"You owe them, don't think you can pay it off from me, I don't accept it, never will!"

Dropping this sentence, I rushed out of KFC, wandering aimlessly on the street alone in the cool morning, my mind was full of Chen Jianghe's words, if I was still a little distressed about him, his words made my heart more uncomfortable, and I hated him even more.

I know that he is good to me, but when I think that this kind of good is obtained in exchange for the tragic death of my grandmother, the tragic death of my father, and the unfreedom of my mother, I would rather he be bad to me, I would rather he be tired of me, annoyed with me, annoyed with me, and annoyed with me, rather than let him use this goodness and this care to atone for himself!

The disgusting things he did, in this life, can't be paid off, what he owes is the two lives of my grandmother and my dad! Even if I will be scolded by the world as unfilial, even if no one understands me!

Thinking of this, the depression in my heart deepened and deepened, and finally, I screamed at the sky in pain, as if this was the only way to vent the suppressed pain in my heart.

Passers-by looked at me like crazy people, some people with children, when they passed by me, they had to carefully bypass, I smiled helplessly, sat down against a wall, and tried to pull out a cigarette, but found that the cigarette box was empty.

I threw away the cigarette case, and the cleaner came up and glared at me, and I was a little embarrassed, and sat there dejectedly, looking into the distance.

I really want to know, how can a heart not be moved by anything, so that it will not be painful, uncomfortable, and entangled? But I also understand that if people really don't hurt, they won't be uncomfortable, they won't be happy, they won't be happy and satisfied, what is the difference between such people and the walking dead.

In the end, I sorted out my emotions and limped towards the hospital, buying breakfast for Shen Promise and them on the way. That is, when I bought breakfast, I realized that my brain was really dull, so early, I sent Wang Weiguo to take Zhang Zhuo shopping, I am afraid the store door was not opened, I think Wang Weiguo did not point out my mistake, but also knew that I was too tired and in a trance recently.

All in all, it was just a small episode, and I didn't pay much attention to it.

Back at the hospital, Chen Jianghe was not there, and Shen Nuoyan asked me where I went? I shook my head and said, "Just go to breathe, if you're hungry, eat some breakfast, and then go to rest, I'll guard the north and south." ”

Shen Nuoyan smiled and said, "No, your face is too bad, you should go to rest." ”

I said, "I slept on the plane last night. ”

Shen Nuoyan estimated that he hadn't closed his eyes since I left, and the whole person seemed very tired, and he couldn't resist me, so he agreed, but he didn't leave the hospital, but slept on another bed in the ward.

Not long after, the third master came and told me that Wang Mengru went to Hangzhou to take care of Sister Sang, and then, he handed me a mobile phone, saying that it was newly bought for me, and the card was also done, although it was a trivial matter, but my heart was still very warm, my group of brothers, always do everything in detail, everything is thoughtful for me, with them, why should I be depressed?

Sun Nanbei woke up at this time, and when he saw me, he smiled happily and said, "Brother Ming, you don't have to guard me, you can go and take a rest." ”

I shook my head and said, "I'm in good spirits, how's it going?" Hungry or not? What do you want to eat? I'll burn it for you. ”

Sun Nanbei said: "It's so troublesome for you to do it, but I'm really hungry, I remember that there is a porridge shop in Nanjin, and his porridge is particularly delicious." ”

The third master said: "I know which one you are talking about, I will ask someone to buy it, what do you want to eat?" Assorted seafood porridge? Shrimp and cucumber porridge? Or preserved egg and lean porridge? ”

"Preserved egg and lean porridge, thank you Third Master." Sun Nanbei said, showing a happy look, and said, "I didn't think it before, but now I realize that it is a very happy thing to be able to eat what you like when you wake up." ”

After speaking, he looked at me and said, "So, Brother Ming, don't be so unhappy, people live for a lifetime, if you only think about unhappy things, it is unfair to yourself." ”

I didn't expect Sun Nanbei to say so much, just to comfort me, patted his hand, and said: "Don't worry, brother, I will be fine, not for anything else, just for you fools who are willing to sell your blood and life for me, I will also live well." ”

Sun Nanbei laughed happily and said, "I'm willing to be a fool for the rest of my life." ”

I was amused by him and asked, "Did you talk to Sister Sang?" ”

He nodded and said happily: "She said that our son looks like her, and I think he will definitely be handsome in the future, so I thought, are we going to have a baby kiss?" You see, Xiao Qingtian is so cute, my son is so handsome, if they are together, we will join forces, and we may be able to give birth to the largest beauty or beautiful man in the universe in the future. ”

I said helplessly: "You, you, it's too far, what's more, Xiao Qingtian's marriage is not up to me, if you want to, hurry up and please Qinghu." ”

"Sister Duan?" Sun Nanbei said with a bitter face, "The task is difficult." ”

"Okay, don't think about it so much, the days are still long."

Sun Nanbei narrowed his eyes and said with a smile: "Yes, our days are still long." ”

After chatting for a while, the porridge that the third master let people buy arrived, so I fed the porridge to Sun Nanbei, during this period, the third master's mobile phone rang once, it seemed to be a text message, after he clicked on it, his face became ugly, but he didn't tell me, I didn't ask, thinking maybe it's the company's business.

After I finished feeding Sun Nanbei porridge, he fell asleep again, Shen Nuoyan may be tired, and he has been asleep, the third master said with a solemn face at this time: "Chen Ming...... Come out, I have something to tell you. ”

Looking at the appearance of the third master, I suddenly had a bad premonition in my heart, for fear of alarming Shen Promise and the two, I got up and silently walked out of the ward, and after going out, I couldn't wait to ask what happened to the third master?

He looked at me, with a bit of sadness and sympathy in his eyes, and said, "Zhang Yishan is gone." ”

Although I had long expected him to be this ending, I always held a glimmer of hope in my heart and refused to 'let go', so when I heard the words of the third master, I stumbled and almost fell to the ground, I held on to the railing, stabilized my body, looked up at him, and asked, "What did you say?" ”

The third master patted me on the shoulder and said, "Mourn." ”

I shook my head and suddenly thought, how would he know? I said, "Did you contact you with a fake name?" ”

The third master nodded and said, "Your mobile phone was taken away by him, and he wanted to stimulate you and inform you of the news, so he sent the message to my mobile phone." ”

I said, "I don't believe it, maybe he's lying to me?" Maybe...... Maybe Ichiyama is still alive? ”

"He's really gone...... Whether you accept it or not, he ...... They have all passed away. The third master said uncomfortably.

I shook my head and said, "No, the fake name will not kill him, and with the character of the fake name, he will definitely use him to bind me and blackmail me." ”

The third master took out his mobile phone and said to me, "Look at it for yourself." ”

Looking at the photo on my phone, my brain exploded with a 'boom', only to see that in the photo, Zhang Yishan's body was distorted and hung in mid-air, his eyes, nose, and ears were bloody, his tongue stretched long, and his head hung down weakly.

I sat on the ground with a pat on the buttocks, and the third master said: "I'm sorry, I didn't want to show you this photo, but, Chen Ming, I don't want you to escape all this, I think Zhang Yishan will definitely not want you to escape from reality, because he won't want to be your shackles." ”

I couldn't listen to anything, my mind was like when Zhang Yishan died, I knew that if it weren't for the fact that I still had a glimmer of hope, and not because I didn't believe in this fact, the third master wouldn't have shown me the picture at all.

My heart hurt for a while, I clutched my chest, uncomfortable, I thought that I finally reunited with Zhang Yishan, thought that he was a 'surprise' carefully prepared by Song Jiayin for me, thought of him saying that he wanted to be by my side, life and death, and thought that he told me that he was a good brother for a lifetime......

I burst into tears.

It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but I can't do it, at this moment, I just want to cry happily, the pain of losing my brother, once again like a truck crushing, running over my body inch by inch.

At this time, Chen Jianghe came, I got up from the ground and rushed to him, he saw my appearance, probably guessed something, the old face was full of misery, I grabbed his collar tightly, gritted my teeth and said, "Why do you want to be tolerant of that kind of scum?" So if you want him to live, then you can fly him away by yourself, why do you have to take my brother's life? Why? Just because he is your apprentice, because he has been taught by you, do you feel that you should enjoy his obedience and respect, and that you should let him risk his life? ”

Chen Jianghe looked at me and said, "I have already informed the superiors, and they will help me search for the body of a mountain in Moscow." ”

"Do you think all I want is the remains of a mountain? What I want is for him to live well, for him to put his arm around my shoulders and call me a 'nickname', for him to sing 'Green Flowers in the Army' with me, and to fight side by side with him for the rest of my life...... But all of this has been ruined for you, Chen Jianghe, why are you in my life? Why, you killed my grandmother, my father, and my brother? Why do you live so well despite such sins! ”

I yelled heartbreakingly, there are many people in the hospital who are watching me, some people are there to scold me for not being filial, saying that the old man is an old man after all, how can he be treated like this, and some people are clamoring to come over and teach me a lesson, I don't care what they think of me, I only know, my good brother, he just returned to my side, he will be gone forever.

"Let me go, I'll never want to see you again, never!" I said through gritted teeth, banging him on the shoulder and stumbling out of the hospital.

I kept walking forward, as if only if I kept walking like this, my heart would be comfortable-point, just when I couldn't walk fast because of ankle pain, I suddenly saw a car stop on the opposite road, this car, it was Yang Qinyue's car.

Soon, a woman got out of the car, wearing a long-sleeved polka-dot over-the-knee skirt with a beautiful bow in front of the collar.

My gaze suddenly turned cold, because I recognized that this woman was Yang Qinyue.

Yang Qinyue wore her favorite black ponytail, she carried a bag and stepped on high heels into the shopping mall opposite, and a killing intent suddenly poured into my heart.

I want to avenge Zhang Yishan, I want to kill Huo Gang, all, I have to use this woman! Thinking of this, I waited until I was sure that Yang Qinyue had walked in, and then I slowly limped to her car, thinking about what to do to stop her.