Is this fate? I tried to resign myself to my fate and tried to withdraw the money inside, but the guilt grew stronger and stronger, and I couldn't do it, it was a torture and whipping of my soul.

I gritted my teeth and pulled out my bank card, pulled out a cigarette from my pocket, squatted in front of the bank and smoked.

I have made up my mind that I can't lose my dignity if I lose anything, and I won't use this money if I die.

Brother Luo called me and asked me if the money had been settled, and I told him that it might not work, and he seemed a little disappointed. Oh, yes! It's not just him who is disappointed, but I, even more disappointed than him, who would want to set up such an endless stall if it is possible.

Looking at the endless stream of luxury cars passing by at the door of the bank, I don't know what it feels like in my heart, why do I Zhang Yixi live such a life, why is there such a big gap between people and people, is there really such a thing as fate, I am unwilling, I want to change my life against the sky, but I am so small when I squatting on the ground, and the overwhelming sense of powerlessness is surging towards me.

I didn't want to give up just like that, I thought of the prince, my brother didn't have an overnight feud, I decided to be cheeky and ask him to borrow, 40,000 yuan was completely stressful for him.

I didn't hesitate any longer, dialed the prince's phone number, and after a few beeps, there was a voice prompt from the phone you dialed and the grandson hung up on me.

I decided to be cheeky to the end, and I dialed his phone again, and this time he didn't hang up, but he didn't answer.

I scolded: "It's really enough to play the usual trick of women and not answer my phone." ”

The phone was suddenly connected: "Who is your grandson scolding?" The prince said to me angrily.

"! I scolded you for a reason, why don't you answer your buddy's call. ”

"I was in a meeting just now, and it came out now, there was a fart, and the meeting wasn't over yet."

My heart was wide, "hehe" laughed twice and said: "Borrow 40,000 yuan from my buddy and fancy a shop." ”

The prince on the other end of the phone refused without thinking about it: "If you don't borrow it, the 3,000 yuan from last time will be repaid together with interest." ”

"You come out, I'll give it back to you." I said.

The prince over there smiled coldly: "Come on, you will have the money to pay back, let's solve the problem of food and clothing first." ”

"Hey~~ The prince who knows me is also." I said with a cheeky smile.

"Hey, why are you panicking."

"If you give a refreshing word, borrow or not." I'm a little angry.

"I don't borrow it." The prince said categorically.

My tone softened again: "Brother Wang, please lend me money, I finally found a store, I will also be an industrial person in the future, let's be a chic boss, don't play with me!" ”

"No matter what tactics you have, buddy won't lend you money, if you have the ability, you can go to your senior sister to borrow it." After the prince finished speaking, he hung up the phone very unjustly.

"I'll do it~~ grandson." I cursed again.

My heart is extremely entangled, the prince has already made up his mind not to lend me money, and the only one who can lend me money at this time is Shen Man.

I was walking around the door of the bank with the phone, and I didn't know whether to call Shen Man or not, it was another difficult choice!

Evening just came, and I still hadn't made up my mind whether to call Shen Man or not, but the cigarette butts on the ground had accumulated all over the ground.

The moonlight suddenly fell on my face, and I looked up and saw that it was a waning moon, which meant that night had come again. I felt oppressed, and if I didn't get this done soon, maybe tomorrow the shop would be rented out, and it would mean that my hopes were completely shattered.

I don't know what belief instructed me to dial Shen Man's phone, and even the moment the phone was connected, I still didn't know that it was to Shen Man in a trance, until I heard Shen Man's voice, and I woke up like a dream.

Shen Man seemed to have known that I was going to call her, and her tone was calm: "What's wrong?" ”

"Senior sister..... "I wanted to say but stopped.

"You're borrowing money from me." Shen Man smiled, but this laughter was full of tiredness.

"Well, the prince told you."

"Well, I'll rest tomorrow, and I'll send it to you."

"You don't have to make a special trip, you just hit my card." After I finished speaking, I felt a lot of emotion in my heart, maybe she had passed the time when she was most angry.

"It's okay, I have other things to go back to Nantong once."

"Oh, let's meet tomorrow." I said.

"Hmm." Shen Man answered and hung up the phone.

I don't know whether to be sad or happy, but I know that Shen Man won't really forgive me, she just doesn't want me to have a bad life.

I immediately called Brother Luo and informed him to pay the deposit early tomorrow morning, and the money on my side has been in place.

At noon the next day, I went to the restaurant early to book a place and waited for Shen Man's arrival.

I sat down and looked out the window frequently, I hoped to see that familiar figure again, the time was already 12 o'clock, Shen Man had not yet appeared, I was a little anxious, I was just about to call her, but I saw her car.

She got out of the car with her purse, she was thinner than before, her spirit was not too good, her face was haggard, I stood in front of the glass window and waved to her, she nodded and walked towards me, but she did not have the warm smile she once had.

Shen Man put down the satchel in his hand and sat down opposite me, I asked the waiter to start serving, she just looked at me without saying a word, and we had become separated.

"What's wrong with your hand?" Shen Man asked, looking at my frozen hand.

"It's okay." I said, putting my hand under the table.

Shen Man turned around and looked away, she held her forehead with her hand, and said to me again after a long time: "Come to Wuxi with me." ”

I was a little shocked, I don't know why she decided to take me with her again.

"Go to Wuxi with me, and stay in the marketing department, I have already arranged it." Shen Man said. "Senior sister, didn't you send me money, why do you say that now."

"Don't ask, look at what you look like now, I've decided, you and I will go to Wuxi." Shen Man's tone was non-negotiable.

I looked in the mirror, and my skin became very rough because of the wind and the sun, and I seemed to be much older.

I paused for a long time before saying, "I'm not going." ”

"What, don't you think it's hard enough?"

"No, I know what kind of life I want, senior sister, I can't survive under your protection for the rest of my life." I looked at Shen Man sincerely and said.

"Don't talk to me about this, it's my responsibility to take care of you, I hope you can live well."

"Senior sister, don't give yourself such a big burden because of that incident, I can really live a good life on my own."

Shen Man waved his hand, and his tone was still tough: "Go to Wuxi with me." ”

"Don't go!" My tone became non-negotiable for a moment.

Shen Man bit her lip and looked at me, but I gave her a firmer look, I will not go to Wuxi no matter what, otherwise I will walk on the old road again, which is a burden and torture for me and Shen Man.