I smoked puff after puff, and the first time I smoked, I choked on tears.

I hate myself for being so cowardly, and I said in my heart: Yi Zhizhi, if you dare to cry again, don't believe Yi.

Then, every time I felt distressed, I poked the cigarette butt hard at my left arm. Thirty-six articles, I poked the same wound thirty-six times. The pain replaced the pain, and I heard the hissing sound of my skin from burning, and the more painful it was, the more awake I became.

I think this smoke scar will never fade for the rest of my life. That night was the first time I had thought about suicide since I was 22 years old.

I finished smoking a whole box of Chinese, and when it was dawn, I opened the door, and the fairy got up from the sofa and asked me: Yaya, what's wrong with you?

She immediately smelled the thick smell of smoke in my room, and her already solemn expression became even more solemn, and she said to me in a serious tone that she had never said before: You, come here.

I sat down across from her, rubbed my swollen eyes, and waited quietly for her to speak.

The fairy was a very special woman, she didn't speak first, she just got up and sat beside me, hugged me, and said, "Cry if you want to." At the end of the world, you still have me......

Her voice is very long, probably because she is used to singing the play, and the words come out of her mouth with a sense of vicissitudes. This tone is very tear-jerking, and the strength that I have built up with great difficulty collapses in an instant.

I snuggled in the little arms of the fairy, hugged her thin waist, and cried so much that the sky was dark. I have never cried so much in my life, and I said:

Fairy, I used to think that loving someone was my own business, so I didn't feel sad......

Fairy, it turns out that love is so hurtful, it's more difficult than you imagined......

Fairies, if they are in some love, it hurts more than a secret love......

The fairy kept holding me and patting me on the back, and the two women were hypocritical all afternoon.

The fairy said, "Yaya, sometimes it's a good thing to be looked down upon, so that you will be stronger."

The fairy said, "Yaya, you have to understand that sometimes it is not you who like it so hard that it will pull others back to you." Too much love will only produce a counterforce.

The fairy said: Yaya, it's time to stop in moderation for some men's liking. Otherwise, you're too unsmart.

The fairy said, "Cheer up, girl." From now on, take yourself seriously.

After dispelling all the smoke in my room, the fairy lit sandalwood in my room and let me sleep well.

That night, in order to make a sumptuous dinner, the fairy, who had not cooked for a long time, called Ah Pao and his girlfriend, as well as the cub and Chubby, and a few people who had not been together for a long time, because of the fairy's quick summoning, they all took the time to come to my house.

A few years later, Ah Pao has opened a bar, Chubby took over a seafood stall and now makes a lot of money, I have become a white-collar worker, the four of us, only the cub situation is slightly more difficult. He had a child at a young age, and now he has to support his family and children, and he has no fixed job, so it is relatively difficult to mix.

The four of us have kept in touch all these years. Although our life paths are different, that true heart has always been there. Over the years, because of the huge changes in each other's life circles, we don't get together much, and we don't have as many common topics to talk about as before.

But the moment I raised my glass, I could still see the truth in everyone's eyes, and it didn't change with time.

It's been a long, long time since we've drunk like this, it's been a long, long time since I've sladen like this, it's been a long, long time since we've joked so unscrupulously.

I said, "Ah Pao, I'm never going to play with such a high-end thing as love anymore."

The cub said, "Hey, if I can choose again, I will definitely do a pregnancy prevention measure."

Chubby said: I really want to study now, and I envy college students when I see them.

Ah Pao said: It doesn't matter if you read or not, the key is that the more you live, the happier you are, how carefree we were back then......

Everyone has their own troubles, everyone is growing, everyone's thoughts are changing, the only thing we can do is to raise our glasses and gently say to our once carefree youth: Hello, I have been here......

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