Chapter 44: Winning People, Losing Hearts (4)
"Come back, I don't care about that!" Lin Yan's words fell clearly in his ears, but Xu Yin just pushed his hand away ruthlessly, and replied with some sadness: "Lin Yan, don't do this, it's impossible for us!" ”
The two stumbled, pulling and pulling through the time of five years, in the past five years, she has not been clear for a moment that she does not love Lin Yan, for him, it is just a relationship for a bosom friend, the superficially harmonious relationship will collapse instantly once triggered, perhaps, from beginning to end, she has not changed her mind, nor has she ever moved her heart to the man in front of her.
Lin Yan stood in place, Xu Yin was still packing one thing after another full of memories into the box, everything was in order, it seemed that this action had been prepared for a long time.
"Why can't it be, as long as I still love you, I won't care about anything." Lin Yan forcibly stopped her movements, Xu Yin looked up into his eyes sharply, and said, "But you don't love me anymore." ”
"I love, I love!" Lin Yan impulsively held Xu Yin in his arms, wanting to prove that he still loved her, Xu Yin broke free from his embrace and shouted loudly, "Don't deceive yourself, in fact, you don't love me for a long time, and now you don't love me, but sympathize." ”
Xu Yin's words pulled him out of the impulse just now, he took a few steps back in surprise, thinking to himself, how could he not love her, why did he come here every night to wait for her, even if he couldn't see her, he still insisted, why did he want to keep her if he didn't love her, he was convinced that he loved Xu Yin, not her so-called sympathy.
Xu Yin noticed that he was hesitating in his mind, and directly broke his vague thoughts, "Isn't it, haven't you noticed that we are always not too happy together, always so nervous, and you will laugh when you are with others, without concealment." ”
Lin Yan lowered his head and thought carefully about Xu Yin's words, laughing, without concealment, the first thing that popped up in his mind was ...... Wu Zitong, although she is often noisy with her, she is always relaxed and happy, is she really in love with her?
"You don't have to feel guilty about me, because I didn't love you all along, it's me who should say I'm sorry." Xu Yin said.
Lin Yan's mind was extremely messy, and he still firmly believed that he couldn't fall in love with someone else, he looked at Xu Yin's fragile appearance, "Tell me, is the person you like Baicheng?" ”
The faint light sprinkled on the two of them, illuminating their faces yellow, like the immediate sense of an old-fashioned old photograph, deliberately carving the picture of the two into a memory.
Lin Yan regretted it a little after he opened his mouth, he didn't want to listen to her answer, because he had an intuition that she would definitely answer "yes", but he didn't expect her to say firmly: "It's not like, it's love!" ”
Xu Yin's answer completely pierced his heart, it turned out that he was self-inflicted, her dream lover at the beginning was Bai Cheng, but she was stupid to cater to her again and again, she was too stupid, no wonder others, after all, love this thing, after all, you can't force it.
He thought that he would be in pain as if he was dead after hearing her answer, but he didn't, but instead felt a sense of relief, and at this moment, he finally realized that he didn't love anymore.
When Su Nuannian received a call from Ren Zi'an and hurried from school to his private villa, as soon as he entered the living room, the pungent smell of wine hit, and he walked in only to notice that the white wine bottle lying on the ground was crooked, he almost stepped on it, and then looked over, Ren Zi'an and Bai Cheng were sitting on the ground and drinking in a dizzy conversation.
"What are you doing?" Su Nuannuan looked at the embarrassed drunken appearance of the two and asked.
Ren Zi'an saw that he was coming, got up with difficulty, handed him the wine glass, and said in a daze: "Come on, come on, I'll send you!" ”
"Crazy, drink liquor." Su Nuannuian looked at the bottle of liquor handed over by Ren Zi'an and reprimanded.
How can there be a bottle of liquor, no wonder he is drunk like this, he wanted to step forward to stop it, but was pressed on the sofa by the two of them, Bai Cheng blushed, "Accompany us to have a drink, it's rare to have such a Yaxing!" ”
Bullshit Yaxing, it should be a pervert, Su Nuannian sat down and squeezed between the two, "Say, what troubles have you encountered again, I will solve it for you." ”
Hearing him say this, Ren Zi'an laughed out loud, "You can't solve my business!" ”
Su Nuannuian sneered, took a drink, and said contemptuously: "Is there anything I can't solve." ”
"Lao Su, you said that if a woman always avoids you and always pretends not to know you in front of others, what does this mean?" Ren Zi'an asked suddenly.
Su Nuannuan looked at him with disgust and said these words drunkenly, and replied simply, "What else can you say, it means that people hate you and don't want to have anything to do with you!" ”
It sounded reasonable and unintentional to answer, but Ren Zi'an cared, and the wine bottle he had been holding in his hand fell to the ground with a "bang", making a sound.
"What, am I not right, if I am interested in you, I shouldn't want to have anything to do with you, and I shouldn't avoid you, am I right, Bai Cheng?" Bai Cheng, who was called to the side, didn't speak, Su Nuannuian touched him with his arm, Bai Cheng raised his head suddenly, and said with a drunken face: "No! ”
Ren Zi'an immediately came to his senses, no, what is that.
"How can you say you don't like it, it should be...... It's right to hate you, and people hate you to pretend not to know you. ”
Ren Zi'an's face became even more ugly than just now, if it was really like what they said, didn't what Fang Mohan did mean that she hated herself!
Bai Cheng laughed loudly: "Why, there are still women who hate Master Ren, it's impossible, who, such a personality!" ”
In the face of Bai Cheng's ridicule, he no longer had the heart to refute, he finally figured out now why Fang Mohan always avoided himself and wouldn't let himself reveal her identity, it turned out that it was just because she hated him, so he didn't want to admit that she was his wife in front of others. Thinking about it, I was even more angry when I felt some inexplicable loss. Angry why that woman hated him instead of loving her, angry that she fell in love with her because she was so scheming, in love with someone who was trying to get rid of her.
He even had wishful thinking, and he drank another sip of liquor, the transparent liquid flowed through his throat, and the hot feeling felt like it was about to burn his heart, then it was torn, and then an indescribable pain filled his body.
Bai Cheng just finished laughing at Ren Zi'an and drank it by himself, saying that he borrowed wine to kill his sorrows, but how could he get more and more worried, he thought that he was worried about Wu Zitong's affairs, but he didn't expect that all that appeared in his mind now was another woman's face, that face was small and cute, and his delicate and clear eyes hooked his soul like a hook every time, he tried not to let himself fall, but in the end he still fell deep into the abyss and sank in her heart.