Shi Jingqing hated, hated why she had to suffer these tribulations, hated that she had a talent but didn't meet Bole, hated how the world was so dirty, hated why God was so unfair to her, and hated the man who made her feel extremely disgusting.

She closed her eyes and waited for the humiliation to come, but what she expected did not happen, the greedy man who was lying on top of her left her body, the sound of a lighter lighting was heard, the faint smell of smoke wafted into her nose, and a piece of clothing suddenly fell on top of her.

Shi Jingqing opened her eyes, the man who made her feel disgusting was opening the curtains and smoking a cigarette with his back to her at this time, his clothes were very neat, and he didn't take off a single piece of his clothes at all from beginning to end.

Mi Zixuan's somewhat ethereal voice came: "I don't want to possess you, I just want you to understand the artistic conception of this song, of course my behavior is a bit extreme, I'm sorry, you put on your clothes first, and then we'll talk." ”

Shi Jingqing only found out at this time that she didn't know when the ropes on her hands and feet had been untied, and she didn't care about tearing off the scotch tape attached to her mouth first, and quickly put on her clothes, and then tore off the tape.

Mi Zixuan turned around and pulled a chair to sit in front of the window, his face hidden in the white smoke rising up, so that Shi Jingqing couldn't see his expression clearly.

Mi Zixuan's deep voice sounded: "I told you just now, if you don't meet me today, you should know what will happen." ”

Shi Jingqing naturally knew that if Mi Zixuan hadn't appeared, she would definitely not have escaped Yue Haisheng's poisonous hands, and she would be ravaged by him on the ground in this cool autumn leaf.

At this time, Mi Zixuan's face was no longer that under-pumping, his face was solemn, his eyes flashed with solemnity, and his voice was low and a little hoarse: "The dead fat man surnamed Yue is a bastard, do you think he will do any safety measures?" He won't, think about it, what would happen to you if you got pregnant? With your character, would you knock out the child in your belly? ”

Shi Jingjing lowered her head, her face was heavy, she kept asking herself, if such a thing really happened, would she choose to kill the child in her belly?

I don't know how long it took, Shi Jingqing raised his head and said seriously: "No." ”

Sure enough, as Mi Zixuan expected, even if the current Shi Jingqing is young and not the Shi Qinqing who has experienced vicissitudes and sees through the warmth and coldness of people that he saw from the information, she is still a person who respects life very much, if she is not such a person, she will not achieve so much.

The Shi Jingqing that Mi Zixuan knows is a person who respects life no matter what setbacks she has encountered or what hardships she has experienced, she is still a person who loves life and loves the world, she is like a Xiaoqiang who can't be killed, no matter how unfair the world is to her, she will still wake up every day and say "good morning" to the world with a smile!

It is precisely because of her strength, tolerance, respect for life, and love for the world that she can write those thought-provoking and soul-resonating songs.

Mi Zixuan smiled, his smile was evil but full of warmth, he stood up and walked up to Shi Jingqing, patted her shoulder and said, "You are a person who respects life, and you are also a person who loves life, and you are a strong person, but ......"

Speaking of this, Mi Zixuan's face became heavy, and his voice said sadly: "But have you thought about it, this child is not the man you like, but a bastard, when you see him, you will think of that bastard, you will remember everything he did to you, and these are nightmares for you, do you want to think of such nightmares every day?" ”

Shi Jingqing was silent, Mi Zixuan's words unconsciously made her substitute for another "Shi Jingqing", a misfortune Shi Jingqing, a Shi Jingqing who lived a difficult life with her man's child alone, a Shi Jingqing who had to think of nightmares all the time every day, and a Shi Jingqing who had to face humiliation every day.

If she were her, would she still be able to live strongly? Will you be able to face that child on your own? For him, he is a nightmare that he can never wake up from, and he always reminds himself of that humiliating and unbearable existence.

What will happen to you in the face of such a curse? Is it strong and brave to face life? Or do you choose to blindly escape with tears all day long?

Shi Jingqing had no answer for a while.

Mi Zixuan continued: "He will ruin your life, ruin your dreams, destroy everything you have, and always remind you that you are a dirty woman, you are a woman who does not love herself. ”

Shi Jingqing suddenly shook his head in pain and said, "I'm not, I'm not." ”

Mi Zixuan's voice suddenly raised a few points and said: "You are, you are a dirty woman, you are a woman who does not love herself, all the people around you will look at you like this, because your child has no father, and you dare not tell him or others who the child's father is, you will always bear the infamy of the world." ”

Speaking of this, Mi Zixuan's voice began to be full of temptation: "Beat him, he will only bring you pain, he will only make you feel humiliated, he will only bring you endless tribulation, he is not an angel, he is the devil, beat him, you will be liberated, complete liberation, you can live the life you want, you can pursue your dreams, one day you will realize your dreams, stand on that stage, enjoy cheers, enjoy applause, enjoy reverence, you will become the greatest singer in this world." ”

Shi Jingqing covered his ears and shouted hoarsely: "Don't say it, don't say it." ”

Mi Zixuan sat beside her, smoking a cigarette and continuing like a devil: "Isn't what I said the truth? Isn't that the best solution? ”

Shi Jingjing shook his head in pain and choked up: "No, no, I can't do that, I can't, that's a fresh life, I can't." ”

Mi Zixuan stretched out his hand and roughly twisted Shi Jingqing's head and said loudly: "Look at my eyes, look." ”

Shi Jingqing wanted to struggle away, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't break free of Mi Zixuan's shackles, so she could only look at his eyes that flashed with a strange color.

In Shi Jingqing's view, Mi Zixuan's eyes with a strange color are simply Pandora's box, which releases all the evil in the world - greed, slander, jealousy, and pain.

Yue Haisheng's greed for her body, the slander of those who saw that she was alone with her child, and those who were jealous of her talent, appearance, and figure, and the endless pain that this child brought to herself.

The short look at each other gave Shi Jingqing a sense of living for a lifetime and experiencing the vicissitudes of life.

Mi Zixuan's eyes quickly dimmed, and his face became quite ugly, as if he was seriously ill.

Mi Zixuan laboriously lit a cigarette again, and said in a weak voice: "Do you still want to keep that child?" ”

Shi Jingqing's eyes changed from confused to determined, and she said very seriously: "Yes, because he is a living life, I have no right to take away his right to come to this world, no matter how much he suffers and is slandered by countless people, I will still give birth to him and let him see this beautiful and wonderful world." ”

Mi Zixuan smiled, laughed very happily, but the next second he lay on the bed, and said weakly: "I'm going to read the lyrics, I think you understand, okay, don't bother me, I'm tired." After speaking, Mi Zixuan actually fell asleep, he was indeed too tired.

Shi Jingqing looked at Mi Zixuan with a complicated expression, and at this time she was completely awake, or she woke up from the dream that Mi Zixuan described for her.

Looking at Mi Zixuan's sleeping appearance, Shi Jingqing didn't know what to think, he actually stretched out a white finger and gently stroked his cheek, this man suddenly became very mysterious, she had an urge to break through all the fog on his body and see the most real him.

Shi Jingqing sighed silently, stood up and saw the fragments of clothes on the ground, and whispered: "You have done so much, just to let me understand the artistic conception expressed in this song?" Should I call the police and arrest you, you just went too far. ”

Speaking of this, Shi Jingqing laughed at herself, picked up the lyrics and sat on the chair that Mi Zixuan was sitting on just now, there was a smell of smoke in her snort, Shi Qinqing, who had always hated the smell of smoke, didn't know why, but at this time she felt that it smelled very good.

Mi Zixuan also had no choice, so he could only use this rough way to first give Shi Qinqing a sense of substitution, and bring it into the spiritual world of Shi Qinqing, who Mi Zixuan is familiar with, but it is the ethereal Shi Jingqing, and then spend a lot of time using hypnosis to let her see everything that Shi Qinqing has experienced that will never appear, the boundless pain, the nightmare that can never wake up, and the humiliation that cannot be washed away in eternal life.

Let her feel what kind of mood she has in the future to write this song.

Mi Zixuan succeeded, but he also tired himself into a dead dog, fell into a deep sleep, and became a lamb without the power to resist.

What Mi Zixuan never dreamed of was that although everything he did to Shi Jingqing today made her realize, it also had a very bad impact on her, and this influence would gradually manifest itself and gradually show in front of Mi Zixuan, which caught him off guard and surprised him, of course, this is all a later story.

I don't know how long I slept, Mi Zixuan woke up, and when he opened his eyes, he found that it was four o'clock in the afternoon, and there were still more than two hours left before the semifinals that Shi Jingqing was going to participate in.

Although it solved the problem of Shi Jingqing's comprehension of that song, Mi Zixuan still had something to do, he had to let Shi Jingqing pass the semi-finals and finals smoothly, but now there was not much time left for him, Mi Zixuan immediately wanted to get up, and then he found out that he was tied into a zongzi by Shi Jingqing, with scotch tape on his mouth, and a note on his head, which seemed to have words on it, but now Mi Zixuan couldn't see it clearly.