In the first week that Chu Ge was not in China, Lu Zaiqing lay in bed and suffered insomnia.

Since Chai Ye said something to him that day and then left after explaining everything, Lu Zaiqing stood there alone for half an hour.

He didn't know what he was doing for half an hour, maybe he was thinking about Chu Ge, or maybe he was ...... It's thinking about what I've done from start to finish.

When Lu Zaiqing woke up from the big bed alone, it was dark outside.

He now has day and night reversed, and he has even forgotten what day it is, and he has been locked up at home for a few days and refuses to go out, and he feels sleepy when he goes out and sees the sun.

Lu Zaiqing felt that his thinking was imprisoned, and as soon as Chu Ge left, the whole person was empty.

Later, in the middle of the night, Xiao Li called Lu Zaiqing to go out to drink, and Lu Zaiqing said, don't drink!

"Are you transsexual?" Xiao Li held his mobile phone and laughed at the other end, "Or was he kidnapped?" If so, I'll save you. ”

"Fuck off!"

Lu Zaiqing kicked the sofa in his living room, he turned on a very dim light, and he hadn't gone out recently, and the whole person looked like a nocturnal animal.

"Then come out and drink, you've been bored for a few days, are you planning to cultivate immortals?"

Xiao Li smiled and said, "Everyone is outside to get together with you." ”

"What the hell." Lu Zaiqing muttered, "I didn't come out of prison again, I did it so grandly, and I took the wind and washed the dust." ”

"Nope." The good brother said very cheaply at the other end, "It's ready to have a hug and a napkin." ”

Lu Zaiqing was stunned, "What are you doing?" ”

"Wait for you to cry to us." There was another business from Xiao Li's side, and Lu Zaiqing was so angry that he trembled for a while, "You guys are here to see my jokes!" ”

"Oh, you've been good friends for so many years, what happened to you, say it and make us happy."

"Break up!"

Lu Zaiqing shouted, "You guys who eat human blood steamed buns, my friends don't have to do it!" ”

"Huh!" At this time, there was a knock on the door, Lu Zaiqing walked over, and when he got closer, he heard that through the door, Xiao Li said, "Open the door, the community sends warmth." ”

"Warm your sister!"

Lu Zaiqing opened the door and saw a few good friends holding wine in their hands, Rong Ze was also inside, wearing a casual suit, and when he saw Lu Zaiqing, his good friends were startled.

"Hey, you're really going to."

"I've lost a lot of weight, falling out of love makes people lose weight, and the stinky dick silk quotations don't deceive me."

"Why is the house so dark, you're going to die, Lu Zaiqing, you won't become a blind Ah Bing, right?"

"Lu Zaiqing's erhu looks really like a blind man A Bing."

“……”

Lu Zaiqing stared at a group of people who took the initiative to come to the door, and his mind jumped suddenly, "What are you planning to do?" Annoying, annoying! ”

"It's not annoying." Xiao Li stood in the living room and slowly opened the wine, and then Rong Ze suddenly turned on the crystal chandelier in the living room, and the whole room suddenly lit up.

Lu Zaiqing covered his eyes with his hands uncomfortably, "What are ......you doing?"

"Come and talk to you for a while." One of the friends sat down on the sofa with a big grin, and then looked at Lu Zaiqing, "I heard that Chu Ge has gone abroad." ”

"That's right."

Lu Zaiqing didn't deny it, "I went abroad, and it has nothing to do with me anyway." ”

The audience was silent.

I heard Lu Zaiqing talking to herself like an old woman, "I don't care at all, really." If she goes abroad, go abroad, anyway, it's none of my business, Chu Ge is not who I am, she does whatever she likes, and I won't stop her. ”

A group of friends: "......"

"I'm really not good, I think I'm very good, people are fine, what are you all looking at me like this. I said that I have nothing to do with Chu Ge, I don't miss her at all, so I won't miss her......"

Rong Ze interrupted Lu Zaiqing's words, "Wait a minute, we didn't say you were thinking about Chu Ge." ”

Xiao Li shook his head, "It's hopeless." ”

Lu Zaiqing simply stopped talking and sat down next to Xiao Li.

Xiao Li said, "By the way, I'm here to tell you one thing by the way, anyway, you and Chu Ge are out of touch, so it should be okay to talk about it." ”

"What's wrong?"

Looking at their serious appearance, Lu Zaiqing suddenly sounded the alarm in his heart, no, no, Chu Ge...... What happened to Chu Ge abroad!

He knew that she was going to be bullied when she went abroad for a girl's family!! He knew it! What can he do to go abroad, he doesn't force her, it's a big deal that he doesn't get along with each other, what can he do when he runs abroad and can't find anyone! Is he that terrible!

Lu Zai swallowed his saliva, "Don't scare me......"

"Lu Zaiqing, let's check it...... Chu Ge's whereabouts before he went abroad. Rong Ze confessed, "I'm sorry, I went to check." I was also shocked to hear the news that she was going abroad, so I ......"

Lu Zaiqing looked at Rong Ze in a daze.

"I wanted to know what Chu Ge experienced before going abroad, and then what did I do to make her decide to go abroad, and finally I found out that ......"

Rong Ze patted Lu Zaiqing's shoulder, "Chu Ge has been to the hospital. Chai Ye accompanied him to the ...... After being misunderstood by you, Chai Ye said that Chu Ge had a nosebleed, so he took Chu Ge to see it. ”

Lu Zaiqing tightened his fingers.

"Chu Ge is pregnant."

The cup pinched in Lu Zaiqing's hand was smashed in the next second, but fortunately, there was no time to pour wine inside, otherwise the house would have smelled of wine.

Lu Zaiqing's fingers trembled faintly, he couldn't even believe it, he felt like a thunderbolt was rumbling down on his head, and asked Rong Ze repeatedly, "What did you say?" ”

Lu Zaiqing's appearance made Rong Ze frown, "What? I thought you knew, Chu Ge was pregnant, and then beat the child together that day. ”

Beat the child.

Lu Zaiqing's hands and feet were cold, he didn't expect such a situation at all, and the shock of learning that Chu Ge was pregnant had not yet eased, and it suddenly became Chu Ge beating the child out.

He was completely cold from beginning to end, his chest was like a hole, the cold wind was blowing in, and his voice was shaking, "What's the situation?" ”

What the hell is going on, did anyone come to tell him, what happened, why did Chu Ge get pregnant, why did Chu Ge ...... Did you knock the child out so silently?

The kid ...... Yes, is it his and Chu Ge's child?

The more Lu Zaiqing thought about it, the more Rong Ze looked at the ever-changing expression on Lu Zaiqing's face, and suddenly felt incredible, "Wouldn't it?" You don't know that Chu Ge is pregnant? I thought you knew about ......"

"How could I know......" He didn't think that Chu Ge would get pregnant.

But after thinking about it, he didn't do any contraceptive measures several times with Chu Ge later, except for one time he gave Chu Ge contraceptive pills, and he never cared about Chu Ge's body again.

Chu Ge was young, and it was the time when the soil was fertile.

Lu Zaiqing didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Chu Ge is pregnant.

Oh, my God...... He made Chu Ge pregnant.

But Chu Ge hid it from him again, and directly beat the child out without saying a word!

Lu Zaiqing seemed to be on a roller coaster, and all the exciting plots came one after another, and he couldn't accept these things at once.

"It's over, you really don't know." Rong Ze sat back in his place and shook his head, "Chu Ge went abroad the next day after beating the child. ”

Fool her! After beating the fetus, when the body is the weakest, I ran to take a plane abroad!

Is she trying to get rid of the disease?

Lu Zaiqing didn't know why he was thinking about something that had nothing to do with the point, his first reaction was to worry about Chu Ge's body.

The man clenched his fists and said in a hoarse voice only later, "I don't know...... There used to be small children between us. ”

These words were so poignant that Xiao Li could only say, "Then you think about the good, what if the child is not yours?" ”

Xiao Li's mouth! Lu Zaiqing will beat him all over the ground one day in the morning and find teeth!

"Fuck off!" Lu Zaiqing roared angrily, "I'm- if I knew that Chu Ge was pregnant, would I let her get rid of the baby?!" ”

"Or else?" Another good friend sitting on the side asked rhetorically, "If you don't have a baby, will you give birth?" Chu Ge must know what you think, in order to avoid being insulted by your yin and yang weirdness, he chose to have a fetus and didn't tell you. ”

Lu Zaiqing's whole person seemed to have stepped on a staircase, and he felt like he had fallen down heavily.

His ears were buzzing, his brain was blank, and he felt his consciousness pull away from his body little by little.

"It's okay to fight, it just so happens that the two of you don't get along with each other anymore."

Rong Ze sighed, "Forget it, it's my fault, I thought you knew it at the beginning." You didn't say it to me, and then I didn't know about it. It's good to gather and disperse. ”

Say scatter, disperse.

Later, Lu Zaiqing drank a lot of wine that night, and his good friends didn't walk away one by one until three o'clock in the middle of the night. ”

"Impossible." Lu Zaiqing said, "I won't be sad for Chu Ge." ”

It's all come to this point, and I still won't budge.

A few people didn't speak, they looked at each other and left, leaving the empty but full of the smell of wine and pain to Lu Zaiqing alone.

Lu Zaiqing took out his mobile phone from his pocket.

It's not his, it's Chu Ge's.

He never dared to open it.

Don't dare now.

Lu Zaiqing pressed his password to unlock it, and at that time, there was a violent pain in the depths of his heart, this fool actually secretly used his birthday as a password alone, did he agree! Bastard!

Lu Zaiqing glanced at Chu Ge's circle of friends and found that Chu Ge had closed his circle of friends very early, and all the memories about Lu Zaiqing were shrunk into the dusty memories together.

But Lu Zaiqing only found out now.

He clicked on the memo on Chu Ge's mobile phone again and saw Chu Ge's diary.

It turned out that she had a habit of keeping a diary.

[I can go to school today, I'm so happy, I met a good person, called Chai Ye, and he is also my teacher. 】

[I saw Lu Zaiqing again, but I'm so sad, should I still believe him? 】

[Rong Yi is a good boy, although he has a bad temper, I think he is very similar to Xiaobao. 】

[I feel like Lu Zaiqing's friend doesn't seem to be looking at me with strange eyes.] I learned to use WeChat today, and they also came to add me as a friend, does this count as a step closer to Lu Zaiqing? 】

[Lu Zaiqing came to school to find me, did he care about me? 】

[I hate Chi Nan to death. 】

[I lived with Lu Zaiqing, and he asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend, I was so scared, afraid that this was a trap, and even more afraid that if this was not a trap, then how could I be worthy of him. 】

Between the lines, all the words are soaked with the woman's hot but sad feelings.

Lu Zaiqing held his mobile phone and choked up.

He opened Chu Ge's photo album, and his heart skipped a few beats.

Chu Ge's album is full of photos of Lu Zaiqing from various angles, about his side face, about his back, full of all the albums, without a single Chu Ge's face.

It's all Lu Zaiqing.

It's all him, he who abandoned her with his own hands.

Lu Zaiqing clenched his mobile phone, feeling that his chest was about to run out of breath, he felt that he was likely to suffocate in the next second, and with every exhalation, the inside of his chest twitched like a spasm.

It hurts.

What to do.

Lu Zaiqing trembled and turned off his mobile phone, before he poured himself a sip of wine with red eyes.

Then the man pushed the coffee table hard, but the table was too steady and stood still, and he couldn't get any vent.

"Who allowed you...... Secretly shoot me! ”

Lu Zaiqing felt like he was going crazy, but the room was so empty, he was so hoarse, who was he yelling at?

"I said that I was not allowed to take pictures secretly, I said that I was not allowed to let others know, and I was ashamed to say that I was ashamed-"

But his voice slowly lowered, the man reached out to cover his face, his crying voice was already hoarse, and the whole person slowly squatted down on the floor against the wall to cover his face, "Who allowed you...... The ...... that knocked my kids off."

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