280 And suddenly I felt guilty
The heat wave spread out, completely covering my whole person, and my hand couldn't help but climb up Chen Tu's neck, put my lips to his ear, and bit it gently, almost word for word: "As long as it's you, I like everything I do." ”
Stepping on the horse, why do I always have a bad idea, I think Chen Tu and I are very similar to the screenwriters of island films in our last life, we don't need to brew at all, we can make this thing extremely beautiful.
Enjoying my active approach, Chen Tu kissed me casually, and said in a hoarse and confused voice: "Only you make me have the urge to think about it." ”
Under the teasing of each other, my body completely collapsed into a piece of cotton that could be picked at will, and if I was touched at will, it could be completely detonated.
Before I was about to explode on the spot by those restlessness, Chen Tu used his enthusiasm to send me to the flat avenue, and under his traction, I ran tirelessly all the way until I ran too fast, and the whole person flew up, hanging in the air for a long time.
At the end of the day, all my strength was exhausted, and I fell asleep quickly, and I didn't know how long I could sleep.
When I woke up, it was already time for supper.
After eating oysters and drinking coconut at a barbecue stall by the sea, Chen Tu and I held hands and swayed on the beach.
During this period, I met an aunt who sold flowers, Chen Tu paid for all the forget-me-not perfume lilies and carnations that she had left, and he also used limited materials to help me bandage them into a dense bunch, I held the flowers, he held me, and we sprinkled our laughter on the beach.
I don't know if Chen Tu was as happy as I was, but I'm pretty sure that the happiness I had in these few days in Zhanjiang overrode most of the happy times I've ever experienced.
Until the way back to Shenzhen, I was still reminiscing about every minute and every second in Zhanjiang, reminiscing about the plain but peaceful atmosphere when I was alone with Chen Tu, I kept indulging and wandering, until Xie Bin parked the car in the parking lot of Xiangmi Lake No. 1, Chen Tu pushed me, and I came to my senses.
With the sequelae of travel, I followed Chen Tu back to my own hall, still in a trance, and there was always a feeling that I had crossed over.
When I was still ignorant and didn't know what to do, Chen Tu had already let go of his luggage and poured me a glass of warm water, and he said, "Wu Yi, you drink some water." I'm going to mop the floor and get something to eat by the way. ”
After drinking some water, I finally recovered from the muddy state, and when Chen Tu was in full swing and mopping the floor, I went over to pick out a few pieces of his clothes that couldn't be machine washed, and took them to hand wash.
When I was drying clothes on the balcony, Chen Tu came over with a mop, and while he buried his head in mopping the floor, he said to me: "Wu Yi, lawyer Li just called me, and the court sentenced Liang Jianfang three days ago, and sentenced him to life imprisonment and deprivation of political rights for life. ”
Stretching the piece of clothing on my hand and hanging it up, I patted the moisture on my hands, and without the ecstasy I had imagined so many times, I was surprisingly calm: "Oh, I see." ”
After a pause, I suddenly remembered something: "Chen Tu, otherwise we will go over to have dinner with Mr. Chen?" ”
Increasing the strength of his hands, the mop in Chen Tu's hand creaked because it rubbed too much against the ground, and his voice was sandwiched in it, so that I couldn't hear the emotion: "When you were just doing the laundry, I called him, and he said that he had dinner at night and was not free." ”
After a pause of more than ten seconds, Chen Tu added: "He has always been a person who is dedicated to his work." ”
I don't know if Chen Tu really believes so firmly in his heart that Chen Zheng is really in the mood to make an appointment with a customer tonight, or an appointment with a supplier, and talk and laugh with a smile on his face at the dinner.
But in my intuition, I always felt that Chen Zheng should have hidden himself in a lonely corner, armed himself with loneliness and loneliness, looking down on this world that was sometimes confused and sometimes clear by all the disturbances.
I'm not sure if Chen Zheng needs someone to dangle in front of him, but I can be sure that Chen Tu has a lot of worries hidden in his heart.
grabbed the mop in his hand and took it over, and I remained silent: "Chen Tu, you have been on vacation for so many days, and you have pushed everything to Mr. Chen, now that he has a meal, do you want to go over and help him block the wine?" ”
The eyebrows were very high, Chen Tu pursed his lips, as if he was entangled and thoughtful, he finally pulled the towel on the edge of the balcony and wiped his hands: "Wu Yi reminded me quite right, I'd better go over and see if he needs someone to block the wine, the old man doesn't drink well, and he has to hold on." ”
Putting the towel back in place, Chen Tu's brows still didn't stretch: "What do you eat at night?" Why don't I order you a takeout? ”
I nudged him: "Go get things done!" I'm such a big person, can I still starve myself to death? Don't think of me as a retarded person who can't take care of myself, okay? Let's go. ”
It was really to the point of worrying, and without grinding any more, Chen Tu turned around and went to the bedroom to change his clothes, and went out.
After mopping the floor, I cooked a noodle for myself, thinking that there was nothing to do and waiting at home was also tormenting, so I turned on the computer and began to try to create my new profile on the freelancer website, and went around again, and in order to find the feeling in advance, I found a small case at random, and I didn't even look at the price, so I took a picture.
I thought I was going to have to break down a few times to get my senses back, but in fact I was just starting to feel a little rusty, and I found it after thinking about it for ten minutes. I struggled to type on the keyboard for more than two hours, I slowed it down, polished it, and gave feedback to the other company.
After taking a shower and washing away the fatigue from facing the computer, I looked at the time, and it was already past eleven o'clock.
I couldn't stand it anymore, so I sent a message to Chen Tu: "Haven't you come back yet?" ”
But in more than ten seconds, Chen Tu came back: "Downstairs, I'll be there soon." ”
Throwing my phone aside, I quickly ran to the door, opened it, and kept staring at the elevator.
About two minutes later, the elevator door opened, and Chen Tu walked out.
His face was a little red, and he was staggering when he walked, so I hurried up to him and held him by the arm: "Go this way." ”
Maybe he was afraid of pressing me, Chen Tu didn't dare to press my body at all, so we walked to the hall like this.
I thought it would be better to take a shower, so I picked up a set of clean clothes and urged Chen Tu to wash, and he did as I wanted.
When he came out, although his face was still a little red, at least his steps were much more steady.
Closing the door and turning off the lights, Chen Tu groped his way and climbed onto the bed, hugged me over, and took the initiative to say: "Chen Zheng, that old man, has no dinner at all." When I went to Tianlu, he had already drunk more than three cans, and he was still not addicted, so he had to catch me and drink with him, so I drank some with him. I don't know if the degree of beer is too low, the more he drinks, the more sober he becomes, and he began to chase me back at ten o'clock, saying that I should accompany you more and don't follow his old path. He said that Liang Jianfang became like this, and he had most of the responsibility. ”
In the dark, I couldn't see Chen Tu's expression clearly, but I could feel between the lines of his words that his emotions were ups and downs, and I didn't know how to quickly extinguish his heart, so I had to touch his hand and say: "Mr. Chen, he is a person who has experienced strong winds and waves, and he will definitely be able to adjust himself." ”
Anti-guest, Chen Tu held my arm back, he held it for a while, and then said slowly: "Wu Yi, I once complained about Chen Zheng, I think he ruined Chen Jing, and also indirectly ruined me, I also used to think that he was incompetent, he didn't deserve the title of a father at all." But tonight, I suddenly felt guilty, and I wondered if it was because of the existence of Chen Jing and Chen Jing that Chen Zheng's life and relationship had been ruined. If Chen Jing and I didn't exist in this world, or maybe he could live a different life now. ”
My heart was full of ups and downs, and I suddenly remembered what Chen Zheng had said to me at the beach before, he said that he regretted finding someone to surrogate Chen Tu and Chen Jing, but this was also something he was happy about.
For Chen Zheng's tangled psychological narrative, I will not find fault with it and judge it as too contradictory.
If these years of life are not enough for me to understand what Chen Zheng means, I think I once had a child, and it taught me to see through many changes in the world.
Sitting up, I pulled most of Chen Tu's body over and hugged him, and I tried my best to put my voice in the most reassuring tone: "Chen Tu, you have to trust my intuition. Mr. Chen, he never felt that you and Chen Jing were a burden to him, or in his heart, because of your existence, his life was complete enough. ”
Probably still with a hazy drunkenness, what Chen Tu said next, began to be imaginative, he began to talk endlessly about his childhood, he said it too loosely, I haven't summarized it at all, he has fallen asleep in a daze.
However, he kept holding my hand and didn't let go.
Still the kind of person who doesn't let himself show too much vulnerability even if he has a heavy accumulation of thoughts, and when he woke up the next day, Chen Tu already looked like a dragon and a tiger, and he also patiently made me a full eight types of breakfast.
Although I am a foodie, I am still a little scared to be served like a pig like this, and in order to make Chen Tu happy, I bravely expressed my worries: "Chen Tu, are you feeding pigs?" Are you going to fatten me up, sell it for money, or stew it for meat? ”
It seems that he is in a good mood, Chen Tu picked up two square bags, skillfully sandwiched the sun egg on it and handed it to me, he squinted his eyes and stared at me for a while, he smiled maliciously: "I am indeed going to raise you fat, but not to sell or eat meat, I think about raising you a little fatter, can I get three times, four times, or even six times eight times a night." Well, I am a good young man with ideals and actions, and actively fighting for his own sexual well-being. ”
Seeing that he could cheer up and be blind and poor with me, my half-hanging heart fell into place, and it was not too early to see that the time was not early, so I changed my words: "Okay, okay, don't be flamboyant, eat quickly." You've taken so many days off, it's time to go back to working hard and earning money to support your family. ”
Still calm, all kinds of slow, Chen Tu brought strawberry jam and smeared it on me: "What are your arrangements today?" Do you go to buy decoration materials first, or go directly to an outsourcing company to get your office? ”
Compared with Chen Tu, I hurriedly took a big bite of bread, drank milk in a hurry, and took care of him: "The layout of that office is acceptable to me, so I'll buy some ash and find someone to paint it." This saves a lot of trouble. I'll go out to Danzhutou and take a look at the desks and chairs later. I've been buying there before, and I know the market. ”
Glancing at me, Chen Tu snatched my milk cup and reproached: "Eat slowly, eating too quickly is not good for your health." ”
I grabbed it again: "I've been eating fast, and you don't know it." I want to get the office in order within two days, and I'll try to get on track as soon as possible anyway. ”
Chen Tu smiled: "Sample, the idea is quite clear." But I'm still going to say more, do you need me to help you get a few customers to practice first? ”
If it was three years ago, when I hadn't married Chen Tu, I probably refused.
After all, I was always afraid that Deng Guanfeng would think that I had clinged to Chen Tu.
But now, first of all, I am married to Chen Tu, even if there are high and low economic levels between us, I am not nothing that does not pay, only eat and do not work, we are equal. Secondly, I used to think that it was a shortcut to look up to someone to introduce me to a client, but now I can look at it more openly, and I don't think I can take advantage of the network resources anymore. It is also a kind of ability to give full play to the network resources to the extreme.
Glancing at Chen Tu, I said lightly: "That's it, don't tell the other party at the beginning, this is my wife, you take care of it, you can give me a line, how to take down the customer later, look at my ability, okay?" ”
Smiling even brighter, Chen Tu patted my hand: "You are still so cute." ”
I threw his hand away: "Eat breakfast, and if you continue to grind and chirp like this, it's time for supper." ”
Under my urging, Chen Tu finally finished eating as quickly as possible, and cleaned up the table with his hands and feet.
We held hands and went to the parking lot, and then he went to Zone A and I went to Zone C to pick up the car, what should we do.
I bought white ash and some materials for cleaning the floor in a small shop in Jindi Garden, and brought a small worker to the office, and after I finished talking about my request and negotiated the price, he began to work for me, while I went to Danzhutou to buy and buy.
Because I have accumulated hundreds of thousands of savings before, I also firmly believe that I can earn more in the future, this time I did not pick cheap and special things, but felt that what is the best price is also suitable, and I will sell.
For most of the day, this matter is fully implemented.
After washing my hands, I was just about to go to the parking lot to pick up my car when my phone rang suddenly.
I picked it up and glanced at it, and although the number was not saved, it looked familiar.
Without thinking too much, I picked it up. Before I could speak, the other party had already said in a deep voice: "Hello." ”
I was stunned for a moment, but then said, "Old Zhou, hello." ”
Raising his tone a little, Lao Zhou smiled lightly on the other end: "I didn't expect Mrs. Xiao Chen to be able to hear my voice all of a sudden, I'm very honored." ”
I have the impression that in the few phone calls that Lao Zhou has made to me, he always acted like a programmed robot, and he never said anything witty. So in the face of his sudden joke, I was stunned for nearly ten seconds, and asked in a light but straightforward tone: "May I ask you for something about me?" ”
coughed lightly a few times over there, and Lao Zhou spoke again, his voice was already a little hoarse: "That's the case, Mrs. Chen, I came to Pingdi with my lawyer today to see Ms. Liang Jianfang, and she asked me to bring you a few words." ”