Chapter 12 Your words keep repeating and sting me little by little
The compassion of the Buddha cannot transcend the knot in our love, but only transcends it into ashes
Zhou Hang said: In my next days, with your company, you will play the heroine in the rest of my time.
Ziting said: I really want to accompany you through this life and this life, but fate will not leave us a chance, so try to love you for a short time.
I know what happened between Zi Ting and Zhou Hang but I don't want us to know, every night I see Zi Ting's sad picture. But she still doesn't show it in front of us.
The next day will always be the same. Ziting got up very early in the morning and said that she wanted to see you Zhou Hang soon, she wanted to spend all her time with Zhou Hang, and when I said she was a nymphomaniac, she would pout and make a face at me.
In fact, Ziting is quite childish most of the time! But she always wanted to mature herself.
Zhou Hang doesn't come here often to find Ziting. Zhou Hang's face was a little older, and there was a faint desolation on his pale face. Lost liveliness.
During this period of time, Xiao Lei played the role of nanny and bodyguard. I always wanted him to go for a walk on the street with me, and then I couldn't help but buy a lot of things. I asked him to hold it for me. Tired and panting, he said:
Miss Ji, I can't take how many things you have to buy. I covered my mouth and snickered.
Ogawa, Ogawa. Xiao Lei shouted at the girl on the side of the road. We walked slowly, and she waved at us. He looked at what Xiao Lei was doing, and then at me. A smile rose on his face.
Haru is my cousin, who is also studying here. Pretty!
I looked at Xiao Lei, who was a little proud, and asked with some jealousy: What about me?
He smiled embarrassedly and was about to explain, when Ogawa spoke.
Sister Qing'er has heard my brother mention it a long time ago, you are much prettier than me! Then he smiled.
I took a closer look at the girl in front of me, with a long ponytail, short jeans and a pair of long legs, white and fashionable! It makes me jealous.
Sister Qing'er, you should treat him like this, only you can suppress him like this! Ogawa said with a teasing.
In fact, Xiaochuan would also come to me when there was no Xiaolei, and she was my friend. She also told me many things. She told me the story of Xiao Lei who was caught stealing ice cream when he was a child, and the story of the jujube tree in Beijia Village. Occasionally, he laughs out loud. Let passers-by think we're both crazy.
Xiao Chuan and I went to Zi Ting's house, and Zi Ting asked us to help her fold a thousand paper cranes, so I called Xiao Chuan.
Who made me not know that Ziting had to fold so much! , Ziting took out a book, and there were paragraphs in the book. I don't understand it either, Ziting asked us to write those words on paper and fold them into thousands of paper cranes. I stacked with Ogawa all morning,
I said, "Ogawa, let's go eat ice cream!" This Ziting doesn't know where to go!
Xiao Chuan had an approving expression on his face, "I'll take you to one!" It's delicious," and I went out hand in hand with Ogawa, when we reached the intersection. A car drove up. White Lincoln: It's Dad. I exclaimed.
Ogawa and I stood there pretending not to see it, and my father came over.
Dad said, "Qingqing, why haven't you called me lately?"
I said: I called your old man and your secretary picked it up. I didn't even say what you were doing. I hung up, I deliberately made a very sad look,
Dad glanced back at the secretary beside him. The secretary bowed his head.
Xiao Chuan grabbed me and asked, is he your father?
Oh, yes! What's wrong. Xiao Chuan stared at his father for a while, as if he remembered something!
It's okay, nothing?
I chatted with my dad for a few words, and he left as usual.
Ogawa and I walked to the ice cream shop, and Ogawa was preoccupied all the way! We went and waited for the wind to come. The bar has a bit of a charm.
Ogawa sat down in a corner of the bar. We asked for a glass of juice, after all, we are students!
Xiaochuan suddenly spoke, "Sister Ji Qing, I think of something, what can I say?" Xiao Chuan said with a little concern!
I was puzzled and said, "Ask!" What can't be said!
Xiaochuan said: Is your father's name Ji Dong? Your mother's name is Chi Li, I said in surprise
Ogawa, what's wrong with you. I don't think I said it! Could it be Ziting,
Xiaochuan said: I also know that your parents are divorced! Is it right for a woman?
I almost fainted, and I never spoke to anyone about my pain. Why would Ogawa know. I continued to listen.
I also know that the woman's surname is Gu. I almost jumped up. I looked at Xiaochuan as if she knew everything.
Sister Ji Qing, let me tell you a story! I froze. Keep listening.
There is a man whose career is developing very well, and it is all going well from marriage to having children. Until he meets another woman. Everything changed, he began to be madly obsessed with everything about her, but the family made it impossible for her to deviate, and when he fell in love, he saw that he decided to give up the family for her, and he hesitated again when he saw his daughter. His heart ached, and he sat down in front of the bed, his wife already asleep, and he hesitated. Looking at his wife, he decided to live well. So, he gave up on the woman. Little did he know that the woman had borne him a son. For a variety of reasons, the woman was heartbroken. She fostered her only child in her brother's home and grew up with her nephew.
After Xiao Chuan finished speaking, he took a sip of juice and left. I was stunned. What is Ogawa talking about? I don't know what's wrong with him today, since the moment she saw her father, she was worried about it, and she told me this.
My vision was a little blurry, and the bar was getting more and more crowded. I walked out of the bar! I suddenly wanted to go to Xiao Lei, but I just wanted to ask Xiao Chuan what was wrong! Xiao Lei, I almost screamed. And Xiao Lei's brother Gu Tian became more and more scared the more he thought about it, I was so scared that I did it on the ground, why? No, it won't! This is not true! If that's the case, then Xiao Lei is not my brother, I got up and ran towards Ziting's house.
Suddenly I slowed down again: it's okay, maybe I made a mistake! It's okay! I sneered at myself and started laughing
Her words were repeated over and over again in my head, laughing and crying at the same time. I'm trying to fool myself that it's not true. Lying in bed, I wanted to calm down. But I can't calm down.
Ogawa left me a note
My brother doesn't know all this yet, you don't want to hurt him, do you? I read it with tears in my eyes!
I won't let Xiao Lei know that the reason why Xiao Chuan told me was because he was afraid of us......
The more I thought about it, the more scared I became, and I kept crying. I lay on my bed and wept.
No one can understand what I have in my heart is that I won't hurt Xiao Lei, let alone let him know.