029 It's hard to love someone

Anyway, after I looked for Huang Jinliang with Chu Xiyao, I didn't encounter a conspiracy or anything for many days, I still wondered, could it be that the pockmarked face later said good things to Huang Jinliang, and Huang Jinliang explained to his subordinates?

Think about it.

Let's talk about Su Xiaoyi, since she drank that night, she seems to have really broken up with Wang Yang, Wang Yang blocked her several times at the school gate because of this, and kept begging her to reconcile with her, anyway, I see that Wang Yang is very sad, and the appearance of begging is quite pitiful, but Su Xiaoyi seems to be quite determined, no matter what Wang Yang says, there is no love at all.

Anyway, this makes me feel quite refreshed, a Su Xiaoyi who has an object, or a single Su Xiaoyi, which one do I prefer?

That must be single.

However, I am also a little worried about Su Xiaoyi, afraid that Wang Yang will know that he will not be able to keep Su Xiaoyi by then, and he will break the jar and do something sorry for Su Xiaoyi.

But when it really comes to that moment, I will definitely do nothing to protect Su Xiaoyi.

And during this time, I also deliberately kept a distance from Su Xiaoyi, sometimes when I saw that I was going to take a photo, I would also find an opportunity to avoid her, or pretend not to see her, I did this, mainly because Tang Bingbing knew that I liked Su Xiaoyi, which made me panic, and I was afraid that Su Xiaoyi or others would see it, so I had to avoid her, especially when Su Xiaoyi was with Zhang Qimei and Tang Bingbing, I hid even more far away.

This also makes my heart even more tormented, I obviously like someone, but I have to avoid her and look at her, can this not be tormented?

I don't know when, this kind of torturous day is the end, alas, it's so hard to love someone!

The days go by day by day, the weather is also getting cold day by day, and soon we will have the time for the final exam, this exam, Zhang Sen explained to us extraordinarily, saying that the test results are particularly important, because the first half of the semester, that is, after the start of the New Year, the school wants to divide the first year of junior high school, the purpose of the class Zhang Sen did not say, but the students are clear, to put it bluntly, the good study is assigned to a class, and the poor study is assigned to a class.

Some students in the class who love to learn, in order to be assigned to a good class, study very hard every day, and don't go home after school, but for me, it doesn't matter, anyway, which class I love is counted in which class, just don't expel me, I only care about one person now, that is, Su Xiaoyi.

Anyway, Su Xiaoyi, who was entangled with Wang Yang and finally broke up, was worried that Wang Yang would break the jar and hurt Su Xiaoyi, but I thought too much, Wang Yang entangled for a while and saw that Su Xiaoyi made up his mind, and he didn't entangle anymore, this seems to be a gentleman, as for that Song Hang, I didn't see him come to Su Xiaoyi later, and then chatted with Zhang Qimei and Su Xiaoyi, Su Xiaoyi said that Song Hang didn't like her anymore, and got along with other girls.

When Su Xiaoyi said this, he scolded with emotion: "This man, when I chased you, I said it all over the place, why I won't marry in this life, and I will never like other girls again, all of them are bragging, I found a new partner in a blink of an eye, disgusting to death, and Wang Yang, who said that he couldn't leave me before, if I left him, he would definitely be sad to death, and he didn't want to go to school, now, don't you have a good life, so ah, everyone is selfish, all for their own sake, I read novels and TV that appear in the kind of men who are willing to die for their own women, there is no such thing at all! ”

Zhang Qimei also buried her at this time and said: "What do you say Wang Yang is doing, Wang Yang is what you kicked others, and now you suspect that people have forgotten you?" Is it possible that you are happy to come and pester you every day? ”

Su Xiaoyi said that she didn't mean that, sighed when she was done, and said, "I just want to have a vigorous love, just let me have that feeling of falling in love, even once." ”

Zhang Qimei smiled and said, "Be careful, last time I swore that I wouldn't fall in love for half a year, and it hasn't been long yet, I see that you are a little ready to move again, be careful to kiss our brother when the time comes!" ”

Su Xiaoyi said don't worry, she just sighed with emotion, and didn't move the mind of falling in love.

I was still thinking in my heart, is there really no one who is willing to give his life for his lover? I think it's okay, if Su Xiaoyi and I are in danger outside, and we can only live one, I will definitely choose to let her live, anyway, I am willing to pay my life for her.

That's what I really thought at the time, not bragging.

I also want to tell Su Xiaoyi about this idea, let her know that there is such a person, and I am willing to die for her, but I don't have the courage to say it, sometimes I think about it, I am not even as good as Tang Bingbing, this Tang Bingbing is such a good girl, and she is not very bold, she dares to take the initiative to confess to me, and me? I've liked Su Xiaoyi for so long, but I don't even have the courage to confess.

In this regard, I am indeed inferior to her.

The final exam is coming soon, and we have a winter vacation after the exam, before, as long as it was a winter vacation and summer vacation, I would be very happy, but in the winter vacation of 98, I was not happy, mainly because of the holiday, it was difficult for me to see Su Xiaoyi again, I was uncomfortable not seeing her for a few days, let alone a winter vacation? At that time, there was no QQ WeChat or anything, and I couldn't get in touch if I wanted to.

Fortunately, I know that she lives in the Pearl Hotel, sometimes I think she really thinks so much, I will go to the Pearl Hotel near the gate to step on a point, if I am lucky, I can also see her, although I can't say hello, and I can't see for long, but I am content.

I remember that it was the end of the month, and I thought that she couldn't think about it anymore, so I went to the Pearl Hotel to step on it.

I waited for more than two hours and didn't see her, and I was about to go home, when I suddenly saw a familiar face coming out of the hotel, not Su Xiaoyi, but Guan Qingqing.

This Guan Qingqing said before that she had something to go out for, and I haven't seen her since then, but I didn't expect to meet her here, because she was alone at the time, so I naturally ran over, greeted her, and called sister.

Guan Qingqing was also very surprised when she saw me, she asked me why I was here, I said that I was idle and had nothing to pass by, I just saw you, and said, I asked her when she came back, I don't know.

She patted me on the head and said, "You kid is embarrassed to ask me, I've been out for so long, and you don't know how to call me or anything, I think you only want me when you have something to help me!" I've been back for a few days, and you've had winter vacation, and I can't contact you, and I don't know where your family lives. ”

I said that I am a poor child, I don't have a mobile phone or anything, I must not be able to contact you, she sighed, and said sourly: "Forget it, with your sister Chu, you will forget me, right?" It seems that this society is a society that looks at faces, people are more beautiful than me, and you only think about other people in your heart. ”

Guan Qingqing's words made me laugh uncontrollably, I asked her why she came out of the hotel, staying here, she said no, there is a sister living in the hotel, come and see her.

When the two of me were talking, I suddenly heard a familiar voice next to me, it seemed to be Su Xiaoyi's voice, I turned my head and saw Su Xiaoyi and a boy walking this way, the two were talking and laughing, no wonder I didn't see her here for two hours, it turned out that she was not in the hotel.

When I turned around, Su Xiaoyi also saw me, and she greeted me very excitedly, saying, "Ah, why are you here, I haven't seen you for a long time!" ”

I can see that when she saw me, she was still very happy, which made me a little happy, I said that I passed by here, met my sister, chatted with my sister, said, I pointed to Guan Qingqing, she also said hello to Guan Qingqing very politely, Guan Qingqing also replied, after the matter she said that she had something to deal with, don't talk to me more, turned around and called Chu Xiyao to have a meal with me, said, went to the side of the road to stop a taxi.

After Guan Qingqing left, there were only me and Su Xiaoyi and the boy next to me, I also looked at this boy carefully at this time, he was very handsome, he looked a bit like Chen Zhipeng in the Little Tigers, but I think he was much better looking than Chen Zhipeng.

The first thought that came to my mind was: Who is this man? What does it have to do with Su Xiaoyi?