After I said this, the loudspeaker sneered and asked me, "If people really want to beat me, do you think you can stop me?" ”

His words obviously mean to look down on me, if he is despised by others, forget it, even people like Big Horn look down on me, and he is naturally a little unhappy.

But I'm at a loss now, let him say whatever he wants, besides, what he said is right, if Zhang Qimei really blocks the loudspeaker at the school gate after school, I really can't stop it, but what can I do, I can't call Guan Qingqing to come, then I will completely tie up with Zhang Qimei, I don't want to do this.

I said you don't care, anyway, if you really want to be beaten, I will be beaten with you, and I will definitely not ignore it.

The loudspeaker seemed to have something to say to me, but in the end he didn't say anything, and turned his head to read the novel.

This day, when I walked from the teaching building to the playground, I also met Zhang Qimei and a few of them, Zhang Qimei seemed to see me at the time, but pretended not to know and walked away, looking at her posture, she should really not want to be friends with me, after the recess exercise, Tang Bingbing came to me, she said that she told Zhang Qimei, Zhang Qimei meant, her brother also beat me before, this matter is even with me, but the big horn and the godsister of the big horn, she can't just let it go, she also asked me not to get involved in the future, Otherwise, it might be ugly to have a trouble with her.

After saying this, Tang Bingbing also persuaded me for a long time, she said: "You just made a joke with him, he took the initiative to find someone to beat Zhang Qimei, and he beat him so hard, the main responsibility is still on himself, he should be beaten, I also think you should not care about this matter, you can't control it!" ”

I said I knew, and then turned around and left, but I felt in my heart that the matter was caused by me, and I also promised the loudspeaker to take care of this matter, and the big man said that I would definitely do my best, and as for what will happen in the end, then it will be up to fate.

At noon this day, when school ended, I was going to go out of the school gate with the loudspeaker, but this B was afraid that it would not work, indicating that he knew that he would be beaten and go out of the school gate, which was a fool's job, and he did not listen to my advice, and ran to the playground by himself, saying that he was going to go out over the wall, and I did not stop him, and walked towards the school gate by himself.

What surprised me a little was that at the school gate today, it seemed to be calm, and there were no bastard students, only Wang Yang, Su Xiaoyi and a few seniors in the third year of junior high school chatting there.

I thought maybe Zhang Qimei planned to block the loudspeaker in the afternoon.

Speaking of which, this Wang Yang is really cheap, after he saw me coming out of the school gate, he stopped me directly, and the same sentence: "Dude, no smoke, go buy me a bag of Ashima!" ”

All the money on my body has been given to the loudspeaker, only a few dollars, not enough to buy a pack of Ashima, and I am not willing to buy it for him in my own heart, otherwise it will become a bottomless pit again and again in the future.

I shook my head and said that I had no money on me, and after saying that, I turned around and left, and at this time I heard Su Xiaoyi muttering behind me: "Zhang Qimei, who this guy harmed, was beaten, and I hate it when I look at it!" ”

After Su Xiaoyi finished muttering, Wang Yang suddenly shouted at me again and told me to come over, I chuckled in my heart, and I had a premonition that I was going to be beaten, so I asked him what else was going on.

He didn't speak, but smiled at me, laughing and walking towards me, I was wondering what this B wanted to do, he suddenly raised his legs, kicked me in the face, kicked me backwards, and almost fell, at the same time he said angrily: "Lao Tzu's kick is for Zhang Qimei to beat you, get out!" ”

Seriously, my mood at that time can only be described in one sentence, that is, Lao Tzu fucked your mother, and I was really convinced, why did anyone who wanted to beat me during this time, this fucking life was too aggrieved, if it was the other people in the five brothers who beat me, I think I might not be able to help but fight with him, but in the face of Wang Yang, in the face of the most capable person among the five brothers, I finally coaxed, and forced my anger back into my stomach, it is not too late for the gentleman to take revenge for ten years, you fucking wait for me.

As for this Su Xiaoyi, I was also a little annoyed in my heart, if it wasn't for her more mouth just now, I might not have been beaten, I also thought of her dirty affair with that handsome guy from a foreign school, and thought to myself If you provoke me again, don't blame me for poking out the ugliness of the two of you, and see how Wang Yang cleans you up when the time comes.

On the way home, I thought carefully about the mess I had encountered recently, and I felt that it was not a good sign that I would be beaten often, and when they got used to bullying, they would get worse in the future, and at that time, I might be defined by others as a coward, and I would have no chance to turn over.

So I have to find a way to get out of this situation, but what can I do? Guan Qingqing is not my own sister, and I am embarrassed to trouble others all the time, I think I still have to rely on myself, only when I am strong, others dare not underestimate and dare not bully easily.

When I got home, my dad was at home for the first time, and he didn't seem to be in a good mood, drinking there alone.

I wondered if there might be something wrong with him and the female head of the bank, so I didn't dare to say hello to him, and planned to go straight back to my room.

But as soon as I got to the door of my house, he stopped me, and he asked me to come over and have a few drinks with him.

I just drank yesterday in a daze, and now I want to vomit when I think of wine, so I naturally don't want to drink, I said that I haven't finished my homework yet, and I have to go to the house to write homework, but as soon as the words fell, he directly grabbed a beer bottle and smashed it, I reacted quickly to dodge, the beer bottle smashed into the wall, broken glass splashed on the ground, and beer and wine foam.

"What the are you putting on me, you're the stuff for studying? I also write homework, write your mother's force, I don't want to drink with Lao Tzu, just say I don't want to drink, the whole JB is useless! "After my dad smashed the beer bottle, he scolded a lot.

I was in a bad mood for the past two days, I was just beaten outside, and I had to be scolded by him when I came back, and my brain was hot, so I directly said: "I just don't want to drink with you?" I'm fed up, anyone can bully me, am I alive to let you beat and scold and let you bully? ”

Growing so big, it was the first time I talked to my dad like this, and my dad probably didn't expect it, so he was stunned there, but then he broke out, rushed over like crazy, kicked me to the wall, kicked and scolded, and asked me if I didn't want to live anymore, if I didn't want to live, I would be angry, he was going to kill me today.

When he was about to kick the second time, the soles of his feet slipped and he fell directly on the broken glass.

I knew that my dad was really angry this time, and I guess it was really possible to kill me, probably for self-preservation, I didn't think too much, rushed to the kitchen and got a kitchen knife, and after running out, I shouted at him like crazy: "Come on, there is a kind of you who will kill me today, I don't want to live, let's all die together!" ”

In fact, when I was doing this move, I thought of the consequences, my dad might go crazy and come to fight with me, but what I didn't expect was that he was directly stunned and didn't say a word, the two of us were in a stalemate like this for a few seconds, he took the lead in shifting his gaze, and then hissing in his mouth, and at the same time looked at his palm, muttering: "Damn, I was cut by broken glass, alas, the little rabbit cub has grown up, and I can't fight in the future!" ”

With that, he shook his head and walked over to the couch and picked up his coat and went out, and it wasn't until he went out and closed the door that my hanging heart was down.

I put the kitchen knife back in the kitchen, and when I returned to my room, I couldn't calm down for a long time, and to be honest, I regretted it, I regretted that I just did it, it was my dad, how could I do this?

But think about it carefully, I'm also in a hurry, I just want to scare him so much, if he really comes to beat me or something, I definitely won't do it, as for why my dad was cowardly at the time, I think he was scared, he bullies the soft and is afraid of the hard, presumably he will not beat me and scold me again in the future.

That afternoon, I didn't go to class, I lay at home all afternoon, until the middle of the night, and my dad didn't come back, I don't know if he couldn't come back because of something, or because of me.

Anyway, I had insomnia that night, my mind was messed up, I thought a lot, and I thought later: If I could show the same posture I did to my dad at school, would I still be afraid of others bullying me in the future?

But when I think about it again, if I really let me face other people like this, I may be a little cowardly, which is probably the meaning of the word "nest", I only dare to cross in front of my family and the people around me, not in front of outsiders.

When I went out the next day, I went to the kitchen and put the kitchen knife in my school bag, I didn't want to cut anyone, but I felt that something was going to happen today, and I took it to strengthen my courage and use it to scare people.