117 I don't have to be your only one
The atmosphere suddenly froze, Chen Tu's hand paused on my lower abdomen, he quickly pulled it out, put on his clothes in front of me, moved his body away from me, he looked at me for a while, and said, "Wu Yi, do you have something in your heart?" ”
I pursed my lips and confronted him for a while, and I almost asked Chen Tu if there was someone in your heart.
But I'm afraid, I'm scared to death, I'm afraid I'll ask, he nodded, and didn't drag at all at me and said: "Yes, Wu Yi, you can finally see it, I do have someone else in my heart, I'm swaying and I'm embarrassed, you teach me what to do." ”
The courage for me to have a showdown with him needs to be piled up little by little, and now they are not fully piled up, and they do not have the strength to erupt.
Eventually, I grudgingly smiled and said, "No, it's a little tiring to mop the floor today." ”
His brows were deeply locked, and Chen Tu was also reluctant: "Tired, then sleep." ”
With that, he got up and walked straight to the bedroom.
I followed, climbed onto the bed, pulled up the quilt, and covered myself.
Chen Tu also took the initiative to tuck the quilt for me, but he didn't like to move closer to me as much as before, but he stayed where he was and closed his eyes.
Ten minutes later, I heard Chen Tu's snoring.
Carefully turned over and crept into the study, I turned on the computer and took a card reader to connect the dashcam's memory card, clicked and rummaged through it.
In the more than ten seconds buffered by the computer, I kept praying that Chen Tu had never been to the sweetheart appointment last night, but the reality was so cruel, I saw the magnificent street lamps of agriculture and forestry from the video recorded by his car, and the bamboo clustered outside the sweetheart appointment door, as well as the shining sweetheart appointment signboard.
Turning off the videos with trembling hands, tears welling up in my eyes, but I didn't dare to cry louder, so I had to cover my mouth with my hands so as not to make a sound.
The more I cried, the more heartache I felt, the more heartache I had, the more difficult it was to breathe, the more this was the case, the more resentment accumulated in my chest became thicker and thicker, I didn't know what to do, I wiped away my tears three or two, held the laptop and then took the computer ticket, and returned to the bedroom, I pushed Chen Tu a few times.
Woke up by me, Chen Tu muttered in a daze, he turned around: "What's the trouble when you sleep." ”
The more I felt that he was cold to me, the more uncomfortable I became.
I couldn't hold back for a while, I pinched him with my hand, I was pretty sure I just pinched it lightly, Chen Tu bounced up suddenly, he lifted the quilt very hard, and his voice couldn't help but raise: "What the hell are you going to do, make trouble all day long!" ”
Before getting married, Chen Tu had never been so fierce to me. We cuddled together and went to sleep, and when I accidentally rolled over and woke him up, he would eagerly come over and kiss me and touch me.
I don't know when I became a woman with him all day long.
I thought my tears would come out of my eyes, in fact, my eyes were dry and couldn't exude the slightest moisture, I grabbed Chen Tu's hand, slapped the computer ticket on his hand, I didn't know how to cherish things for the first time, and then slammed the computer on the bed, and clicked on the video on his dashcam.
Staring into his eyes, I said, "Chen Tu, you obviously went to Sweetheart last night for an appointment, why did you lie to me in the morning?" ”
The drowsiness seemed to be completely dispelled, Chen Tu's eyes drooped downward, glanced at the computer ticket, and then glanced at the computer screen, he said: "You went downstairs to buy something not long ago, just to go through my dash cam?" ”
My hands twisted into a ball: "I had an appointment in Sweetheart last night and ran into Lin Siai." ”
Chen Tu's eyes flickered, and he quickly avoided it, but he avoided what I just said, and instead replied to the above sentence: "I was busy in the morning, so I didn't pay much attention to what you said." I came back from a business trip last night, and Liu Chengyu asked me to come over there to talk about things. ”
My heart felt like I had walked into winter, and my tone couldn't help but become self-deprecating and sarcastic: "What a coincidence." Lin Siai went, and Liu Chengyu asked you to talk about things. The most ridiculous thing is that I also went. I didn't even know that Shenzhen was so fucking small, there was only one place to eat. ”
The atmosphere was stalemate, silent, and fermented. About three minutes later, Chen Tu's hand came over, and he made a gesture to take me into his arms, but I shook off his hand like an angry leopard: "Chen Tu, don't hug me, don't always pretend to love me very much, and don't pretend that you only love me, otherwise after we can't go on, it will be difficult for me to pretend to leave you in style." I'm a face-loving person, and I'm afraid of a less dignified end. ”
When Chen Tu's hand was thrown away by me, he just fell on the notebook, making a muffled sound, listening to the sound should have hit a bone, but Chen Tu's face was no different, and he didn't take the initiative to hug me again, but the corners of his mouth tugged, and his voice suddenly became cold: "I don't have to be your only one." You are infinitely charming, either this senior brother is holding you, and he will send you to pick the stars and the moon, you think I am not doing well, go to your senior brothers! ”
After a few pauses, Chen Tu lifted the quilt and wrapped himself around, and he lay down again, with his back to me: "I'm tired!" ”
I bit my lip desperately, forcing myself not to shed tears in front of him, and I sure enough, I didn't shed tears, but what little reason I had left couldn't control my mouth, so I beeped a bunch of words without holding back: "I'm tired of it, then divorce." I left you to find Lin Siai, how well you are together, isn't it, the talented and beautiful man has been talking for another four years, and the fit is so good that you don't need to run in, your heart doesn't have to be tired, and your body can be less affected, after all, you have Xiaozhi, you marry her is to buy one get one free, what a good thing...! ”
Before the end of my words was finished, Chen Tu lifted off the quilt and quickly dragged me over and pressed me under me, I twisted my body to get out of his imprisonment, but in the entanglement, my pants were pulled off by him three or two times, he quickly rushed in, the dryness made me feel a burst of pain, I kept reaching out and beating him: "Go down." I don't want it! ”
Chen Tu's face was hideous, and he glared at me fiercely: "Divorce, let you think about divorce all day long!" It seems that I've been getting you less these days! So much to think about divorce! Thinking of letting me marry someone else! ”
In the past, every time Chen Tu and I did it, except for the daylight, we had no way, we needed to cover the quilt, and we usually turned off the lights at night, this time Chen Tu overlord forced the bow, he didn't turn off the lights at all, I just opened my eyes and saw him in and out of my body, the feeling of humiliation clouded my heart, my crazy energy came up, and I beat Chen Tu even harder, and scolded when I opened my mouth: "Your uncle let go of me, I don't want to do it with you!" Your uncle's this is strong. Storm me! You get out! ”
But he grabbed my hand and pressed it, Chen Tu hit it even more crazily, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he said coldly: "Don't you just like me to do // you." ”
I was struck by his sudden humiliation, and my whole body was limp, and I lowered my hands in a dejected manner, staring at the ceiling with my eyes open, biting my lip to prevent myself from making any sound.
Ten minutes later, Chen Tu was completely released in my body, and I felt very strongly, but I still held on and didn't make a sound.
But Chen Tu was not in a hurry to withdraw, he knelt down and hugged me, leaned into my ear, and bit my ear with his lips: "I hate to be left." The word divorce, you'd better not say it again in the future, I'm sick, it's good when I don't have a seizure, but when I have a seizure, it's very extreme, if you dare to leave me, I will dare to kill you. ”
Putting down these words, Chen Tu turned over, he casually pulled out a few tissues from the bedside, held down my hands and feet, wiped me a few times, and threw the tissues on the ground, his voice was cold: "You have to go to dinner alone with Wu Yidi in the future, just report to me, don't take the trouble to do so many things, it seems that I Chen Tu is sorry for you." The more you do this, the more you want to cover it up. Even if you regret that you missed such a young, handsome, golden, and affectionate senior brother, don't forget that you are my Chen Tu's wife! ”
He wiped himself with a tissue again, turned around, and went to the bathroom.
I pulled the quilt over my slick body, cold all over.
He said that I wanted to cover up, and I felt that his temper was the first to kill me, and he was the one who was weak and hidden.
Gritting my teeth, I shook off the quilt, grabbed my clothes and put them on, turned and walked out of the hall, went to another bathroom, closed the door and turned on the shower, my tears flowing.
After I cried enough, I washed up, got dressed and walked out, Chen Tu hugged a bath towel and sat on the sofa, he raised his eyes and swept me, beckoned, and said in a slightly slower tone: "You come here." ”
I suddenly felt like a puppy in front of him.
From the beginning, it was too easy to fall into the tenderness given by Chen Tu, I got his tenderness, but I couldn't keep his affection, I got the marriage he gave me, but in his heart, there was a white moonlight shining elsewhere.
Taking a deep breath, I didn't answer him, I turned around and went into the room where my hiking bag was held, got my backpack, and went to the bedroom to pick up a few sets of clean clothes and pack them one by one.
I didn't let it last long, after all, Chen Tu didn't hug me from behind and coax me like before in this process.
He once told me that when I was angry, he would coax the promise, like a fart, let it go and disperse.
Since Lin Siai appeared in the hospital and confessed to him so affectionately, those so-called warm illusions between me and him have just dispersed, and I won't beg for anything anymore.
I didn't bother to ask again, let him admit in person that he went to dinner with Lin Siai last night, they were eating, and Lin Siai's hair could still run to him.
Carrying a backpack, I walked quickly to the door, and when I changed my shoes at the entrance, Chen Tu came over, and he took advantage of his much higher than me to lift me up and move away from the door, and his voice was muffled: "Quarrel and quarrel, don't play the game of running away from home." ”
Staggering to my feet in the shoe cabinet, I was so calm that I felt terrible: "I'm going to stay in the studio for a few days." I need to calm down, and you may need to calm down, calm down and think about whether the beginning of our marriage is a joke. If so, let's calm down and then end it quietly. ”