In the middle of the night, Pei Shuyi was woken up by a stomachache, and when she sat up, she noticed a hot current gushing out from under her body, and she realized that her menstrual affairs were coming.

In fact, Pei Tingqing reminded her every month before, ironically that even she didn't deliberately remember the time, Pei Shuyi got up with her stomach covered and walked to the bathroom to take a bath.

She has menstrual cramps, every time she has menstruation, it is like a serious illness, after Pei Shuyi barely came out of the bathroom by holding on to the wall, she opened the drawer in the bedside table to find the medicine, carefully read the instructions, and she took a few pills.

About this time is the most vulnerable, Pei Shuyi lay on the bed, buried her face in the pillow, thinking of her eldest brother's cold attitude towards her these days, she cried aggrievedly.

Pei Shuyi had a stomachache and felt uncomfortable, and she didn't fall asleep all night holding her body, but she still went downstairs to eat breakfast on time the next morning, and then went back to her room to read.

Wei Chengshu sent her a message, saying that she was going to take her out to play, Pei Shuyi replied that she was not feeling well and just wanted to stay in the room, and then within half an hour, Wei Chengshu came over.

Huo Huiyuan and Pei Zongyou were not at home, and Steward Fang took Wei Chengshu upstairs and knocked on the door of Pei Shuyi's room.

After a minute, Pei Shuyi came out to open the door, Wei Chengshu saw that she was weak and her face was pale, Wei Chengshu was startled, and reached out to touch her face, "What's wrong Xiao Xiaoshu?" ”

"It's fine." Pei Shuyi slapped Wei Chengshu's hand, turned around and returned to the room, she knew that if she was depressed during the menstrual period, the whole person would be even more uncomfortable, but Pei Shuyi couldn't be happy.

Wei Chengshu closed the door and followed Pei Shuyi in, seeing Pei Shuyi's hand pressed on her stomach, with a painful look, Wei Chengshu walked over and asked distressedly: "I know it will be uncomfortable, but is it really that painful?" ”

Pei Shuyi was wearing clothes and ignored Wei Chengshu, she lay on the bed and buried her face in the pillow.

Wei Chengshu had no choice but to sit at the head of the bed with Pei Shuyi, wanting to stretch out his palm to help her massage and rub her stomach, but felt that it was inconvenient for men and women to be different.

Although he is a few years older than Pei Shuyi, after all, Pei Shuyi is 16 years old, and he treats her not as innocently as he did when he treated little girls, in this case, Wei Chengshu had no choice but to stroke Pei Shuyi's hair with his palm, and said gently: "Otherwise, you can sleep, you won't feel uncomfortable when you fall asleep." ”

Pei Shuyi shook her head, "I've taken medicine." She closed her eyes, was silent for a long time, and bit her lower lip Pei Shuyi turned her face and asked Wei Chengshu, "Will the eldest brother be at school today?" I miss him so much. ”

"Little sister." Wei Chengshu frowned, stared at Pei Shuyi who was lying there, and said seriously and seriously: "Don't you think you rely too much on your eldest brother?" After all, you are not young, you can't be like a child, you have to find your parents at any time. “

"Think about it, you are going to marry someone in the future, and your eldest brother is going to marry a wife and have children, how long can you stick to him? You are aggrieved and think that your eldest brother is deliberately ignoring you, but I think it's actually normal, after all, he has his own affairs, so he can't always play with you, right? ”

Pei Shuyi's shoulders trembled when she heard this, "Even you think I'm a burden to my eldest brother?" She sat up from the bed, looked at Wei Chengshu and said, "That's because you don't understand the meaning of my eldest brother to me at all, except for my parents, my eldest brother is the most important person in this world, and now that he ignores me, I can't be nothing." ”

"The most important person?" Wei Chengshu repeated this sentence, looking at Pei Shuyi's white little face, a touch of sadness appeared in his eyes, "What about me, what am I?" In the three years that I have been by your side, don't you have any place for me in your heart? Okay, I'm not going to play any crushes anymore. ”

Wei Chengshu raised his hand to hold Pei Shuyi's shoulders on both sides, his deep eyes locked on Pei Shuyi, and said affectionately: "No matter what love is, I'll tell you now." Xiaoxiaoshu, I like you, although I am five years older than you, it is not the kind of love that my brother likes for my sister, but the kind of love that men like for women. Can you understand? When we first met, you said that you should not be treated as a little sister, so should I treat you as my woman? Xiaoxiaoshu, be my girlfriend. ”

"I don't understand." Pei Shuyi shook her head and slapped Wei Chengshu's hand away, although she couldn't understand the relationship between men and women, at least she could tell that she definitely didn't have that feeling for Wei Chengshu.

Wei Chengshu held Pei Shuyi's shoulders tightly, she struggled, Wei Chengshu stared at her lips, and suddenly lowered her head to kiss it.

Pei Shuyi quickly dodged, and in the end he only kissed Pei Shuyi's left cheek, and had to make another move, but Pei Shuyi raised her hand and threw him a slap unexpectedly.

In the quiet room, only a "pop" was heard, and Pei Shuyi pointed directly to the door after playing, "You go out, I won't be your girlfriend, and we won't even be friends in the future." ”

Wei Chengshu's hand subconsciously stroked his face, looked at Pei Shuyi in a daze, his dark eyes were full of hurt emotions, and after a long time, he put down his hand and apologized in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I was too impulsive." ”

Pei Shuyi felt uncomfortable after the beating, after all, she regarded Wei Chengshu as her best friend, and when she heard this, she bit her lip, turned her face away and didn't speak.

Wei Chengshu wanted to stretch out his hand, but raised it in the air and then withdrew it, hanging down at his sides and clenching into a fist, "Okay." He said bitterly, "Don't be angry, I'll take you to Tingqing, okay?" ”

Pei Shuyi's eyelashes blinked a few times, and after Wei Chengshu saw it, he immediately said: "Tingqing has a class in the evening, and he came out of the campus after class at seven o'clock, and we are waiting for him at the door." ”

Pei Shuyi nodded, "Hmm." She turned her head and saw five finger prints on Wei Chengshu's fair face, Pei Shuyi lowered her eyes, "I'm sorry, but please don't do that again in the future." ”

Wei Chengshu pursed his lips and nodded, "I promise you." ”

Pei Shuyi got out of bed and found the medicine box to reduce the swelling on Wei Chengshu's face, during which Wei Chengshu felt Pei Shuyi's gentle movements, and the pain in his heart slowly faded.

Here, Pei Shuyi had just put away the medicine box, and Steward Fang was outside the door and asked them to go downstairs to eat.

Huo Huiyuan didn't come back at noon, Wei Chengshu stayed to eat, there were only Pei Shuyi and Wei Chengshu in the restaurant, Wei Chengshu carefully wrote down Pei Shuyi's favorite dishes, and occasionally gave them to Pei Shuyi.

Pei Shuyi ate without saying a word, and after lunch, Pei Shuyi was doing her homework in the room, and Wei Chengshu accompanied her.

Pei Shuyi listened to Wei Chengshu's gentle voice, she gradually stopped getting angry, and chatted with him as usual, "I don't want to study in the third year of high school, I want to take the college entrance examination this year, and skip directly to the freshman year." ”

"Skipping a grade again?" Wei Chengshu frowned, raised his finger and tapped on Pei Shuyi's forehead, and said helplessly: "You wanted to jump to the third year of high school at once, but your eldest aunt and eldest brother didn't agree, didn't they say it too?" Many things don't happen overnight, so don't rush them. ”

The sunlight outside the glass window sprinkled over, plating Pei Shuyi's body with a warm light, "The eldest aunt and eldest brother don't want me to work too hard, but I think I can handle it." ”

Wei Chengshu could only nod, "Then if you still want to dance, go back and ask your aunt and eldest brother, after all, I can't be the master." But whatever you decide, I'll support you. ”

"Hmm."

Wei Chengshu touched Pei Shuyi's head dotingly.

***

Wei Chengshu and Pei Shuyi did not stay at home for dinner in the evening, and before Huo Huiyuan came back, Wei Chengshu took Pei Shuyi to Pei Tingqing's university.

It was raining in the sky, Wei Chengshu stood with Pei Shuyi with an umbrella, Pei Shuyi looked at the college students who came out of the campus one after another, many couples were holding an umbrella, and it was very poetic and picturesque to walk together under the light, and it was very eye-catching.

Pei Shuyi saw the boy's hand on the girl's thin waist, and the girl's birdish posture, she was very envious in her heart, thinking about what her boyfriend should look like in the future, to be as good-looking, talented, intelligent, gentle and considerate as the eldest brother.......... In short, it can't be worse than the big brother.

Pei Shuyi smiled and watched the one-on-one couple walk over, seeing that the time was almost eight o'clock, and the eldest brother had not come out yet, Pei Shuyi turned her head to look at Wei Chengshu, "Can you take me in to find the eldest brother?" ”

"Hmm." Wei Chengshu responded and was about to walk to the school gate, when Pei Tingqing came out, but there was a girl beside him, the girl helped him hold an umbrella, and the picture of the handsome man and the beautiful woman walking side by side was better than any other couple.

Pei Shuyi was not close to her, so she subconsciously retreated into a shadow, and watched Pei Tingqing and the beautiful girl get into a taxi, and then the car drove away.

Pei Shuyi reacted at this time, stopped a car without thinking about it, and didn't wait for Wei Chengshu to sit up, she asked the driver to start the car and follow Pei Tingqing's car.

More than ten minutes later, the car stopped on the street opposite a certain hotel, Pei Shuyi got out of the car, and watched Pei Tingqing and the girl walk into the hotel lobby side by side, she stood there for a long time without moving.

It was raining in the night sky, and it wasn't too big, but after standing for a long time, her hair and clothes were gradually getting wet, Pei Shuyi looked up at the name of the hotel, and felt the rain drip down into her wide-open pupils, making her eyes hurt.

She didn't know why she insisted on coming over, but when she saw her eldest brother and the girl go in, and thought that the eldest brother's arms would hold the girl, and the eldest brother would speak softly to the girl, kiss the girl, and call the girl "little angel", her heart hurt very much.

The first heartache since growing up was when I saw my eldest brother injured in the peach blossom forest that day, and today is the second time, and this pain is different from the pain of losing my parents.

The driver in the taxi asked Pei Shuyi to pay, and Pei Shuyi came back to her senses, and when she took out her wallet, a slender hand had already reached over.

Pei Shuyi looked up and saw Wei Chengshu coming over, he was also looking at her, his eyes were gentle and full of pity, Pei Shuyi finally collapsed, suddenly threw herself into Wei Chengshu's arms, cried out and choked up: "Big brother really ignores me." ”

Wei Chengshu didn't say anything, silently bent his arms to hug Pei Shuyi's trembling body, rubbed it tightly in his chest, and used his tall figure to cover her from the rain.

I don't know how long it took, Pei Shuyi broke away from Wei Chengshu's embrace, her voice was hoarse but she said politely: "Thank you Chengshu." ”

Wei Chengshu took off his coat and draped it on Pei Shuyi, stopped another car, and after sitting in with Pei Shuyi, he reported the address of Pei's house, sent Pei Shuyi back, and watched Pei Shuyi walk into the house, Wei Chengshu left with confidence.

Steward Fang saw that Pei Shuyi's hair was wet, he hurriedly pulled Pei Shuyi in, and said, "Madame went to the banquet and hasn't come back yet, Miss Shuyi will go upstairs to take a bath and sleep first, and if you need anything, call us again." ”

"Hmm." It doesn't matter if Huo Huiyuan is not at home, so as not to feel distressed when she looks like this, Pei Shuyi smiled at the other housekeeper casually, closed the door from the inside and walked into the bathroom.

She simply took a shower and lay back on the bed, only to feel dizzy in her head, the whole person was a little dizzy, she should have just caught a cold in the rain, but she was so weak that she didn't even bother to move again, pulled the quilt over her body, and fell asleep in less than two minutes.

This night, Pei Shuyi had another nightmare, or the tragic scene of her parents' car crashing into the guardrail, since Pei Tingqing gave her that kind of essential oil and often played the piano in the morning for her, she has not had nightmares, and she has been sleeping well.

And tonight she cried in her dream again, only this time someone reached out and pulled her out of the car, and ran forward with her, somehow she ran to the peach blossom forest, the peach blossoms all over the mountains were in full bloom, she was smiling under a peach blossom tree, and then she was stabbed in the back, and Pei Tingqing hugged her tightly and called her name hoarsely.

"Shuyi." The voice was in her ears, Pei Shuyi struggled to wake up from the dream, and when she saw Pei Tingqing's face above, she thought she was still dreaming, and it took a long time to react, she got up and hugged Pei Tingqing suddenly, and the fear brought by the nightmare made her cry hysterically, "Big brother." ”

"Hmm." Pei Tingqing replied in a low voice, hugged Pei Shuyi, and his chin rubbed against the top of Pei Shuyi's head, "Don't be afraid, it's just a dream, big brother is by your side." ”

From the moment he entered the door, he heard her murmuring, crying in his dream, while calling "big brother", she needs him so much at the moment, how can he be willing to leave?

Pei Shuyi hugged Pei Tingqing's waist and didn't let go, tears all flowed on Pei Tingqing's shirt, "I thought that my eldest brother would never pay attention to me." ”

Pei Tingqing's back stiffened when he heard this, and he clamped Pei Shuyi harder and harder, eager to rub Pei Shuyi into his body, "I won't ignore you." ”

He knew that she was following behind, and he didn't want to pay attention to it, but when he saw her standing in the rain through the glass window upstairs, and threw herself into Wei Chengshu's arms and cried, he couldn't help it.

He thought that if he didn't see her, he would find a girl to replace her, and he would be able to suppress his love for her, but the moment he saw her chasing her, the wall built in his heart collapsed again, and he couldn't let go of her at all.

But if they indulge their feelings, even he doesn't know what terrible things he will do, and the consequences of chaos are not something they can bear.

He couldn't quit, he couldn't want it, and he didn't know what to do.

Pei Shuyi raised her head from Pei Tingqing's arms and looked at Pei Tingqing with wet eyes, "Why don't you ignore me?" If I do something wrong, you tell me and I will change it, don't you ignore me, okay? ”

"No, you're not wrong." Pei Tingqing shook his head.

He was also drenched in the rain, his arms were damp, the water beads on his hair were dripping down and staining his eyelashes, he stared at the innocent girl in his arms, his dark eyes were floating with a touch of pain under the bedside light, "It's not your fault, it's the eldest brother's fault." ”

He was wrong not to fall in love with his sister, who was related to him, and he was psychologically deformed and couldn't ruin her and himself, so he chose to flee.

Pei Shuyi saw Pei Tingqing pursing her lips, and she asked again, "Does the eldest brother not like Wei Chengshu?" Then I broke off my friendship with Wei Chengshu, and if he looks for me again in the future, I will ignore him. Big brother, don't be angry, I know it's wrong. ”

"Silly." Pei Tingqing raised his palm to caress Pei Shuyi's face, and a touch of astringency appeared on his lips.

If it was because of Wei Chengshu, he would have too many ways to get Wei Chengshu not to provoke Pei Shuyi, but the truth is that the biggest reason lies in himself.

Pei Shuyi couldn't understand the too complicated emotions in Pei Tingqing's eyes, and looked at him motionlessly with a frown.

Pei Tingqing's mobile phone on the bedside table vibrate, he took it and glanced at the caller ID, his brows furrowed slightly.

Pei Shuyi guessed something, she let go of Pei Tingqing and got out of his arms, "Is the eldest brother going back to accompany his girlfriend?" Go ahead and leave me alone. She said with her face gone, her two delicate lips biting together, and her eyes were still red.

Pei Tingqing turned off the phone without hesitation, raised his hand and pulled Pei Shuyi's face, he stared at her deeply, "Big brother will break up with that girl tomorrow, and he won't have a girlfriend in the future, big brother is enough to have you." ”

Pei Shuyi's eyelashes fluttered, looking at Pei Tingqing in a daze, she muttered, "Big brother..........", Pei Shuyi stretched out her thin arm again to hug Pei Tingqing's waist, and her head was buried in Pei Tingqing's wet chest, "Do you also think I'm a burden?" I'm always clinging to you. ”

"Big brother likes to be clinged to you." Pei Tingqing's palm stroked the hair on Pei Shuyi's back, in such a quiet night with rain, he no longer concealed restraint, but let go of his feelings and hugged Pei Shuyi tightly.

Pei Shuyi was about to fall asleep in Pei Tingqing's arms, and Pei Tingqing let go of her, "You have a fever, I'll bring you medicine." ”

"Hmm."

Pei Tingqing found the medicine box in the room, took out the standing medicine inside, asked Pei Shuyi to drink the water, and let her lie back on the bed, he sat there and asked in a low voice, "Does your stomach still hurt?" ”

Pei Shuyi shook her head, but nodded again in the next second.

Pei Tingqing couldn't help laughing, hesitated for a moment, took off his coat, lifted the quilt and lay on Pei Shuyi's side, bent his arms and hugged Pei Shuyi in his chest.

Pei Shuyi likes to snuggle up to her eldest brother very much, she nested in Pei Tingqing's arms, his body gradually warmed up, the muscles under his clothes exuded a scorching heat, warming Pei Shuyi in the rainy night, and she quickly fell asleep under the effect of the drug.

Pei Tingqing's palm stroked Pei Shu's lower abdomen and helped her massage it, until the sound of her shallow breathing came, Pei Tingqing withdrew his hand and looked down at the sleeping girl in his arms.

Her sleeping face was quiet and innocent, the corners of her lips were slightly curled, she trusted him so much, as always she had no defense against him, but if one day she knew his thoughts, and knew that he, the eldest brother, thought wrong about her, she would feel disgusting, right?

Pei Tingqing withdrew his arm that was under her head, got up and got out of bed to help her tuck the quilt, Pei Tingqing leaned over Pei Shuyi's forehead and kissed it gently, he turned off the light and walked out.

Huo Huiyuan happened to come back from the banquet and saw Pei Tingqing coming out of Pei Shuyi's room, she frowned, "It's so late, why are you still staying in Shuyi's room?" ”

Pei Ting said lightly: "Shuyi, she has a fever. ”

Huo Huiyuan's face showed worry when she heard this, "What's the matter, is it better now?" Mom went in and had a look. ”

"It's no big deal, I took medicine and fell asleep."

Huo Huiyuan's face relaxed and nodded, "That's good." The two of them stood at the door of Pei Shu's room, Huo Huiyuan was silent for a moment and still reminded: "But then again, you and Shuyi are not too young, you don't have to go to her room so late in the future, just call your mother or other maids in the house if you have anything." ”

"Hmm."

Huo Huiyuan drank some wine tonight, she didn't feel sleepy at the moment, her palm was on Pei Tingqing's face, and she asked with concern: "How is it with that girlfriend?" ”

"Break up tomorrow."

"Why?"

"It's not appropriate." Pei Tingqing said that he was a little unhappy when he saw Huo Huiyuan, and after a few seconds, he added: "In the future, I will focus on my studies and will not waste time on love." ”

Huo Huiyuan smiled when she heard this, "It's right that you can think like this, in fact, my mother still hopes that you don't have so many girlfriends, your father is a man with little affection, Tingqing, you don't want to be like him." ”

"Hmm." Pei Tingqing noticed Huo Huiyuan's expression sad and desolate, in fact, her mother had already seen through it over the years, and put all her energy on his son, he hadn't seen his mother so lonely for a long time.

After all, he still loved Pei Zongyou, a man with little affection, and it was inevitable that he would be sad when he was drunk, Pei Tingqing walked over and put one arm around his mother's shoulder, "Mom, you're drunk, I'll take you back to the room to rest." ”

"Okay."

After Pei Tingqing sent Huo Huiyuan back to the room, he closed the door from the outside, he went back to his bedroom and walked to the bathroom, taking off his clothes one by one, in the weather in February, he stood under the cold water and rushed his body.

Pei Tingqing's mind kept flashing Pei Shuyi's smile, and the scene with her was vivid, since he knew how he felt for her, he always thought about Pei Shuyi, especially when he was sleeping at night.

Just like at this moment, something between his legs stood up again, Pei Tingqing looked down, suddenly clenched his fist and slammed it against the wall, and blood flowed from the back of his white hand.

He knows a lot, almost everything, but he never expected that he would one day fall in love with his blood sister, so who will teach him, what exactly does he have to do to free himself from the pain that this love cannot want?