Lin Shuang felt extremely frightened, and her whole face turned pale in an instant.

"Play what?" Wang Tingting chuckled, "No one, are you planning to rely on me?" ”

Lin Shuang glared at her angrily, but fortunately, Aunt Qing came out of the house to look for her, and when she saw this, she immediately ran over to help her and went back to the room first.

After that, Dr. Ann came and did some tests for her, telling her not to have mood swings, the risk of miscarriage in the first trimester is very high, and the pregnant woman should be as calm as possible.

Lin Shuang was lying on the bed, her mood was much calmer than just now, and she was so afraid that she kept stroking her stomach.

After Dr. An left, Aunt Qing returned, still carrying stewed soup, which was specially used to replenish her body. But Lin Shuang didn't have much appetite, so let her put it first and drink it later.

"Relax." Aunt Qing sat down and comforted softly, "That woman won't be proud for long, don't be angry with her body, it's not worth it." Listen to Aunt Qing. ”

Lin Shuang smiled bitterly: "Aunt Qing, I don't offend people, but people want to offend me." ”

How could Aunt Qing not understand her situation, and reached out to gently shake her hand: "It's better to ...... Let's discuss it again, why don't you go to the manor to raise the baby? ”

Lin Shuang was stunned and shook his head: "It's enough to have one Ji Luohan, I don't want my own children to have the same fate." ”

Aunt Qing nodded: "Don't worry, the young master will treat this child well, I promise." ”

Hearing this, Lin Shuang's uncontested tears welled up: "Aunt Qing...... The more time passed, the more I found myself reluctant. I'm so scared that ......."

A trace of surprise flashed on Aunt Qing's face, and she was silent for a while and replied: "What mother in the world is willing to give up her own child." But if you want this child, you lose the rest. ”

Yes, this reminded Lin Shuang that she still has Xiaodong.

"Just because I didn't say it." Lin Shuang wiped away her tears and squeezed out a smile, "I know what I should do." ”

"There are no regrets in life." Aunt Qing showed a sad expression, "It's good to figure it out." ”

Lin Shuang nodded, and then said that he was sleepy, so he fell asleep deeply.

That night, she had a dream in which she was covered in blood and that the child had been ripped out of her belly raw. When she woke up, she was sweating profusely. And the figure beside the bed was even more frightened and she screamed.

In the dim light, Ji Luohan sat in a wheelchair expressionlessly, unkempt and his eyes were glazed towards him.

"Scaring you?" His voice was soft, and there seemed to be a hint of concern.

Lin Shuang tried to calm her swelling heartbeat and slowly sat up. It's been a long time, Ji Luohan hasn't said a word to her, let alone stepped into this room.

"What's the matter?" As soon as she spoke, she couldn't help but pull away.

Hearing this, Ji Luo sneered coldly: "Without me by your side, you don't care at all, right?" ”

Lin Shuang's face was full of bitterness, but as soon as she remembered Wang Tingting's face and the two of them entering the room during this time, she coldly replied: "Where do I dare to disturb Mr. Ji's interest." After all, I don't have anything to hide. ”

Ji Luohan's face was obviously stiff for a few seconds, and then the corners of his mouth were crooked: "After thinking about it for this time, I also want to talk to you about a deal." ”

"What?" Lin Shuang furrowed her brows.

"You can make a deal with the old witch, and so can you." Ji Luohan's tone was light, "What conditions the old witch gave you, I will give you double." ”

Lin Shuang felt something thrust into his chest, and after a pause for a few seconds, he asked as if nothing happened, "What deal?" ”

"Continue to be Mrs. Ji!" Ji Luohan said frankly, "With my understanding of the old witch, there will be a second Mrs. Ji and a third Mrs. Ji after you...... Rather than this, it is better to be the first one. At the very least, I won't make the same mistake again. ”

Ha, Lin Shuang looked at his face full of contempt, and couldn't hide her sad and indignant laughter. "Mr. Ji really looks up to me! I was really touched to hear that he was willing to buy me with double the conditions. ”

"I will have the lawyer draft the document and will specifically explain our relationship. Mrs. Ji's title will still belong to you, and there will be no part of the property except for the remuneration agreed upon by both parties. Ji Luohan tugged at the corners of his mouth, and after saying coldly, he planned to leave in a wheelchair.

"Wait." At this moment, Lin Shuang had no expression on her face at all, no sadness, no anger, only silence.

Hearing this, Ji Luohan stopped and let out a contempt from his nose: "What? When you hear that your share of the property will not be yours, you want to bargain with me? ”

Lin Shuang's red eyes showed a smile, even though this smile was just a smile for herself: "Yes, this kind of business is not cost-effective." ”

"I like negotiating the most. Say, how much do you want? ”

"The more I want, the better." Lin Shuang sighed, "It's just that I'm a person who takes over the deal, so I must abide by the rules and renew my promises." It's just a pity, Mr. Ji. You're a step too late for this deal. ”

Ji Luohan was obviously stunned for more than ten seconds: "If you increase the weight in this way, in the end, if the talk collapses, you can only do it yourself." ”

Lin Shuang smiled indifferently: "I'm a person with a bad temper." Some deals are made, some are bought and sold...... If you don't want to do it, don't do it. Especially when the employer makes me hate. ”

In the next second, Ji Luohan smiled nonchalantly and said, "A woman like you missed the best deal in the world." "I went out in a wheelchair.

A woman like you...... It was just six words, but Lin Shuang's heart was shattered in an instant.

She told herself not to be sad and not to cry, because the child in her belly would know...... She had nothing left, and now she only had this child......

That night, she no longer slept.

She thought a lot, and thought about a lot of things about the back. What if Ji Luohan doesn't love this child? What if Wang Tingting really becomes the second Mrs. Ji? What if Wang Tingting abuses her child? If the child is unhappy, hate her...... What to do?

Thinking about this repeatedly, her heart was like a knife, and she couldn't sleep at all.

Following.

Because it was the Mid-Autumn Festival, the servants were allowed to go home for the holiday.

And Aunt Qing also accompanied Ji Luohan and symbolically went to the manor.

As for Wang Tingting, she also dressed up beautifully and went out, saying that she had a date.

Xiao Tao made the soup before leaving, and told Lin Shuang to drink it when she was hungry, all kinds of worries and hesitations.

Lin Shuang knew that they could usually only go home to see their families on this kind of holiday, so she comforted her all the way and urged her to leave quickly.

When she was the only one left in the house, Lin Shuang suddenly thought about Xiao Dong, and tears poured out of her anger when she thought of it.

"It's okay." She habitually comforted herself, and then went back upstairs to read a book and watch TV to pass the time.

When she was really hungry, she went into the kitchen and filled a bowl of soup, and took a sip of it to satisfy her hunger. During this time, she was glad that the child didn't toss her much, and her appetite was still good. Maybe it's not time to toss it up yet. It's just that no matter how hungry she is, she is not in the mood to eat, so she can only smile bitterly, and then go back to her room to sleep.

It didn't take long for Lin Shuang to feel a dull pain in her abdomen, and she curled up her body uncomfortably, turning over and over.

She thought it was just the discomfort caused by the early pregnancy, so she endured it.

Until Aunt Qing suddenly rushed in in a hurry, and asked her with an anxious face: "Young grandma, are you okay?" ”

At this time, Lin Shuang's forehead was already full of sweat, and there was no color on her lips: "Aunt Qing, you ...... How did you get back? ”

"Sick to your stomach?"

Lin Shuang nodded: "Aunt Qing, I have a stomachache." ”

"Did you drink the soup from the kitchen?" Aunt Qing's face was paler than white paper.

Lin Shuang nodded, with a faint bad premonition in her heart. "Aunt Qing...... What happened? Hurry up and tell me. At this time, Lin Shuang already felt that the abdominal pain was becoming more and more obvious.

Aunt Qing's whole face trembled with anger: "I'm sorry, young grandma, I was negligent." It's me who didn't take precautions, and it's all my fault. ”

Lin Shuang's face immediately froze, and he immediately understood: "There is something in the soup?" Is it Wang Tingting? ”

"Young grandma, hold on, we'll go to the hospital right away." Aunt Qing hurriedly began to help her up, but when she lifted the quilt, she was shocked by the scene in front of her.

Lin Shuang's nightdress was already red.

Seeing the blood on her body, Lin Shuang immediately clenched Aunt Qing's hand in fear: "Aunt Qing...... What to do? ”

"It's okay, it's okay, don't move, you'll be fine when you go to the hospital." Aunt Qing's voice was trembling, and she hurriedly rushed to the door and shouted: "Ah Quan! Come up and help! ”

What happened next, Lin Shuang began to be vague.

When Ah Quan quickly carried her downstairs, she seemed to see Ji Luohan's frightened face. Aunt Qing yelled at him, "Look at the good things you did!" He seemed to take her hand, but she was already in fear and unconscious.

Later, there was chaos in the hospital, and Dr. Ann and the nurses were constantly busy in front of her eyes.

"Please....... Save my child...... Please," she said repeatedly, but she felt the child getting farther and farther away from her.

It's all iniquity...... Everything is iniquity.

I don't know how long it took, Dr. An stood beside her bed with a heavy expression, and he didn't even dare to breathe for a long time before he said, "Your life is big, and so is the child's life." ”

Lin Shuang looked at him in a trance: "Don't lie to me, I can bear it." ”

Dr. An smiled, "I didn't lie to you. Although you had a lot of blood, the child was fortunately saved. It can be seen that this little guy is just as powerful as her mother. ”

Hearing this, tears immediately broke out of the corners of Lin Shuang's eyes, and she closed her eyes heavily as if she had come back from the dead.

"Rest. You can't move around anymore. The old lady and the young master are still waiting for me, so I'll go out and talk to them. Dr. Ann patted her arm to reassure her, and then prepared to go out with the nurse.

But a thought appeared in Lin Shuang's mind at this moment.

"Dr. Ann." She suddenly shouted.

"What's the matter?" Dr. Ann returned.

"Help me." Lin Shuang grabbed his wrist and looked at him pleading with tears in her eyes, "Help me." ”

Dr. Ann was a smart man and told the nurse not to say anything and go out first, and then stayed alone.

"Young grandma, what's wrong with you? It's okay, the child was saved. But be careful in the future. ”

Dr. Ann...... The child could not live. ”

"What did you say?"

"As long as this child lives, there will be endless sins, and there will be unbreakable evil fate."

"Do you know what you're talking about?" Dr. An's face changed, "This is your biological child, is it possible that you still want to kill him?!" ”

Lin Shuang's other hand also grabbed his wrist: "I won't kill my own child." I just want to take him with me...... Leave...... Take advantage of this opportunity...... Let everyone think he's dead. ”

After hearing this, Dr. An was stunned for a moment, and then he understood, and after being silent for a long time, he shook his head: "I'm sorry...... I can't help you lie about this! The Ji family is kind to me, I can't do this kind of thing. ”

"Doctor Ann!" Lin Shuang knew that this was his last straw, "Count me begging you!" I beg you! This kid ...... Now it's my life. I can't afford to lose him anymore! You're also a parent, can't you understand my pain?! I admit that I was wrong, I shouldn't have had such a bad relationship. I really don't want to go on like this. Leave it to the Ji family, this child will not be happy. Please help me. ”

Dr. An's face was full of struggle, but he finally sighed and nodded slightly: "You saved my child, how can I not save your child?" We...... Flattened. ”

......

After that, Lin Shuang never saw Ji Luohan again, nor did she see the old lady in the hospital.

She is like an abandoned child, no longer the focus of attention.

Only Xiao Tao and Aunt Qing took care of her in the hospital, until when she was discharged, the driver took her directly to the manor.

Lin Shuang could see the regret on Mrs. Dong's face, and could only say, "I'm sorry, I didn't complete your task." According to the agreement, do what you want. ”

"Your brother has been sent back and placed in the hospital. Good luck with the later treatments. The old lady said in a calm tone, and then instructed Steward Li to fetch a fee.

Lin Shuang didn't refuse, because she knew that she had to bow to reality, she needed this money, no matter how much, she needed it.

"Old lady......" she struggled to control the tears in her eyes, "If Ji Luohan asks me again......"

"Would you like to see him again?"

Lin Shuang was stunned, silent for a long time, struggling for a long time, but still shook his head: "No need." ”

After hearing this, the old lady nodded: "Don't worry, I will deal with all the information and information about you." I will also dismiss the servants in the house. Even if he tries to find you, he can't find you. ”

He's looking for you? No, it won't.

He must hate her so much, how could he find her?!

Lin Shuang smiled bitterly: "Thank you for all the help you provided to my brother." With that, she nodded and got up.

"Girl." Mrs. Dong looked at her with no expression on her face, "Forget it, it's just a dream." ”

Lin Shuang's eyes were red and nodded, and then walked out slowly.

yes, it's just a dream. In her dream, she met the strangest man in the world. He was the devil, so cruel that he almost killed her; But he was also an angel, almost making her mistakenly think that she had received the most precious favor in the world.

Still, he gave her the best gift he could be. That's the kid in the womb.

Lin Shuang shed tears as she walked, and her hand couldn't help but caress her lower abdomen. Child, mommy takes you out of here...... Leave this place too beautiful and too unforgiving. Perhaps, this is not the most correct choice. But...... Mom will love you with all her might...... Protect you.

......

After hearing this, Ji Luohan didn't recover from the shock for a long time.

Lin Shuang had been leaning against the wall, waiting for any of his emotions to erupt.

And Ji Luohan kept moving around the room, sometimes silent, sometimes so angry that he fisted directly to the wall......

"Lin Shuang!" Eventually, he angrily came over and grabbed her shoulder, "Tell me, that's not true." This is just another lie you are using to fight me. ”

"Go get your DNA tested." Lin Shuang was as calm as if only a shell remained, "I didn't know that you still didn't want this child so much." ”

Ji Luohan angrily pushed her against the wall: "You are not qualified to accuse me, especially about this child!" I didn't even know there was this child in this world! Even if she was standing right in front of me, I didn't know she was my child! ”

Looking at Ji Luohan's angry face, a trace of apology flashed in Lin Shuang's eyes: "I'm sorry." It's all a matter of necessity, and I really want to tell you the truth. ”

"It's late!" Ji Luohan suppressed his voice and pointed it at the tip of her nose.

"And what do you want?" Lin Shuang still maintained a low profile, "What do you want me to do so that you can dissipate your anger?" ”

Ji Luohan looked at her with a disappointed gaze and shook his head: "Lin Shuang, I thought that there would be no more lies between us, and everything could start again." Maybe...... I was always wrong. From the beginning, it was wrong. ”

"yes, it was all wrong in the first place." Lin Shuang looked back at him silently, "We are basically people from two worlds. ”

"My love...... In your opinion, nothing at all, nothing. Ji Luohan said, his eyes were full of tears, and he gradually retreated away from the room.

When the door was closed, Lin Shuang sat on the ground weakly, tears streaming out of her eyes. All of a sudden, the warmth and happiness that I thought I had touched were gone. Who said that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment? She always told herself not to touch it if she didn't want to get hurt, but she still didn't do it...... It never did......

In the following time, Ji Luohan still went out early and returned late and no longer talked to her.

They became the most familiar strangers in the house, and even though they slept in the same bed, they were far away from each other.

And in Ji Luohan's busy time, there is an extra sister.

He always hugged her to eat, walked around the house, and even carried her to work in the company, as if he wanted to fill in all the time of the past few years.

Lin Shuang saw it in his eyes, but he could only feel more pain in his heart. She did not deny that it was a matter of course to deprive Ji Luohan of his power as a father. So when she saw Ji Luohan hugging her sister and unwilling to let go for a while, she could only be more heartbroken.

It can be seen that my sister likes Ji Luohan, and she will also hug Ji Luohan's neck tightly like hooking her neck.

Father and daughter nature. Lin Shuang had to admit that this was a fact that she could never change.

As long as it is time to rest, Ji Luohan will spread toys in the living room, and then use cartoon pictures to guide his sister to play while doing speech therapy.

Lin Shuang always watched from afar, as if it was the first time to see such a patient Ji Luohan.

She suddenly couldn't help but ask herself, maybe Ji Luohan would be a good father if she left the child at that time. Maybe...... She left alone, which is the best ending.

These days, Xiao Tao saw Lin Shuang's melancholy in her eyes, especially after hearing her tell the truth, she was even more worried about her situation, and finally couldn't help but pull her into the kitchen and comforted: "Don't think too much, everything has its cause and effect, in fact, there is nothing right or wrong, wrong is good." ”

Lin Shuang pretended to be idle and smiled: "Time is really a good thing, even Xiao Tao can say such Zen words." ”

"That's it!" Xiao Tao handed her a glass of water, "Don't pretend in front of me!" My shoulders aren't wide, but I can lend them to you, okay? ”

"Thank you." Lin Shuang lowered her eyes and pursed her lips, "Xiao Tao, I'm actually a bad woman, am I?" ”

"Of course, of course you're a bad woman." Xiao Tao looked at her intently, "You can sell yourself for money, and make a man sad and full of hatred." You are clearly pregnant, but you have deceived everyone, even your best friend and you have not told the truth. Any man who knows about this will be angry. For so many years, there is still a child of his own alive in this world...... This kind of taste is not pleasant. ”

Lin Shuang smiled, it turned out that when she heard this kind of words, she felt comfortable in her heart.

"But if it weren't for you...... The man still gave up on himself, not even a mess of mud on the ground. If there was no such thing as this series of things, how could this house, the family in this house, have? If it weren't for the fact that you lied at the time and took the child away, who knows what the young master would do with a stroke of his brain that he will regret for the rest of his life. So...... Don't regret the past, don't be sad, everything is karma. ”

"......" After hearing these words, Lin Shuang's pain that had been suppressed for a long time finally turned into tears and vented out. She will be comfortable when she is scolded; But being comforted, she couldn't pretend anymore.

Seeing this, Xiao Tao slowly came over and hugged her: "Young grandmother...... You could have knocked out the child and started a new life in earnest. But if you didn't, doesn't that mean you're not a bad woman? Don't blame yourself...... You've done a great job, yours isn't easy, I understand, really understand. ”