Chapter 098: Beiping 1955

A generation of people in the countryside.

At that time, people in Peking loved face and reasoned, that is, everything had to have a face.

You can't buy other people's things and not give money, you can't do what you promised, and you don't pay back the money you borrowed.

Even if it is a thief, there is a point that some people can steal, and some people can't steal, as the so-called theft also has a way, poorer than the thief is a beggar, and the thief can't steal their things, even if they put the two catties of pork they just begged for at the door.

Xiao Wu belongs to this kind of person, although he can't get rid of the wildness in his bones, but after all, he is a person who talks about rules, and no one can talk about rules more than him, he won't do anything he thinks is wrong, even if it's tempting.

Even if the girl took off her pants and took off her bra and lay on his bed, as long as he felt that something was wrong, he could bear it.

But Xiao Wu never imagined that Chen Liang would dare to throw the sweater made by Zhang Xiumei in front of him in the trash.

If Chen Liang was not Zhang Xiumei's son, and he was Zhang Xiumei's godson, then he would definitely beat Chen Liang half to death, but later Xiao Wu thought that even if he was not Zhang Xiumei's godson, he still couldn't attack Chen Liang, the reason was very simple, Chen Liang was like Jiang Sheng.

It is impossible for Xiao Wu to do anything to a person who has the same appearance as Jiang Sheng.

He didn't know why, when he saw Jiang Sheng's face, it was both kind and strange, and there was also deep fear, because every time Jiang Rong heard Jiang Sheng's name, Jiang Rong fell into a daze, and his eyes showed an unspeakable loss of soul.

Zhang Xiumei is actually a smart person, she asked Xiao Wu to pick up Chen Liang home for a meal several times, but Xiao Wu was unwilling to go.

Xiao Wu is very obedient on weekdays, he has never refuted Zhang Xiumei's words, but this time Xiao Wu was very hesitant and anxious, and seemed to be a little resistant to Chen Liang.

Zhang Xiumei secretly wiped her tears, her heart was sour, she was sorry for Jiang Sheng back then, let Jiang Sheng live the same hard life with a group of native children for a living, although she tried her best to make up for it, but she still felt guilty for many years, and now she saw her other biological son, she regretted the resistance she showed when she first met, which made this already pampered son even more intimate, and even she almost died in the hospital bed without taking a look.

The saddest thing in the world is probably like this, obviously a close relative whose blood is thicker than water, but he is as indifferent as a passerby, and he can't even mention half of his love or hatred for you, because he doesn't have you in his eyes from beginning to end.

After that, Zhang Xiumei didn't let Xiao Wu go to Chen Liang again, she inquired about Chen Liang's residence from Zhao Dahai, went to the town to secretly take a look at Chen Liang, and saw that when he was singing on stage, she glanced at Chen Liang from a distance at the door, and then she didn't face Chen Liang in front of Xiao Wu.

Two weeks later, the Shanghai Meipai Peking Opera Troupe was about to leave Beiping, when Xiao Wu was pedaling outside, and heard Lao Qiaotou say that someone was looking for him, and the Qinhuai Building in Dongzhimen said that there was something important to discuss.

Qinhuai Tower is also the property of Qin Sanye, and it is mostly a place where some people with status and culture usually drink tea, play chess or meet distinguished guests.

Xiao Wu usually ran to Qinhuai Building when soliciting customers, but he couldn't figure out who was looking for him, so he first went back to the rental company, took a shower in the company's public bathhouse, and changed into clean and comfortable clothes before rushing there.

When he arrived at Qinhuai Tower, Chen Liang stood in front of a door on the second floor and beckoned to Xiao Wu, who couldn't help frowning when he saw that it was Chen Liang.

"What's the matter, I'm not happy to see it?" Chen Liang asked.

Xiao Wu didn't speak, went upstairs directly, and followed Chen Liang into a clean and elegant room, the room exuded a faint fragrance, a little drunk.

"What did you call me for?" Xiao Wu opened his mouth and asked directly.

"Don't worry, it's not a big deal, it's just that I heard that you're my brother's best friend, so I want to get to know each other." Chen Liang said.

"I don't know much about you, if nothing else does, I'll go first." Xiao Wu said and turned around to open the door and go out.

Chen Liang said: "I heard my brother say that his last friend in Peking was a fat dun named Xiao Wu, saying that you are righteous, but I didn't expect it to be so. ”

"Have you seen Jiang Sheng?" Xiao Wu heard Chen Liang say this, and had to stop.

"Of course I have seen it, if I haven't seen it, how can I talk nonsense, I also know Zhao Dahai, Shen Aniang, and the Zhao Zhuang who was shot many years ago, these are all what my brother told me." Chen Liang said.

Xiao Wu's expression was a little excited, and he asked, "When did you see Jiang Sheng?" ”

"Maybe it's this year, maybe it's last year, maybe it's many years ago, I'm forgetful, why don't you sit down and talk slowly?" Chen Liang sat at the table as he spoke, washed the cup, poured a cup of tea and pushed it in front of Xiao Wu.

Xiao Wu wanted to speak and stopped, so he had to move the bench and sit down, Chen Liang spread his hand and motioned for Xiao Wu to drink the tea, Xiao Wu raised the cup and drank it all.

"You're not afraid of getting hot." Chen Liang said with a smile.

Chen Liang picked up the purple sand teapot and poured another cup for Xiao Wu, he said: "Tea should be drunk slowly, people should also be familiar with it slowly, you can't beat people to death just by first impression." ”

"I don't think it's necessary, although one or two things don't explain anything, but everyone can see it in their hearts." Xiao Wu said.

Chen Liang didn't care about Xiao Wu's sarcasm, and said: "I'm really embarrassed that you saw what happened in Dongdan Park that day. ”

"I don't see any embarrassment on you." Xiao Wu said.

Chen Liang moved the stool closer to Xiao Wu and said: "Life in the world, decades in a hurry, unsatisfactory things are nine times out of ten, why not have fun in time, and end up at ease, even if you go to hell after death, it is not in vain to go to the world." ”

"That's because you're used to being rich and idle, and many people are suffering from war and starvation, while you're thinking of things that are extravagant and lascivious." Xiao Wu said.

"I can't change the world, am I going to starve like everyone else?" Chen Liang said: "Everything I have is earned by my down-to-earth ability, if you want to be noble in front of people, you must suffer after people, I have been practicing hard for ten years in the cold winter and heat to become today's corner, who can be idle in front of me?" ”

"I don't want to take care of your private affairs, but you broke my mother's heart, she has been sick in bed for a long time, and you should go and see her." Xiao Wu said.

Chen Liang smiled, let out a light sneer from his mouth, and said: "I haven't seen her since I was born, although I have the same mother as my brother, but my brother has received the best education and lives a prosperous and prosperous life. And I was sent to an orphanage to be raised, not even an adoptive mother, and then my father died, no one told me, and the family property did not have half of my money, why do you say they did this to me? I'd rather be an orphan who doesn't know where I came from. Now that I'm coming to Beiping, I just want to see what the person who gave birth to me is like, but she has tuberculosis, do you want her to cry at the risk of being infected, and have a mother and son recognize each other? I grew up watching other people's eyes, and I can see what you mean with one look and one action, that woman hates me very much, and I feel ashamed because I look very similar to my brother, just like you, I obviously hate me, but because I look like the beautiful person in your impression, I have a trace of tolerance. ”

I didn't know what to say when I saw Xiao Wuyi, Chen Liang continued: "When you see me, you must be thinking, why is there such a filthy soul hidden in such a beautiful skin. ”

Chen Liang looked indifferent when he said these words, Xiao Wu couldn't understand it, and he didn't understand why there was such a big gap in his growth trajectory.

"But I'm the same as my brother, whoever is good to me will be good to whoever is good, and whoever is good to him, I am naturally grateful." Chen Liang said, putting his fingers on Xiao Wu's leg. "I saw your skills in Xi'er Lou that day, I don't think you should be satisfied with the status quo, with your ability, you can have a prosperous and rich life, even if you are a bodyguard for Qin Sanye, you have a good future, if you want, help me start, I will give you every month's money, I don't want a cent, even if you smoke Fushou ointment, I can afford it, I don't know why I do what I do to make money."

Chen Liang said, his hand on Xiao Wu's bulge, his eyes slightly shy.

Xiao Wu didn't make any moves, but said: "I don't want your money, I just want to know if Jiang Sheng is still alive, where are the others now, and why hasn't he come back after so many years of fighting?" ”

Chen Liang saw that Xiao Wu didn't resist, his fingers stroked, Xiao Wu blocked Chen Liang's hand, he stood up and walked towards the door, and said: "I'm not interested in men, if your brother knew that you were like this to me, he would definitely be disappointed in you." ”

"You're back." Chen Liang shouted, but Xiao Wu had already opened the door and stepped out of the door with one foot. "He's alive!"

Xiao Wu stopped and didn't turn around, Chen Liang said: "Can you listen to me finish my words before leaving, I know that you are engaged to my brother's sister Jiang Rong, and I will count me as half of your relatives if you say anything." ”

Chen Liang said and hugged him from behind Xiao Wu, rubbing on Xiao Wu's back like a rabbit, he sighed deeply and said: "Over the years, I have always felt helpless, and my life is particularly boring, whether it is being blinded or bullied, I have endured it, and I am also looking forward to seeing you, but when I saw the eyes of you people seeing me, I was suddenly completely relieved, and I no longer had half a thought in my heart." Can you understand how lonely it is to live alone in the world without the slightest sense of security. ”

Chen Liang let go of his hand when he said these words, Xiao Wu did not turn around, and he did not turn his head back to the underground building.

Originally, Chen Liang wanted to say that Xiao Wu was a person who made him feel particularly secure, but Xiao Wu's body was stiff and he had been holding back, so he felt that it was unnecessary.

Later, every time Xiao Wu remembered Chen Liang's eyes and the last sentence, his heart was infarcted.

Maybe at that time, if Xiao Wu could look back at him a little, Chen Liang would not have sat in Qinhuai Tower all night in a sad mood.

Then the next morning, when the sun was just rising, he committed suicide by swallowing the ointment.