[62] Are you afraid?

Lu Zaiqing was sick and had a very serious illness.

After catching a cold and fever, he lost a lot of weight, he was already tall, and now he looks a little weak, like a sick seedling, so anxious that Yao Bo is both Chinese medicine and Western medicine, and finally took acupuncture to see Lu Zaiqing.

Lu Zaiqing's high fever did not go away, this illness crushed all his courage and defense, Lu Tingfeng had never seen such a soulless little son, as if he had lost his soul, his eyes were empty.

Rong Ze and the others also looked at Lu Zaiqing back and forth, persuaded them, but did not listen. It didn't work.

The doctor said that Lu Zaiqing couldn't think about it, and he was on the tip of the horns, and later confessed to the doctor what happened, and the doctor sighed and said to Lu Zaiqing, "You just think it is, you two are not fated enough." ”

Lu Zaiqing didn't speak, just silent.

Later, Rong Ze said that Chu Ge was promoted abroad again, and now she is living a good life, I heard that there have been people chasing her in the company, but Chu Ge is dedicated to her work, down-to-earth and motivated, and does not have any idea of falling in love again.

Lu Zaiqing listened while playing with his mobile phone. He pretended to be playing with his phone and didn't hear anything, but a row of garbled characters appeared on the phone screen.

"Are you alright?"

Chai Hao occasionally followed Rong Ze over to see Lu Zaiqing together, and when he saw him living like a corpse, he felt a little distressed, "Alas, the past is all over, you always remember the past, it's not interesting......"

Lu Zaiqing raised his head from his mobile phone, looked at Chai Hao, and muttered, "Chu Ge has kept in touch with you?" ”

Chai Hao said stupidly, "Ah, yes, I've always kept in touch with Chu Ge." ”

Lu Zaiqing's face became even more ugly, and then he lowered his head again, glanced at the calendar, and said softly, "Chu Xinghe is coming back soon......

It turned out that he had been counting the days for a while.

That night, Lu Zaiqing had a low-grade fever again, Yao Bo looked uncomfortable, the youngest son couldn't let go of a woman so much, the whole family was worried, even if something happened to Lu Zaiqing's state one day.

Everyone thinks that Lu Zaiqing's illness is not the body, but the heart.

A week later, Lu Zaiqing's body gradually improved, and everyone around him breathed a sigh of relief, but he gradually recovered, and his eyes were still like that, empty and dark. When I went back to work in the company, everyone thought that someone had changed, and I never saw Mr. Lu, who usually smiled and grinned, so indifferent.

Lu Zaiqing stayed in the conference room alone for a while after the meeting, watching the light come in through the floor-to-ceiling window next to him, he sat straight on the chair, just in a daze.

In a daze, it seems that you can pass the time. Every minute and every second that Chu Ge left his side was particularly long and difficult.

Fang Cheng sighed and knocked on the door, "Mr. Lu, you've been sitting here for almost ten minutes. ”

Lu Zaiqing came back to his senses, "I forgot. ”

"I thought you were going to meditate and become an immortal...... Fang Cheng muttered, "What's wrong with you lately?" ”

Lu Zaiqing said, "I'm thinking about Chu Ge." ”

Fang Cheng's face was surprised, "Huh! It's rare for you to be so ...... Straightforward! ”

Lu Zaiqing turned his head and glanced at Fang Cheng, only then did he see Fang Cheng babbling, "Oh, Mr. Lu, don't look like this to the end, you still have a long way to go, and you can't say what will happen in the future." ”

Lu Zaiqing propped his chin and turned his head to look at his assistant, "Little gay is quite good at philosophy?" ”

"What's wrong?" Fang Cheng went up and patted Lu Zaiqing, "Didn't Chu Ge want to ...... recently?" If you want to send the little master to you, think about it from another angle, this is actually equivalent to increasing the connection between the two of you? ”

Lu Zaiqing's eyes lit up, "What do you say?" ”

"With the little master, you will have a lot of topics in the future - the child has a cold, the child is going to have a parent-teacher meeting, the child has a birthday, the school has a sports meeting - all kinds of things can call Chu Ge to come forward."

Lu Zaiqing breathed a sigh.

A bunch of fireworks appeared to explode overhead.

Feeling that the originally dark inner world was burned by a beam of light in an instant, his eyes widened slightly.

Immediately after him, he suddenly pressed Fang Cheng's shoulder, and Xiao Bai's face trembled with fright, "Mr. Lu, what do you want to do?" I'm your subordinate, but you can't force meβ€”"

Lu Zaiqing smacked Fang Cheng's face, his voice sounded so loud that he let out a chirp, Fang Cheng screamed in fright, "What are you going to do!" Bastard - I'm not that kind of faggot! ”

Lu Zaiqing hugged Fang Cheng and rubbed it, "You are really Dad's little padded jacket!" Love you for 10,000 years! ”

Fang Cheng's legs were weak, "Don't, Mr. Lu, don't force me, I, I have a man I likeβ€”"

Lu Zaiqing ran out of the conference room in a hurry, "I know, thank you baby, help me check the recent itinerary, and the elementary school that my son is going to-"

Before the frightened expression on Fang Cheng's face subsided, Lu Zaiqing blew out directly like a gust of wind, and he was still shaken by this gust of wind before he stood firm, muttering, "My mother, what kind of nerves is Mr. Lu, my innocence......"

When Lu Zaiqing returned to the president's office, he felt like he had experienced a crossing, but now he was refreshed, pulled his collar, and just sat down, Fang Cheng cautiously pushed the door in, "That, Mr. Lu ......"

"Huh?" Lu Zaiqing frowned, "Nothing will happen again, right?" ”

"It's not...... Rong Shao: They are having a party. ”

Fang Cheng swallowed. Then slowly hold the phone up, "Just ...... Brush the circle of friends, see it. ”

Lu Zaiqing raised his eyebrows, "What's the situation?" ”

"It seems that another foreign friend came to play with them, so they went out to have a party, and I also saw Chai Dashao commenting on Chu Ge or something below." Fang Cheng said, "However, they didn't call you. ”

Lu Zaiqing regained his vitality and took the case - "How can this be reasonable! ”

******

Half an hour later, Lu Zaiqing arrived at the East Mansion, that is, Jiang Rin's villa, and when he pushed the door in, the people inside just fired a salute, and various colorful belts exploded into the air at that moment, which was quite lively and very atmospheric.

"One, two, threeβ€”a warm celebrationβ€”"

A bunch of people were there laughing and cheering.

Then everyone turned their heads to look at Lu Zaiqing when they heard the voice, and they were all stunned.

Then they all changed their faces.

"There has been!!"

Chai Hao shouted, "The legendary 'Lu Zaiqing, who doesn't show up every time he should show up, but will appear when he shouldn't', has really appeared!" ”

Rong Ze was startled, and he was still holding the salute in his hand, "Why are you here?" ”

Jiang Rin was also surprised, "I remember we didn't call you." ”

Chai Ye said very seriously, "I posted on Moments, and I blocked Lu Zaiqing's." ”

Rong Ze said, "Oh, me too. ”

"......" Lu Zaiqing's head was suddenly beaten, he stood there, the air pressure suddenly dropped, and then he saw Fang Cheng poking his head out from behind him with a dry smile, "That...... Hello bosses. ”

Rong Ze suddenly understood, "Yo, isn't this the little in Lu Zaiqing's company?" ”

Chai Ye had a look on his face that had found the truth, "Oh, we forgot to shield Fang Cheng." ”

Everyone looked at each other and suddenly realized.

Lu Zaiqing felt that he was likely to be so angry that a mouthful of blood spurted out at this moment, look at what kind of friends he has made! One by one, they all treat him like a three-year-old!

"What are you doing?" Lu Zaiqing strode forward, "It's champagne and salute, and cake tower, why don't you call me when you have a party?" Isn't there anything unsightlyβ€”"

Halfway through speaking, Lu Zaiqing heard a voice, "Huh? Is someone else coming? ”

As soon as his ears buzzed, he immediately turned his head, and then saw a mobile phone next to the cake, Chu Ge was greeting everyone through a video call, and smiled, "Why don't you continue?" ”

Rong Ze said embarrassedly, "Lu Zaiqing is here." ”

"Ah......" Chu Ge was a little stunned on the other side, and then he saw the man with beautiful eyebrows striding forward and appearing in the center of her screen.

He seems to have lost weight.

Chu Ge was so frightened that he turned off the video call directly.

Seeing that the video call was dark, followed by disconnection, Lu Zaiqing's green tendons on the back of his hand burst out, "What's going on?" ”

Everyone looked at the ceiling and pretended to look around at the scenery one by one, "Celebrate Chu Ge." ”

"Celebrate what?"

"Celebrate her promotion and fortune."

"And whatever!"

"And the ...... to celebrate her leaving you completely"

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

Lu Zaiqing's hair was about to stand up in anger, "You treat me like this?!" ”

Chai Ye said, "Friends are one thing, then we will also take Chu Ge as friends." ”

Lu Zaiqing looked up and saw a pennant hanging on it, with a red cloth bottom and a few particularly dazzling block letters.

[Congratulations to Chu Ge for finally getting out of the sea of suffering and ushering in a new life!] 】

"......" Lu Zaiqing's voice began to be ethereal, "this...... Who got this? ”

Chai Hao raised his hand weakly in the corner, "It's me...... I see that others often send pennants to my father to show their gratitude, so I also customized a ...... for Chu Ge."

Lu Zaiqing gritted his teeth with a smile, "Why are you so capable?" ”

Huh? Not angry?

If you don't get angry, that's a small scene, don't panic! Chai Hao simply thrust his waist with both hands, "That's not it!" I'm Chu Ge's best friend of the opposite sex! ”

Lu Zaiqing only had the words "he wants to kill" in his mind.

Using great reason to restrain his feelings, Lu Zaiqing looked at his friend with a very complicated look, "Are you all so happy that Chu Ge left me?" ”

The eyes of several people were also very complicated, Rong Ze couldn't say anything else, and later it was Chai Ye who said, "Lu Zaiqing, ask yourself...... Are you good about Chu Ge? ”

Lu Zaiqing didn't speak, just sat down on the sofa on the side dejectedly.

"Actually, the main thing is that we are still celebrating Chu Ge's promotion to a new position after returning to China." Rong Ze also sat down beside him, "It just so happens that Chu Ge has also made a clean relationship with you, which can be regarded as a new beginning, so we all said that we wanted to celebrate Chu Ge, and then we connected to Chu Ge abroad...... Do you feel better like this? ”

Lu Zaiqing knows that he is so sad now, because he did it himself, and he can't blame others, so he is not qualified to defend himself.

There are many people who applaud happily because they broke up, and he didn't have the strength to fight back to face these people, maybe in a way, Chu Ge was willing to leave him, which was still a very happy thing.

Lu Zaiqing was silent for a while, and then said, "You turn on the video." ”

"Huh?" Jiang Rin said, "Chu Ge just hung up. ”

"Again...... Bounce a video past. Lu Zaiqing's words were a little difficult, but his eyes were very direct, Jiang Rin sighed, took Rong Ze's mobile phone, and stuffed it into Lu Zaiqing's hand, "Oh, do you want to have a face-to-face video with Chu Ge?" Come on. ”

Lu Zaiqing felt a little nervous at this moment, and he almost couldn't hold his phone.

Then he played a video to Chu Ge, and the woman opposite looked at Lu Zaiqing's face on the screen, and her expression became very obvious.

But she resisted the urge to hang up again, and chose to say to Lu Zaiqing with a smile, "Why are you?" This is not Rongze's >

Lu Zai cleared his throat and was hoarse, "I'll use his mobile phone to play a video for you." ”

"That's it."

Chu Ge straightened his hair, probably hiding his nervousness, "So, do you have anything to say to me?" ”

Lu Zaiqing was silent, just facing Chu Ge like this, he had already used all his strength.

"Before Rongze, they said that they wanted to celebrate for me, so we contacted us through video. I didn't expect you to come, just cut off the video. Chu Ge sat there, wearing a chiffon shirt, with the smell of a mature little woman. She still has the same face, fair and watery, and her eyes are so clean that you dare not look directly.

I don't know since when her honesty could stab him.

Lu Zaiqing grinned, "Yes, I don't know, so here I am now...... Come and celebrate together. ”

Chu Ge tilted his head, there are too many painful ways for old lovers to meet, but the only thing is not as calm as her...... It seems that I never loved.

She laughed and said, "You're here to celebrate, huh?" Celebrate me what? ”

Lu Zaiqing paused before saying, "Celebrate you...... I've been promoted, and I'm happy to hear that you're doing a good job in Zurich. ”

"Thank you." Chu Ge said softly, his eyes already flickering slightly.

She also seemed to be a little unable to hold back her emotions, even if she practiced rehearsing for a while, she couldn't control herself.

"Celebrate your ...... too"

Lu Zaiqing's voice lowered, and then the man laughed slowly, Chu Ge had never seen such a sad smile, but Lu Zaiqing smiled and said, "Well, celebrate you...... Leave me. Live your own life. ”

What to wish? Bless you for leaving me.

He stabbed himself in the heart until he was drenched in blood, and he knew that this was the most satisfying ending.

How much courage does a person have to dare to say, "Congratulations on leaving me?"

Or, with how much love for the ex is left but powerless, can you bless the other party's future in this way?

Lu Zaiqing felt that he must be crazy.

He didn't know how much he liked Chu Ge, but if Chu Ge could laugh, then it didn't matter if he was a little lonely.

This is all he owes her, there is no question of whether he is moved or not, but he has figured it out, so he also frankly accepted his bad deeds.

Chu Ge stared at the screen, tears fell, and she also smiled at Lu Zaiqing, "Thank you for taking care of me all the time, I'm glad you can bless me like this, I will work harder alone in the future." ”

Lu Zaiqing nodded, "Well, you're ...... now." Very good, Chu Ge. ”

Even if you can only be friends, you don't hesitate to do it.

The other hand hanging on his side tightened unconsciously, Lu Zaiqing said goodbye, Chu Ge also waved his hand, and then the phone was taken away by Rong Ze, several people continued to joke with Chu Ge, and also cut the cake live to show Chu Ge, they never seemed to have a disagreement before.

Even if Rong Ze was the same as Lu Zaiqing back then, he had the same bad opinion of Chu Ge, but now he can easily approach Chu Ge.

Jealous? Lu Zaiqing asked himself.

I'm going crazy with jealousy.

But Lu Zaiqing didn't say it, he laughed together with his brothers, everyone talked nonsense with Chu Ge, depicted the future for Chu Ge together, and complained about the stupid customers he had met before, and Chu Ge on the other side also held a bottle of Corona, pointed at the screen and said with a smile, "Cheers!" ”

"Cheers!"

Lu Zaiqing held the champagne high with the current, and swallowed it together with blood and tears, as if nothing had existed.

He finally had the courage to face Chu Ge, and finally had the courage to bless Chu Ge to meet a new future.

Even if there is no self in that future, it doesn't hurt, he should accept all this.

After going back, Lu Zaiqing added Chu Ge's WeChat, but he didn't say hello, and the two of them just lay quietly in each other's lists, as if time had stood still.

They have returned to their most primitive state, commensurate with their code names, and occasionally intersect in the circle of friends, but they are also very few words.

That WeChat account Chu Ge is still in use to this day, but it turned out that the old mobile phone was hidden in the safe by Lu Zaiqing, and I don't know when it will be opened next time.

He straightened his mind and looked forward, and refused to remember the past for a while.

Maybe only in this way can you be more like an adult.

It turned out that it was not the truth of life that he once passed on to Chu Ge, but that Chu Ge taught him how to become a qualified, responsible and responsible man.

******

A month passed quickly, and when it was time for Chu Xinghe to be picked up, Lu Zaiqing said to his father, "Dad, don't go, I'll go." ”

Lu Tingfeng was a little stunned, he thought that Lu Zaiqing would not want to face Chu Ge, but now he actually took the initiative to ask, and he was a little uneasy, "Are you okay lately?" ”

I feel that my youngest son is becoming more and more reliable, but ...... This kind of reliability made Lu Tingfeng feel a little unfamiliar. He still wants to see the young master of the Lu family who didn't know the height of the sky, as for the current Lu Zaiqing...... Perhaps it should be more respectful to shout Mr. Lu.

With a lot of emotion in his heart, Lu Tingfeng said, "You have to grasp it yourself, and you have to deal with the relationship with Xinghe......"

"I've been fine lately." Lu Zaiqing shook his head and smiled, "I will, by the way, tell my mother that I will go abroad tomorrow." ”

"Hmm."

Lu Tingfeng said, "Son, are you still afraid of Chu Ge?" ”

Lu Zaiqing paused, then turned around, just smiled and didn't say anything else.

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