Chen Xiaoran felt that he was simply inexplicable.

What the hell is there to cry about? But as soon as the words of farewell were spoken, I couldn't help it.

Lin Xi rarely saw Chen Xiaoran crying. Even before he was imprisoned, when the two of them were fooling around in the dynasty, no matter what kind of things happened, Chen Xiaoran never cried.

Now she was not crying heartbreakingly, but just leaning against the wall, tears streaming down her face.

Lin Xi bit her lower lip, thinking about how she could comfort her.

"Xixi, let me hug it."

Then Lin Xi hugged her, I really felt that Chen Xiaoran had lost a lot of weight these days.

Chen Xiaoran looked haggard, and his eyes were swollen.

So Lin Xi had to wonder if something happened last night.

Chen Xiaoran has very few friends, if you talk about it, Lin Xi is the only one, and the others are also some wine and meat friends, so you can't make friends.

"I told my grandfather that I was going to study in the UK. After all these years, I haven't learned anything, and I haven't done anything for my family, so if you think about it, I'm sorry for my dead parents. Now that I'm so old, I can't even take care of myself. After a long time, Chen Xiaoran said in such a daze, "I have already entrusted someone to handle it, and I will leave soon." ”

"Does He Xiangting know about this?"

Chen Xiaoran didn't answer her question, and said to herself: "I told my grandfather to ask him to postpone the marriage date to two years later, but he refused, so he only pushed it to the end of the year...... But I don't want to get married. ”

"He Xiangting likes you very much." Lin Xi said this, and his eyes glanced at the person standing next to him.

He Xiangting was there, and he didn't know how long he had been standing, and he didn't know how much Chen Xiaoran had listened to it.

"Lin Xi, how can you be courteous? I myself look so dilapidated that I can't stand anyone treating me well. Chen Xiaoran closed his eyes and dusted her shoulder, shaking his head, "If you don't want to get married, you want to live alone." ”

Lin Xi thought about it and pulled Chen Xiaoran to the other side.

The corridor was very long, Lin Xi kept pulling her to the end of the corridor, and Chen Xiaoran didn't resist, just followed her in a daze.

"What happened to you?" Lin Xi frowned and asked him, "Is there anything inconvenient to say?" ”

Chen Xiaoran shook his head: "Nothing happened, nothing happened." ”

"That's not right." Chen Xiaoran is definitely not such a self-defeating person, so Lin Xi feels that something must have happened.

"Don't ask Lin Xi, there's nothing, I just want to live a good life by myself, I don't want to worry about the so-called marriage, I don't want anything."

Lin Xi stroked her back and comforted her silently.

"It's just that I feel anxious for a while, especially when the wedding date is close, the closer the day gets, the more uneasy I become, and even I can't sleep all night long, I don't know why, anyway, I just don't want to get married. But He Xiangting didn't know what was going on, I didn't think he would have feelings for me, especially holding on to it like this. I told him to forget it, but he didn't listen, and he said that if I didn't agree, it wouldn't matter, then we would just consume it, anyway, we are still young and can afford it. ”

Chen Xiaoran said, tears falling again: "But I don't want to consume, you probably can't think of it, I can't stand being good to me, when I ran after Qiao Shuning before, he disdained to look at me, I think it should be, because he is such a clean and tidy person, it is impossible to like my type, but He Xiangting is good to me, I think I deserve it, I don't deserve it, I don't deserve anything......"

"How so?"

"What guy doesn't like a clean girl? I hadn't thought about this before, but the more I think about it now, the more I think about it, whether I'm going to have any illness, what's not normal, whether it's going to affect my married husband, etc., etc., etc., I think about it a lot. I have a bad reputation, if it weren't for the fact that I didn't know what it was like to be scolded because I had a family behind me, He Xiangting was a very successful businessman, and I couldn't implicate him. ”

"He'll protect you." Lin Xi looked at her very seriously, "He Xiangting is a very capable person, since he chooses to be with you, he must have the ability to protect you, and he must have the ability to deal with some gossip." ”

Chen Xiaoran just shook his head, shaking his head frantically.

Lin Xi knew that she couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart, she had already given herself a certain position, so she couldn't get out at all.

She blamed herself very much, her friend was so arrogant in her heart that she didn't even know it.

Chen Xiaoran leaned against the wall and hunched over, bent more and more, and finally squatted on the ground with his knees hugged.

Lin Xi also squatted down slowly: "Do you still like Qiao Shuning very much?" ”

Chen Xiaoran raised his head and looked at her: "Do you believe it?" ”

"Why don't I believe it?"

"I thought you and some girls in the school had the same idea, and I thought that I liked Qiao Shuning just on a whim, not really like it."

"Do you really like it, I can't see it?"

If it's just a whim, and you have to run and crash for him, the price of such a whim is inevitably too great.

"I think a large part of it may be because I can't get it, I can't get it, so I want it very much, you see that the more Qiao Shuning is disdainful of me, the more I like to be paranoid, I feel that I have something wrong with myself, it's not normal...... Anyway, I'm a loser, and in this love for Qiao Shuning, I failed completely. ”

"What nonsense, this is not a war, what is winning or losing?" Lin Xi didn't know how to comfort her, because the current Chen Xiaoran really couldn't listen to anything.

She doesn't cry now, but has become an obsession.

"Don't persuade me, I'm fine. Today is to say goodbye, thinking that I am leaving, and if I don't come to talk to him, I will definitely regret it later. He wouldn't feel anything about my departure, but I wanted him to know. Maybe he wanted to brush up on his sense of presence in his heart. ”

"It feels so much better to say it, and that's it." Anyway, Qiao Shuning's only photo is gone, and the thoughts are gone.

It is always necessary to break it thoroughly.

Lin Xi took out a tissue from her bag and handed it to her.

"I didn't come home last night, and the old man doesn't know how to scold me again, but for the sake of my current motivation, it may be better." Chen Xiaoran smiled, "That day, the old man said that you were here and asked you to go to the house to play." ”

Lin Xi nodded: "Okay, I'll go another day." ”

"Then I'll go home first, and I'll tell you when I decide when I'll go abroad."

"Okay." Chen Xiaoran slowly stood up, moved his legs, and walked in the direction of the elevator.

He Xiangting was still standing there and did not leave.

Chen Xiaoran walked over and looked at him: "I'm going home." ”

"I'll send you."

Chen Xiaoran did not refuse, and the two entered the elevator together.

The atmosphere in the car is very quiet, this hospital is not very far from the compound, but there is a traffic jam on the road.

The waiting time is boring and especially awkward.

Chen Xiaoran turned his head to look at his side face: "When did you like me?" ”

"This is important?"

"It's not, it's just that I'm more curious, and then I think it's more interesting."

He Xiangting smiled: "In your thinking, is it that the man who likes you is not normal in his brain?" ”

Chen Xiaoran nodded admittedly: "Actually, I really think so." ”

"Then you'll treat me as abnormal." He Xiangting did not answer the question she had just asked.

There will be no shortage of girls around people like He Xiangting, and when she leaves, he will definitely meet a lot of excellent girls, maybe when the time comes, he won't even remember who she is.

This is also very good, he is suitable for finding a wealthy and celebrity, and then loving and loving for a lifetime.

A person like her, who is not comfortable with marriage, is still not suitable for him after all.

"I'll probably be leaving soon." Chen Xiaoran smiled, "The preliminary estimate is not more than a week." ”

"Aren't you glad you can finally get rid of me?" He Xiangting was still joking, "You don't need to accompany me to the hospital for meaningless examinations, and at the same time endure the displeasure in your heart and marry me, and you don't need to restrict your nightlife because of me." ”

He said several questions in one breath, but Chen Xiaoran couldn't refute them all of them.

Actually, she was tempted to say no.

It's a good feeling to be in charge, because there are still people in this world who care about themselves.

"Whatever you want." She doesn't like to explain, "If you don't meet when the time comes, you don't have to think of me, you live your life, I live my life, and don't interfere with each other." ”

Although it is only half a year, if a man changes his mind, this time is enough.

The traffic finally flowed, and He Xiangting started the car.

After arriving at the compound, He Xiangting followed Chen Xiaoran into the courtyard, testified for her, and said good things, otherwise Old Man Chen would scold her again.

After Chen Xiaoran went upstairs, Old Man Chen dragged He Xiangting and said a lot.

Probably Old Man Chen also realized that his granddaughter's rejection of this marriage was too great.

"It's okay old man, there will be a way." He Xiangting also smiled and comforted him.

"If you hadn't told me that you also had feelings for Xiao Ran, I think I'd be embarrassed to drag you all the time. But after all, we have known each other for a long time, and I know in my heart what kind of person you are, and I am really not at ease with Xiaoran, a granddaughter like Xiaoran, to others. ”

"I know Old Man Chen, I will take care of her." He Xiangting reassured.

Chen Xiaoran actually didn't go up, just stood on the spiral staircase and took in all the conversations between the two of them.

Then she slowly sat down on the steps, holding her chin.

I really don't know what kind of wind He Xiangting is smoking, and what is there about himself that is worthy of being liked.

Is it because the first time I was with him? Because I've heard people say that if a guy gets a girl's first time, he will have a special feeling for that girl.

Chen Xiaoran felt that he was really having a convulsion, and he would still have such a magical idea.

However, she is also very persistent, because if she is not worthy, she is not worthy.

It's good to go, it's all over the place.