Chapter 27: Missing
I woke up from sleep this night, and every time I woke up, I always picked up my phone to look at it as soon as I woke up, but I didn't wait for Angel's message, even if I sent her a photo symbolizing a fairyland on earth.
When I woke up in the morning, I sat on the bed for a long time, only to feel that my heart was gloomy and cold, just like today's weather, although it did not rain, the sky was gloomy, and the cold wind blowing made me shrink in the quilt and not want to move at all.
I don't know how long I sat there, there was a knock on my door, I put on a coat and opened the door, and outside the door stood a neatly dressed Su Mei.
"Brother Yixi, let's have breakfast together, I'll go back to Nantong later." Su Mei said to me.
"Well, wait a minute." I said as I walked to the bathroom to wash up.
After a while, I walked out of the bathroom, picked up the wallet on the table, and walked downstairs with Su Mei, although it is not goodbye, but the sadness will be more or less, in fact, I hope that Su Mei can accompany me like this, help me wash my clothes, make me a cup of hot coffee at night, when I am bored, the two of them chat and relieve fatigue, it is also a small fresh life, but Su Mei does not belong here, her stage should be in a luxurious, noisy city, the above ideas are just my little selfishness.
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The two found a breakfast stall downstairs and asked for soy milk and some fried buns, potstickers and the like to eat early.
"Be careful when driving on the highway, and find the nearest service station to rest when you are sleepy, you know?" I told Su Mei that she rarely drove the highway, and I was a little worried about her when I went back alone this time.
"Well, I'll be very careful, Brother Yixi, you should also pay attention to your body here, smoke less, and rest on time." Su Mei put down her chopsticks and said to me very seriously.
"Hmm." I said and looked at Su Mei....... She still has some childish face, still innocent and gentle, if it weren't for me, meeting the prince, maybe she still lived an innocent life, it was me and the prince who each ruined half of her innocence, I made her commercial, and the prince ruined her body.
I was a little sad and touched her head: "Meimei, you must live a good life after you go back, you are the strongest." ”
"Hmmm! You too...... Encourage you! ”
I nodded: "If you encounter any difficulties, go to Chen Qingyi and Lin Xi, they will help you." ”
"But you're in trouble here, who's going to help you?" Su Mei looked at me worriedly.
"Help yourself, I can do it."
"Okay, Brother Yixi, you are the most tenacious of all my male friends, I believe you will be able to settle all the difficulties, I am looking forward to your return as the king in Nantong!"
"Yes."
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After eating, I went back to where I lived, helped Su Mei put all her luggage in the car, and told her to be careful on the road.
"Brother Yixi, why are you so nagging, if you don't worry, you can send me back." Su Mei and I complained.
I really had the urge to send Su Mei back, so I was stunned and said, "Well, I'll send you back." ”
"Okay, you don't even want to go back to Sister Lin Xi and Sister Qingyi's second seaview coffee shop opening, how can I let you go back for me! I will be very careful when driving, and I will go into the service area every two hours to rest for a while, so you can rest assured! ”
"Well, remember to keep the communication open and call me at any time." I nagged again.
Su Mei patted me on the shoulder and said, "Got it, Aunt Yixi!" After that, he opened the car door and sat in the car.
The car had already started, and Su Mei pressed the window again: "Let's go, Brother Yixi, don't miss me too much, and I bought you a lot of fruit yesterday, all of which are in the drawer under the computer desk, you have to remember to eat it." ”
"Got it, Aunt Su Mei!" I said in Su Mei's tone.
Su Mei "giggled" for a while, and then waved at me reluctantly, and then drove and gradually disappeared from my sight.......
I stood there for a long time, feeling a little empty in my heart, so I forgot Su Mei's advice, and took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it.
In the smoke, I remembered what Su Mei once said, "Time always heals everything." ”
What a good sentence, so applicable to her and to me....... Oh time! Go faster, and let those who have been healed by you come back to me sooner.
Life alone is not easy!
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This morning, I deposited the salary I received from the "fat man" into my bank card, and I have already thought about it, and the 5,000 yuan will be kept for Xiaomin's tuition for the next semester.
After saving the money and returning to the place where I lived, I posted a rental message on the school forum, at that time, Su Mei's house had paid a total of five months of rent, and there were still four months to expire, so I naturally couldn't let the house sit idle, and the sublease was a few thousand yuan, enough for me to smoke for a year.
In the afternoon, I received some calls to see the house, but most of them were student couples who were about to graduate and moved out, so I naturally didn't want to rent the house to a couple of young couples. There are also students who want to go to graduate school to rent a house, I would like to rent the house to such people, because I also want to be quiet, but they don't look back when they hear the rent, in fact, I have lowered the rent appropriately.
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I sat in the room where Su Mei lived in a daze, I don't know why I remembered the days when I lived under the same roof with Angel, we often quarreled, and even fought, but we still cared about each other, which now seems to be how worthy of nostalgia was for those days when we depended on each other....... Even if we are not lovers, but because of each other's existence, life has become colorful.
I gently closed the door, returned to my room, rummaged through a photo album and found a photo album that I had taken with Angel, this sticker was torn from the rooftop of the house, it had faded a little, but it was the only photo I could see Angel's face.
I carefully pressed this big head under the glass of the computer desk, when I was tired from work, I could look at it, I think this will remind me of the section on the rooftop, we are arrogant and wild, I will not feel tired, because this is a kind of thought for me now, I hope that one day, I can return to Nantong with a whole body of fame, and then return to the rooftop with Angel to be arrogant, this will be beautiful, really beautiful.......
I suddenly didn't want to rent out this room, and I thought: if Angel comes here one day to see my Zhang, and reunites with my Zhang, I will at least give her a room where she can rest, and then we will cook dinner together as we used to, eat dinner, eat enough, and have a fight, and then go to sleep.
I admit that this kind of thinking is very unproductive and boring, but for the current Zhang Yixi, there is no better and more worthy picture than this!
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The rain that had been brewing for a day finally poured down at dusk, I came to the "fat stall" with an umbrella, outside the store, I dropped the umbrella, brushed my wet hair, and habitually looked into the store through the glass window, and found that Zuo Lan was sitting by the window eating food, since the last separation, we have not met for nearly half a month, as if it was raining so heavily for the first time.
I smiled a little helplessly, our breakup was on a rainy day, the reunion was still on a rainy day, and goodbye was still on a rainy day.......