Chapter 087: Choice
Many years ago, when Niu Aihua was still alive, she tried her best to protect Xiao Wu, and asked Wu Qingyun from Beiping City to calculate a hexagram for Xiao Wu.
Wu Qingyun said that Xiao Wu will face a choice in the future, and his fate will also change.
Therefore, Niu Aihua told Xiao Wu that when he faced a choice in the future, he must choose the path that is beneficial to him.
Now the choice has come.
Mother looked at Xiao Wu and said: "You and Jiang Rong were both admitted to college, your mother is useless, you can't borrow money, even if you borrow, I'm afraid I can't afford to go to college, my mother treats you as her own son, and now you and Jiang Rong are on good terms, only one of you can go to college, and the other person stays to work with me to make money." Your score is higher than that of Jiang Rong, and it really wronged you to let you go to school, if you go to college, Jiang Rong and I will definitely provide you with education. ”
When Xiao Wu heard his mother's words, he lost his voice for a while, and he said, "Mother, you let me think about it." ”
Xiao Wu picked up the admission letter on the table and walked out of the hall, when the moon was dark and the wind was high, Xiao Wu couldn't cry as soon as he walked out of the courtyard.
When he was a child, everyone said that he was naughty and mischievous and did not want to make progress, and he must have been imprisoned for causing trouble and fighting all day long, he studied first-to-last, and when Wu Qingyun said that Xiao Wu would be the champion in the future, everyone laughed, including himself.
No one saw him reading and doing questions day and night, and he forgot to sleep and eat when he read.
When Jiang Sheng left, he told him that from now on, he would be the only man in the family.
Therefore, over the years, in addition to being tall and docile, Xiao Wu's image has never seemed to be troubled or wronged.
He went from a bare-bottomed child who made trouble everywhere to an honest teenager, his parents died, and no matter what his mother did to him, he was just a parasitic after all.
He can get angry when Niu Aihua makes him angry, and in the face of his mother's scolding, Xiao Wu has never said a word of backlash.
That night, Xiao Wu went out alone, he followed the sheep intestine path to the ancestral cemetery in Sanlitun, he sat in front of Niu Aihua's grave for a long time, and didn't say a word.
Finally, light a match and burn the admission letter to ashes.
Sometimes life has to face many choices, and more often than not, it is a choice to face.
Xiao Wu then understood why Niu Aihua told him many years ago that when he faced a choice in the future, he must choose the path that is beneficial to him.
And in this current situation, Xiao Wu has no choice at all.
At that time, her mother followed Xiao Wu from a distance, she wiped her tears, and she was also helpless.
Mother is selfish, and all he has is looking for Xiao Wu, in fact, just to let Xiao Wu go to school.
Xiao Wu is a reasonable person, he knows that his mother has always hoped that I can become the female champion in the village, and even when Jiang Sheng was here, my mother still preferred me to be able to gain fame, because many years ago, Zhang Guangzhu gave her a dragon fish, she had a knot in her heart, and she must let her daughter become a female champion.
Moreover, it is reasonable and reasonable, there is no reason for two women to make money to provide for an outsider to go to school.
Mother said that it was a chance to give Xiao Wu a choice, but in fact, it was to make Xiao Wu feel at ease, just like when Lao Jiang died, Lao Jiang said that if there was only one bite of food left in the Jiang family, I couldn't give it to Jiang Sheng, because Jiang Sheng's surname was Chen, and no matter how good it was, he would always be an outsider.
Lao Jiang's words before he died made Jiang Sheng disheartened, even if Lao Jiang didn't say it, Jiang Sheng would leave the last bite of rice to me, but once he said this, it became a knot in his heart, so after Lao Jiang died, Jiang Sheng didn't even want to look at Lao Jiang's grave.
Mother was afraid of making the same mistake, so she found Xiao Wu alone, saying that it was to give him a chance to choose.
There was no second option for this choice, and I had to study.
At dinner the next day, Xiao Wu took the initiative to spread out the matter, he said: "Jiang Rong, our family is not financially rich, we can only go to school alone, I was lucky to be admitted to the university, and I have never been a piece of study material, and I will send you to school when school starts in a few days, and I will not go." ”
My mother didn't say anything, so I stopped my chopsticks and looked at her, and nodded.
Mother said: "Since Jiang Rong goes to study, then he must read well, and don't embarrass our family." ”
"Got it." I whispered.
Mother said: "Jiang Sheng studied better than you when he was here, and now the score of Xiaowu is also higher than yours, you must not be so wild outside as at home, no one outside is used to you, and you use dim sum to study." ”
"Hmm." I responded to my mother's words, and I felt lost for no reason.
If Jiang Sheng is here, the scores of Xiao Wu and I will definitely not be higher than him, and he is the champion of Sanlitun and even the entire Beiping City.
And Jiang Sheng is gone, Xiao Wu's score is higher than mine, or 20 points higher, not a difference of one point or two points, only when Xiao Wu goes to school can I have the opportunity to go to school.
When I went to bed at night, I took a shower and changed into dirty clothes, and then opened the door to let Xiao Wu in, at that time Xiao Wu and Zhao Dahai were standing on the road in the middle of Tunzi smoking.
Xiao Wu heard my shout and said goodbye to Zhao Dahai, and when he entered the door, I said, "How did you learn to smoke?" ”
"Zhao Dahai gave me one, and I was addicted to it, not really smoking." Xiao Wu said.
"There's still warm water in the tank, so hurry up and take a shower." I said.
Xiao Wu hummed, took off his clothes in front of me, I hurriedly went into the house and squatted beside the bed, listening to the sound of water outside, I secretly lay down between the cracks in the door and looked into the yard.
Xiao Wu wiped his body clean, changed into dirty pants and entered the house, now Xiao Wu and I have grown up, and all aspects of physiology have changed, especially after I agreed to his pursuit, Wu is even more unscrupulous.
Seeing that my face was flushed, Xiao Wu pretended to be serious and asked, "Jiang Rong, why is your face red?" ”
"I'm hot."
"Then I'll fan you."
Xiao Wu said, picked up the pu fan at the head of the bed and sat on the edge of my bed, I didn't dare to look up, and said, "You go back to your bed." ”
"Why?" Xiao Wu pretended not to understand.
"There is a difference between men and women, if you do this again, I will call my mother to come over, and let her move my bed to the hall tomorrow." My face was as red as a ripe persimmon.
"My mother promised us to be together, and I will move in if you move in."
Xiao Wu played the rogue nature, fanning the fan with one hand and grabbing my wrist with the other.
Xiao Wu whispered in my ear, I shook off his hand, Xiao Wu immediately aggrieved, pretending to be a child, humming, I hesitated for a moment, and said: "You close the door, I'm afraid that my mother will come suddenly." ”
Xiao Wu snorted, his heart was happy, he bolted the door, turned around and picked me up, put me on his bed, and then kissed me excitedly and nervously.
At that time, Xiao Wu was only wearing a close-fitting dirty pants, his hands were not honest, my mind was blank, and I had a strange feeling in my heart.
The desire of fish and water, the fiery interweaving, Xiao Wu saw that I was delayed, afraid that I would be shy, so he blew out the mutton fat lamp at the head of the bed, and I said, "Don't blow the lamp." ”
"I'm afraid you'll be embarrassed." Xiao Wu posted it as he spoke.
Xiao Wu's strength was great, he was afraid of hurting me, so he carefully put the pillow on the back of my neck, I sensed his action of taking off his dirty pants, Xiao Wu kissed my neck, I looked at a shadow on the beam, suddenly tightened, and said: "Xiao Wu, wait, you light the lamp." ”
"Why light the lamp, isn't that nice?" Xiao Wu said.
"Light the lamp, light the lamp!" I suddenly yelled and pushed Little Five away.
Xiao Wu was taken aback by my sudden reaction, he quickly got up and lit the mutton fat lamp, and saw me looking at the top of the beam with a frightened face, and also followed my gaze.
"What's wrong, Velvet?" Xiao Wu asked.
"It's fine." I shook my head in horror, looked at the cobwebs hanging from the beams, covered my face and cried quietly. "I'm sorry."
Xiao Wu put on his dirty pants and stood beside the bed helplessly, I cried for a while and returned to my bed, Xiao Wu also returned to his bed in disgrace, and after a while, he faintly snored in the room.
Just now when Xiao Wu was kissing me, I suddenly saw the figure of Niu Aihua hanging herself when she hanged herself on the beams of the house, I don't know why this happened.
I don't know if I love Xiao Wu or feel guilty over the years.
After getting up the next morning, Xiao Wu first carried a bucket to the old well to fetch water, and he filled the water tank in the yard, and after a while, it was so hot that a layer of sweat broke out on his face.
"You kid, what are you carrying so much water for early in the morning?" When his mother saw that Xiao Wu had been carrying water, she asked him to stop, and then took out a piece of clothing from the cupboard. "Little Five, come and see if the new clothes I bought for you fit."
The mother bought a large-size white shirt for Xiao Wu, who was surprised and delighted when she saw the white shirt, and said, "Mother, what are you doing with this money, I still have something to wear." ”
Mother said: "Your clothes have patches, they don't look good when you wear them, see that you are so tired and sweaty, quickly take off this one and put on a new one." ”
Mother said and pulled Xiao Wu over and asked Xiao Wu to change into a newly bought white shirt, Xiao Wu said, "What about Jiang Rong?" ”
The mother said, "What kind of white shirt do girls want, your shirt has cost a lot of clothes, so wear it leisurely." ”
"Got it, mother." Xiao Wu said.
Later, after we finished eating, Xiao Wu started to clean up the housework at home, and he tidied up our side house in an orderly manner, especially the cobwebs on the beams, which were all cleaned by him.
In the evening, Xiao Wu lay on his bed after taking a bath, and the events of last night made him palpitate, and he didn't dare to approach me recklessly, for fear that I would lose my temper.
At that time, I hesitated for a long time, and climbed into Xiao Wu's bed, I always felt that I owed Xiao Wu something.
Xiao Wu grinned and hugged me in his arms, I took the initiative to reach out and touch Xiao Wu, and walked down his chest.
Xiao Wu didn't take off his dirty pants in front of me, he was afraid of making me scared again, and said: "Velvet, let's ask for it when we get married, lest you regret it in the future." ”