We could only wait in the police station for things to progress, this feeling of powerlessness made me collapse again, I rushed to Jin Yan, slapped him hard, and I said, "It's all you!" It's all your fault! It's not good for what kind of woman you provoke! Why do you have to mess with such a woman! ”

At that moment, my hard-to-restrain emotions erupted again like a torrent, Jin Yan slapped me for no reason, his eyes immediately turned red, he said: "I know you are uncomfortable, if you hit me, it will be better, you can beat me, it's okay, I don't resist, you beat me, you beat me until you have no strength!" ”

Xing Feng and the eldest sister rushed over to stop me, but at this time it was no longer stoppable, Jin Yan gave them a look and asked them not to stop me, I just punched Jin Yan's body hard and smashed it hard at his heart, I heard him "snort" in pain, but he still stood straight and didn't resist at all.

Finally, when I was done, I went limp and fell to my chair, staring at the ceiling in despair, thinking about how dreamlike it had been for more than a decade. Because I love him, because I love this man, I have endured so many inhuman fates, I have accepted so many bad luck arrangements from God again and again, I have spent so many heart-wrenching nights, my life has been in a kind of turmoil for more than ten years, and every year is so "the tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop"!

Qiuqiu has become the whole meaning of my life, he has brought me countless warmth, he has given me countless strength, I remember the torment of lying in bed in bed every day to protect the fetus, I remember the hardships of tossing and turning every night in the second trimester of pregnancy with foot cramps every night, I remember the dark mood when I finally got pregnant for four months and did a screening doctor said that the child may not be healthy, I remember the days when I couldn't sit on the edge of my seat in the third trimester and couldn't sleep at all, I remember the day when I gave birth to him because of heavy bleeding and almost went to the ghost gate and never came back, I remember the first cold and cough after he was confined, and I held him and paced in the room all night, I remember the kind of piety I used to pray that as long as the child can be safe, I am willing to live ten years...... A child is a mother's life! No matter how hard and tired I am in this life, I can get through it, but I can't let my child suffer a little bit, but now, because of my carelessness and negligence, my child has been taken away like this! My balls! My baby!

The world has changed again, and the sunny sky is suddenly dark again. God, how long are you going to torture me before you give up! How much do you have to make me a woman endure before you are willing to let me go and let me live an ordinary life! Why is my happiness always so unattainable? Why do you have to give me so many tribulations when I just want to live an ordinary life?

I haven't eaten for a day, I can't eat at all, I fell asleep in a daze, dreamed of the slap marks on Qiuqiu's face, lying on a cold wooden board and shouting loudly "Mom", my Qiuqiu he is so cute, he has been so well-behaved since he was a child, he has always loved to laugh, God you torture me, forget it, why do you torture my Qiuqiu! Why should my ball suffer such a bad fate!

Tao Mengran, why are you so despicable and shameless that you don't even let go of a child! I haven't provoked you in my life, but why do you have to be haunted in my life!

I have too many questions I don't understand to ask God, but no matter how difficult our mortal lives are, the sky is still white when it should be white, black when it should be black, day and night alternate, time reincarnates, and finally, the police told us: "A van with a license plate of another province was locked, and when the police found the car, the car had been abandoned in the suburbs, but a child's shoes were left in the car." ”

When I saw the shoes with the blue jingle cat, my heart was torn apart again, we drove to that province overnight, the police handed me the little shoe with trembling hands, I kept shaking my head, I didn't dare to pick it up, I honestly I don't know what happened to Qiuqiu now, I didn't dare to think about it, I felt like I couldn't live when I thought about it!

This pair of shoes was sent by Xiaoxue when Qiuqiu was one year old, because Xiaoxue's son is called Dingjing, so Xiaoxue made two pairs of shoes by herself, one pair for Dingding to wear, and one pair for Qiuqiu. The soles of these shoes are very soft, and Qiuqiu is very comfortable to wear and walk, so Qiuqiu likes it very much, and I often wear it for him.

"Don't worry, we're tracking, they shouldn't be able to escape too far, now that everything is locked down, we will definitely do everything possible to find the whereabouts of the child! Rest assured! Trust us! The policeman comforted.

"Please make sure you find the child! Please! Jin Yan held the policeman's hand tightly and said to the policeman.

The eldest sister helped me to the side of the stool, I leaned against the wall, without saying a word, my mind was full of Qiuqiu's appearance, the way he walked and bummered, the innocence of his laughter, the way he cried with a flat mouth, the way he kept calling "Mom", he didn't close his eyes for two whole days, couldn't eat, couldn't sleep. Jin Yan is the same, since I beat him, he has not said a word, he has not eaten, he has not slept, his beard has grown on his face, and the white hair on his head is vaguely revealed, looking as if he is several years old.

I knew that he couldn't be blamed entirely for these things, that he had suffered the same as I did, and that he didn't want this fate, but we had such a fate.

The eldest sister and Xingfeng were also not happy, they both put down their work and accompanied us all the way to this province, seeing that we didn't eat or drink, they didn't eat much, and the two of them drove alternately along the way, because in this way they forced themselves to rest.

"I dreamed of Qiuqiu, Qiuqiu was laughing, he was an angel, no matter how evil Tao Mengran was, he would not attack an angel." The eldest sister put her arm around my shoulders and comforted.

These days, in addition to constantly cooperating with the police investigation, we are basically praying all the time at the rest of the time, and the friends around us who can mobilize are all activated, WeChat, Weibo, Internet forums...... We did everything we could, we posted photos of Tao Mengran and the chef, we wrote down promises of a big reward, we received one call after another saying that we saw a child who was suspected of being Qiuqiu, but none of them were ......

The child was as silent as a stone sinking into the sea, and bad news came one after another, some people called to say that they saw the child being sold to the mountains, some people called to say that one of the child's hands was found in the garbage heap on the side of the road, and some people said that they saw the child begging on the street...... Every news that came made our hearts feel like falling off a cliff with an incomparably terrifying pain, but once we confirmed it, we found that it was not, and there was a glimmer of hope in our hearts.

That feeling is so contradictory, on the one hand, I am extremely afraid that the whereabouts of the child in the mouth of the masses are the whereabouts of my Qiuqiu, and on the other hand, I feel extremely fortunate after one bad news after another, my Qiuqiu has just learned to speak, my Qiuqiu has just learned to walk, he has not had time to distinguish between good and evil in this world, he can't fight the enemy wittily, he has not grown up to the age where he can remember my phone call, and his life is still a blank sheet of paper waiting to be smeared and portrayed by this world...... However, he disappeared out of thin air overnight, and was taken to that dark and evil world by Tao Mengran, an evil woman.

We waited at the police station for another three days, and during these three days, we received countless calls or messages to report them, and I asked these people to add me to WeChat to send photos of children or women that I had taken, but the results were not. Until one evening, a man with a dark profile added my WeChat.

He sent a vague photo of her back, which was bloated and fat, much like Tao Mengran's current figure, and from the back, she was holding a child in her hands. When I saw this picture, my heart went to my throat!

I quickly messaged and I said, "Where did you see that?" ”

The other party replied: "In our village, this woman lives in our village now, you come with a bounty, and I will show you the way." ”

In the past few days, there have been well-wishers who have provided us with information, and there are also people who mention bounties, as the saying goes, "there must be brave men under a heavy reward", and I think there must be people who want to help with money, and the credibility of the photos is very high, so I said to him: "The bounty is fine, but you have to make sure that this woman and my child are there when we go." ”

At that time, when I sent a message, the eldest sister, Xing Feng and Jin Yan were all by my side, and when the other party sent each message, we discussed how to reply to the message, and the eldest sister said: "This photo is not very credible, you let this person take a frontal photo, if it is really her, we can give a bounty of 200,000." ”

So, I went back to the past according to the eldest sister's words, and by the way, I clicked on this person's circle of friends, it seemed to be a newly opened account, and his circle of friends was blank, which aroused our vigilance. I even have a feeling that this person will be played by the chef or Tao Mengran.

This person didn't reply to the message for a long time, and our hearts hung in the air again. We opened two rooms near the police station, my eldest sister and I slept in one room, and Xing Feng and Jin Yan in the same room. At half past 10 o'clock in the evening, I was sitting on the bed looking at the photo of Qiuqiu and wiping my tears, suddenly my mobile phone rang, I picked up the phone to take a look, it was the black shadow that sent it, when I saw this photo, I screamed!