Some people, who don't say, don't see, don't want to, think it's forgetting.

But when you hear her name again, you know that all the memories you thought you had forgotten will rush into your brain like a tide, and every picture is still as real as yesterday.

You say you've forgotten her, but a name can instantly make you lose your armor and be embarrassed.

The more self-deception, the more scarred it becomes.

"Brother Stove, hey! Brother Stove! What happened to you? ”

"It's fine."

I was pulled back to reality by the shouts of the two people, but it was like a long, tired dream, I had no strength in my body, I couldn't even breathe, I couldn't swallow the food in my mouth, and my choked throat was blocked, as if my heart was blocked.

I was very uncomfortable.

I can't say what makes me feel bad.

I desperately want to have a pain in every part of my body, so that I can get out of the pain!

"Are you alright? Are you choking, you see that the circles under your eyes are red, hurry up and drink saliva. ”

Tianyang brought the water to me, and I drank a large glass of water directly in one gulp, and my choked throat finally cleared a little.

"Give me a cigarette."

I took the cigarette and took a deep breath, calmly swallowing the clouds and mist, but my heart was full of mixed emotions.

Sadness? Saddened? Heartache? Or... Miss?

Maybe.

"Do you have a photo? Show me. "I'm short because I don't want to talk too much.

"I didn't want to look at the photos before, but now I'm interested? Absolutely beautiful, a side face is enough..."

"Don't talk nonsense!" I interrupted him and grabbed my phone.

The moment I saw the photo, my hands trembled unconsciously, my memory was in a trance, time seemed to go backwards, and I seemed to be leaning against the tree, enjoying the laziness of the afternoon.

In the photo, she sat in the classroom, leaving only a side face, the years have taken away the youth, but she still left a familiar appearance, the curved thin eyebrows draw a charming arc and fall on the corners of the eyes, and the corners of the eyes are faint blush, like peach blossoms, which are intoxicating.

People are like peach blossoms, and their eyebrows are like crescent moons.

This is indeed her.

And I'm already trembling and can't help myself.

"Brother Stove, cigarette butts."

A reminder woke me up, I instantly felt a hot pain in my fingers, I quickly shook off the cigarette butts in my hand, only to find that two fingers had been burned.

"I also said that the two of us are not promising, you forgot the cigarette in your hand when you looked at a photo of your side face, haha, Brother Huolu, I'm stupid to show you, can this beauty be on the same level as the senior sister."

Looking at their teasing, I couldn't help but smile wryly.

"Don't you know where she came from?" I asked casually, but I was curious.

"No one seems to have inquired about this, she has been alone for the past two days, and she doesn't find a roommate to accompany her to visit the school, I heard that there is someone who wants to call and take the initiative to contact, but people don't respond at all."

"There are already a lot of people in the school who have begun to have ideas, and the art academy really produces beautiful women every year. Senior Sister and Xia Xinyu have just become famous in the university town, and now there is another one. ”

After dinner, the two of them went back to school, while I walked aimlessly on the street, just lit a cigarette, and the two fingers of my right hand held the cigarette in a burning pain, I ignored the pain and continued to smoke.

It hurts, just right.

Cigarette after cigarette, I retched my throat, but I didn't want it to stop, just sober me up for a while, and after I smoked I would go back to that confused world.

Passers-by hurried by, and I stood on the side of the road as if I had stood still in time, smoking a cigarette and looking at the sky.

You can fall in love with a person in the time of a cigarette, but you can't forget a person in the time of a pack of cigarettes.

And the same is true of human feelings, love only needs a moment, but forgetting takes a lifetime.

The afternoon sun was poisonous, and I was a little dizzy from the sun, and after a pack, I walked back to coffee while humming a song.

"Hongchen is ridiculous, and infatuation is the most boring. It's okay to keep your eyes open. This life is not over, but the heart is not disturbed, I just want to exchange for half a lifetime..."

Walking on the road and singing "Laughing Red Dust", I smiled chicly, smiled lightly, laughed at this world like a dream, I was looking for half a lifetime to be free.

"No matter how cold the wind is, I don't want to escape, no matter how beautiful the flowers are, let me sway." I laughed and sang and walked into the coffee shop.

"Brother Xiao Nuan, why are you so happy, you sing so chic." Xuanxuan asked curiously when she saw my smile on my eyebrows.

"Brother, I'm laughing at Hongchen, don't disturb my interest."

"Then you laugh, the boss said you were lazy in the morning, and punished you for cleaning the store."

"Cut, what a big deal."

Hehe, it's good if you don't have a salary.

I waved the mop pen to walk the dragon snake, a song "Laughing Red Dust" with me to write, but as soon as the mop wrote a smile, it was blocked in front of a pair of sweet princess shoes, and the cute bow revealed girlish feelings.

"Scholar, how can you still be in the mood to practice calligraphy?" Xia Xinyu spoke softly, which made me feel clean when I listened to it.

I looked up, and she was holding a delicate notebook on her chest, and she smiled faintly at me, and I remembered that there was also a poem in that notebook, a poem about her name.

"When did you come?"

"It's been here a long time ago, you've been here, why is there a smell of smoke on your body, what are you doing out?"

She frowned slightly, clearly disliking the smell of smoke.

I sat down with her and chatted a few words, mainly thanks to her for the flute, when I was okay at night, I played a song with the erhu ensemble of the old man downstairs, and the old man also asked me to join their senior orchestra.

"You, you know nonsense, can't you be serious with girls?" Xia Xinyu smiled after listening to the apricots, and said softly.

"I'm also actively playing the enthusiasm of the flute, I can't be sorry for the gift of the Qin Sheng."

"Huh? Qin Sheng? You..."

She was stunned for a moment, then smiled at me without saying much.

it!

This special cigarette smokes too much, the brain is confused, and the speech is not brainy.

However, Xia Xinyu's tacit smile is the trust between me and her, and I feel a lot more at ease.

Xia Xinyu shouldn't know much about the things on the rivers and lakes, but she should have heard Qin Sheng say something, and she saw me and Han Xun's skills that night, but she hasn't been curious so far.

"I remember that there is another poem in your book, Yixia Fu Xinyu, did you write it yourself?" I quickly digressed from the subject.

"How do you know? Have you sneaked a look? She asked, and I smiled awkwardly at her.

If I hadn't read this poem, I wouldn't have had the idea of fighting with her in the guest book.

"Actually, I didn't write this poem, when my mother was pregnant with me, my dad often went out, and it happened to be summer at that time, so my mom wrote a poem to miss my dad, and after I was born, my dad used this poem to name me."

She said with a faint smile on her face, and she liked the name.

Sure enough, it is a scholarly family, her father looks like a literati, her mother is also a talented girl, and their daughter is a versatile fairy.

So, this gene is very important.

As I was talking, she suddenly looked up behind me, and I also turned around, and a well-mannered man walked into the coffee shop, his deep eyes seemed to be able to see through people at any time, his skin was delicate and gave people a very clean feeling, and he looked like he was in his early thirties, or younger, because his skin was really good, better than the average man.

"You know?" The quiet Xia Xinyu raised her head and noticed a person, obviously knowing.

"Well, he's the new director of our hospital."

Oh?

The new director?

I was a little curious, not in the school, but new, which was a bit strange, and I had a little speculation in my heart.

He glanced at it, saw Xia Xinyu, smiled at her and nodded, and walked over, Xia Xinyu is a star of the art academy, it seems that the new director has done a good job, and he met Xia Xinyu first.

"Xinyu, you're here too, who is this?" His tone was calm and polite, but not as gentle as He Qiuhong.

"Director Qin, it's your first time to come to this shop, this coffee is very famous, he is my friend, the deputy manager of the coffee shop." Xia Xinyu politely introduced.

"Hello, Lin Xiaonuan."

"Hello, Qin Wuyang."

He smiled deeply in his eyes, but the smile made me feel shocked!

Qin Wuyang!

Chess Saint Great Disciple!