, let me tell you, this is the first time I've personally chosen a gift for a woman.
I pouted and said, "Then I should feel honored, this is the first time I have received a gift from a man."
When he saw that I was willing to accept it, he was instantly happy, and he pushed me down on the couch, and said, "It's beautiful, I think, I can do my business next......
I said, "What?" What's the matter?
I don't think he needs to give me an answer anymore, because his lips have blocked my mouth without saying anything, and then he began to attack the city with all his might, and the momentum of the general's conquest made me, a defenseless little woman, obediently restrained, and I haven't enjoyed this kind of domineering and lingering kiss for a long time......
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