1070 Scrap me
Su Ruoshui actually said that Song Jiayin chose to accept her.
I froze there, thinking there was something wrong with my ears. What does Song Jiayin say will accept her? What does Song Jiayin mean is that I can be allowed to hug left and right, embrace red and leaning on the cui, and enjoy the blessings of all people?
No, no, no, how is this possible? Song Jiayin in my eyes, but the Song Jiayin who told me and asked me to make a choice between her and them is the Song Jiayin who is sure that I will understand later that who should be the most chosen, Song Jiayin who can't tolerate sand in his eyes, although he doesn't say it, he is full of possessiveness towards me.
However, Su Ruoshui said. Song Jiayin is willing to accept her? It's incredible, okay?
At this time, Su Ruoshui breathed rapidly, I came back to my senses, and quickly put on the oxygen mask for her, and only after her breathing calmed down did I murmur and ask, "Sister Shui, are you telling the truth?" ”
Su Ruoshui's eyes darkened, nodded, and looked at me with a smile, as if asking me if I didn't believe her words?
I honestly don't believe it, but I know she wouldn't joke about it. Could it be that Song Jiayin will really allow me to do this? I don't know why, after having this idea, instead of being happy, my heart became extremely heavy, because I felt that with Song Jiayin's character, maybe she didn't want to accept Su Ruoshui, but wanted to take the initiative to quit.
What exactly happened to make her make this decision suddenly?
I stood up suddenly, Su Ruoshui looked at me in surprise, I was afraid that she would worry. Suppressing the panic in her heart, she looked at her and said, "Sister Shui, you have a good rest, I remember that there are still some things to deal with, and I will come to see you after I finish dealing with it." ”
Su Ruoshui nodded, smiling at me with crooked eyebrows. At this moment, I felt that one put his arm around me. Su Ruoshui, who said that she didn't want a name and just wanted to be with me, was back.
Taking a deep look at Su Ruoshui, I left the ward quickly, and then called Song Jiayin, I had a hunch that she might leave me, and pushed away Deng Ran and Yang Qingyu who came over, I panicked into the elevator under their surprised eyes, and at the same time, a prompt came from the mobile phone that she had turned off the phone.
Yes, Song Jiayin hasn't turned on the machine, did she plan to ignore me early in the morning? When I thought of this, I strengthened my guess, as soon as the elevator door opened, I rushed out of the elevator and began to look around, but unfortunately, where is there still Song Jiayin's shadow near here?
I immediately called my uncle, and as soon as I answered the phone, he smiled and said, "Stinky boy, how was last night?" ”
I smiled bitterly and said, "Uncle, I'm not in the mood to joke with you. ”
Seeing that my voice was wrong, he put away his joking attitude and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Jiayin is gone, I want to ask you to help me find her." I said.
My uncle said a little strangely, "I heard your grandfather say that you left with her yesterday, why did you lose her today?" ”
"Uncle!"
"Okay, okay, I'm not kidding you. I'll send my men to find her right away, anyway, I know her license plate number, so it's not hard to find her. ”
I sighed and said, "Then it's troublesome uncle." ”
Hanging up the phone, I walked down the street a little lost.
Except for the early hours of the morning, almost every moment in the capital is busy. People come and go on the street, some couples hold each other's hands sweetly, laughing and chatting about interesting topics while walking, and some uncles and aunts are talking and laughing side by side, chatting about how fresh the vegetables they bought today are or are they cheaper or more expensive than yesterday.
I stood there, and suddenly I felt abandoned by the whole world, and I vaguely felt that something must have happened last night that made Song Jiayin think of breaking up with me. Thinking of this, I desperately wanted to remember what happened after I got drunk last night, but I felt a faint pain in my head, and after thinking for a while, I suddenly remembered the question she asked me when I was drunk in a daze.
At that time, I was very drunk, Song Jiayin slipped into my arms, I hugged her proudly, she whispered: "Chen Ming, you tell me, give up the two of them for me alone, do you regret it?" ”
And my answer is...... My answer was, "I don't regret it, but I regret it." ”
She asked me, "What do you regret?" ”
"It's a pity that the promise I gave them can't be kept, and it's a pity that I have to lose two such good women, but who makes me like you the most...... If you don't separate from them, you're going to leave me, I don't want it......"
“……”
Thinking of this conversation, I was shocked, and I wanted to beat myself up when I was drunk last night, no wonder Song Jiayin was disappointed and left me, because my answer last night made her sad.
After all, she was obsessed with the matter between me and Su Ruoshui because of Su Guangsha's words, so she said that she wanted to drink with me, get me drunk, and then see what kind of truth I spit out after drinking, and I, who didn't know anything about all this, stupidly told her what I thought in my heart.
What a bastard! If Song Jiayin knew that I had always secretly hidden the other two people in my heart, and I had always had regrets, what would she think? She must have felt that she was embarrassing me, that I loved her, but not 100% of the time. Definitely won't want me again.
I sat on the ground depressed, I was a little flustered at this time, I had experienced so many winds and waves, I had never been so worried and panicked in the face of death, but at this moment when I was facing the possibility of losing her, I suddenly felt that my persistence and hard work for so long had become meaningless.
"What are you doing standing here?" An indifferent voice came from overhead.
I slowly raised my head and saw Duan Qinghu standing there, looking at me with a cold gaze and a faint anger in his eyes.
I tugged at the corners of my mouth and said, "If you're here to fight for Jiayin, then you can beat me, if you beat me, I might be in a better mood." ”
Duan Qinghu lifted me up, maybe her strength was too great, everyone passing by was startled, and Duan Qinghu was so angry at me for the first time, she scolded: "Stupid, you don't know anything!" ”
I looked at her in confusion as she let go of my collar. said: "Love is something that makes people blind, the more you pay for each other, the more guilty the other party is, so, you are willing to put Miss Su in the bottom of your heart for Jiayin, and Jiayin is also willing to put down her pride and stubbornness for you, to accept a woman she never thought of accepting, now, do you understand what I mean?" ”
My brain was buzzing as I looked at her and said, "What did you say? ”
Duan Qinghu glanced at me coldly, sighed, and said, "Maybe Jiayin is crazy." will accompany you to go crazy. ”
I was a little excited, and when I saw that she was leaving, I immediately grabbed her and asked, "Qinghu, are you telling the truth?" She didn't want to leave me, she wanted to ...... Let me have no regrets? ”
Duan Qinghu frowned slightly, looked at my hand, I quickly let go of her, and said, "I have already said everything I can say, Chen Ming, you are so self-conscious." ”
She said and left, the sun shone on her body, I realized that she was wearing a sportswear, she had never worn such clothes before, it seems that time will really change a person, change her preferences, her habits, and...... Her decision.
I thought about it. Stopped the car and went to Song Jiayin's apartment, if what Duan Qinghu said was true, Song Jiayin must not have hidden, but went home because he was angry with me.
When I got downstairs to the apartment, I saw Song Jiayin's car. I called my uncle and told him not to send anyone to find me with any more fanfare, and then quickly went upstairs. I leaned on the door and listened, but there was no sound at all, so I knocked on the door and shouted, "Jiayin, are you there?" ”
There was no sound inside, I took a deep breath and continued: "Jiayin, I know you are inside, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have misunderstood you, you think of you as a bad woman, and I'm sorry to let you put down your dignity and pride for me...... I admit that I have always had Sister Water in my heart. Hearing that she was depressed because of my death, and reading the book she wrote for me, the deep emotion that flowed between the lines, I couldn't let go of her, but...... I really didn't want to make you accept her ideas because of that. ”
"I understand very well that each of us only has one pair of hands, and these hands can only hold one thing, if you choose a fish, you have to put down the bear's paw, if you choose the bear's paw, you have to put down the fish, you can't have both, so I made a good choice from the beginning."
"I admit it, I'm not a good man, I have white roses, but I still think about red roses, but you believe me, I will keep my promise, Sister Shui, she has accompanied me through my most ignorant green years, but you have accompanied me through the most difficult ups and downs in my life, I know very well that without you, I would have died a long time ago, so my life is yours."
At this time, the door suddenly opened, and I saw Song Jiayin standing in front of me with red eyes, and she said, "But...... Su Ruoshui in order to save you. I almost put my life into it, your life is not only mine, but also hers. ”
I didn't know what to say all of a sudden, Song Jiayin pulled me into the room, closed the door, she came to the sofa and sat in a daze, I saw that she didn't speak, came to her side and hugged her and said, "But ...... You're not the same after all. ”
Song Jiayin smiled coldly and asked, "What's the difference?" Do you still think that you are the emperor of ancient times, that I am your favorite imperial concubine, and that there are other things that you don't love very much but also cherish? ”
I blushed and said seriously: "I have never felt that I am an emperor, and I have never felt that I am a good man, I have always felt that I am very lucky." In my heart, it is not that I have surrendered you, but that you have surrendered me, so that I will never forget, and my love will be long. ”
Song Jiayin looked at me and said, "In that case, Chen Ming, you remember to me that I accepted Su Ruoshui, not because I loved you and lost my dignity and proportion, I just looked at her pitiful." Why should women be embarrassed by women! ”
I was still a little shocked to hear Song Jiayin say her thoughts in person, she saw that I didn't speak, pinched my flesh, and asked, "What?" Happy don't know how to get better? I can tell you, I can only accept Su Ruoshui and Duan Qinghu, if you have anything to do with other women, I will abolish you! ”
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