Chapter 61: It's all in the past, it's time to start over

A few months later, Yin Yuxin went to find Luo Jiayang, which was also a decision she made after thinking about it for so long.

She doesn't want to be only here and have nothing, she wants to help more people, and only in this way will her heart be more comforted.

Luo Jiayang was very surprised when he saw Yin Yuxin take the initiative to come to him, "Yuxin, come in and sit." ”

Although Luo Jiayang did not live in the school, the place where he lived was not better than Yin Yuxin, or rather, the place where he lived was worse, at that time, when he brought Yin Yuxin here, he gave his place to Yin Yuxin.

That's why he moved to another place by himself, Yin Yuxin has never been there, and she never knew that Luo Jiayang has been good to her for so long.

Now, she has seen the dilapidated house where Luo Jiayang lives with her own eyes, "You ......"

"Come in and sit, don't be stunned, my room is a bit messy." Luo Jiayang smiled a little embarrassedly, and he put aside a messy book on a chair.

"I came here suddenly, didn't bother you, did I?" Yin Yuxin pulled over the chair and sat down.

She saw a notebook and a not-so-good printer on the desk.

"Yuxin, come, drink water." Luo Jiayang poured her a glass of water, "You came to me today, is there something wrong?" ”

Yin Yuxin hesitated for a moment, she nodded, "I want to ask you, when are you going to town, and I want to go out together." ”

"You want to go out with me? Didn't you say you wouldn't go out? Luo Jiayang always had a little suspicion in his heart. Yin Yuxin will come here and hide, not wanting to contact anyone.

Now, she offered to go out, and maybe she had her own plans.

"I'm a little tired, I want to go out for a walk, I've been bored here for a long time." Yin Yuxin didn't plan to tell Luo Jiayang that she wanted to go out and find a part-time job.

Because for her, she just wants to make a little bit of a difference for herself.

Others, she doesn't know what to say, the current life is already very good for her.

"Alright then, I'm going out this weekend, so let's go out together." Luo Jiayang doesn't care what Yin Yuxin wants to do, he will accompany her.

Yin Yuxin nodded, "Thank you, Teacher Luo." ”

"Yuxin, we've known each other for so long, don't see me like this, if you want, it's better to call me by my name." Luo Jiayang said to her.

Yin Yuxin was stunned and didn't say anything, perhaps, some things are still difficult to change for a while.

She also has no choice, she is afraid of being close to people now. She was afraid that she would become unhappy because of this, and she was afraid that she would become too greedy.

In Yin Yuxin's life, it has been a long time since anyone has been able to treat her so well, and she is afraid that she will be attached to this feeling.

"I'll go back first, I'll wait for you at the station on weekend mornings." Yin Yuxin left in a hurry.

Luo Jiayang stood at the door, watching Yin Yuxin leave, such a lonely back, and so fragile, he couldn't guess what she had experienced, and he didn't want to guess.

He knew that for so long, he had feelings for Yin Yuxin, and since he saw her for the first time, after slowly getting along for so long, he knew that his feelings for Yin Yuxin were no longer what they used to be.

A relationship has begun to deteriorate, so he wants Yin Yuxin to be able to slowly see her own heart, and only by working hard will there be good results.

He is willing to give himself a little more time, and he is willing to give Yin Yuxin a little more time, maybe he can't give Yin Yuxin the good life she wants, but he can make her happy.

Yin Yuxin walked alone on the muddy road, the mud here, as long as it rained, it became very slippery, she walked carefully, she suddenly stopped, looked at the dilapidated huts in front of her, row by row, and scattered, and looked at the barren on the other side, here due to geological reasons, nothing can be grown in the ground, it can only be barren.

She had never thought that one day, she would live such a difficult life in such a place, she had always been accustomed to the days when clothes came to stretch out her hands and food to open her mouth, and now she has to do everything by herself.

She had never cooked before, and the food she first cooked was either undercooked or unpalatable and couldn't be swallowed.

But after a long time, she slowly got used to it.

Yin Yuxin returned to the school's residence, she took out the mobile phone in the drawer, turned it on, and saw the message Yin Yumo sent her.

Yin Yumo is good to her, she also knows, no matter what, Yin Yumo obviously knew that she would not get a response to her message, but she still had to send her a message in a few days to greet her.

Today's Yin Yuxin suddenly misses the feeling of being together as a family before, she would not have fallen like this now, but she didn't cherish it at the beginning, and now she doesn't need to miss it anymore.

Yin Yuxin hesitated for a long time, but she still called Yin Yumo.

Yin Yumo was coaxing her daughter to sleep, and she didn't hear the phone ringing, Yin Yuxin put down the phone with some disappointment, after so long, it no longer makes sense to have her in their lives.

Yin Yuxin was about to turn off the phone, but suddenly a phone call came in, and it was Yin Yumo who came back.

"Yuxin, is that you? I didn't hear the phone ring just now, but luckily, you didn't hang up. As soon as Yin Yumo saw the missed call, she immediately called back.

She was really afraid that Yin Yuxin would turn off her phone again and would never be able to contact her again.

"Sister." Yin Yuxin heard Yin Yumo's voice, she suddenly felt as if there was a warmth, it turned out that no matter how close she was, she couldn't beat her family.

She's been working so hard, trying to start over, trying to live a different life, but, in the end, she's still nothing.

She will also be afraid, and she will also have grievances.

What she has experienced now is what she once asked Yin Yumo to experience, and she has no other choice or other way.

"Yuxin, can you tell me where you are now?" Yin Yumo has always wanted to know where Yin Yuxin went after leaving, because Yin Yuxin's mobile phone was down, and she kept charging that number, just to wait for Yin Yuxin to give her a little bit of news, even if she met, it was okay.

"Sister, I'm fine now, you don't have to worry, I just miss you, I want to hear your voice." Yin Yuxin only now realizes the taste of missing, perhaps, she doesn't know how to live very well, but now she understands how difficult life is.

"Yuxin, let's meet, okay? Tell me, are you in Cloud City? Yin Yumo always thought that Yin Yuxin would not leave Cloud City, and she would say that she left because she didn't want them to go to her.

However, the last incident has also passed, then, for her, everything is in the past, and Yin Yuxin doesn't need to care about that at all.

Now that she's back, everything, everything, is exactly the same as it was at the beginning, and nothing will change.