During that time on Infernal Island, Tang Junheng suggested that I kill Qin Yue many times, no matter how big a mistake Qin Yue made, but at least I knew that Tang Junheng was sowing discord, or rather, Qin Yue knew too much of Tang Junheng's ulterior secrets, Tang Junheng wanted to borrow my hand to get rid of Qin Yue, and I had this idea many times, but every time I couldn't do it.

It's not that I'm indecisive, it's that I can't be ruthless with any woman, and all women in this world, whether good or bad, good or evil, are the same in my eyes.

As I said to Tang Junheng, "Women are used to love." At this time, I remembered my girlfriend who loved me many years ago, but finally committed suicide by jumping off a building with the fetus in her womb.

Over the years, I have been thinking that if I had the opportunity, I would definitely give all my love to my first girlfriend, and I would definitely protect her well, but in fact instead of giving her happiness, I also brought her so much harm.

I know that guilt and self-blame are useless, but people only grow after experiencing them.

That night in the room of the clubhouse, my girlfriend and I knelt on the floor, facing each other and hugging each other tightly, she cried and fainted in my arms, and I held that motion for a long time, my palm on the hair on the back of her head, and some kind of liquid gushed out of my eye sockets inhibitibly, drop by drop, fell on the back of my skinny hand.

Transparent and round, hot and heavy.

During this period, I looked up and glanced over, Pei Yanqiao was standing in the middle of the door, his hanging hand was clenched into a fist, probably the terrifying blood red in my eyes, he seemed to be a little at a loss, and he lowered his head in front of me for the first time, not daring to look at me.

I didn't say anything.

I don't know how long it took, I felt my knees tingle, and it hurt like grinding off a layer of skin, so I moved, Pei Yanqiao over there came back to his senses, took out his mobile phone and dialed it, "Find that man, destroy his whole family, including his relatives and friends, and dig his family's ancestral grave for me." ”

I just sneered.

If this can make up for the damage done to my girlfriend, then why do he do it, I can break that man into pieces myself.

Revenge is just a way to escape from oneself.

I took off the long windbreaker jacket on my body, wrapped my girlfriend's ** body, picked her up and walked out expressionlessly, several people pointed at me and my girlfriend along the way, but I didn't care, got into Pei Yanqiao's car, and sent my girlfriend to the hospital.

My girlfriend was seriously injured by Xing, but fortunately, the hospital was the property of the Pei family, and there was not too much unnecessary trouble, but the attending doctor told me that my girlfriend was psychologically traumatized and asked me to prepare.

In fact, at this time, I have every reason and can rightfully abandon my girlfriend, but I can't do it.

On the one hand, because I really like my girlfriend, even if the relationship is not strong, or even very weak, I began to suspect mental cheating, but I asked for my girlfriend's first time in the grass on the top of the mountain, or when I was dating my girlfriend, I decided to marry her.

Moreover, although my girlfriend came from an ordinary background, at least she was simple and quiet and smooth sailing over the years, but she was ruined at the age of 20, all because of me, ask yourself, I can't do without her at such a time, so after listening to Pei Yixian's kind reminder, I just laughed at it.

In the middle of the night, I stayed in front of my girlfriend's hospital bed, my eyes were red, but I didn't dare to close my eyes for a second, and I didn't dare to leave for a moment, I was afraid that my girlfriend would wake up and not find me, she would cry and be afraid.

And Pei Yanqiao sat on another chair with one leg crossed, and we didn't have a word of conversation with each other for more than ten hours, and Pei Yanqiao didn't leave without saying a word until the next afternoon.

My girlfriend woke up, and as expected, she was about to kill herself, and when I stopped her, she smashed things like crazy, hysterically yelling at me and telling me to get out.

My hand was cut by the glass she smashed, and she ignored me, took the fruit knife on the bedside table and tried to stab her in the heart, and I ran over and hugged her.

The sharp blade slashed through my arm, and she finally came to her senses, threw herself into my arms and hugged my neck and cried bitterly, "Yan Jin, what should I do?" I'm so dirty, I don't want to live anymore. Originally, I didn't have anything, I wasn't beautiful enough, my family was ordinary and you didn't have the right family, my grades were not good, etc., I couldn't match you, and now I can't even give you a clean body, what should I do? ”

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