454. Quiet: Restrain your temper

I watched Zhao Qianwei being pressed under me, watched her desperate and miserable struggle, and watched everything that was unbearable play on her phone.

Looking at it, Zhao Qianwei's face changed into my own.

Once, I was bullied like this, struggled desperately like this, and was helpless like this.

I still remember the heart-rending pain.

The body that has not been subjected to personnel is so defiled by others, penetrating 0 wearing, and humiliating 1.

My heart seemed to be being torn apart, suffocating in pain, I didn't want to think about it at all, the phone fell to the ground, I sat on the ground holding my head, shaking my head desperately, letting myself forget, let myself not remember.

But once such a memory is recalled, it is difficult for me to let it linger.

At that time, I bit those people like a madman, biting their fingers, biting their ears, biting their bodies, in their wailing, I didn't care about anything, just unclothed, ran out with a mouth full of blood, and then I bumped into Hua Xu.

Those people chased me out viciously to arrest me back, I clutched Hua Xu's clothes tightly, unwilling to leave.

When they saw Hua Xu, no matter how hideous his face was, they were clean, and they respectfully called him Mr. Hua, so I knew that this person's identity was not simple.

I hid behind him in a hurry, although I didn't ask him, but at that time, I really hoped that he could help me and save me.

He looked me up and down, and as I had hoped, he really saved me.

He took off his blazer and draped it over me, and then said very unceremoniously, "I want this woman." ”

Even if they were afraid of Hua Xu, those people were still reluctant, so they cheekily begged for benefits from Hua Xu.

They sold me to Hua Xu as if they had picked up a bargain for nothing, and they didn't even ask me if I was willing to do so.

At that time, the quiet house was not called a quiet house, and I didn't know its name, but by the time I knew its name, it was already called a quiet house.

But I know it's not fate, and I know that this place was once not called a quiet home.

After taking me back, Hua Xu let me go to the bathroom and asked me to clean up.

I hid in the bathroom in a hurry, looking at myself with a bloody mouth and clothes that looked like rags.

I thought about it a lot, I thought about it for a long time, I even thought about dying, but I didn't have the courage to die, I was unwilling, and I hated, and it was those hatreds that supported me to survive.

I stayed in the bathroom for a long time before I came out, from afternoon to late at night, and Hua Xu, not arrogant or impatient, just sat outside and waited leisurely.

When I came out wrapped in a bath towel, I saw him sitting on the sofa in the bedroom working on the papers, and knowing that I was out, he didn't raise his head too much, and said elegantly and slowly: "I thought you would kill yourself." ”

I stood at the door of the bathroom without saying a word, and in this luxurious and luxurious bedroom, under his noble and compelling momentum, I didn't even know where to put my eyes.

After that, he didn't speak again.

The next time he crossed paths with me was an hour later, when he finished working on the papers.

After processing the papers, he saw that I was still standing at the door of the bathroom, with Erlang's legs crossed, and he looked at me leisurely for a while, and then stood up and walked over.

I tilted my head sideways, not looking at him, but I could feel his approach, I clenched my palms uneasily, my chin was suddenly pinched by him, and I was forced to look at him face to face.

His deep pupils with a somewhat frivolous smile hooked slightly, as if sneering: "It does have a bit of a posture." ”

His touch made my reaction a little louder, slowing me down for a few seconds before I slapped his hand away.

I craned my neck in fear and looked at him uneasily, extremely wary.

I was lonely and helpless holding myself, desperately trying to escape, but my feet couldn't take a step.

I slapped his hand out of control, so I didn't pay attention, the 'snap' sound was very crisp, my palms were numb and painful, not to mention the back of his hand?

I thought that no one would dare to do this to him, so he was angry at the time, dragged me and threw me on the bed, and warned me very unceremoniously: "Restrain your temper, from now on you will be my person, don't show me a face!" ”

At this time, I really can't say the disappointment, the person in front of me, outstanding appearance, well-dressed, I thought that such a handsome man would be a good person, but I didn't want to, I thought wrong.

When he brought me back, I thought that he might not be a good person, but when the truth came out in front of me, I was still disappointed and angry.

Enraged, I snorted and cursed, "Dog thing! ”

He really wasn't a good thing, he waved his hand and slapped me, and his angry voice was like a high emperor: "Tell you, I didn't buy you back to scold me, but to ask you to serve me, if you don't want to, I'll return you to those people and get my money back." ”

Those people?

Just thinking about it makes me shudder, even if I am reluctant, even if I have the intention to kill, but I still obediently shut up, I don't want to bear such humiliation anymore.

Every time I think about it, I feel like I've experienced it again.

Nightmares gripped me and made me tremble with fear.

I haven't mentioned this experience to anyone, except for Sister Fu Yao.

When Ye Feiqing came to me, I was actually a little reluctant, but that person was Sister Fu Yao, and I was willing to take the scar to comfort her and enlighten her.

I was calm and relieved, and I didn't have any emotions except a little shaky hand, but only I knew how hard I was in the back of my heart.

There's no one else here at this time, so I don't have to be strong, I don't have to pretend to be strong.

After all, I can't let go of this matter, and I don't dare to face it.

The lewd laughter, the shouting, the joyful, the filthy words of those people lingered in my mind like a demonic obstacle, and the unbearable scene tugged at the dull pain of my heart, and I felt like a patient with heart palpitations, and my heart throbbed.

Don't think about it, but I can't help it.

The emotions piled up in my chest, and my lungs felt like they were going to explode.

My eyes were red, and I really wanted to kill those people.

I gritted my teeth and endured the anger in my chest, I really wanted to vent, I wanted to be violent.

I bit into the quilt that was wrapped around me, and I wanted to bite out a hole in it.

It took me a while to feel better.

I sat on the floor, alone on my knees, my head resting on my knees, my eyes falling on my phone that had fallen to the ground.

The video was over, and I was a little afraid to pick it up.

After hesitating for a while, I trembled to pick up my phone, but a skeletal hand was one step ahead of me.

I was stunned for a moment, and when I looked up, I saw Hua Xu.

"Don't order!"

And he had already clicked on the video, Zhao Qianwei's voice came again, I covered my ears, covered my ears and told myself that I couldn't hear, I couldn't hear.

I don't know how long it took, Hua Xu grabbed my hand and took my hand off my ear.

His voice came to my ear: "You're torturing yourself like this for this? ”

He didn't care, and he was angry at me for torturing himself like this, so he was very aggressive.

He pulled me up from the floor and pulled me into the bedroom.

I was pressed by him to sit on the edge of the bed, he was half-crouched in front of me, holding my shoulder, and he said, "Quiet, there is nothing to be afraid of, and there is nothing that cannot be faced." ”

I shook my head, my voice hoarse and speechless.

After a long while, I sneered angrily and yelled, "Nothing to be afraid of? It didn't happen to you, of course you say so! ”

I said hatefully, "People like you have two powers and two money, which is great? If you have money and power, you can trample on the dignity of others at will, and if you like it, you have to let others like you, or you will get it or destroy it by all means. ”

I vented all my temper and anger on him, so my voice was so loud that I wanted to tear off the roof and shatter the glass in the house.

When I shouted these words, I had already subconsciously expected that Hua Xu would definitely be used to sarcastically mocking me, ridiculing me, warning me, or embarrassing me, but he didn't, he just calmly maintained that posture and looked at me calmly.

His calmness made me lose my temper a little anymore, so I gradually calmed down.

No longer looking at him, I turned my head away from me.

Such a Huaxu is unpredictable and unpredictable.

I thought about it a lot, but I never thought that he would wipe my tears.

The tenderness of his fingertips on my cheek was so gentle that it stunned me and was unnatural.

I had the idea of running away, as if I was a little reluctant.

At this time, I really want someone to be gentle with me and calm the pain in my heart, but if this person is Hua Xu-

I don't want to.

Although I was greedy for love and hesitated for a while, I finally avoided his gentleness ruthlessly.

Over the years, the most I've done has been to be cruel to myself.

Even if I am sick, I have to force myself to stick to my filming post, even if I am injured, I will never stop, even if I know the danger, I will never use a stand-in.

It is precisely because of these cruelties that I can achieve what I am today, no matter what the play, I can eat and catch it.

As soon as I avoided it, Hua Xu pinched my chin.

Under his force, as soon as I turned my face to face him, he quickly and ferociously blocked my lips, and gently probed my mouth and teeth.

I dodged, and he gave chase.

He didn't even give me a chance to resist, his iron hand tightly confined me, making it impossible for people to escape.

I don't know if I'm hallucinating, but I actually feel his pity from his kisses, and his actions are domineering and gentle.

I don't know if I was too sad, or if I wanted other people's comfort too much, but after hesitating for a while, I obeyed him.

Counting last night, I think this is the second time I've followed him.

The quilt was thrown to one side in annoyance, and he clasped my hand and clasped it tightly with my fingers.

Occasionally when I open my eyes, I feel like the ceiling is spinning.

He lost himself and became insane.

And I, too.

I have never had a good feeling about this kind of thing, and I have never felt that the tormenting thing is rare for me to have a different experience.

I still don't like it too much, but it makes me rarely dislike it anymore.

After calming down, Hua Xu hugged me, pulled the quilt over, he kissed my cheek, and a deep voice sounded in my ears: "I'll tell you a story, a story about me." ”

About Huaxu, it can be said that many people know very little.

He seems to be a mysterious existence, his origin is unknown, his background is unknown, he only knows that he used to be an actor, if you want to say a little more, it is that he married a second-generation official as a wife.

I had my back to him, but he had to pull me over and let me face him.

He took me into his arms and hugged me gently: "Quiet, don't feel unbearable, because there are people who are more unbearable than you." ”

After a pause, he asked me, "Do you know why I saved you?" ”

In fact, this question is also something I've always been curious about.

What kind of woman does a man like Hua Xu want not?

Even though I'm a little good-looking, I think a man like him shouldn't buy a broken 0 shoe that someone else slept 0 on.

I shook my head and said I didn't know, and then I heard him say, "Because ......."

"What you went through, I went through too."

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