230 We're all right

"Whether she's dead or alive, you're not entitled to see her again."

Hearing this, my heart was like a knife, I took a deep breath, I clenched my fists, gritted my teeth and said, "It's me who didn't protect her, but, Uncle Su, ask yourself, what did you do to her?" ”

After speaking, I looked up at Father Su, and he asked me in some surprise what I meant?

I said hatefully, "You should know all about this plan, right?" You know that Sister Shui is in danger of following me, and you know all the situations well, but what do you do? As a father, how do you treat her other than useless anger and sadness? It's watching her put herself in danger, it's watching the plan go ahead! If you had someone to protect her earlier, would she have been lying here? ”

Su's father's face was pale when I said it, and Su's mother rushed over and grabbed his arm, and asked angrily: "You already knew that Shuishui was in danger?" You're watching her in danger? Why? Why don't you go and save her? Why? She's your daughter, what could be more important than her safety? ”

Facing Su's mother's tearful and hysterical questioning, Su's father's face was pale, his eyes were evasive, and in the face of him like this, I was angry and said, "Can't speak? Well, let me tell you, because once you send someone over, you will definitely be startled, and the other party will think that you are prepared, and you may give up the plan to kill me! So, for the sake of the mission, you gave up on Sister Shui, and the moment you decided not to save her, you acquiesced that she would be injured or even die! ”

My words made Su's father blush, and Su's mother slapped his chest angrily, crying bitterly and asked, "Is what he said true?" Isn't it? ”

Su's father didn't speak, but lowered his head in pain, Su's mother hid her face and cried, and slowly fell backwards, I quickly supported her, she said bitterly: "You are a soldier, you have your responsibility, you can give up everything for your country and your people, including your own life." Yes, you are great, you are great, you are worthy of your rank, but have you ever asked me if I would like to? Asked my daughter if she would like to? Su Shihao, I'm fed up with your righteousness! Do you know? I've had enough! You can waste your own life as much as you want, but you are not qualified to deal with your daughter's life! ”

Mother Su was really angry, her body was trembling, I was a little worried about her, and at the same time annoyed by my impulsiveness, if I hadn't questioned Father Su, Mother Su wouldn't have been so sad, so I tried my best to keep her safe, let her calm down, and said that Su Ruoshui needed her, she slowly calmed down, but the tears didn't stop, she pointed to Father Su and said, "You get out of here!" Get out of here! Say someone else is not qualified? No, you're the least qualified person to see the water! ”

Su's father stood there and didn't move, Su's mother kept beating him angrily and told him to get out, he saw that Su's mother was so unstable, and he was immediately frightened and said, "Okay, Yuanyuan, don't be excited, I'll leave." ”

After he finished speaking, he glared at me unwillingly, as if to ask, "Are you satisfied now?" ”

I didn't expect things to come to this point, my heart was suddenly full of guilt, I knew that I was selfish, just seeing Su's father's angry look, I remembered his ruthlessness, remembered that Su Ruoshui was 'betrayed' by the closest person, and I wanted to get justice for her.

I said to Su's mother, who was crying, "Auntie, I'll help you sit down." ”

Su's mother nodded weakly, and was slowly sat on the chair by me, she leaned there, still crying sadly, her daughter's life and death were uncertain, and her husband's inaction made her exhausted, I looked at her, and then slowly knelt down.

Faced with my sudden kneeling, Su Mu was a little surprised, she asked me what to do?

I said, "Aunt Su, I have only volunteered to kneel three times in my life, my dead parents, and Uncle Ear, who is so kind to me, you are the fourth." I know it's not a big deal, I don't say this to flaunt anything, but I hope you don't grovel to me, I kneel to you, one is to kneel to your good to Sister Shui, thank you for being able to do more than 20 years later, suddenly more than 20 years later, in the days when there was suddenly more of her, I didn't alienate her and love her well; The second is to kneel for my sins, I beg you, even if you don't forgive me, I think I hurt Sister Shui, please let me see her. You are her mother, and I want her family's permission to see her again, and I think then she can be at ease. ”

After I said this, I kept my head down and tensed my body.

Mother Su wiped a handful of tears, raised her hand to help me, and said gently: "Get up, child, I don't blame you, I won't look down on you, and I won't stop you from seeing her." ”

I was flattered to look at Su's mother, at this time she looked at me lovingly, at this moment, I felt as if I was being looked at by my mother, such a heart-warming heart, but this kind of warmth made me feel more heartache and guilt, I buried my head deeply, and said in a deep voice: "I'm sorry!" ”

Su Mu said softly: "Silly boy, I'm not his father, I know you don't blame you for this, and I have heard a lot of things about you from Shui Shui's mouth." ”

As she spoke, she patted the bench next to her and motioned for me to sit down, but I was not hypocritical, I sat down directly, and couldn't help asking, "What did she say about me?" ”

Speaking of this, I couldn't help but laugh and whispered, "She must have praised me as a flower, that silly woman." ”

Su Mu nodded and said: "Yes, she praised you for not being in the sky or on the earth, telling me how many stupid things you have done for her, how difficult it is for you, sometimes laughing and sometimes crying, and let us be mentally prepared, saying that she will never marry in this life, in this way, when she sees you in a hundred years, she will explain to you innocently." ”

"Her father has always thought she was stupid, but as a woman, I can understand how important love is in the eyes of women, and how much it is worth our efforts. I understand that it was Ruoshui who offered her life for you, because you are her faith. As a mother, I was angry at her actions, but as a woman, I was touched that she could find a man who was willing to give her life for her. ”

After listening to Su's mother's words, I felt extremely shocked in my heart, and I was silent for a while, and I said seriously: "Now I finally understand why my brother can be so honest and excellent, because he has a good mother." ”

After a pause, I said, "Of course, he also has a good father. ”

Although I was dissatisfied with Su's father's behavior, I also knew that he had no choice when he stood in that position. In this plan, there is nothing wrong with everyone's reaction, what is wrong is our different position.

You have the world in your heart, I have the individual in your heart, our realms are different, and our responsibilities are different, so our attitudes towards one thing are also different, I understand, but just like Su Mu said, I understand, it doesn't mean that I can forgive.

Thinking of this, Song Jiayin's cold face appeared in front of my eyes, and my heart throbbed for a while. She's not wrong, I'm not wrong, but we're all wrong about it.

Su's mother was also depressed because I mentioned Su's father, and was silent for a long time, she said: "When I married him, I knew that in his heart, I would never be the first, including our children must also be placed behind his country and his people, but I just like his integrity, like his boundless love, at that time I said to myself, marry this man, marrying him is marrying love, what are other things?" I even thought that if one day I was taken hostage and threatened with him, I would rather die than drag him down, but I could, but I didn't want my children to do that. ”

Speaking of this, she clenched her fists and said, "I can die with him, but my daughter is innocent." Coming to this world, she has no right to choose her family background, and it is already unfortunate to come to a family like ours, why should I let her dedicate herself to her father's ideals? I understand his father, but who understands me? ”

I comforted softly: "Auntie, don't be too sad, in fact, Sister Shui is very lucky to be born in such a family, at least a good mother like you cares about her, and the really unfortunate ones are those who were born at the bottom and are not even allowed to climb up, and can only be manipulated by others." ”

Like me.

……

The rescue lasted for two days and two nights, during which the doctor issued six critical illness notices, and finally on the third day, the doctor came out of it. Unlike the tired doctor, Uncle Ear still looks very energetic. He smiled at me, and I was suddenly flustered as if I had been given a shot of cardiotonic and calmed down.

I helped Su's mother to walk over quickly, and she nervously asked the doctor how Su Ruoshui was?

The doctor said respectfully, "Mrs. Su, I must tell you the truth. Your daughter has been pulled back from the line of death by us, but she is not yet past the danger period, and it is still unknown whether she will wake up. ”

Hearing this, my heart sank suddenly, but who knew that Uncle Er said confidently: "I will let her wake up." ”

Su Mu was originally very sad, and when she heard Uncle Er's words, she asked in surprise: "This is ......?"

The doctor immediately looked at Uncle Er with admiration, and said: "This is a master in the world, if it weren't for him, maybe Miss Su would have passed away suddenly, since this old man said so, I don't think you have to worry too much, our hospital will go all out to provide convenience for the old man, so that he can treat Miss Su wholeheartedly." ”

When Su Mu heard this, she looked at Uncle Er excitedly and said, "Uncle, thank you very much, and besides, is what you said true?" Will my daughter really wake up? ”

I said to Su's mother: "Auntie, don't worry, Uncle Er's medical skills are excellent, since he can say that, it means that Sister Shui will be fine." ”

Mother Su asked me with some surprise that I know Uncle Er? I nodded and said, "Yes, he is the grandfather I said had a great kindness to me." ”

As I spoke, I said to Uncle Er, "Old man, I've worked hard for you this time." ”

Uncle Ear looked at me and said with loving eyes: "As long as you can be a little happier, no matter how tired you are, it is worth it." ”

Hearing this, I was like soaking in ice water, and my cold and somewhat paralyzed heart suddenly warmed a lot, I am very glad that in this capital where there is only indifference and conspiracy, I still have a few 'family members' who are willing to do everything for me and think about me, just for them, I will definitely go down this road.

No matter how much grievances there are, no matter how much pain there is, I can swallow them!