The low wail, the bright red blood, the self-esteem that fell at my feet, if one day I die, I guess, no one will be able to remember, those unbearable memories.

Lin Haohao was carrying a schoolbag and was walking from his home to school. The expression on his face was simple and dull, but the pupils were wide open, and his eyes were looking at the ground, which was incompatible with the passers-by who were looking straight ahead.

At this time, a middle-aged man opposite Lin Haohao walked towards him, the man was playing with his mobile phone and didn't notice Lin Haohao, and Lin Haohao was also absent-minded, and the two bumped into each other without any accidents.

Lin Haohao was caught off guard, and was hit back a few steps, the man felt it, his eyes moved from the mobile phone to Lin Haohao, and his brows furrowed.

Lin Haohao came back to his senses and saw that there was a man older than himself on the other side. At this moment, the man's expression changed, so Lin Haohao hurriedly said, "I'm sorry." I didn't mean to."

It stands to reason that the middle-aged man is also at fault, but when the middle-aged man saw that the other party was a student younger than himself, and the other party took the initiative to apologize to him, he swallowed the apology that he wanted to vomit back into his stomach.

The middle-aged man stared at Lin Haohao fiercely, and said, "Next time I walk and look at the road, if I don't see that you are a student, I will scold you" Saying, from Lin Haohao's side, he lowered his head and played with his mobile phone, and walked over calmly.

Lin Haohao lowered his head, looked at the back of the man leaving, stared at it for three seconds, and then continued to walk towards the school.

SY, Secondary School No. 2. Class 6 in the third year of junior high school.

In the class, there was a lot of noise, the boys in the back row were playing cards, and a group of people were watching. The mouth of the card player roared, urging the other party to hurry up and play the cards.

"Hey. Fuck you. Can't get out? Stuff the card into your mouth without coming out" After speaking, Wu Shuhui laughed very exaggeratedly.

Wu Shuhui, a bastard in the class who doesn't like to study, loves to cause trouble, and loves to bully his classmates.

"What's the hurry? You forced me, Wang Bang" After speaking, Chen Shan finished the cards in his hand, and then let out a smug laugh.

Chen Shan, together with Wu Shuhui, belongs to the category of doglegs.

"Grass you. No, JB hit. Wu Shuhui angrily shook the card, leaned back, and put on an impatient expression. Chen Shan and the others who played cards together looked at each other, and they all saw unhappy expressions on each other's faces, this one had a bet of 100, but after looking at Wu Shuhui, he took a deep breath and didn't say anything.

At this moment, a person suddenly came to the door of the class, sitting on the stool Wu Shuhui saw it, hurriedly stood up, and beckoned to the visitor: "Hey, Lin Haohao come here." ”

When the others heard this, they had intriguing smirks on their faces. Even Chen Shan, who was unhappy, showed an excited expression because of this.

When Lin Haohao heard this, his heart trembled, and he didn't want to go over a hundred times in his heart, but his feet still walked over unconsciously.

"What's wrong, Wu Shuhui?" Lin Haohao asked nervously

"It's okay, by the way, when will you pay back the 100 you owed me last time?" Wu Shuhui squinted at Lin Haohao and asked.

Lin Haohao was stunned when he heard this, and after thinking about it, he didn't owe anyone else, let alone 100 yuan.

"When did I owe you money?" Lin Haohao asked aggrievedly.

Syllable!

A slap slapped Lin Haohao's head. Lin Haohao was in pain and covered his head aggrievedly.

Wu Shuliang showed a hideous expression. Cracked his fingers and rattled: "Really? Are you planning not to pay it back now? ”

"But I really don't owe you any money," Lin Haohao said, tears rolling in his eyes.

As soon as the words fell, before Wu Shuhui could make a move, Chen Shan, who was standing on the side, suddenly punched Lin Haohao in the chest: "You are talking like this, don't leave after school, take you to the toilet and think about whether you owe us money." ”

Lin Haohao is stupid and understands that this is blackmailing himself. But what can you do?

Lin Haohao carefully took out a neat 100 yuan from his pocket and gave it to Wu Shuhui. This 100 yuan is the money that Lin Haohao's mother gave Lin Haohao to buy vegetables after school today.

When the 100 yuan was taken away by Wu Shuhui from his hands, Lin Haohao was very sad in his heart. I feel like I've done something wrong, I've done something sorry for my parents.

In this way, the turmoil quickly subsided, Wu Shuhui, Chen Shan and others returned to their seats with money and laughter, and Lin Haohao also returned to his seat.

As soon as Lin Haohao sat down, the lesbian table next to him glanced at Lin Haohao with disgust, pushed down his table with his hand, and moved his stool, as if he was deliberately distancing himself from Lin Haohao.

Lin Haohao saw it in his eyes, and he felt very sad.

Soon, classes began. This class is a Chinese class. It is Lin Haohao's favorite course, because there are always interesting prose in the book for him to read and resolve his inner depression, so Lin Haohao's Chinese grades are very good, and he is deeply loved by his Chinese teacher.

Lin Haohao's Chinese teacher is a kind and temperamental woman, she also likes Lin Haohao as a student, in her eyes, Lin Haohao is honest, sensible, and a very cute boy.

The Chinese teacher was asking about the theme of a poem, and when he saw that no one in the class answered his question, he couldn't help but feel disappointed, and in a blink of an eye, he saw Lin Haohao looking at him, so he smiled and said, "Lin Haohao, you can answer this question"

When Lin Haohao heard this, he hurriedly stood up and answered this question quickly and fluently.

The Chinese teacher nodded with a smile and said to the class: "Look, this is the difference between Haohao and you, you will be able to learn like Haohao." ”

"Haohao?" Wu Shuhui in the back row let out a strange voice.

The class, which had been silent, suddenly burst into laughter.

Lin Haohao lowered his head, and the palm under the table was clenched and clenched, and finally put it down weakly.

The Chinese teacher saw this, stopped the laughter of the students in the class, and then asked Lin Haohao to sit down.

The following morning, for Lin Haohao, it was like an ordeal, and he used sleep to combat this uncomfortable feeling. When you fall asleep, you can't hear anything, you don't know anything.

It's out of school.

Lin Haohao picked up his schoolbag, shook off his numb arm that was pressed by his head because he was sleeping, and walked out of the classroom slowly.

Out of the school gate, Lin Haohao found a public phone to call his mother, and as soon as the phone was connected, Lin Haohao told his mother that he had lost the money to buy vegetables on the way and had no way to buy vegetables.

When he heard his mother's slightly blaming tone on the other end of the phone, Lin Haohao felt an indescribable grievance in his heart.

Hung up the phone, and it was a rag doll walking down the road.