The three of them stood for a while, and Lin Xi said to me and Shen Man: "Sister Shen Man, you and Yixi will talk first, and I will go back first." ”

Shen Man responded: "Well, pay attention to safety on the road." ”

Lin Xi nodded and walked towards her SRX, and disappeared from our sight in a blink of an eye, leaving only me and Shen Man on the scene.

"Senior sister, it's so late, what are you looking for me?" I asked, a little confused.

"I'm going to go abroad soon, so I'll have the last time to chat with you."

I smiled and said, "Don't be so sad, okay, it's like you don't get along with each other!" ”

Shen Man smiled with me and said, "But the chances of meeting in the future are indeed a lot less." ”

"Let's not talk about the future, let's talk about the present....... What are you and the prince going to marry? ”

"Marriage is just a formality, and if you are engaged, you will be married after the marriage....... As for getting married, I'll talk about it after I bring my parents to Singapore. ”

"Oh."

After a brief chat, Shen Man and I fell into silence, and I habitually lit a cigarette for myself to hide the embarrassment in this silence.

After a long time, Shen Man said to me in a consultative tone: "Yixi, can you listen to what Senior Sister has to say?" ....... Qingyi told me everything about you and Mr. An. ”

I looked at Shen Man with some surprise, I didn't expect Chen Qingyi to tell her about this.

Seeing that I was silent, Shen Man continued: "If you have any concerns, just tell Senior Sister, Senior Sister enlightens you......."

"I'll handle this matter myself, senior sister, you can get engaged to your marriage with peace of mind and live a good life with the prince."

Shen Man shook his head and said, "Senior Sister has all her wishes now, but you are the only one left....... Only when I see that you are also happy, can I really walk steadily. ”

"Why do you all think I'm not happy, I'm really fulfilling now." I said to Shen Man with a satisfied smile.

Shen Man's face showed a serious expression: "Every time you lie, it's like this....... Yixi, we are sisters and brothers, why can't you open your heart and talk to me once? ”

I sighed softly, and said a little depressed after a long time: "Actually, I really want to keep her, but you also know my current situation, with her, we need to face too many things, the reality is always helpless, if she was born in an ordinary family, maybe I don't have so many worries now...... Senior sister, I took every relationship I experienced before, I took it very seriously, but the result was pain after pain....... I'm scared, scared of repeating the same mistakes...... After all, no one treats pain as enjoyment, does it? ”

Shen Man nodded and said, "Senior sister understands you, but have you ever thought about Mr. An, if you don't go this time, what kind of pain will it be for her?" Can she bear this pain again? So you can't be so selfish as to refuse a love because you're afraid of your own pain, and leave the pain to the other person! ”

I trembled when Shen Man's words were said, yes! What kind of pain will Angel suffer if I don't go? And her past is even more miserable than mine....... I suddenly felt like I was being selfish!

Shen Man saw that I was silent, and asked while the iron was hot: "Yixi, you tell Senior Sister, do you like Mr. An or not?" ”

Shen Man's question stumped me, it was hard for me to admit that I liked Angel, because I always had the shadow of another person in my heart, but if I didn't like Angel, why did I feel sorry for her past, and why did I feel anxious all day long because of her imminent departure?

I was in an extremely tangled mood and couldn't answer Shen Man's question for a long time.

"There are too many distractions in your heart that bind your feelings for Mr. An, in fact, you are now missing a point of release, once you break through the shackles, you will find that you actually like Mr. An....... It's just that by that time it's too late, and the opportunity won't be reserved for you forever! Shen Man looked at me and said seriously.

Shen Man's words were extremely incendiary, her excellent eloquence and keen insight accurately hit my most vulnerable place, I was even more troubled by gains and losses, and my tone finally relaxed: "Maybe......."

"Suppose, suppose you have a successful career now, become an executive director of a listed company, and stand at the same height as Mr. An, will you still have so many concerns?"

I imagined the picture described by Shen Man, and I was surrounded by everyone, pointing out the country........ Instantly, I felt a strong sense of confidence.

"I wouldn't have had that many worries then!" I finally said to Shen Man.

Shen Man smiled and said, "Isn't that right, what you lack now is self-confidence, but Senior Sister can tell you very responsibly, you are great~ Really great, one day you will reach that height, you can now use a confident attitude to chase back Mr. An." ”

I pursed my lips and said, "Liar....... It's because of you that I can't get along in Buick!! ”

Shen Man slapped me, glanced at me again, and said, "You still have the heart to tease me at this time....... After a pause, she changed her face to a serious face and said to me: "Senior sister is very similar to you, and I don't have anything now, according to your logic, shouldn't I be with the prince either?" ”

After Shen Man's words were finished, I stared at her deadly, as if we are quite similar now, we have both lost our jobs, and the prince and Anqi are the same as the kind with very solid material conditions.

After a while, I said to Shen Man: "We are quite sympathetic!" ”

Shen Man looked at me speechlessly: "Did you understand what I mean after I talked for a long time?" ”

"I understand."

"Why doesn't Senior Sister care about the material gap with the prince, it's because I have the ability to survive, I can be financially independent, and I don't need to rely on his help to live, so I can be at ease!"

"No, you told me last time that you want to be a full-time wife!" I retorted.

Shen Man looked at me speechlessly, and only said after a while: "You are more serious with me, which means that you have agreed with my words in your heart, right?" ....... In fact, in the end, it is not the material that maintains the relationship between the two, but the feelings between the two people, and the various touches they have experienced, I believe that you and Mr. An have these! ”

Shen Man's words made me fall silent again, I seemed to feel that I had been holding on to the obsession for a long time, and gradually wavered, maybe I should really go to the airport to stay with Angel and fight for a love for myself.

"Senior sister, give me a little time to digest what you said to me today." After a long time, I said to Shen Man.

"Well, but as soon as possible, you know? Time is running out for you! ”

I nodded........

"By the way, I heard Qingyi say that you have prepared my engagement gift for the prince and me?"

"Well, I'm going to buy it this afternoon."

"Can you satisfy my sister's curiosity and give me a sneak peek?"

"Of course not......." I resolutely rejected Shen Man's request.

Shen Man said to me with some complaint: "I know what it is....... Yixi, why did you spend so much money on this, it's such a waste! ”

"Didn't you say that I would be a successful person in the future? Spending this little money for my future godson is nothing to me! ....... One day I will say to everyone: I, Zhang Yixi, am poor and only have money left! ”

.......

When I got home, I experienced a sleepless night, and after experiencing the warnings of the Taoist Chief, the advice of Chen Qingyi, Lin Xi and Shen Man, the obsession I had been holding on to was finally shaken, and I wanted to keep her, and leave her before she boarded the plane.

I finally made up my mind to keep Angel behind....... I was no longer stunned, and my mood relaxed at this moment.

I told myself: "Zhang Yixi, you have to be confident, fight firmly, firmly grasp your love, don't wait for the day when you are really poor and only have money left, it will only increase your sadness!" ”