Chapter 153: A gentle and introverted man

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And the woman they were looking for had never left the hospital at all. Xu Yaran just went from the building at the front of the hospital to another more delicate building.

This is where Chu Li once brought her, and all the people living in this building are pregnant women. It's a good idea to separate pregnant women and children from ordinary illnesses. After all, there is an emergency room in the building in front of you, and sometimes in order to save people, you will walk faster, in case you hit a pregnant woman, it will not be good.

And there will be some contagious viruses in that building, and the resistance of pregnant women and children will not be very high. So it's easy for them to get those viruses infected, so that both adults and children are at risk. Pregnant women and children will be very contraindicated drugs, and some medicines cannot be used by children and pregnant women.

Xu Yaran walked in slowly, perhaps because all the women and children in this building were pregnant, so when she came in, Xu Yaran had a special sense of holiness. Children are the purest people in the world, they are like a clean blank paper, just waiting for others to dye beautiful colors.

Xu Yaran looked at those pregnant women with red faces, all of them full of happiness. Xu Yaran's heart was sour, she reached out and touched her belly again, it was still flat, and she didn't feel it at all.

A few hours later, her belly was pregnant with a little life. But now there is nothing. There were no children, no little life, and her blood was killed by herself.

Xu Yaran's heart was full of pain, the child was a piece of meat that fell from the mother's body, although Xu Yaran's child was not born. Although Xu Yaran's child has only been in her belly for three months. When she was pregnant with that child, Xu Yaran didn't feel anything, she didn't feel this magical feeling of mother-son connection.

But when she lost it now, she felt what it was like for a mother and son to be connected. It turns out that mother-son heart-to-heart is the so-called heart-wrenching, it turns out to be this feeling, if she could have known earlier, she would definitely not want to experience what it is like to have a mother-son heart.

Xu Yaran stumbled alone, relying on her vague memory, unconsciously walking. She had no idea where she wanted to go, but subconsciously a voice was always calling to her, telling her that she was going somewhere.

So Xu Yaran didn't think about anything, and ran out of the ward like this.

She didn't know where she was going, she just followed her feelings and kept walking. Her instincts told her that her destination was there.

When Xu Yaran stopped and saw everything in front of her, Xu Yaran was already in tears.

She didn't expect that the place she had always wanted to come to the most was actually the place she had been afraid to avoid. It was the baby room that Chu Li had used all his scheming to bring her over. Little did she know that the last place she thought of would be the baby room.

The children here are all just born, some are wrinkled, and they are actually not good-looking at all.

The child has just been born, and it will not be particularly good-looking. The skin of the whole body was wrinkled, dark and small, like a small monkey. But if you look at it after a while, it's completely different, and it's very cute.

Xu Yaran was at the window outside, looking at the little people in the baby room stupidly.

"Miss, are you alright?"

A warm voice sounded in the voice, pulling Xu Yaran's thoughts back. Xu Yaran felt a little cold on her face, and she realized that before she knew it, she had already burst into tears.

Xu Yaran wiped away the tears on her face with some embarrassment, and then reluctantly showed a smile and turned her head to look behind her.

Behind him stood a man, who was very tall. Xu Yaran was a little stunned when she saw this.

This man's facial features are very deep, making him look particularly mysterious, and his whole person is just like the feeling of his voice, very gentle and restrained.

His facial features are profound, all of which make people unable to take their eyes off.

This man's feelings for Xu Yaran are too different, and the feelings of Nangong Yuhan, Yin Ziye and Li Yilan are all different. Nangong Yuhan, Yin Ziye and Li Yilan give people the feeling that they are like boys over flowers, and they are very good-looking.

And this man, Xu Yaran looked at it at first glance and felt that he could be called a mature and introverted man.

The word man, Xu Yaran has such a deep understanding for the first time. The first feeling that this man gave Xu Yaran was that he was a real man, majestic and upright, very majestic. This is the man who is truly as stable as Mount Tai.

Xu Yaran felt a heat on her face, she didn't overdo it, and took the opportunity to remove the flowing sea on her forehead to hide her embarrassment.

"I'm fine, thank you." The corners of Xu Yaran's mouth lifted, revealing an expression that could barely be called a smile.

The man also smiled politely at Xu Yaran, then took a step forward and walked to Xu Yaran's side and stood still. Xu Yaran could smell the faint smell of soaphorn on this man's body, which made Xu Yaran feel at home. This kind of man should be very suitable for staying at home.

The man stood beside Xu Yaran, and like Xu Yaran, he quietly looked at the baby in the baby room from the window. The expression is very serious and serious, and there is a little obsession.

Xu Yaran also looked towards the baby's room, and the corners of her mouth raised slightly. Children are truly the most beautiful thing in the world, and it's fascinating. Looking at the man beside him with such a focused look, Xu Yaran thought that maybe he was also a man with a story like himself.

Xu Yaran always couldn't help it, quietly raised her head and looked at the man next to her. Xu Yaran didn't know why she was looking at this man, but she always felt that there was something on this man's body that attracted her, but Xu Yaran didn't know what it was. So she is like a nymphomaniac woman, always looking at this man's body intentionally or unintentionally.

"These kids are cute, aren't they?" The man's eyebrows and eyes relaxed, and he turned his head to look at Xu Yaran with tranquility and asked.

Xu Yaran looked at the man's face, she nodded, and met the man's calm eyes like a mountain: "Yes, they are really cute." ”

The man stopped talking, but for some reason, after saying a word to the man. Xu Yaran's heart only felt very painful, and she had a lot of things to say. In fact, she did.

"Actually, I should have given birth to such a beautiful child, but because of my selfishness and willfulness, the child is gone, and I am a sinner. I don't deserve to be forgiven, and when the kid left, he should have taken me with him. Xu Yaran spoke, her nose was sore, and tears almost fell. Fortunately, she held back in time and did not cry in front of someone she had only known for less than ten minutes.

Xu Yaran thinks that she has never been a self-acquainted woman, but this time is an exception. This was originally her own private matter, and there was no need to tell anyone about it. But for some reason, she wanted to say it to this man, perhaps because he seemed to see the shadow of home in this man for the first time.

She didn't know if this man wouldn't like to hear her say this, she didn't think too much about it, and the words were already spoken. She instinctively thought that this man with such generosity would listen to her.

After listening to Xu Yaran's words, this man's calmness from beginning to end finally had a trace of emotion. He glanced at Xu Yaran deeply, and Xu Yaran felt that glance was like a reassuring pill, which instantly settled Xu Yaran's heart.

"These children are angels, and they don't hurt their mothers. Mom will welcome the little angels to this world again in the future, and if they take Mom away, they will deprive other little angels of the opportunity to come to this world. Don't be too sad, there are times in life that you have to have, and there are times in life when you don't force it. The man looked at Xu Yaran and said to Xu Yaran.

Xu Yaran could clearly see a trace of pain slipping through this man's eyebrows.

Xu Yaran thought, maybe this man has lost a child like him, right?

After speaking, the man turned back to look into the nursery, and the man returned to his previous indifferent appearance. There has not been the slightest change, not even the curvature of the corners of the mouth. However, Xu Yaran experienced a sense of sadness and gloom from this man.

"Are you alright, sir?" Xu Yaran stretched out her hand, grabbed the man's sleeve, and asked gently.

Xu Yaran knew that her action was a little too intimate for a stranger. However, she did such an action, but she was unusually skillful, as if she often did it, between two adult men and women, a woman pulled a man's sleeve, but there was no ambiguity.

"I'm fine, today is the death day of my wife and child. Five years ago today, they died in childbirth at this hospital. The man's voice was no longer as warm as it had been when he first heard it. There was sadness in his voice, and Xu Yaran wanted to cry after hearing it.

"Although their mother and son are gone, I want to live their wonderful life on their behalf."

Xu Yaran glanced at the man, let go of his fingers, pursed his lips and did not speak. She didn't know what to say.

"So, you don't have to be sad. At least you're alive, aren't you? You can live instead of the child in the womb, living is actually a luxury for some people, no is nothing, no is no fate, no matter how hard you try, you can't keep it. If there is still fate, whether you are willful, unreasonable, selfish, the child is yours after all. The man said to Xu Yaran gently.