Chapter Eighty-Four: Are You Afraid of Anything?
"Xiang Qing, in fact, you don't need to be sad, Mo Zixuan's current appearance, it is true that the child is a burden to him."
Shen Xiaoxiao's rational analysis, she comforted Xiang Qing, but Xiang Qing lowered her head and silently shed tears.
It's not that she doesn't know the truth in Xiaoxiao's words, she understands it, and I believe that no one understands it better than her.
I have been in the entertainment industry for a few days, and I have seen a lot of things by Cali's side, for idols, it is not impossible to marry a wife and have children, but it is too difficult to do.
Popularity is a bad thing.
Xiang Qing didn't want to affect Mo Zixuan's career, but when she heard his hesitant words, her heart still hurt, an incurable pain.
"Xiaoxiao, you say, am I wrong......" She had doubts in her heart, was it right to be with Mo Zixuan again?
He is so good, so good, and himself, in any way, is impossible.
Even if they are barely together, then, who can say clearly what will happen in the future?
Now, isn't that the best example of that?
Between him and her, it was still ...... There are those who are powerless.
"Xiang Qing, do you regret it?" Shen Xiaoxiao was very surprised, she still remembered the firm affection on her face when the two were together just now.
Why now?
"I don't know......" The little hand wiped away the tears, but the sadness did not dissipate with the tears flowing out of the tears.
Xiang Qing doesn't know, really doesn't know.
"Xiang Qing ......" Shen Xiaoxiao saw Xiang Qing like this, she thought of herself again, and felt that their sisters were really sympathetic.
It seems that she should find a time to talk to Mo Zixuan, although Mo Zixuan's man is far from being able to see through herself.
…… Dividing line ......
As the days passed, Xiang Qing didn't feel anything wrong, her work was going well, her colleagues were very friendly, and although the salary was not much, it made her very satisfied.
At least now her heart doesn't always revolve around that man, does it?
Xiang Qing's change, how could Mo Zixuan, who was so smart, not feel it, every night when he came back from a tired day, he hoped to see Xiang Qing's smiling face, but ...... All he was left with was a faint orange light.
She slept soundly, almost sinking into it, and he couldn't bear to wake her up, but when he held her, all he was left with was a very obvious rejection.
"Mo Zixuan, I will hurt, don't ......" When the big hands tightened nervously, Xiang Qing frowned in his sleep and muttered.
"Yes, but I also hurt." Leaning his noble chin on Xiang Qing's little shoulder, Mo Zixuan knew Xiang Qing's rejection, but he didn't know what to do.
He loves her, but now, he is also afraid of her, he is afraid that if he is not careful, such a fragile Xiang Qing will disappear from his side, and there will be no trace, and he will never be found again.
The round eyes gradually opened, Xiang Qing's mind gradually regained clarity, turned his head, and held the man's face with his small hands.
Looking at those sad black eyes, Xiang Qing's heart was extremely uncomfortable, she knew that he was tired for a day, and she should be a competent girlfriend, but I'm sorry......
"Xiang Qing, what's going on between us?" The clear male voice didn't understand, he trembled slightly, and pulled Xiang Qing's little head into his chest.
What he was most afraid of was Xiang Qing's silence, she didn't say anything, and tried her best to show normalcy, but in this way, it made him even more sad and wanted to die.
"We ...... What's wrong? Xiang Qing smiled bitterly, her eyes began to moisten, but she stubbornly held back her tears, she couldn't cry.
No matter what, you should be strong.
Between the silences
"Do you love me?" The man's face was pale, he was scared, and Xiang Qing would give the opposite answer.
Xiang Qingxiao's face was stunned, her little hand held by him was a little cold, moved slightly, and then smiled.
Love or not love doesn't seem to matter so much anymore.
Do I love you or not?
How can you not love? Since that winter encounter with you, which was not an encounter, my heart has long been clear, but the words "love you" are far more difficult than I imagined.
"Are you a fool?" Xiang Qing curled the corners of her mouth and gave the man above her head a big smile, but this smile was bitter.
"I want to ......" The man lowered his head, his slender and thick eyelashes gently touched Xiang Qing's little face, and his thin lips opened slightly, "I am." ”
The tall body was quietly attached, Mo Zixuan tried his best, but he loved the little man in his arms, even if he got a slight resistance from her, he didn't care at all.
At this moment, he desperately wants to make sure that she is his.
Xiang Qing only felt pain all over her body, she was used to such pain from the bottom of her heart to her body, but the handsome face of the man in front of her was gradually blurred, which made her feel even more sad.
She loves this man in her body, but she ...... Who will tell her what she should do?
A lingering, exhausting affair between the body and mind of two people who love each other.
Spring goes to autumn, and in the blink of an eye, the snowy winter has arrived......
Mo Zixuan's drama can be regarded as finally finished, and when it was screened at the end of the year, it squeezed out the original No. 1 TV in the ratings, and became the hottest TV series this year.
With the popularity of TV, there is no doubt that all kinds of advertisements and endorsements have followed, and the company has received this kind of notice softly, and everyone regards Mo Zixuan as a national idol.
Not to mention anything else, Xiang Qing often hears the gossip of colleagues when she is at work, and they often love Mo Zixuan.
Although he was very busy, he didn't know what method he used, so he still took a week's long vacation, and Xiang Qing was curious about it, but he didn't ask too much.
"Your men have been on fire lately, and they are all talking about it on the streets." Shen Xiaoxiao bit her ears mysteriously with Xiang Qing and cautiously looked at the colleague next to her.
"Oh, I know." What's more? I heard that there was an affair with that female pig's foot? Damn thing, the woman still smiled lightly on TV, did not admit it, and did not deny it.
Xiang Qing knows all these things, but what's the use?
He is so good, these things are expected, his heart has already hurt to numbness, and Xiang Qing feels more and more that the two of them are tortured when they are together now.
But, break up? She was reluctant, and even more daring.
"Xiang Qing? What are you doing? ”
"Oh, no." Xiang Qing closed the blue folder in her hand, and she looked at the goose feather and snowy world outside, as if she had returned to that time.
"By the way, Xiaoxiao, after work, do you go to the supermarket?" Xiang Qing thought that the man had never liked to cook at home, so he wanted to buy some ingredients and cook them at home.
"Me?" Shen Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment, thinking that it was really strange for Xiang Qing to go to the supermarket at this time. I thought she was in a bad mood, so she didn't want to go out?
"What? To go or not to go? ”
"Oh, yes." Shen Xiaoxiao smiled, but she was a little bottomless in her heart.
After visiting the supermarket for a long time, Xiang Qing bought a lot of ingredients, except for seafood, of course, she remembered that the man in Mo Zixuan last time had an accident with a seafood allergy.
Thinking of this...... Xiang Qing bit her lip, and her heart gradually softened.
At that time...... Mo Zixuan.......
Unconsciously curled the corners of her mouth, Xiang Qing thought about the good things in the past, and her heart was a little shaken.
"Then, Xiang Qing, I'll go first......."
"Okay." At the bus stop, the two parted.
Xiang Qing walked the snowy world, she stretched out her little hand and caught the heavy snow, which was cool, but it melted immediately.
It's really beautiful on a snowy night like this......
I don't know, will Mo Zixuan also enjoy such a snow scene?
On the other side, a man with a large figure stood in front of the heated floor-to-ceiling window, his dark black eyes with a hint of melancholy and a hint of scarlet.
He didn't expect this blizzard to come so quickly.
"Mors, the company will do its best to block these things." Wen Zi looked at the shocking photos on the table, as well as those newspapers and letters, and finally understood why?
This man would be so sad, and having had these experiences, maybe it was tormenting.
"It's useless." The slender arms were elegantly wrapped, and Mo Zixuan's fair face was calm and distressing, he knew very well that once this kind of thing came up, it would have to be burned hard before it would be gone.
"But...... This kind of thing in case it is ...... So what will the public think of you? I, I would never allow such a thing to happen. ”
Mo Zixuan was cultivated by herself, and she felt that she would not allow others to push him into the abyss, both public and private.
"Don't you think I'm a monster?" The seemingly handsome man is actually just a patient with a terrible past, will anyone still think he is good-looking?
Human nature, for the most part, is so ruthless.
"No, I don't think, mors, everyone has a past, so, I ......" Wen Zi got up, she looked at such a thin man, and only felt distressed.
The man frowned slightly, he didn't think that Wen Zi's encouragement to him could have any effect, and he was worried about the little woman who had been very strange recently.
Xiang Qing...... If you knew this, would you still want me?
The brightly lit living room, as luxurious and warm as ever.
When Mo Zixuan entered the door, he smelled the fragrance of hot pot, he took off his black coat, and a decisive smile appeared on his handsome face.
Looking at the little figure busy in the kitchen, his heart was warm and nervous, he was afraid, really afraid.
Walking in quickly, he gently hugged her little body, kissed her soft hair greedily, and refused to let go.
"You're back, I made a hot pot." Xiang Qing didn't look back, she was busy pouring spices, pursed her mouth slightly, and said, "Didn't you say that it was a holiday?" How did you get out? ”
Mo Zixuan's noble head moved slightly, he kissed Xiang Qing's little face, and said with a smile, "Xiang Qing, I love you." ”
"What?" Xiang Qing turned her head and looked at his resolute smile, and in her heart, from his eyes, she saw the horror, that is, the expression on Mo Zixuan's body that was easily invisible.
"Are you afraid of something?