Jin Yan was only excited for a moment, but he smiled self-deprecatingly, picked up the wine glass on the table, and suddenly said to me with great sincerity: "I have thought about it for a long time, I apologize for all the harm I have done to you, everything in the past was my fault first." He's right, I'm irresponsible with you. I wish you and Zhao Qinhan happiness! ”

My heart began to ache, and when I looked him in the eye and saw that his eyes were slightly red and tears were glittering, I felt the urge to forgive him for everything.

We looked at each other for only a second, and he avoided my gaze first. He didn't give me the slightest chance to speak, and quickly took a large glass of wine and drank it all. Then he slammed his glass down on the table, staggered to his feet, and said drunkenly, "I...... I'll go first, and you'll be happy slowly. ”

He staggered to the bar, took out his card, and swiped it without even looking at the number. At that moment, I looked at his back and subconsciously wanted to walk over, I wanted to tell him that he had misunderstood my relationship with Zhao Qinhan, I wanted to tell me that I never really blamed him in my heart, but when I was about to step forward, Zhao Qinhan grabbed my hand.

I looked at Jin Yan anxiously, and when he turned around, he just happened to see the picture of us holding hands. At that moment, I couldn't describe the sadness and despair that projected into his eyes. The feeling, like the song he sang tonight, was filled with a deep air of decadence, sadness and despair. He doesn't look like him at all tonight. He wouldn't have been like this before, he was an invincible Jin Yan, what's wrong with him today? How could he lose to others in momentum? This is counterintuitive.

The sad appearance of his departure made my heart move, I couldn't help but shake off Zhao Qinhan's hand, and involuntarily rushed out to open the door, but the street was empty, and there was no trace of him anymore.

At that moment, tears quietly slipped from the corners of my eyes. I looked around blindly at the deserted street, and a wave of sadness welled up in my heart.

Zhao Qinhan chased him out, he stood behind me and patted me on the shoulder, and said softly: "Xiaoshu, he is already gone, I'll send you back." ”

I shook my head, and I was still standing still, dazed and depressed inside, with a downright sadness haunting me.

Ding Ding ...... My text rang and I pulled it out, and a sentence on the screen brought tears to my eyes, saying, "I thought about it for two whole years, hated you, and finally found out that I love you more." ”

I ran like crazy, I shouted Jin Yan's name like crazy, I ran along the road for a long, long time, I can't describe the sadness and worry in my heart at that moment.

All kinds of hidden emotions, all kinds of hatred suppressed in the heart, all kinds of pain that can only be buried in the heart, suddenly seemed to be released at that moment. When I knew that he was also in pain, he also loved, and he hated, my heart finally felt a little relieved. After all, he accompanies me in both love and pain, and he accompanies me more or less. I'm not alone in pain, that's enough, it's really enough.

I was so painful that my stomach cramped, I squatted on the ground, my hands were clenched tightly, tears hit the screen drop by drop, Zhao Qinhan followed behind me wordlessly, about a meter away from me, quietly watching me, not daring to come forward to disturb me.

I stared at the screen for a long time, like a fool, I kept turning the dark screen on again, and I took the trouble to unlock and read the information over and over again, and every word of that sentence, every stroke of the word, was carved in my mind. The sentence "I finally found out that I love you more" is enough to resist the vicissitudes of life in the past two years.

I squatted for a long time, but finally collected my emotions and stood up from the ground. My legs were numb like countless ants were biting, Zhao Qinhan hurriedly came over and helped me, he said softly: "Let's go back, go back and take a bath, sleep well, and it will be fine." ”

I really wanted to ask him why he didn't ask me anything, why didn't he ask me why I was crying, but at this time I didn't care about Zhao Qinhan's mood, and I was full of satisfaction that the people who lived there were Jin Yan. From the past to the present, it has always been.

Zhao Qinhan called a taxi, helped me into the car, took me back to school, and sent me downstairs to the dormitory.

After taking a shower, I lay on the bed and stared at the text message for a long, long time, and then I replied with a message: "Thank you." ”

He should be drunk, did he go home, he wouldn't sleep on the streets, right? Ajay Assun should be picking him up, right? I had doubts in my heart, and I felt the urge to call him, but I held back.

Unexpectedly, it didn't take long for him to reply to me, but the two words and a question mark displayed on it confused me, and he actually replied to me: "Are you?" ”

I was stunned, I instinctively felt that it shouldn't be him, and my intuition told me that maybe it was Shen Ziyan...... Thinking that he was now by Shen Ziyan's side, and that Shen Ziyan was taking care of him when he was drunk, my heart, which was still tumbling just now, instantly had a bitterness that had passed through the times.

I didn't reply to the message, but I didn't expect the other end to send me a message again: "The name he gave you a note is ML, who are you?" ”

My heart is "chuckling"? What is the meaning? Is it mylove? …… But what's the point of thinking about it that way? Shen Ziyan is by his side to accompany him, there is no doubt about it. Hehe.

"What is your relationship with him? I ask you. She sent it again.

Seeing that I didn't reply, I simply called. I was upset for a while, so I turned off the machine directly, and lay in the bed, feeling depressed and unable to sleep.

The next day, I was still sleeping in the dormitory, and there was a tight knock on the door of our dormitory, everyone was awakened, and Han Xiaoshui went to open the door.

As soon as the door opened, five or six girls rushed to the door, and the leader was the man with the short hair dyed white, and when I saw the short hair, I immediately understood what was going on.

I was still wearing pajamas, and I quickly climbed out of bed to avoid harming the innocent. When I went down, Shen Ziyan had already entered the door.

The short hair was still as violent as yesterday, and when he saw me coming down, he pushed me hard as soon as he came up. Shen Ziyan snorted: "It's cool, slow down!" I have something to ask her! ”

I was prepared, but everyone in the dormitory was frightened. Everyone had heard of Chen Tiansha's name, and knew that this girl was even more violent and impulsive than the boy, so the whole dormitory was panicked, and the timid Yangmei was so frightened that she hid in the corner of the bed.

Shen Ziyan walked towards me, she walked up to me and asked, "I just want to be sure, is 13655887898 your number?" ”

Since she dared to rush to the dormitory, she had naturally already investigated. I nodded and said, "Yes, what's the matter?" ”

As soon as the short hair heard me admit it, his mouth suddenly tilted to the side again, and he looked at me viciously as if he was about to hit me, but was stopped by Shen Ziyan. Shen Ziyan asked me again, "What do you mean by saying thank you to Jin Yan?" ”

"It's literal." I replied with no change in my face.

She sneered, and she said, "Good! From the day you came to this school, I knew that you were a woman who was not restless at all! ”

"What are you coming to me for?" I asked knowingly.

"I want to know why you have his number and why you said thank you to him. You'd better be honest with me, or ......," she said angrily.

"What else would happen?" I asked.

Before she could speak, I heard the sound of her short hair rattling her knuckles, and she bared her teeth and deliberately shook in front of me like a devil to remind me of her horror.

I don't know why, I knew that I might be beaten, but I wasn't scared at all, but I smiled, and I said, "Shen Ziyan, don't you think it's naïve for you to take violent measures like this again and again?" Do you think that every time you beat me, you can win back Jin Yan's heart even more? Not necessarily, I'm afraid? ”

As soon as I finished speaking, the short hair jumped. Shen Ziyan snorted before she slammed her fist against the wall, and the huge shock made my roommates and I tremble. This guy is really a ruthless character.

"It's me every time he chooses." Although Shen Ziyan answered eloquently, her face was obviously a little weak.

"Do you remember the torture rain?" I looked directly at her, looked into her gaze, and said, "You should know better than anyone why you and Jin Yan are together." ”

I took a step forward, and she took a step back because of her weak heart, and she said, "So what? If you weren't stained with the light of torture rain, do you think it would be possible for you and Jin Yan? Stop dreaming! He's just using you as a stand-in! ”

"In that case, why should you worry? If I'm a stand-in, why do you care so much about me? I asked rhetorically.

She was dumbfounded for a while, and then said stupidly: "If you are not afraid of thieves, you are afraid of thieves." ”

"Whatever can be stolen is not really yours."

"You ......"

"You can do whatever you want, but let me tell you Shen Ziyan, this is the school, and I am a serious student who goes to school here. You brought someone from another school to beat me today, you better think about the consequences. "I'm more righteous.

"You...... I didn't think I would see you for two years, but you have a lot of sharp teeth. She pointed at me and said with a little excitement.

"If a woman learns not to conquer a man with love, even if she gets it, she will also lose it. You should ask yourself why you have been so unconfident in your love all along! I blurted out, and the moment I said it, I was amazed myself.

When did I suddenly become so confident?

The door was open, and there were a lot of girls watching the excitement outside. As soon as my words came out, everyone couldn't help but applaud me. I don't know who told Fu Jie about our dormitory, but she, who lived in the same dormitory as me, suddenly appeared, and stood directly beside me, and said to Shen Ziyan with a pleasant face: "Ziyan, what did Rushu do to make you so angry?" ”

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