Lu Cong'an.

A name that I once was, a man who should have died, appeared alive in the world and changed.

The director of this orphanage gave me the name, hoping that I would be safe from now on.

The truth was revealed, and the deepest secrets in my heart were completely exposed, but in exchange for the silence of death in the hall.

Han Xun and Rao Beitian looked complicated, shook their heads helplessly, and sighed silently, the two of them knew about this.

And those who don't know the truth widen their eyes in shock, not knowing what the name really represents.

Fu Qingjue's expression was no longer high, and he looked at me excitedly and surprised, his face full of incredulity.

"You...... You're not dead! You're not dead! There was an excited and trembling scream, the cold knife instantly slipped to the ground, with a crisp sound, and the people behind me hugged me and hugged me tightly, as if they were afraid of losing.

Crying and tears instantly flooded my brain and wet my back.

This hug is still so familiar and so soft, my former lover, Su Xin.

I was also excited to cry, I had suppressed it with laughter for too long, I couldn't forget, I was really uncomfortable, and for countless nights, I wanted to cry.

A night of fright, the last ushered in, but the most shocking end, Diane looked at the plain heart that was holding me to death, and I was in tears, and sat on the ground paralyzed in an instant, I couldn't believe the picture in front of me, I couldn't believe my indifference, I really didn't dare to look at her.

I didn't tell her the truth, I couldn't tell her the truth, I thought that after we got married, we lived a plain and happy life, and I could tell her slowly, but now, it's too late.

"Little Warmth...... What the hell is going on, you ...... You tell me, you tell me quickly! Diane asked me tremblingly, completely out of strength, Xia Xinyu silently helped her up, tears in her apricot eyes, and refused to look up at me.

My sister and Shen Lingyu couldn't speak at all, their faces were full of incredulity.

I silently closed my eyes, I didn't want to see the expressions of all people, tears couldn't stop flowing, why did fate let me meet her again, could it be from the moment we met, it was doomed to the end of tonight?

The person behind her was crying loudly, drowning out all voices, her emotions were too excited and complicated, three years, she had grown her long hair for me for three years, and she was paralyzed and believed that I was not dead, and she waited too long.

"Su Xin, I'm really not dead, can you let me die?" I finally couldn't help but speak, and speaking was the most decisive thing.

The person behind me immediately trembled excitedly, turned my body vigorously, I saw a pair of clear and beautiful eyes, already full of tears with excitement, tears unstoppable, she couldn't control herself, crying again and again: "An An, you look at me, I am Suxin, don't you know me, you have changed, but I haven't changed, I have kept my long hair for three years, I dare not return to that tree for three years, I will dream of you every day for three years, three years...... I've been waiting for you! ”

Crying, pleading, and finally turning into hysterical shouting, the most thorough venting and longing.

I "died" for three years, and she endured all the pain and longing herself, which is all my fault, but did I do it wrong in the first place?

"I miss you so much...... I miss you so much......" The person in her arms, crying excitedly, made her lose her strength, only missing me, which made me completely soft-hearted, heartbroken, and suppressed emotions no longer need to be hidden.

I miss her too.

The former lovers recognized each other again and hugged each other again. Fu Qingjue sighed silently, shook his head and smiled bitterly, he must have a lot of things he wanted to ask me, but now, he couldn't ask a word.

"An An, you're still alive, can you go back with me? We can also sneak back under that tree. Su Xin in his arms suddenly raised his head and begged, his clear tears full of expectations.

But I trembled like an electric shock, and I was instantly pulled out of the emotions of longing.

"Go back? Where to go? I can't go back! My heart seemed to be stabbed hard, and I subconsciously wanted to push her away, but she hugged me tightly, shook her head and cried: "I'll go and tell everyone that you're not dead, they'll let you go back, don't you want to be with me?" ”

In an instant, I was stabbed again: "Lu Cong'an is dead!" Who are you going to tell? We'll be together when we go back? After all these years, why do you still think so! You're lying to yourself! ”

"You still love me, I can feel it, you risked death to save me from Rao Beitian, you still love me! You go back with me! She suddenly cried hysterically, and hugged me as if she were afraid that I would escape.

My throat trembled, and I said weakly: "I can't go back, just like you refused to go with me at the beginning, I have no choice, Su Xin, we can't go back." ”

I can't go back, some things that have been torn apart by life can't be healed, and the pain and thoughts in my heart over the years are no less than her.

Her hand suddenly trembled and relaxed, raised her head, and looked at me in pain: "Why...... Do you still hate me? ”

"I never hated you."

"Then you will go back with me!" She yelled and tore at my clothes.

"Then you're going to kill me here." I looked at her gently.

"I don't want it!" As if stimulated, she suddenly knelt on the ground, holding her head in pain, her high ponytail was torn and spread out, and three years of longing pierced my eyes like this.

"Su Xin, calm down." Fu Qingjue stepped forward, wiped her tears, and comforted her gently.

I also sat weakly on the ground, this night was destined to be unpeaceful, too much happened, so that I was physically and mentally exhausted, Li Chenxi ran over to support me, let me lean on him, Dianne sat paralyzed opposite me, a pair of big eyes that made me always excited, but at this time, because of me, crying red and swollen, she asked me aggrievedly: "Xiao Nuan, who is she, who are you, I want you to tell me now." ”

Who is she? Who am I?

Well, this story may be very long, but the past will eventually be revealed, and no one can escape it, I let out a long sigh, and everyone looked at me seriously with mixed feelings.

"An An, is there anything else you don't know about my sister? Were the years of adoption? My sister asked with concern, she was sad to see me, she was even more sad than me.

I looked around for a week, only to realize that the people here tonight, so to speak, are all important people around me, people who care about me, what else is worth hiding?

"I'll tell you all about the past."

The hall suddenly became quiet, and I silently lit a cigarette, and the story probably began at a very young age.

Let's talk about who I am first, my name is Lu Cong'an, this is my original name, the name I have had since I was a child in the orphanage, I was born without a name and a surname and was abandoned, my name is very random, but it is very meaningful, I am grateful to the dean who once cared about me.

I was frail and sick since I was a child, I met my sister in the orphanage, we are like sisters and brothers, An An's nickname probably started at that time, and until later, others also called me so affectionately.

It wasn't until I was eleven years old that a kind benefactor suddenly came to the orphanage, and his kind and kind eyes I still remember because he was bald. Maybe it's the moment they look at each other, and they form a fate.

The kind man proposed to adopt me, so far my orphanage life ended, because I was in a hurry, I didn't know that I would be completely separated from my sister, my sister who was sensible early, hurriedly handed me a necklace, a necklace with the word "An", and it became a token that my sister and I later recognized.

It was at that moment that my life completely went to another trajectory. I was changed by that kind adopter, should I thank him? I should be thankful, at least I am too weak to live so long in the orphanage.

When I was young, I was taken to a new place, where I met two people, one was named Su Xin, and later she became my childhood sweetheart's first love, and the other person can be called a good brother who grew up together.

The three of us are all orphans, and the people who adopted us are the three religions, and in this world, there are only three people who have the three teachings of Confucianism, Buddhism, and Taoism.

The three of us are the descendants of the three religions.