After so many years of love, it has become a habit to love deeply. After spending too much time with someone, sometimes it's easy to forget the initial affection for him. At this moment, when I saw the gaze of other women looking at him, I suddenly relived the initial throbbing of Jin Yan.

This man who has existed in my life for ten years, this man who has accompanied me all the way from the green years, this man who I have watched him fade away little by little from immaturity and naivety, and gradually become responsible and responsible, he has become more and more mellow and full and shiny from the initial piece of jade through years and love, he is mature enough, and has become a "fragrant bait" in the eyes of women.

Young, golden, handsome, handsome, masculine... Every time he has an extra label, it is very easy for other women to covet him, which makes me feel more crisis.

I smiled and walked in the direction of Jin Yan, he reached out and grabbed my hand vigorously, and pulled me out the door.

Along the way, my inner thoughts were rolling, my sense of security was missing little by little, and my heart couldn't help but feel a little anxious. When I turned my head to see his side face, it was still so handsome and angular.

At that moment, I lost my reserve, got carried away and hugged him and kissed him the face. My sudden enthusiasm made him lose his sense of direction, and the steering wheel turned sideways, almost hitting the guardrail on the side of the road.

"What are you doing?" He was probably frightened, and his tone of voice became a little more fierce.

"It's nothing, I just want to kiss you." I replied lightly, I also had palpitations, and I didn't know where my impulse just now came from.

"Don't you know it's dangerous?" His voice softened a little, he took my hand and looked at me fixedly, "I know what you're thinking, don't worry, nothing you're worried about will happen." ”

"Jin Yan," I suddenly called his full name, and I said leisurely, "I am used to having you in my life, and I can't imagine that one day I will lose you, let alone become someone else's man." ”

"Fool," he reached over and gently inserted his hand into the end of my hair. Before I knew it, I had waist-length hair. "These worries are unnecessary, and I will not give up on you, at any time."

"Will you ever fall in love with someone else?" I asked uneasily, approaching his arms and reaching out to touch his face. This vibrant face once enchanted me, but now I wish it could become more ordinary and ordinary, not so handsome and aggressive.

"No, it won't. In my life, the only woman I have ever truly loved is you. He answered me firmly.

"I'm so scared of losing you all of a sudden." I hugged him hard and lay willfully in his arms. This embrace is so warm, I can't imagine that one day this warm embrace will belong to other women.

"You won't lose me, I said, I'll make you my bride. I like that today you are so confident in declaring war on other women, in fact, you don't have to, there is no woman in this world who can snatch me from you. A woman like Tao Mengran is even more impossible. Jin Yan had already penetrated my thoughts, and he replied to me firmly.

But a woman like her does have qualities that fascinate men. Even when I was talking to her, I could feel the powerful aura on her body, and I couldn't help but be attracted by the powerful aura on her body. I said with some inferiority.

As a woman, it takes too much courage to admit that you can't compare to another woman in this world. Fortunately, I have this love as armor, so I am invulnerable.

Her conversation...... It's really more atmospheric than the average woman, but a man wouldn't want to marry such a woman home. Fool, let's not talk about her, let's go home, have some wine, and talk about our wedding. Jin Yan said lightly.

Even Jin Yan admits that Tao Mengran is indeed extraordinary. My heart panicked again, and at this time Jin Yan had gently pushed me away and started the car again.

When I got home, I made a few small dishes, Jin Yan took out a bottle of Hennessy that had been treasured for a long time, and we sat at the small dining table, staring at each other.

Jin Yan suddenly laughed, and smiled very happily: "It's been ten years, baby." ”

"Yes, it's been ten years." I replied in a deep voice.

From my eighteen to twenty-eight years old, from Jin Yan's twenty to thirty years old, ten years, a whole ten years.

"I don't dare to think about it, I dare not look back, I dare not imagine that we have spent so much time together." Jin Yan said emotionally.

"Well, after so many separations, we ended up coming together. First glass, I thank you for your persistence. I sat in front of Jin Yan in a homely T-shirt and shorts, and toasted him with a glass of wine.

"Good. Come, let's have a drink. It's been a long time since we've had a good heart-to-heart conversation together. Today, we will not talk about anything, but about our mental journey in the past ten years. I have a lot of words in my heart, and I want to talk to you, and today I will take this opportunity to talk about it. Jin Yan's emotions were as excited as mine, and from his loving eyes, I understood that his heart was still with me, and I was immediately relieved.

"Okay." I nodded, took a sip of the wine, I looked at him gently, looked at him in a suit and leather shoes, like in a dream, "Remember that you ten years ago?" ”

"Remember, remember our first night, remember the way you looked like a wounded white rabbit, remember the way you shivered, remember the way you hugged me and cried out in pain." Jin Yan recalled with a smile.

"What else? I still want to hear from you. I looked at him with my cheeks on my cheeks.

"I remember your grievances at the beginning, your forbearance for me, the way you lost your temper with me, the elope that year, I slept all the way on you on the train, I remember the look of you who resolutely accompanied me to the end of the world, and I remember every fragment of our years for so many years. There are too many profound images that make me make up my mind that I must take good care of you in this life. Come, I toast you, my woman. Jin Yan filled each other's wine glasses again and said sensationally.

My heart moved, I picked up my glass and touched it with him, and we both finished drinking the wine in the glass.

"The three years we lived together were the three years I was the most asshole, I played games every day, I didn't do housework, I didn't care about you, you kept tolerating me, I knew you were tired at that time, but I just enjoyed your care as a matter of course. I'm thankful for that change in my family, if it wasn't for that change, maybe I would have lost you then, I remember back then, we almost broke up, right? ”

"Well, if it weren't for the sudden accident in your family, we would have been in a cold war at that time, and you were not motivated at that time, and you didn't have much sense of responsibility, just like all the spoiled rich second generations." I said softly.

"After all these years, have you blamed me?" He looked me solemnly in the eye and asked me.

I shook my head: "There has never been a moment when I dare to blame you." It's too late to love you. ”

"What makes you like me so much?" He smiled slyly.

"There are many, many reasons, but the most important reason is because your heart is the same as mine." I say.

"I think we are destined to be inseparable for the rest of our lives. So, your worries are unnecessary. I don't think there's any woman in my life who can make me feel emotional. ”

"Frankly, after so many years, you really haven't been moved by others?" I looked at him with wide eyes and asked with the strength of my wine.

He shook his head firmly: "No, since I had you, no woman has been able to enter my eyes. ”

"Where am I? Is it worth it for me? I was so moved that I hurriedly asked.

"It's good everywhere, in my eyes, you are perfect, there are no shortcomings." He said.

"Liar, you coax me." I said coquettishly, and suddenly feeling sad, I said, "Maybe my love for you is just a false proposition." ”

"Pan Rushu, I once told you that falling to you is not my ultimate goal, loving you is." He looked at me firmly, and then said, "Maybe our love will gradually become trivial because of ordinary life, but as long as we go on with you, as long as we stay together, even more trivial is a kind of happiness." This is also the real reason why I want to marry you, have children, and live an ordinary life. ”

"Maybe all life will eventually return to normal, but I'm scared, if there is no thrilling life, will the relationship between us fade a little bit?" I know that life will one day return to the ordinary, but I am afraid to bear the intimacy that will drift away because of the ordinary.

"When I was in the United States, at the Statue of Liberty, I saw a couple of elderly grandmothers sitting in a trolley and the old grandfather pushing her to the supermarket. At that moment, I already got the answer to your question. Wife, don't suffer from gains and losses, ten years, the most difficult time we have come through firmly, no matter what happens in the future, let's face it together, okay? Jin Yan looked at me firmly and said word by word.

"Good. But I always have a sense of uneasiness in my heart, and I always feel that something is going to happen in our lives. I said with a frown.

"It's me who is not good, I shouldn't have asked Domi to take you to the United States, I won't be separated from you for so long in the future. I just wanted to make the most of this time, take care of my body, take care of the company's affairs, so that I could be my wife with peace of mind when I came back, but I still didn't do it perfectly. Life may not be perfect, but at least everything is planned. Do you remember when you once said to me what is the one thing you would most like to do? Jin Yan asked me suddenly.