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At this point, Shen Ye shook the golden watch on his wrist at Li Xiaoyun with care, pointed to the dial and said to her: "Ten minutes, it only took ten minutes from the city's building to the century in the west of the city." If this is an ordinary person, it will take half an hour at the earliest, I really can't imagine how many red lights Jing Hao has run in a row, and the speed of the car has soared to hundreds of miles, and I don't know that I think it is the drag racing party that has retired from the rivers and lakes for many years has appeared again. If he doesn't care about you at all, only a ghost will believe it. ”

Listening to Shen Ye's somewhat exaggerated description, Li Xiaoyun remembered again that Jing Hao had the rare affection last night, and she believed that this time he was sincere. But in the end, he was so angry that he wanted to go crazy. Thinking of this, Li Xiaoyun's heart hurt and she almost vomited blood.

Shen Ye is a transparent person, he began to mix in the Tao when he was a teenager, and a pair of eyes are fiery eyes, which is really not an exaggeration at all. Li Xiaoyun's dejected appearance naturally couldn't escape his eyes, even if he didn't ask anything, he could guess a rough idea. He couldn't help but sigh and shake his head: "Hey, idiot, what do you want me to do with you, why are you so troubled." ”

Li Xiaoyun shook her head helplessly, and spoke slowly, although her tone couldn't be more plain, but every word, every sentence had a sharp knife, stabbing her heart fiercely. "I can't forget everything that happened in the past, I can't act as if nothing didn't happen, because I have lost so much, and even if I really forgive him, I can't forgive myself. Before, I loved him like I had gone mad, I could ask nothing, think about nothing, anesthetize myself, and go crazy just for our tomorrow. Even if I hear something or see something, I will always comfort myself and think on the good side as if nothing happened. But now that I look back and think about everything that happened before, I realize that I am really stupid and stupid, and many things I have done before now seem so ridiculous, and even make me feel ashamed. I'm afraid I'll never get it back in this life, so I hate him, I hate him, I hate him so much, and at the same time I hate myself, I hate why I would fall in love with such a person I can't love. When I see him now, I can't help but think of everything that happened before, the past that I am desperately trying to forget, and every time I think of that, I will breathe in pain. ”

"Maybe there are many times, those are just illusions, what family, what warmth, what love, all are my wishful thinking, the fault is that I take everything too seriously. Now that I'm completely sober, I don't believe that he will have any real feelings for me, and many times it is just a habit, used to the presence of another person around me. And my departure was so sudden that he couldn't get used to it for a while, and if he took the initiative to ask me to leave that time, then even if I knelt in front of him and begged him to let me stay, he would not be moved in the slightest. Take another 10,000 steps back, even if he really has real feelings for me, he can be cruel to his lover to that extent, which is enough to make people completely sad. ”

At this time, Shen Ye was a good listener, he had been listening quietly on the side, and after a while, he held Li Xiaoyun's hand and said softly: "Okay, everything is over, don't mention the past again." The most important thing now is to take care of your body first, so that even if they come to harass you again, you will have the strength to fight them. He paused slightly, as if he suddenly remembered something, "Well, but then, Zhou Yuchen shouldn't come to you again." ”

"I hope so. However, Jing Hao did leave a cruel word to me before leaving, and he was the uncle and nephew of the Zhou family, and I didn't even dream about it. Li Xiaoyun's mood was much more relaxed than just now, and she pouted.

Shen Ye smiled slightly, "Okay, all of them like to be self-righteous, reversing right and wrong, why do you care so much." ”

Li Xiaoyun also laughed, "Well, that's it!" ”

The following days were uneventful, and they were really much worse than the previous thrilling. Li Xiaoyun is also happy to live in peace, and does her job as a waiter diligently every day, in addition to going to work, she eats and sleeps, occasionally goes to the top floor to drink some wine, and sometimes she will be more back to be pulled by drunken guests to pour wine. But, on the whole, her life is like this, and it goes through in a regular way. Emotional things are considered to have fallen into a desperate situation all of a sudden, but this is good, it is better to have a complete conclusion, it is better than hanging like that, now Li Xiaoyun has a wide heart and a fat body, and there is no need to worry about it every day like before, let alone have any big mood swings such as blood surging and heartache every once in a while. Li Xiaoyun began to become content with the status quo, content and happy.

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