Chapter 110: An Xin's heart is broken
It was night, so there weren't a lot of people in the hospital, and the elevator quickly reached the minus second floor.
The empty corridor was very cold, An Xin hugged herself and shivered, in the gloomy environment, there seemed to be the sound of water droplets, and the echo kept coming over and over in the corridor. The pale blue light illuminates the place like Shura's hell, and the empty and ghostly atmosphere can almost drive people crazy.
An Xin didn't feel scared at all. She was going to see her mom right away, so she wasn't scared at all.
She easily pushed the door of the morgue open, and a figure in a hospital gown walked in.
There was only one ** in the whole room, and An Xin walked towards that ** with stiff steps, not even knowing that he was in the same hand and foot.
Is it really her mom? No, no...... An Xin kept comforting herself, but her face showed a ghostly paleness.
It was only a short distance from the door to the ** position, but An Xin felt as if she had been walking for a long time, so long that her whole body was stiffened by the cold air in this room.
Her hands were shaking, and she didn't know if it was because of the low temperature or because of fear, so that she didn't remove the little piece of cloth covering the corpse for a long time.
An Xin hung her head and gasped deeply. She didn't dare to imagine what she would do if it was really her mother.
After a long time, An Xin bit her lip tightly, mustered up her courage, and slowly untied the white cloth that was like a thousand gold.
The faces of the people below appeared little by little, and they became more and more familiar to An Xin.
It's her, she's seen it for more than 20 years, how could she not recognize her own mother's face?
It's not scary, it's not scary at all, it's not the same as An Xin imagined.
She thought that when a person died, his face would only be blue and white, lifeless, and even hideous. However, no, the mortuary had already painted the delicate makeup, and the corpse looked very good, and its expression was soft and peaceful, as if it had fallen asleep there.
"Mom......" An Xin hugged An's mother's body and slowly knelt down, "What are you sleeping here for?" ”
"I'll never get sick again, I'll never spoil myself again, I'll take care of you in the future, will you wake up?" An Xin knelt on the ground and said in a daze.
"You said I was your only baby, why don't you want me now? I didn't faint on purpose yesterday, if I knew that this was the case, I would definitely not let what happened later, and I would definitely kick Xu Chuyan out at the beginning......" An Xin said intermittently, weak. The sound of sobbing came and went, echoing and echoing in this spacious morgue, and it was terrifying.
Her ears hurt terribly, her wrists hurt terribly, her eyes were gray, her head was buzzing, and she had a splitting headache.
She didn't know what she was talking about, and her lips opened and closed mechanically. She couldn't hear herself, not even ...... No one could hear what she said.
Her injured wrist hung limply on An's mother's body, and her body ached up and down, as if her soul was about to come out of the sheath. The chest is getting more and more stuffy, and the body is getting colder...... She felt as if she couldn't even shed tears......
"Mom." The bloodless lip flap opened and closed in an invisible arc with the naked eye, and the whole person leaned on the ** hold, secretly choked up, "I'll ...... again Stay a little longer...... Just go for ...... Looking for you......"
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JM went back to the hospital with a full handful of things, he didn't know what An Xin liked to eat, so he bought some of everything.
He also felt that he was a little abnormal, he had never been so concerned about any woman.
Pushing open the door, I didn't see An Xin, but I only saw Lin Xi standing in the center of the room.
"Where's An Xin?" Lin Xi also just came in, glanced at the bathroom and found that there was no shadow of An Xin, thinking that he had gone out with JM.
The result? JM looks like this, it's like going to buy something, what about An Xinren?
"I asked her to wait for me in the room......" JM was also a little confused.
"How do I explain to you? Can't leave her alone! Lin Xi's emotions were a little out of control for a moment. She was entrusted by An Jiangyuan to go to the funeral home to take care of An's mother's funeral, so she had to leave for a while, and when she came back, she told her that An Xin was gone?
"She said she was hungry, and I ......" JM didn't bother to explain now, and was so anxious that he was trying to figure out where An Xin would go.
After thinking about it for a while, there was no result, but when she looked at Lin Xi, she saw that her entire face showed a dead gray color.
Lin Xi suddenly pushed JM away, and when he floated past her, the sentence he left behind made all the food in his hand fall to the ground.
She said—
"Take the doctor with you, come to the morgue."
Warm red bean porridge leaked out of the bag, still steaming. However, the dull red color against the white swaying floor tiles is shocking.
Sure enough, when Lin Xi ran to the morgue, An Xin sat there lifelessly.
She touched An Xin's nose and breathed a sigh of relief.
Running a sweat, when he came here, he suddenly felt cold, ice and fire, Lin Xi felt that his whole head was about to crack.
She grabbed An Xin's middle and used it hard, and An Xin's originally diffused consciousness gradually recovered.
"Sister An, you hold on." Lin Xi's men were forced, and they immediately carried An Xin on their backs and ran towards the outside.
Although she was thin, she didn't feel hard at all carrying An Xin on her back.
At the end of the corridor, they met JM and the doctor, and several people hurriedly put An Xin on the sick **.
An Xin did not collapse as they imagined, but had a calm face, so peaceful that they all felt a little incredible.
"I'm sorry to trouble you again." An Xin tugged at the corners of her mouth, her eyes were dark now, and she couldn't see who was coming at all.
"What do you say?" Lin Xi grabbed her right hand tightly, "What is our relationship?" ”
An Xin couldn't hear what Lin Xi was saying, she felt as if she had lost all her senses now, and only had a mouth that could spit out a few broken words.
"I don't have a mother anymore......" The fluttering sentence is like despair after all the vicissitudes of life, as if seeing through the desolation of life and death, with the ethereal life and lovelessness, so that the doctors are red-eyed.
An Xin's breathing was very shallow, her eyes were tightly closed, and after she said that, she didn't say anything again.
Lin Xi tried to shake her body, but found that she had already fainted.
So, once again, An Xin was pushed into the operating room.
Now Lin Xi felt numb, she looked at the light on the top of the operating room, and it seemed that there were no more waves in her heart.
I've seen so much here these days, and it's really been ...... numb......
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Xu Chuyan was a little restless all day today, especially at night, and he was a little restless.
"Chu Yan, what's wrong with you?" Su Wen looked at Xu Chuyan, who was constantly moving around in the ward, and asked a little nervously.
I don't know what happened to Lin Wan's side, could it be that Xu Chuyan is like this...... Did you find something?
"Nothing." Xu Chuyan grabbed his hair a little irritably, and his handsome face was full of impatience.
Today, the woman's face had flashed in her mind I don't know how many times, and his mind kept echoing the hysterical tone when An Xin talked to him yesterday, and the sad and desperate expression when he looked at himself.
It suddenly occurred to me that when I went there yesterday, she had white gauze wrapped around her wrists......
Don't......
No, no, although An Xin's temperament is cowardly, she is not the kind of person who will commit suicide, Xu Chuyan comforted himself so much.
But as soon as this thought came out, it lingered in his mind, and he could not think of anything other than this explanation.
"Wenwen, go to sleep." Xu Chuyan tucked the corner of the quilt for Su Wen, and smiled a little insincerely.
Su Wen blinked, grabbed Xu Chuyan's collar, and kissed him on the lips when she looked up.
Her soft little tongue licked Xu Chuyan's lips, outlining the shape of his lips, as if she wanted to go deeper.
Xu Chuyan was stunned for a moment, and his hand pushed Su Wen away faster than his brain.
Su Wen blinked, and the inside was sparkling, as if tears were about to overflow.
"The body is not well yet, don't toss around." Xu Chuyan used a smile to hide his embarrassment, "You have a good rest, I'll go out for a cigarette." ”
Su Wen buried her head in the quilt, her face full of tangled and scared looks.
Xu Chuyan had never pushed her away before, and today he was ...... What's wrong?
Has he forgotten that he is a non-smoker?
Xu Chuyan came to the outside of the hospital, touched his pocket, and realized that he had no cigarettes.
smiled bitterly, thinking that it was really hell, what kind of bad excuse did I find?
He regrets it now, why did he go to the hospital to find An Xin so impulsively yesterday? Knowing that she is a patient, why do you want to stimulate her so much?
The neon lights on the road flickered non-stop, and the people on the street were walking in groups, but he was the only one, looking extremely lonely.
The scenery around is becoming more and more familiar. Xu Chuyan raised his somewhat confused eyes and looked at it, and found that he had unknowingly walked to the door of the Kyoto private hospital.
It's all here, so it's good to go in and have a look. Xu Chuyan thought, even if he didn't go in to talk, he just took a look outside.
He hung his head and walked on the floor where An Xin was hospitalized, and when he arrived at the door of An Xin's ward, he found that the door was wide open and there was no one inside.
JM was stunned for a moment when he saw Xu Chuyan, and then rushed over angrily, and couldn't help but say that it was a punch at Xu Chuyan's face.
The force was so great that Xu Chuyan's teeth hit his lips, and blood seeped out at once.
"You ****** you still have the face? You don't think she's bad enough, do you? JM grabbed Xu Chuyan's collar and punched him with his backhand.
"Can't you have something to say?" Xu Chuyan tried hard to break free from JM.
What is he, why is he in such a hurry because An Xin is like this? When Xu Chuyan thought of this, his whole person became uncomfortable.
"Lao Tzu can't talk well to beasts!" JM straightened the collar of his shirt and waved his hand and punched, "What are you doing here again?" Let her save your so-called good friend, huh? ”
"Yes and what." Xu Chuyan sneered, "What kind of thing are you, and you deserve to talk here?" ”
"Tell me the again!" JM's voice nearly toppled the entire hospital.
"What's the noise, don't you know this is a hospital?" A ** came out of a room and reprimanded dissatisfiedly.
"Get out of here!" JM, who was already in a state of rage, yelled at **.
Xu Chuyan squinted at the man in front of him, why was he so angry? Why are you so grumpy? Could it be that he is...... Do you like An Xin?