Chapter 150: Sadness and Ambiguity

An Fei left last night, and this gift was sent by Secretary Li early in the morning, saying that An Fei forgot to give it to me yesterday. At that time, I didn't care at all, I didn't expect his gift to be such a jade bracelet, was it a coincidence or destined?

I don't know, I just know that my heart is full of emotion, and there is not only indifference and intrigue between people, but also so warmth and harmony.

Lighting candles, making wishes, cutting cakes, I can see that Qin You and Uncle Hai are trying their best to enliven the atmosphere, I also laughed and laughed, looking happy and happy, in fact, the three of us are deceiving ourselves, everyone's laughter is so reluctant, I am not the only one who has lost my loved ones, they are also the same, the same sadness and sadness.

The moon is really bright tonight, the stars are also full of sky, blinking tirelessly, I sat on the bed with my knees crossed, Daddy, today is my birthday, my daughter is eighteen years old, have you seen it, have you seen it? You said you would come to see me in my dreams, but you didn't come once, did your daughter do something wrong? Tell me.

My face is buried in my palm, and hot and wet tears flow from my fingers, so let me cry happily tonight.

After a long time, I looked up at the window, Daddy, is the moon over there like this, so bright? Do you have a birthday cake to eat? If you're feeling homesick, come and see me.

"First time I met, why haven't you slept yet?" Qin You pushed the door in, his hand touched my skin, and his brows furrowed, "It's so cold, why don't you put on a dress." As he spoke, he grabbed the cold and was draped over me.

I turned close to his arms and buried my face in his shoulder socket. "What's wrong?" Qin You asked me softly.

I shook my head and didn't move. Qin You let me lie in his arms, his right hand ran down my hair, he lowered his head, and the warm breath rippled in my ears one by one.

After a long time, he gently put me on the bed, undressed himself and lay down, facing my bright eyes, "Why can't you sleep?" He stretched out his arm and motioned for me to pillow in.

I didn't speak, I leaned my head over, wrapped my hands and feet around him, and weighed most of my body on him, only then did I feel at ease.

"Brother, what kind of love is it?"

"Huh?" Qin You glanced at me sideways, it seemed strange that I would ask such a question, I didn't wait for him to answer and then continued: "What if there is love, husband and wife can turn against each other, lovers can become enemies, what else can be relied on?" I muttered, and my eyes flashed in front of me, Cheng Yanjiang and Xu Zheng, we also have love, aren't we all consummated in the end?

"Brother, in fact, I'm not greedy, I don't need a lot of money, too many good days, as long as there is someone who is by my side no matter whether he is poor or poor, just looking at me, only hurting me, it's enough!"

With my words, Qin You's arms tightened, and I smothered on his chest, "Brother, is this also difficult?" As soon as I looked up, my pure brushed his, and we both froze at the same time, and I looked into his eyes, stunned and at a loss.

When I came back to my senses, I found that the posture of the two of us was very beautiful, and Qin You was actually kissing me, heavy, eager, his lips wrapped me warmly, I was even more overwhelmed, and my heart was beating fast.

"First Sight, First Meeting!" Qin You called my name lightly, and heavy breathing rippled in my ears, tickling. I couldn't see his expression clearly, but my arm involuntarily wrapped around his neck, "Brother, brother!" ”

Qin You's body stiffened suddenly, and he buried his face in my neck, "I'm sorry for the first time!" His voice was full of chagrin.

My hand holding him suddenly became weak, and I got into his arms, shook my head, and shook my head again! My heart is cold all of a sudden, why am I sorry? Is it just a momentary distraction? What did he just take me for?

Until I fell asleep, I wondered: Why am I sorry?

In the morning, I woke up very early, Qin You hugged me with both hands and slept sweetly, when he fell asleep, he was not so cold when he was awake, his eyebrows and eyes were relaxed, like an unguarded child, I stretched out my finger and rubbed it on his lips, it was this lip kissing me last night, I raised my head gently, and pulled away some distance, but I didn't expect Qin You to turn over, and his arms firmly hugged me, as if holding something beloved.

I sighed and didn't dare to move again. After a while, I saw that he didn't move, so I pulled out little by little and stepped over him and got out of bed.

The tone outside was so good, I stretched and walked around the little garden. When I went back, I happened to meet Uncle Hai, "First time, you come here!" He turned and went into his house.

I followed him suspiciously, Uncle Hai rarely has such a serious time, what happened?

"What is this?" Looking at the box handed over by Uncle Hai, I was puzzled, didn't he give his gift yesterday?

"The dowry that Brother Qian prepared for you." Uncle Hai paused, "He asked me to give it to you on your eighteenth birthday, and yesterday, I was afraid that you would be sad, so I didn't give it to you." ”

I was stunned for a moment, crouched down and hugged myself, my arms wet with tears. Trousseau! Daddy!

Uncle Hai didn't speak, sighed and turned to leave. I opened the box tremblingly, the light flashed in my eyes, it was jewelry, each one was so familiar, it was the style I had told my father before, I didn't expect him to remember, remember!

I fell to the ground and cried uncontrollably. In the tears I saw my father's smiling face, he said to me, "Nier, you must be happy!" ”