My breathing became more and more rapid, and my whole body felt like an electric shock, and I grabbed his shoulder hard, I wanted to say something, but I couldn't open my mouth.

To love or not to love? Can there still be love between us?

If love can't be together, then don't love! In this way, we will each feel better, and it is not bad to be a lover, and we will be warm at any time when we think about it.

"Do you really not love me?" Leng Mochen asked again, the sound of heavy breathing made his words sound extremely faint.

"Love again in the future!" If there is a chance, let the grievances and hatreds between us be written off, and we will love again!

It seemed that he was not satisfied with my answer, Leng Mochen increased his strength, and my hand holding his shoulder couldn't help but loosen, a little painful, a little uncomfortable, and more comfortable.

With a low sound, he finally stopped, and a hot liquid entered my body, and I held his hand tightly, and my whole body trembled.

Leng Mochen lay on me weakly, I didn't push him away, after the love is deep, let's be gentle for a while!

Neither of us spoke, quietly feeling each other's heartbeats and each other's breathing.

I once heard people say that listening is a kind of beauty, and it turns out that feeling is also a kind of beauty.

After a while, Leng Mochen stood up from the sofa and picked me up, I looked at him in panic: "What are you doing?"

"Take a bath." Leng Mochen carried me to the bathroom, not asking me if I wanted to.

"Together?" I looked at him with an eyebrow.

"Together."

"But, I ...... I'm not used to it. "No, you can't! I'll be embarrassed.

"Wash it once and get used to it." Walking into the bathroom, Leng Mochen put me down, picked up the unkempt and sprayed water at me.

I subconsciously wanted to avoid it, but where would he let me go, chased after me, I wanted to run out, he stretched out his big hand and hugged me, and pressed me against the wall with his body.

"Hurry up and take a shower, I want to sleep." It's so hot on my face, I really don't know if it's too hot in the bathroom.

"I'll wash it for you." Leng Mochen's hand touched my chest and whispered in my ear: "Don't refuse, I don't like you to reject me."

"But ......" I didn't have time to say anything, but I heard a "bang", Leng Mochen threw away the unkempt hair in his hand, and kissed his hot lips.

I didn't expect him to come again, I gently pushed him, he didn't let go of me, and moved my leg away domineeringly, I panicked and habitually bit him.

Leng Mochen let go of me, raised his hand and touched his lips: "I haven't changed it for so long."

"I ......" I didn't know what to say.

"Wash or do?" Leng Mochen pressed over again.

"Wash ...... Wash it! "Although I like to do it with him, I just finished it, and I don't really want to come back.

Leng Mochen put away his hand with satisfaction, bent down to pick up the unkempt hair, and seriously helped me take a bath, I still felt a little awkward at first, but slowly got used to it, after I finished washing, he asked me to help him wash, I couldn't force him, so I had to compromise.

It took us a while to go back to our room to sleep, and it was still the same bedroom I used to live in.

I didn't feel sleepy, and Leng Mochen couldn't sleep well, he turned my body to face him, and affectionately took me into his arms: "Can't you sleep?"

I nodded slightly, "You can't sleep either?"

Leng Mochen raised his eyebrows unhappily: "Do you knowingly ask?"

I bit my lip and changed the subject: "Have you always lived in this bedroom?" Why not live in your own room? ”

"You've lived here, it's warm and familiar." Leng Mochen said softly.

"You...... Like this bedroom? "Actually, I want to ask, do you love me, but I didn't ask, once I asked, he answered me with sorry, now, can I ask again?

He's so good to me now, even if he doesn't love it, he has a little feeling, then don't ask, if I hear the same three words again, I will be heartbroken.

"I don't like it, what I like is ......" Leng Mochen's words finally stopped, how much I wanted him to say it, how much I hoped that there would be a "you" word in the back, how much I hoped that he would tell me so affectionately.

It's a pity that the morning flowers are just wishful thinking on the part of dreamers.

I felt a little lost in my heart, and my eyes drooped down with that period of loneliness.

Leng Mochen seemed to see my mood, and his slender fingers touched my neck: "Since you promised to stay by my side for the rest of your life, then stay by my side, I will protect you, take care of you, and cherish you."

It's so uncomfortable, he should have said these words a long time ago, and someone swore that these words were said, but the flowers fell, leaving infinite sadness.

"So what do we have to do now?"

"What do you want to be in a relationship?" Leng Mochen asked me rhetorically.

I think? Can I think so? He is now An Moya's rightful boyfriend, I'm just a lover at most, what else can I think?

"Why don't you speak?" Seeing that I didn't answer for a long time, Leng Mochen chased after me and asked.

"You are An Moya's boyfriend now, I ......" The latter words were a little difficult to speak, and they seemed to hit the fragile heart with a faint pain.

"Who told you I was her boyfriend?"

"Huh? You guys last ......"

"If it wasn't for that meal, wouldn't you be going to Singapore with him?" Leng Mochen stared at me closely.

Speaking of this, my heart is even more uncomfortable, one is Zuo Yisen, the other is Lin Yue, my original good plan was disrupted by him, Zuo Yisen is gone, I don't know how to talk about Lin Yue, and I can't open my mouth.

If it weren't for him, we would have gone to Singapore a long time ago, how could we be worried and scared here!

Although I didn't say anything, it didn't mean that I really didn't care, I couldn't help but blame him, my chest rose and fell, I pinched my nails into my palms, and used pain to remind myself to calm down.

Leng Mochen's hand slid from my neck to my chest, kneading gently, and his low tone was a little hoarse: "I don't have to hit him, I just don't want you to go with him, I don't want you to leave, I beg you not to go, why don't you just want to?"