Chapter 34: Put away your strength (4)
He didn't expect that Fang Mohan would always inadvertently let him quietly discover her beauty, and found that he was stunned in place, Fang Mohan waved at him, he came to his senses and asked her to follow him, and when he left, he glanced at it intentionally, the white flowers were about to bloom, like a flower fairy fresh and refined, but it was ...... Gardenia, seeing him couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, this seems to have become a habit, as long as he sees a gardenia, he will think of Gu Nan Gardenia.
The two of them were taken to a small garden by the servant, the time was already dusk, a ray of light appeared in the sky, dyeing them all orange, in a red light, she vaguely saw a figure standing in the sun, the black shadow could see that it was a tall man making tea, and when he walked in, Fang Mohan completely denied his self-righteous idea just now, the owner of this manor turned out to be a handsome and domineering young man.
The man turned around elegantly when he saw the guests coming, his delicate and exquisite face had a unique style, and under the man's flat forehead was a light eyebrow like a cloud, and the corners of his mouth were slightly curved when he smiled, which could directly fascinate people.
"Zi'an, what kind of wind blew you here!" The man seemed very happy to see Ren Zi'an, and the two took the lead in giving each other a hug, which seemed to be a long time since they had seen each other.
"Nuan Nian, let me introduce, this is ......" Before Ren Zi'an could continue, Fang Mohan stood up and hurriedly said, "Hello, I am Mr. Ren's friend." She smiled and stretched out her hand, and the man shook hands with her in a friendly manner, "Hello, I'm Ren Zi'an's good friend, Su Nuanian." ”
Su Nuannian, Fang Mohan seemed to have heard this name in his impression, but he didn't think deeply, just by looking at his smiling face, he knew that he must be an out-and-out warm man.
She only cared about greeting Su Nuannian next to her and didn't notice Ren Zi'an's cold face on the side, in the final analysis, he minded Fang Mohan's reaction just now, he knew that he never allowed Fang Mohan to admit that he was his wife in front of others, but now it's different, he wants to disclose Fang Mohan's identity and not embarrass her, but looking at her performance now, forget it, just treat it as if she was sentimental!
The three of them sat down to drink tea, Ren Zi'an went straight to the topic, and directly explained the purpose of coming to visit today, "It's been five years, you've hid enough, instead of staying here and wasting your time, it's better to come out, no one will care about the things of the year, as long as you put it down, everything will be fine!" ”
Su Nuannian, who was still full of spring breeze just now, heard Ren Zi'an say this, and stood up from the rattan chair angrily, his smile gradually froze, and a trace of displeasure flashed on his face, "Zi'an, I knew you would do this, I have already let it go, don't force me anymore, I won't come back." ”
The quarrel between the two made the situation a little stiff, Fang Mohan was still left to the side and listened confused, Ren Zi'an patted the table: "Su Nuannian, you pat your conscience and ask yourself, you don't let it go, you can't let it go at all, you are just running away, escaping from the facts." Su Nuannian was completely enraged by his words when she heard this, and directly picked up Ren Zi'an's collar, her eyes were violent, "Don't spew blood!" ”
has already provoked people, Ren Zi'an doesn't seem to give up, he is still condemning when he catches him: "What I said is the truth, you have been evading, coward!" ”
When Su Nuannuian heard the word "coward", he directly punched and wanted to smash it on Ren Zi'an's face, but Fang Mohan immediately stepped forward to stop him, "Don't do this, you have something to say." ”
But the two sides didn't mean to stop, Ren Zi'an was still staring at Su Nuannian and saying something excessive. Su Nuannian threw his hand over, his strength was a little great, and he directly pushed Fang Mohan to the ground, Fang Mohan fell heavily on the floor and screamed "ah", Ren Zi'an, who was still insisting on confronting Su Nuannian in the last second, immediately let go of his hand, squatted down and slowly helped Fang Mohan up from the ground, and asked worriedly: "Is it okay, does it hurt?" ”
This is a sandalwood floor, and when I heard "Peng" just now, it was heavy, and it obviously hurt a lot, but Fang Mohan still smiled at Ren Zi'an, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt!" ”
Ren Zi'an looked down and saw that Fang Mohan's leg was already purple, he couldn't help but get nervous, and picked her up all of a sudden, Su Nuannuan calmed down and ordered his subordinates to take the two to deal with the wound, Ren Zi'an paused, turned his face sideways and finally said: "You still have one night to think about it, we will live here tonight, and tell me the answer early tomorrow morning!" ”
Fang Mohan saw Ren Zi'an's serious look, that Su Nuannian must be a very important person, after all, he had never seen Ren Zi'an so anxious, it was the kind of impulse with love.
Ren Zi'an looked at the injury on her leg, and really wanted to scold, why was she so stupid, she saw someone else beating someone, and rushed up to find a beating!
In the garden, Su Nuannuan was left alone facing the sunset that was about to disappear at the end of the sky, sad and sad alone.
You're just running away, running away from the facts. ”
"Coward."
Ren Zi'an's living sentences just now said to his heart, he was angry on the surface, but in fact, he was still blaming himself in his heart, was he really like what Ren Zi'an said, a coward who escaped from reality, he wanted to defend himself very much, but he didn't have any words to refute, just a brain still immersed in self-blame.
Speaking of that accident, it can be said that it changed his life, he couldn't tolerate himself to make such a mistake, he resigned in a fit of anger and continued to come here with his savings, and no longer cared about anything outside, no one knew that he lived here during this period, the outside world just claimed that Dr. Su went abroad for further study because of the missed operation, who would have thought that he became a coward living in seclusion in the mountains and forests because of the missed operation.
In the past three years, Ren Zi'an has never mentioned that he wants him to come back every time he comes, why is it so sudden this time, he really can't accept it for a while, or rather, he never thought about leaving here one day and returning to work in the hospital.
But do you really feel good in your heart by doing this?
With a "snap" the cup fell on the floor, it shattered in an instant, and reflected a dazzling light under the illumination of the setting sun, but this light was a kind of imperfection.
"Are you feeling better?" Ren Zi'an gently rubbed the potion for Fang Mohan, and she replied with a red face: "It's okay!" ”
She never thought that Ren Zi'an would be so gentle with her, she couldn't believe that the man in front of her who was carefully medicating himself was the cold-blooded domineering president Ren Zi'an.
Ren Zi'an put the medicine back in the medicine box, checked it briefly, and finally reassured before pretending to be unintentional and said to her: "Don't lie in front of me in the future." ”
Fang Mohan looked ignorant, when did he lie, Ren Zi'an saw that she was still pretending to be stupid, and said directly: "Pain is pain, don't pretend to be strong in front of me." ”
She was still sitting on the sofa, watching Ren Zi'an seriously say to herself not to pretend to be strong in front of him, and a warm current in her heart quickly filled her body, although he was blaming himself. But she had never been so happy, she whispered "um", and Ren Zi'an put away his tender gaze.
He wants to completely remove the strong outer skin of this woman, because only in this way can he better protect her.
He only knew to tell her not to lie, but he didn't know that it was a big lie for her to say that she never knew him, and that she had not only known him before, but had also loved him deeply for ten years.
"What's the matter with that friend of yours? Wouldn't he be willing to do the surgery? Fang Mohan asked with concern.
Ren Zi'an just wanted to get up and walked away and stayed where he was, "He's just hesitating because of something." ”
Before Fang Mohan could say a word, Ren Zi'an suddenly turned around and said with a nervous expression: "Don't blame me, I didn't joke about Aunt Chen's matter, it's just that I want to give this friend a chance, I believe he will do a good job." ”
Fang Mohan realized that he was apologizing to himself, and shook his head with a smile: "I didn't mean that...... I believe you. She didn't know what to say to relieve his worries, so she jumped out and said, "I believe you." ”
These simple words seemed insignificant, and she blurted out unintentionally, but she didn't know how much power this sentence gave Ren Zi'an, she believed in herself, Ren Zi'an echoed this sentence in her heart, and unconsciously smiled, "Hmm".
A few years ago, these words encouraged him to pursue his own dreams, but he didn't expect that he would be able to reap such a touch after many years, and the softest place in Ren Zi'an's heart was gradually invaded by Fang Mohan and would never be closed again.
After eating, Fang Mohan felt that her legs were fine, so she wanted to find Ren Zi'an to accompany her for a walk, but found that he was not in the room, so she had to walk alone in the cool breeze boringly, stepping on the flowers and grass on the soles of her feet.
The night is very quiet and beautiful, fading away from the hustle and bustle of the city, the night scene in the suburbs is so charming, Fang Mohan smiled with satisfaction, looked at the starry sky and imagined, and suddenly heard a voice from overhead, she looked over, only to find that there were two blurred figures lying on the roof.
Who was so interested, she was a little curious and wanted to go up to join them, just in time to see the ladder placed next to her, she trembled and stepped on the ladder to climb up, although the flower hall was very low, but she was still a little scared, until she was about to go up to the roof, she didn't hear the conversation of the two people, she actually stopped climbing, and stood still to hear what the two men had to say.
Ren Zi'an and Su Nuannian were lying on the roof, blowing a cool breeze comfortably, looking up at the stars, Ren Zi'an said sadly: "Nuan Nian, I hope you can come out of the shadows, after all, the operation back then was originally an experiment, even if you didn't do that operation, the girl wouldn't have survived." ”