There is too much beauty in the world, and the most beautiful thing is to become a family with a lover.

When I hold your hand again, I vow never to let go again, to be with you forever.

However, the world is impermanent, how could I have expected that there are such difficult things for me to choose, and ruthlessly letting go of your hand is the deepest pain in my life.

You stand before me, and I can't touch it.

You want to grab my hand, and I push you away.

Until one day, you are physically and mentally exhausted and leave my sight......

Thank you, my most beloved woman-

Three days before my first heart surgery, I always felt tired and blurred in my vision, so I went to the hospital for a check-up without Xiaoxi, and the result made me cry and laugh.

I sat down on a stool, and the doctor walked up to me with the report and sat down, sighing slightly: "Have you had a head injury?"

I thought about it for a moment and nodded slightly: "What's wrong, is it serious?"

"It's serious, and there's a good chance you'll be blind."

“...... Can I have surgery? "Blind? I just agreed to undergo heart surgery for Shinoshi, why did another blind pop up!

"Yes, but the success rate is not high." The doctor said lightly, and then looked at me: "When was the injury?" Why is it not treated in time? ”

"Last year, this time last year, about a year." Was it the time when Shinohi hit me? Calculate the time, it's really been a year.

"It's been too long, the brain injury is already serious, and you haven't received treatment in time, so it's hard to have surgery now."

"What is the success rate?"

"Ten percent, and we have to hurry, we can't delay any longer."

Ten percent? The success rate is lower than heart surgery, so there is a good chance that I will become blind?

No! No! I can't accept it, and neither will Shinoxi.

When I got home, I didn't tell Shinohi about it, and I didn't want her to worry about me.

On the day of the operation, I saw that Shinohi was afraid, she was really afraid, she was afraid of losing me, in fact, I was even more afraid.

In the operating room, the doctor was about to give me an anesthetic, and I made an incomprehensible decision.

I sat up from the hospital bed and looked at the doctor in the operating room lightly: "Please do one thing."

"You say, we'll do our best." Perhaps knowing that my words might be my last words, the attending doctor readily agreed.

"The operation was not done, and when my wife asked, you said that the operation was successful."

"This ......" the doctor hesitated: "Mr. Leng, we are very embarrassed for this kind of thing, if your wife knows about this matter, it is very likely that she will sue the hospital."

"Don't worry, I'll take care of it and won't cause you any trouble." Even if the operation is successful, I will most likely lose my sight, so I can't let Shinoshi take care of me for the rest of my life.

"Mr. Leng, although the success rate of the operation is not high, there are still twenty percent, do you want to give up hope like this?" The doctor kindly advised me.

"I've decided." I paused and continued, "What will happen to my wife if I die on the operating table? She will live in self-blame and fear for the rest of her life, I love her, I should give her better options, she also has a better life. ”

I couldn't help but tell some things about me and Xiaoxi, perhaps, our deep affection touched them, and they promised me.

To avoid Xiaoxi from seeing the clues, I asked the anesthesiologist to give me anesthetic, in fact, I was more worried about what if Xiaoxi talked to me for a while, and I couldn't help but sit up, only to inject anesthetic medicine to paralyze myself, so that I couldn't feel anything.

During the hospitalization, Shinoxi took care of me meticulously, and I felt every moment she was with me with my heart, because she soon no longer belonged to me.

After I was discharged from the hospital, I went to Moya, this was the first time I took the initiative to go to her, and she looked surprised to see me.

"Rare." Mo Ya smiled slightly, to be honest, she looked good when she smiled.

"Won't you let me in?"

"Come in!" Moyala opened the door and let me in.

I walked in, looked around the room for a moment, and sat down on the couch: "Alone?"

Mo Ya poured a glass of water and handed it to me: "Yes! Quiet alone stay. ”

"It's always more lively to live together."

"I don't like that feeling, besides, it's not my home." Mo Ya said lightly.

"You're still that strong."

"Tell me, what's the matter with me today?" Mo Ya smiled slightly, looked at me and asked.

"Does it have to be something to find you?" Girls in the mall are different, but I don't like these kinds of girls, they are too shrewd and make men feel insecure.

"Leng Shao, a busy person, how can he have the leisure time to come and chat with me, as the so-called Three Treasures Hall has nothing to do."

"You're so smart, how can you let others live!" I hesitated a little before I spoke, but after hesitation, I said, "Help me put on a show."

"Play? What play? Mo Ya looked at me suspiciously.

"I want to divorce Xiaoxi, and you will be the third party of my marriage." After saying this, I felt some pain in my heart inexplicably.

"What?!" As if she couldn't believe it, Mo Ya's eyebrows jumped suddenly.

"I had a heart problem, and Xiaoxi arranged surgery for me, but I didn't do it, but I lied to her to do it, in order not to debunk this lie, I need someone to cooperate with me in a play." At this moment, I have nothing to shy away from her.

"Why not?"

"The success rate is extremely low, and even if the operation is successful, I may still go blind, which Shinoshi doesn't know."

"You don't want to bother her, so you choose to let it go?" Mo Ya raised her lips slightly, and hooked a bitter smile: "Do you think you can escape by using this method?"

"Yes, as long as you cooperate with me." OK? Can it really be? I don't have a bottom in my heart.

"How to cooperate?"

"Pretend to be in a car accident, pretend to have an amnesia, and you come to stay with me instead of her."

"What's in it for me?"

"You don't have any good, perhaps, it will cause you a lot of trouble, although I hope you can help, but I also hope you think clearly."

"Yes! Definitely, no