Chapter 375: Finally let go
I'm really tired, in the past three years, every time Xue'er looks in the mirror, she will say to herself in the mirror, don't forget the hurt you have suffered in the past three years, don't forget the pain Lu Chengfeng gave you, don't forget the injury that the Lu family gave you, and don't forget the hatred that Xue Ru gave you. Pinshu.com
Silent recitation again and again, tormenting her heart again and again, for three years, hatred has been repeated every day, Xue'er's heart has slowly changed, all the side of vision is gone, some are just dark, haze, there is no sun forever, she is tired of it, she is finally tired of it.
"Tell me, what's wrong today?" Leng Xuan gently touched Xue'er's back and asked.
She must have experienced something, otherwise it wouldn't be like this, in the past three years, no matter how tired she is from dancing, no matter how hard she works, Xue'er will not say that she will give up revenge, and at this time, she has experienced something in her heart, it must be so, he knows Xue'er too well.
"I cooperated with Aunt Zeng, I helped Aunt Zeng, killed Lu Chengfeng's mother, Aunt Zeng will give me everything I want, I, I finally agreed in order to take revenge, I thought Auntie would die, but Xue Ru came out and made it clear what happened back then, because of her love, she did not hesitate to tell Lu Chengfeng, everything happened back then, I suddenly felt that I was good or bad, even if I hated Lu Chengfeng and Xue Ru again, I couldn't exchange Auntie's life for what I wanted, I felt that I really didn't like my former selfI don't want to be so vicious. Cher cried.
At this time, Xue'er felt that there were already blood stains on her hands, although she didn't kill her aunt, but if Xue Ru didn't appear, maybe she would really kill her aunt, thinking of this, her whole body trembled, she was really too poisonous, too poisonous, really too bad, bad, she didn't understand why she became like this.
"Xue'er, don't be like this, I can't blame you, it's all because they hurt you too deeply, and you're just hurt, it's okay." Leng Xuan comforted.
Poor Cher, his favorite Cher, can he understand Cher? Although Xue'er said that she wanted revenge, she was still kind in her heart, and let her do something like that, it is estimated that she was extremely conflicted in her heart.
In her heart, there must be two people fighting, one said no, you can't do this, and the other said that the harm in the past three years must be let her start, and she must be helpless at that time than now.
"I don't want revenge, now Lu Chengfeng knows everything, all the truth of the year has appeared, I think Lu Chengfeng knows better than anyone else that I was wronged, this is enough, let him go and repent, I want to go back to the previous Xue'er, I don't want to live in hatred, I don't want to wait for me to be old, and I have the rest of the hatred." Xue'er remembered the scene before Aunt Zeng died, and now she is scared.
In a person's life, there is only hatred in addition to hatred, what a terrible thing it is, she just thinks about it, if it is really her, she thinks, she will die.
"Xue'er, you look into my eyes now, I ask you, you answer me." Leng Xuan looked at Xue'er and said word by word, looking into Xue'er's eyes.
Xue'er looked at Leng Xuan's eyes and nodded.
"Tell me, if you don't get revenge now, will you regret it? In the dead of night, you will go to the balcony, will you feel cheap Lu Chengfeng? As you said, now, Lu Chengfeng knows the truth three years ago, and knows that the things of the year were not done by you, so good, is it enough to get to this point, or do you want to continue to take revenge, for the revenge of your daddy and mommy, don't you forget, in addition to the hatred between you and Lu Chengfeng, your Rao family also has a grudge with the Lu family, and your so-called giving up hatred now is giving up between you and Lu Chengfeng? Or is it between the Rao family and the Lu family? Tell me what's in your heart. Leng Xuan said word by word.
He is always so calm, always so rational, always so accurate in analyzing things, and a few of his questions have told Xue'er everything.
Xue'er looked at Leng Xuan, thought about it quietly, and finally said softly: "Yes, I plan to give up everything, whether it is me Lu Chengfeng or the Lu family, I will give up." ”
"Tell me? Why? Leng Xuan asked again.
Although ask why? But in Leng Xuan's heart, he is still very happy, because it is very, very difficult for a person to let go of a hatred, and Xue'er can let go, in fact, it is what he has always wanted, as for him to ask the reason, he still doesn't want Xue'er to have room for regret, some things, it's better to think clearly.
"Lu Chengfeng knows everything, knows that I was wronged three years ago, he feels guilty, he knows that he is wrong, I am enough, all my grievances are gone, in fact, when Lu Chengfeng knew, when Xue Ru told the truth, I understood, in fact, I don't hate, I just feel that they wronged me, I just feel wronged, when all my grievances are good, I will be fine, I don't want to have anything to do with Lu Chengfeng, I don't want to, three years ago, the matter between us can only go so far, Love or hate, forget it after that, I don't want to worry about it, as for the Rao family and the Lu family, I am really powerless, my daddy and mommy have passed away, one of the Lu family has passed away, and one is also on the hospital bed, what can I retaliate against? What can I do? Even if everyone in the Lu family dies now, what can I get? My dad and mommy can't come back, what I want to do now is not to have any contact with the Lu family, I have never met Lu Chengfeng. Cher said firmly.
She doesn't know, is this useless, she doesn't know, is this considered weak? Lu Chengfeng treated her like that back then, and now she gave up so quickly, I don't know how many people say she is stupid? But hating someone is really tiring, so tired that she can't do it anymore.
As for the grievances between the two of them, she doesn't want to pursue it, the dead are gone, so let everything pass.
As for the love for Lu Chengfeng, it no longer exists, in this life, it is best not to meet, if you really meet, please pretend to be a stranger, and this is the only thing she can do with Lu Chengfeng.
"Cher, you know what? Seeing you like this, you don't know how happy I am? I understand your hurt very well, I understand your hatred very well, but seeing you become so painful in order to take revenge, I am even more uncomfortable than you, and now I see you out of hatred, I feel happy for you, Cher, let's get engaged, live a happy life that belongs to us, don't be separated for the rest of your life, the past is over, we will start tomorrow, live the happiest days, me and you, for a lifetime. Leng Xuan took Xue'er's hand and said with a smile, he had been waiting for a long time at this moment.
(Many people say that Xue'er doesn't like this, in fact, Die'er wants to say, everyone will change, after experiencing some things, always have to grow, and growth comes at a price, if you say, Xue'er is still so kind and kind, then some people will say, I'm sick, write a useless heroine, at this time I was anti-abuse, and I was still scolded, so Die'er can only say, it's difficult to reconcile, a lot of support, and it's more often later, so ~ Please go to Pinshu.com to see the first release without ads.)
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