Chapter Fifty-Eight: Man's Words Are Terrible
Yu Huanting went to protect the girl with a big belly.
Chen Jinhua rolled her eyes on the side: "I have long said that giving birth to a daughter is a loss of money, and I want to hurt your father before I grow up? I will throw you to Xishan tomorrow!"
Yu Huanting was surprised when she heard this, picked up the girl and quickly escaped from the house, coaxed her to go home again.
Since then, the villagers can always see Yu Huanting with a big belly, holding Ya'er walking back and forth by the small river in the village, coaxing Ya'er not to cry.
The gossip in the village rose again, and some people said that the girl was evil, so she cried day and night. Some people also say that Ya'er is sick and should hire a doctor, and some people say that female dolls are born and their lives are too cheap.
Yu Huanting walked by with Ya'er in her arms amid the villagers' pointing and gossip, she only knew that she couldn't let Chen Jinhua throw Ya'er to Xishan, she had to protect Ya'er, because she was Ya'er's mother.
The cutout that was broken by Chen Jinhua and Bai Zhankui became bigger and bigger in the hardship, and the girl cried day and night, unable to rest well, and finally became terminally ill and could not make up for it.
Yu Huanting came with sweetness, but now, there is only bitter water left in her heart. The bitter water gradually blackened in her heart, turned into rotten water and began to erode her heart, and the darkness slowly patted and climbed along the blood vessels of her heart, turning into black thorns, which covered her whole body, and stabbed her body from time to time.
She began to be in a daze, because at the slightest thought, the thorns began to prick her brain, and countless voices of her own would ring in her ears:
[Why did she like Bai Zhankui?]
[Why didn't she listen to her father's advice in the first place?]
[Why is she so desperate to marry Bai Zhankui like a demon?]
[Why did God let her suffer all this?]
[What did she do wrong......]
Where is she now......
[Why is she sitting here, thinking about these ......]
[These voices...... Where the hell did it come from?]
As long as she was in a daze, she found that these voices were gone, she seemed to be unable to see Chen Jinhua's face anymore, Bai Zhankui's disgust, other people's cold eyes, she could no longer hear Chen Jinhua's counting, Bai Zhankui's reading voice, and other people's gossip, as well as the girl's noisy crying that gave her a headache.
She didn't hurt anymore.
She felt as if she had become strong, but in fact, the darkness had filled her heart and devoured her soul, making her live like a shell.
The next year, she gave birth to a pair of twins, Chen Jinhua was ecstatic, and said that it was all up to her, and it was all up to her to make Yu Huanting give birth to two male dolls.
Yu Huanting sat on the bed in a daze, she was sleepy again...... Tired again...... I just feel like the whole person has been completely hollowed out.
Ya'er still cried day and night, crying for a whole year, so that she couldn't get a good rest for a day, her brain was buzzing, and her whole head hurt as if it was going to explode.
Suddenly, a voice said to her: It's too noisy, kill her, it's really too noisy...... It's too noisy...... If you kill it, you won't be noisy...... It's going to be quiet...... It won't be painful......
"Dead girl, don't cry! It's so noisy that our grandson is sleeping! I'll throw you to Xishan now!" Chen Jinhua's roar woke up Yu Huanting, and she began to cry, she actually wanted to kill her own daughter.
From that day on, she always cried, hugged Ya'er and cried, Chen Jinhua wanted to snatch Ya'er away when she saw it, because Ya'er affected her two grandsons to drink milk, affected Bai Zhankui's study, and affected her Chen Jinhua to become the mother of a big official.
Suddenly, Bai Youcai hugged Ya'er and said that he was coming to coax.
Yu Huanting was grateful to her father-in-law, but after her father-in-law put the girl to sleep, she sat down next to Yu Huanting and said that she would help her feed her two grandchildren, and Yu Huanting would definitely not be able to feed her alone.
Yu Huanting was shocked, Bai Youcai's black and rough hand began to pinch Yu Huanting's chest, Chen Jinhua suddenly rushed in, Bai Youcai immediately ran away, leaving Yu Huanting to be scolded and beaten by Chen Jinhua.
At these times, what is Bai Zhankui doing? He is still studying hard and "working hard to earn money" for this family.
Zhan Kui's daughter-in-law has a brain disease......
Zhan Kui's daughter-in-law seduces her father-in-law......
Zhankui's daughter-in-law, mother and daughter are sick......
Zhankui's daughter-in-law is not filial to her mother-in-law......
Another wave of messages and words finally completely crushed Yu Huanting's remaining body in this world......
One early morning, Yu Huanting entered Bai Zhankui's study, stood quietly beside him, and looked at him.
Bai Zhankui just said, "It's time for you to cook, don't let your mother go hungry." ”
Yu Wanting looked at Bai Zhankui's back blankly: "You...... Love me?"
"Don't bother me, I want to study, I'm going to take the palace exam this year! If I can't pass the top prize, how can I raise this family?!" Bai Zhankui said angrily, "I knew that marrying you would make my mother unhappy, and the whole family would not marry you." I'm so annoyed! I can't read well!"
Yu Huanting continued to stand in the thin morning mist, Bai Zhankui's words could no longer sting her heart, because her heart was already dead and would not hurt anymore.
"Do you love your children?" asked Yu Huanting again.
Bai Zhankui turned his face impatiently, and saw that her eyes were blank, her face was yellow, emaciated and withered, and she had long since lost the white and pure beauty she had when she was a lady, and she was even worse than a village woman, and the more Bai Zhankui looked at it, the more disgusted she became: "Are you sick? Look at you now, where are you still a woman? I was admitted to the top prize and became a big official, how can you be worthy of being my wife? What a yellow-faced woman!"
Bai Zhankui's disgusted voice became blurred and distant in Yu Huanting's world, and she instinctively blocked these sounds, which could turn into steel knives and pierce her bloody voices.
She has to get up before dawn every day, cook on the stove, empty the toilet, wash the toilet, pick up manure and water the fields, feed the pigs and chickens, wash clothes and milk the children, and prevent her father-in-law from touching her.
She's so tired...... It's so tiring......
Where is the time to tidy up the woman's appearance?
And in these long three years, Bai Zhankui didn't have to do anything, just in his study, reading, and dreaming of his officialdom.
"Wow-wow-" The children's cries shattered the silence of the morning.
Bai Zhankui immediately slapped the table irritably: "Go feed the children! It's noisy! Let them all be quiet for me! Quiet! You know?!"
Yu Huanting smiled lightly: "Okay, they will be quiet...... Will ...... forever Quiet ......" Yu Huanting turned around and walked out of Bai Zhankui's study, in the quiet of the early morning, picked up the two children, took the hand of the crying girl, walked out of Bai Zhankui's house, and slowly disappeared into the morning mist......
It is the most terrible murder weapon in this world.
It kills invisibly and escapes the law!
It is the devil, the most cruel and bloodthirsty killer.
"Woo~~~~~~~~" The headless female corpse in the coffin cried bitterly.
There was silence in the hall, and the heaviness that had never been felt made the listeners cry silently, which was not the norm for most women in the villages of the Qianchao Dynasty.