Tian Tian pinned her hands behind her back, looking leisurely, she didn't seem to take my question to heart at all, which made me nervous and helpless.

Tian Tian found a wooden bench and sat down, the street lamp not far away was lazily lit, and the wind was blowing softly, and the quiet atmosphere could not reflect my mood at the moment.

I stood 3 meters away from Tian Tian, quietly lit a cigarette, smelled the tobacco again, and my heart quieted down.

"Zhang Yixi, do you have a girlfriend now?" Tian Tian finally asked me.

I was stunned for a moment, then replied, "Yes." ”

Tian Tian nodded, smiled, and said, "Then what are you doing to inquire about the news of the Han Fairy?" ”

"You just think it's the care of the old man, can't you?"

"Oh, old man..... Then I don't think there's any need to care, this seems to you to have a lot of affection! ”

I glanced at Tian Tian and said, "Make an inappropriate comparison...... You're Wang Jing's girlfriend, right? ”

"Well, is there a problem?"

"Then will you put an end to Wang Jing's concern for other women?" I asked with a smile and took a lazy puff on my cigarette.

"Our family Wang Jing is much more conscious than you."

"Why do I think you're not confident in what you're saying?" I looked at Tian Tian with a smile.

"Is there one?" Tian Tian frowned.

"I laughed and said it was an inappropriate comparison, I hope you don't mind." I shrugged my shoulders as I spoke.

"Zhang Yixi, you have always had a bad stomach, don't think I don't know what you mean." Tian Tian's tone was a little annoyed.

"I'm sick of water? Did Mo Han say this to you? ”

"I judge for myself." Tian Tian said and tilted his head, looking unwilling to take care of me.

I smiled and said, "You've only met me a few times, so you have a judgment on me..... You pay so much attention to me, aren't you afraid that Wang Jing will have an opinion? ”

"Scoundrel!" Tian Tian glanced at me.

........

"Mo Han, is she okay?" I put away my laughter and asked Tian Tian again.

Tian Tian didn't seem to want to entangle with me, and finally said, "She's fine." ”

I nodded, "Thank you for informing me." ”

"Do you feel at ease now?"

I habitually touched my forehead: "This is the answer I wanted." ”

"You don't ask anything anymore?"

"Don't ask, it's enough to know she's fine." I said with a smile.

Tian Tian looked at me with a smile: "Actually, you are afraid of knowing too much, and you can't bear it in your heart, and you are a cowardly man." ”

"Your mind is really jumping, where can you see that I'm afraid to know too much?"

"Aren't you afraid, are you? Then I'll tell you, the cold fairy has a boyfriend, a boyfriend who can, for the purpose of marriage. ”

My heart swelled with surging bitterness, and for a long time I sighed with a smile and said, "It's hard to imagine what kind of man can stay with her for the rest of his life." ”

"Envy, jealousy?" Tian Tian had a gloating tone.

"I have a girlfriend, so I won't be envious, let alone jealous!" As I spoke, I lit the second cigarette since I talked with Tian Tian, and in the smoke, I only felt that the years that made me greedy had gradually gone away.

"Do you love your current girlfriend very much?"

"Love."

"Then you love it so well...... I have to go! Tian Tian said and got up.

I nodded, Tian Tian glanced at me, stopped stopping, and turned around and walked towards the place where the street lights were bright.

The wind suddenly blew a little cold on me, so I tucked my clothes and snuffed out the half-smoked cigarette.

It was as if I had suddenly been drained of a large chunk of warmth.

......

The light flickered and soothed the fallen leaves on the ground, and I sneezed and smiled, maybe I didn't have a cold, but someone was thinking about me from afar.

Chen Qingyi came to my side and asked with concern, "Yixi, your face doesn't seem to be very good." ”

"It's because your eyes are not very good, and you forgot to bring your glasses when you came out today, right?" I laughed and said.

"You're really good at acting..... By the way, who was that girl just now? ”

I looked in the direction where Tian Tian had left, and said for a while: "Mo Han's best friend." ”

"I see, how is Mo Han doing now?"

"She's nice and has a boyfriend who can be with her for the rest of her life." I said in the calmest of tones.

Chen Qingyi stared at me.

I asked, somewhat uncomfortably, "What are you looking at?" ”

"I saw a broken heart."

"Your eyes are really not good today!"

.......

The world finally saw no light in nature, and Chen Qingyi and I walked side by side towards the exit of the park, neither of us said a word, but I fell into self-examination and questioning.

Why can't I get Mo Han's heart? Why did Mo Han never mention marriage to me? And why do I never get a promise from her to stay with her for the rest of my life? What am I not doing well enough?

I can't give myself an answer, I understand that there is no fixed form to love or not in this world, even if I spend my life paying, I can't exchange Mo Han's true heart, and that unknown man, maybe just a smile can be exchanged for her commitment to stay with her for a lifetime...... Love is so unreasonable!

I smiled, relieved, and I told myself: I should have seen a brilliant fireworks, right? Now, it's time for me to pay for this fireworks show!

......

This night, I drank some wine, not drunk, but in a trance, returned to the hotel, and after taking a shower, I sat on the bed in a daze...... Gradually, I began to reminisce about my youth, and I gradually saw that my heart had already been carved out of transparent holes by the debauched youth, and these transparent holes made me uneven, and I tasted the spicy and sweet life in this unevenness.

......

It was another dawn, I woke up early, opened the curtains, only to find that the eaves were covered with a thin layer of frost, opened the window, a cold wind blew, I couldn't help shivering, I hurriedly closed the window, put on a coat, and then opened the window again.

The world has become crystal clear, and in this piece of crystal clear, I see another me, a transparent me...... He was carefree, unhappy or sad, and he told me that the purpose of his life was to wait for death.

I laughed...... Why laugh, I don't know!

......

At 11 o'clock in the afternoon, I received a call from Lin Xi, and she told me that she had gotten off the plane and asked me to pick her up.

I drove non-stop to the airport, thinking about how to persuade Lin Xi to accept the "financing plan", hoping that "Seaview Coffee" could become bigger and stronger.

Suddenly I seemed to understand why I was smiling.

The other me, the meaning of life is for death, and the real me, the meaning of life is for the endless desire! I laugh at my kitsch, at my greed!

It turns out that I prefer that transparent me, because all the arrogance and indulgence of the heart have disappeared for that me!

Crazy, tired, and in pain...... Human comedy!

Laughed, shouted, and left...... Youth is bizarre!

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