Song Tong said, he was going to bypass Lian Shaokang and open the car door.

Lian Shaokang was in a hurry, his cross arm pressed the car door, and he blurted out in his heart: "Song Tong, can you go home with me?" ”

He didn't want to do that anymore and continued in a half-cold war.

Song Tong and Song Xu, what is the relationship in the past, he is no longer willing to entangle, Song Tong in his heart, whether he still loves Song Xu or not, he doesn't want to care anymore, he is not confident if he is not confident, and he doesn't know how to change.

He only knew that he wanted Song Tong to go home, and he only wanted Song Tong to be by his side. As long as Song Tong is with him, as long as Song Tong is still his wife, it's fine!

Lian Shaokang looked at Song Tong's eyes nervously, worried that Song Tong would not agree, so he took the initiative to lower his requirements: "At least today, don't go to the hospital, okay?" ”

"Have you figured out the question of that day?" Song Tong sighed and asked.

"Nope. It doesn't matter. Lian Shaokang looked away a little helplessly, and didn't want to mention the events of that day at all.

Song Tong did not allow Lian Shaokang to escape.

This time is an opportunity, if Lian Shaokang can't think clearly because of this opportunity, then in the future, sooner or later, there will still be problems.

Song Tong wanted to force Lian Shaokang to think about it.

"Wait until you figure it out." Song Tong simply left a sentence, quickly bypassed Lian Shaokang, got in the car and left the underground parking lot.

Lian Shaokang stood in place, and in his heart, he had an inexplicable breath of anger, and he didn't know if it was because of Song Tong or because of himself.

Do you want to know clearly, is it really that important?

Does Song Tong really want him to think clearly, or is he in a hurry to return to the hospital and accompany Song Xu?

Lian Shaokang realized that he was suspecting something again, and couldn't help but pound the pillar next to him hard.

He couldn't help but think crankily again, perhaps, Song Tong was right to be so cruel, maybe he should really force himself, think about it carefully, and learn to believe in some people and things.

Lian Shaokang walked to his car angrily and left the underground parking lot, and in the next few days, whether it was at the company or running to the apartment alone, he was always restless and restless.

He wanted to really think it through, but he didn't know where to start.

In the end, Lian Shaokang decided to go back to school.

He didn't go back to middle school, he went straight back to elementary school. It was the place where he began to really see his mother, his environment and the world.

It has not been back for many years, and the primary school of that year has now become an abandoned and dangerous building, waiting to be demolished.

Lian Shaokang did not enter the classroom marked as a dilapidated building, and walked slowly along the edge of the dilapidated playground.

Stepping on this playground again, breathing again, the aroma of the fruit trees planted by the playground, all kinds of memories, like a tide, poured to Lian Shaokang.

Sad, gloomy, complicated, painful, like a net, tightly netted him.

Lian Shaokang wanted to find through these past memories that he could not have the root of his emotional self-confidence, but in this memory that could almost suffocate him, he found that he couldn't find the moment when he was confident.

Throughout his childhood, his youth, he was wrapped in a nightmarish life.

In his childhood, he was by the side of his sadistic biological mother Qi Fengyu, and he did not have a minute or a second, and he had even a little sense of security.

He was worried all the time, there would be a fierce reprimand, or a severe beating, and suddenly come. Every day, every hour, every minute, every second, he spent it in fear.

When he was a teenager, because of his figure, school bullying was always with him. His expression of affection or affection for anyone is met with a roll of eyes and ridicule.

Slowly, he did not dare to express his heart to anyone, to express his emotions, he had no friends and did not dare to make friends.

Rather than disgusting and disgusting, he would rather endure loneliness.

At least "Lonely" doesn't dislike him and hate him.

Later, he met Ye Qingyu - the only person who did not look down on him, but stood up for him.

The liking and liking for Ye Qingyu came naturally.

In his heart, Ye Qingyu is the whole world, his only hope, light and perseverance.

He had never liked a girl so strongly, he began to not want to give up on himself, he began to plan to lose weight, and began to study desperately, just to be more worthy of Ye Qingyu.

At the very least, when they walked together, they didn't have to let Ye whisper because of him, and be ridiculed and teased by others.

He worked cautiously and for a long time. During this period, he and Ye Qingyu also changed from helping him unilaterally at the beginning, to helping each other, and he and Ye Qingyu also became friends who could confide their hearts.

It took him a long, long time before he finally gathered the courage to confess to Ye Qingyu, but what he got was a refusal.

After Yan Li knew that he and Ye Qingyu confessed, Yan Li quickly agreed to be with Ye Qingyu, and tried his best to humiliate him, stimulate him, and ridicule him on all occasions that could be used.

That time was the time when he felt that there was no hope in life.

feels that no matter how hard he tries, the world will not open a door for him, and it will not sow a little sunshine in his life.

He didn't dare to have a good impression and affection for anyone anymore, and he didn't dare to pour out his heart to anyone anymore. He has become a more closed heart and more isolated person than before he met Ye Qingyu.

After he finally relieved a little bit, when he had just had the idea of resigning himself to his fate and giving up like that, an earthquake suddenly came, taking away Ye Qingyu and all his motivation.

It was as if God was telling him to stop working hard, his life was a dead end.

If it weren't for the appearance of his grandparents later, who brought him to a new environment and gave him a new life, he might have fallen into a mess and died in a corner where no one paid attention to him, and when no one cared.

The only thing he has confidence in is in business.

It is only in this field that he can feel that he is useful, that he can feel it. Cheerful and comfortable, as if he were born in this field.

This gave him a sense of fatalistic security.

But out of this area, his heart is still at a loss. Outside of the business world, he has never grown, and he is afraid of growing.

Every time he wanted to try to take a step in other aspects, there would be countless negative voices, flooding his mind, and there would be countless ridiculous and ridiculous voices, echoing in his heart and making him retreat.

His lack of emotional confidence should be caused by this.

Born insecure, the only time he mustered up the courage to confess was to incur him, and he was hit hard by the results he couldn't bear.

He never knew how to please girls, and he didn't feel that he had anything to be liked, worthy of being liked by others, especially those of the opposite sex.

This kind of insecurity, like a shadow, wrapped around him tightly, making him unable to find a sense of security all the time, when facing his relationship with Song Tong.

Song Tong was like an elf who appeared out of thin air, suddenly intruded into his life, like a surging wave, pushing him, entering into marriage, booking a wedding, and moving his heart.

He never knew why she chose him, and he didn't dare to ask her why she chose him.

He only relies on speculation to solve everything, and when all speculation tends to be negative, his insecurity swallows everything, making him afraid to face anything, making him become a soldier at any slightest change.

So, should he ask Song Tong clearly?

Why did she choose him? Does she really have feelings for him?

Lian Shaokang wasn't sure whether he should do this or not, he tried to answer his question directly from other aspects, and even directly gave a negative answer, but after thinking about it, he had no reason to deny it.

If Song Tong didn't choose him because he liked him, then what else could it be?

Song Tong is very beautiful, very beautiful, very temperamental, not lost to first-line female stars at all, she will definitely be able to get any kind of man she wants. There is no need to choose him because of appearances.

Song Tong is also very smart, very capable, and very smart. A few days ago, at the venture capital meeting involving billions, Song Tong faced so many executives of top consortia, from beginning to end, they were calm and easy.

Her vision, ability, courage, and aura are even far beyond many of the executives who are much older than her. In this way, she will not lack connections and resources at all, on the contrary, contacts and resources will take the initiative to move closer to her and ask for her.

Therefore, it is impossible for her to choose him because she likes Lian's connections and resources.

In addition to choosing to marry him because he likes him, Lian Shaokang really can't think of anything more reasonable reason.

However, he didn't understand the reason why Song Tong chose him.

Do you really want to ask Song Tong?

Lian Shaokang slowly stopped, frowned and faced a big tree, and became entangled in distress.

Thinking about it, when the sun was about to set, Lian Shaokang finally decided to go out and ask Song Tong once.

Anyway, his chances of winning are quite big. Even if he guessed wrong, could the blow be greater than the one when Ye Qingyu rejected him?

Lian Shaokang immediately took out his mobile phone and asked his subordinates about Song Tong's movements, knowing that Song Tong had just finished handling business and returned to the hospital, so he immediately drove to the hospital.

Hospital. Song Tong went through the procedures for transferring to the ward for Song Xu.

In the future, Song Xu will focus on recuperation and recovery, and the hospital has newly established a lot of independent, recuperation villas, which are more clean and comfortable, suitable for Song Xu's conditioning and recovery.