051 Be a passerby from now on

I said I didn't want you to leave, I just wanted to have a good chat with you, and I could leave after the conversation.

She said that she has nothing to talk to me about, let's stop here, I'm a little anxious now, I said that this thing is not what I want to happen, I didn't mean it, if you want to blame Tang Bingbing, you can see it yourself, and tell others blindly, if she doesn't tell Zhang Qimei, how can there be these things.

Su Xiaoyi smiled and said, "Do you still think this matter is Tang Bingbing's fault?" It's you and I who are wrong, understand? This thing itself is not authentic, don't blame other people, I was splashed with wine and scolded, I deserve it, you also like to go where you want, it's impossible for the two of us to be friends, recognize this reality, it's not that I don't want to, I can't, you know? ”

Saying that, she shook me off and walked in the direction of her house, I naturally hurried to follow, to be honest, I was very unwilling at this time, because it would be a good joke to fight with each other, it was not long before I was going to be a stranger with her in the future, how could I accept this? And a week's dating date, it's only been two days, and I really can't accept it.

Of course, my main thing at this time is not a pity for this week's appointment, but I just think that even if I don't fall in love, continue to be an ordinary friend, and I can chat and say hello when we meet in the future.

I said that even if we did something wrong, let's change it, and we won't do it like this in the future, why do we have to make it so ugly.

Su Xiaoyi asked me rhetorically: "Is it me who wants to make trouble?" Do I want to do that? I'll tell you this, I figured it out, I can't do this in the future, I don't want to become a person I hate even myself, I'm going to end it all, understand? Because I have lost my sister because of you, I don't want to lose my dignity and character anymore, so don't hurt me, okay? The seven-day covenant has not been fulfilled, I can't live with you, and I apologize to you here, so be it, please, okay? ”

When Su Xiaoyi's words came out, my heart was like a drop of blood, I could feel it, her attitude was very resolute, it seems that the relationship between the two of us is really irretrievable.

The more I thought about it, the cooler my heart became, but I didn't want to accept this result, so I could only humbly continue to beg her: "Then don't you still have a relationship with Fu Hao now, I can promise you that we won't have any more contact in the future, but if you break up in the future, I mean if you break up, we can still ......"

As soon as I said this, she held out her hand and motioned for me to stop talking, and then she said in that pleading tone, "I really beg you, don't bother me anymore, okay?" Let's stop here, don't let me annoy you and hate you in my heart, leave a similar impression, don't have any illusions, I don't like you at all, to put it bluntly, it's just playing, I'm actually quite afraid that you will fall deeper and deeper in the future and won't be able to get out, just take this incident as a chance for you to give me, that's it, don't follow me anymore! ”

With that, she turned and walked away, and this time instead of chasing her, I watched as she flagged down another taxi and disappeared at the end of the street.

At this moment, I knew in my heart that Su Xiaoyi and I were really over, and I didn't even have to be friends, and at the same time, I felt uncomfortable, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.

Because I felt uncomfortable, I later went to buy drunk alone, borrowed wine to kill my sorrows, and finally became even more sad, I think it's okay, I made trouble to this point, and it is indeed self-inflicted, everything in this world has karma, you do something wrong, you will face the corresponding consequences, and you can't escape.

However, from another point of view, this may also be a good thing for me and Su Xiaoyi.

After returning home that day, I lay in bed and thought about it for a long time, anyway, when I think of the bits and pieces of our two days, my heart hurts, if God gives me another chance, I will definitely not choose to be with her for a week, because the sweetness of that moment is short-lived, but the pain at this time, but I don't know how long it will stay with me......

Because I drank too much alcohol that day, it was eleven o'clock when I woke up the next morning, and I thought that I would not go to school today, but I didn't know what Bai Lu would think of me, and I would definitely be disappointed.

I thought about what I planned for the future, but I couldn't think of it at all, I felt that I used to study hard for Su Xiaoyi, with her as a driving force, I would feel energetic when I studied, but now, is it still necessary to study? Even if you get the first place in the class and the first in the grade, what's the use?

Once a person's spiritual sustenance is crossed, this person will also be crossed, and I have a feeling that I may be giving up on myself again and becoming a problem teenager.

I didn't go to school all day, and the negative emotions of the whole person were almost under control, and the next morning, after thinking about it again, I still went to school, on the one hand, I finally achieved such results in my studies, and I didn't want to give up, on the other hand, it can be said that it was because of Su Xiaoyi, although I couldn't be friends with her, but I think it was good to see her every day, at least give myself a transition period, not too uncomfortable.

After going to school to see Su Xiaoyi, she just glanced at me lightly, from her eyes, I could feel a sense of indifference, it seems that I will really ignore me in the future, as for her whole mental state, it is not very good, a little haggard, it is estimated that I haven't slept well in the past two nights.

When I went to the playground to do recess exercises that day, the loudspeaker suddenly walked up to me and asked me with a smile: "Why didn't you come to school yesterday, what happened?" ”

I said it was okay, he pouted, said that something must be wrong, and said: "When I got out of school the day before yesterday, I saw you and Zhang Qimei and Su Xiaoyi take a taxi and left, what did you do?" ”

As soon as the loudspeaker mentioned this, I suddenly remembered, when I took a taxi, didn't that Li Ya give me ten yuan, I took out the money and gave it to the loudspeaker, and asked him: "Then you saw me taking a taxi, didn't you see the girl from the ninth middle school?" This money was given to me by her at that time, let me give it to you! ”

The big horn was stunned, took the money from my hand, and then his expression became very unnatural, he smiled awkwardly, and said, "She, I didn't pay much attention at the time, hehe! ”

As he spoke, he started gossiping again, and asked what we were doing that day, and I said it was none of your business, so don't ask more.

I didn't think much about it at the time, but then I went to the toilet after the fuck, and when I came out of the toilet, I saw the big speaker and Fu Hao in a corner under the teaching building, I didn't know what to talk about, there was no one else at that time, just the two of them, anyway, sneaky, I guess I didn't talk about anything good, I still thought, this big horn followed Fu Hao, and it may slowly change in the future.

What I couldn't have imagined was that after school that day, Fu Hao stopped me, saying that he had something to talk to me about, this guy made me very nervous, wondering what he was looking for me to do, did he know about me and Su Xiaoyi? Zhang Qimei told him?

Thinking about it carefully, it is unlikely, although Zhang Qimei scared us that day and said that she would tell Fu Hao about it, but I know very well in my heart that she will definitely not say it, as for Tang Bingbing, she will only tell Zhang Qimei, and will not tell others, Fu Hao should not know, besides, if Fu Hao really knows, he should clean me up when he sees me early in the morning, and he needs to talk to me slowly at this time.

When Su Xiaoyi finished packing up her things, she glanced at me twice, but she only glanced at me and left, and she didn't talk to Fu Hao.

After there were fewer people in the classroom, Fu Hao asked me, "Where did you take a taxi with Zhang Qimei and Su Xiaoyi that day?" What are you doing? Why didn't you and Su Xiaoyi come to school yesterday, and your state today is not quite right, you tell me the truth, is there something between you? ”

Only then did I know that Su Xiaoyi didn't come to school yesterday, and I didn't come at the same time, and today is the same as a frosted eggplant, no wonder Fu Hao is suspicious, as for how he knew that the three of us took a taxi together that day, I think it may be someone else who saw it and told him.

Suddenly, I remembered that the big horn was coming, could it be that this B told him? During the recess exercise, didn't he talk to Fu Hao alone for a while, wouldn't it just mean that this matter was gone?

Think about it carefully, it's unlikely, because the loudspeaker only said that he saw us take a taxi, but he didn't see Li Ya, this sounds a bit fake, I think the most likely thing is that the big horn didn't see us taking a taxi at all, the reason why he asked me before may be that Fu Hao heard something from others, let the loudspeaker find me to inquire about the situation first, and then report the situation on my side to Fu Hao.

Thinking of this, the anger in my heart instantly came up, this big horn actually wanted to sell me!

I knew in my heart that Fu Hao didn't know about me and Su Xiaoyi, so I didn't panic at this time, I said that you won't ask Su Xiaoyi, ask me what I'm doing, why should I tell you.