Chapter 187: I don't want to regret it again

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After finishing speaking, Xu Yaran also regretted it in her heart. But the words that come out are like water that has been spilled, and it can never be recovered.

After Li Yilan listened to Xu Yaran's words, a guilty expression appeared on his face, and he also knew that he had a lot to be sorry for Xu Yaran.

"Yes, I'm not worthy to be a father. But I'm just confused. I'm trying my best to make amends now, and you really can't forgive me anymore? Li Yilan stared at Xu Yaran with a painful expression.

Xu Yaran saw that Li Yilan's eyes were a little red, and Xu Yaran couldn't bear it. But Li Yilan's words can't make Xu Yaran soften easily, otherwise, he will forgive Li Yilan.

Xu Yaran snorted coldly, bypassed Li Yilan and turned around to leave. She didn't really want to squeeze the bus, she just followed the flow of people, but she didn't want Li Yilan to see her. Now that she has approved of the child in her belly, she will not let the child take risks. Otherwise, she wouldn't have gone to the bus stop a few hours earlier in the morning to wait for the bus to go to work.

The words I just said are just some angry words I said when I was angry with Li Yilan, how can I take them seriously? It was Li Yilan who cared too much at the moment, so she didn't realize that everything Xu Yaran said was just angry words.

When Xu Yaran and Li Yilan passed by, Li Yilan reached out and grabbed Xu Yaran's arm, Xu Yaran had to stop, glared at Xu Yaran angrily and said, "Li Yilan, you let go." ”

Li Yilan saw that the reason didn't make sense, so he put on a look that he was not afraid of boiling water, and he said, "I won't let it go." ”

Xu Yaran grinded her teeth and wanted to break free of Li Yilan's hand, but she couldn't. No matter how great her strength is, she is definitely no match for a man's strength, so Xu Yaran is destined to be caught by Li Yilan.

It was the rush hour for the downstairs of the building where their company was located, and it was full of people hurrying home. But Xu Yaran and Li Yilan stood in the crowd, looking at each other face to face, especially Li Yilan was very good-looking, so the two of them standing in the crowd were definitely the focus.

There were already quite a few people looking over and pointing. Among them, there are many colleagues in Xu Yaran's company, and many people in the company have seen Li Yilan and Nangong Meining together in the hotel, and they know Li Yilan.

Some people have seen Li Yilan and himself entangled downstairs in the company, at that time, everyone knew that Li Yilan was Nangong Meining's boyfriend, but no one knew that Li Yilan was his ex-boyfriend.

At that time, everyone in the company was talking about it. If she hadn't invited Nangong Yuhan, the big Buddha, to come out with Tu Baobao, it is estimated that she would have lost her job at this time, and she would really have to beat the baby in her belly.

If he is still entangled with Li Yilan this time, the rumors in the company will still be difficult to listen to in the future. For the sake of the child in her belly, and for herself, Xu Yaran had no choice but to go down this step.

Xu Yaran didn't speak, but her expression had softened.

Li Yilan glanced at Xu Yaran and knew that Xu Yaran had already compromised with him. He also doesn't have the habit of being treated as a monkey by others, and after getting Xu Yaran's wordless approval, Li Yilan almost couldn't wait to pull Xu Yaran into the car parked on the side of the road.

When the two of them got into the car, Li Yilan immediately rolled down the brown window, so that people could not see the specific situation in the car.

Li Yilan knew that his behavior might be a bit difficult, but the effect achieved was good, and Li Yilan was in a good mood. But if Xu Yaran cooperated with him a little more today, and the two of them didn't quarrel, it would be even better.

Li Yilan sat upright, with her hands on her knees. Xu Yaran occasionally held back, even if it was Li Yilan, who had a large area of blue on the back of her hand. Thinking of this morning, Li Yilan disregarded his own safety and protected himself. When the car stopped steadily, Li Yilan was not looking at her injuries for the first time, but worried about her.

Now that Li Yilan's hand is so green, it must have hurt very much at that time, and Li Yilan didn't show the slightest pain. Thinking of what she had just said to Li Yilan, Xu Yaran felt a little guilty, maybe she shouldn't have said those words so bluntly.

Xu Yaran said a little uncomfortably: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those words today." ”

Li Yilan turned her head and looked at Xu Yaran seriously, her tone was as serious as his expression, and then Li Yilan asked, "Then what you said is sincere?" Is it the words of your heart? Or are you deliberately angry with me, that's why you are blind? ”

The corners of Xu Yaran's mouth moved, of course, those words were from her heart, and they were also the words in her heart. But at this moment, I felt a little guilty about Li Yilan in my heart, and Xu Yaran couldn't have called out on impulse like just now, and she didn't care about the consequences at all.

"That's sincere, and since it's sincere, it's good to say it. It's better than holding everything in your heart. Silently hate me strong, I would rather you vent all the hatred and resentment in your heart, and after venting, you can forgive me. If you hide all your hatred for me and your resentment against me in your heart, I am afraid that when the time comes, you will hide it deeper and deeper, and you will never forgive me when the time comes. ”

"You know what? You're a very soft-hearted person, otherwise you wouldn't have paid attention to me. But soft-hearted people also have shortcomings, that is, they like to hide everything in their hearts and don't say anything. ”

"Like today, if I don't you off, maybe you'll keep those words in your heart. Although you can get along with me on the surface, but in fact you also hate me, I can only be friends with you out of your soft-heartedness in this life, but because of your soft-heartedness, I can never get forgiveness in your heart. ”

Li Yilan said very seriously, and Xu Yaran couldn't help but lose her mind a little when she heard it. Is she a soft-hearted person? She has always known that she is a stubborn person, but no one has ever told her that she is a soft-hearted person.

Xu Yaran was a little distracted, thinking about what Li Yilan had just said. Suddenly, she felt a warmth in her hand, and when she looked down, she found that a hand was pressed against hers. Xu Yaran immediately withdrew her hand, then put her hand behind her back, moved it to the side, and then sat down very upright.

Li Yilan smiled bitterly, Xu Yaran really didn't forgive him. But he didn't think that once a while, Xu Yaran could easily forgive him. The road has to be walked step by step, and the meal has to be taken one breath at a time.

Li Yilan withdrew her hand a little sneeringly, turned her head to stare at Xu Yaran's face, but her hand did nothing.

Xu Yaran looked out the window, she didn't look back, but she knew that Li Yilan must be looking at her at this time, and she could feel how hot Li Yilan's eyes were when she was looking at her. Even if she knew, Xu Yaran could only look at the scenery outside the window casually, as if she didn't know anything, and avoided unnecessary embarrassment.

Maybe Li Yilan is right, she is indeed a person who is easy to be soft-hearted, otherwise, she and Li Yilan are enemies now, and it is impossible for them to sit together so calmly. During the rush hour of commuting, there is a lot of traffic, and there is a large traffic jam along the way.

Xu Yaran sat in the car, rolled down the window, looked out, and saw a long queue.

Xu Yaran's heart sank, it's over, I encountered a traffic jam today, and I don't know when I can return home.

Xu Yaran sat bored, stuck in traffic or something, which was the most annoying. Walking back by yourself is also faster than taking a car.

"Hungry, aren't you?" Li Yilan, who had not spoken again, asked at the right time.

Actually, it's okay, Xu Yaran didn't feel particularly hungry, and ate a lot at noon. In the afternoon, she felt hungry and ate half a bag of biscuits to pad her stomach, and now she doesn't feel very hungry.

But since Li Yilan asked, Xu Yaran glanced at Li Yilan strangely. Thinking about whether Li Yilan still has something to eat. So naturally thought of the buns and soy milk that Li Yilan gave herself this morning, and in the end she couldn't bear to live up to Li Yilan's hard work, and when she was hungry, she warmed up the buns and soy milk and filled her stomach.

When Xu Yaran ate the buns and soy milk, when she took the first bite, she froze. The taste of the buns, Xu Yaran felt as if she hadn't eaten it for a long time, when Li Yilan and her were together, they both got up very early on Sundays and went to exercise together. Then when I passed by the steamed bun shop, the two of them lined up for more than an hour before they could barely buy four steamed buns to eat.

Today, Li Yilan bought her the steamed buns and soy milk from the steamed bun shop where she likes the most. It's rare that Li Yilan has this heart, so she went to buy buns and soy milk so early, and I don't know what time Li Yilan started to buy them.

Now that Li Yilan mentioned eating, Xu Yaran thought about Li Yilan's intention to ask.

So a faint expectation actually rose in Xu Yaran's heart, and she nodded and said, "I seem to be a little hungry, but I am stuck here, even if I am hungry, I can only endure it, and I will eat when I get home." ”

Although she said so, she knew that Li Yilan would not ask her if she was hungry for no reason.

Sure enough, after Li Yilan heard this, his face showed a little smugness, although he was wearing a black suit that would make him look calm, but at this time his face had a little smugness, which made him look a little naïve and a little childish.

"Don't worry, you won't go hungry with me." Li Yilan is a little naïve, but she shows her machismo.

Li Yilan patted the shoulder of the driver in front of him, the driver didn't know where to take out a box, and Li Yilan took it. Then he handed the box to Xu Yaran as if offering a treasure, and said, "Oh, this is for you, you must love to eat it." Li Yilan said with certainty.