128 Heart-to-heart (3)
After Shen Ye heard Li Xiaoyun's words describing Zhou Yuchen, he couldn't help laughing, and then he restrained his smile and said: "Then can I boldly understand that you still have feelings for Jing Hao, if you return to him again, you are not sure if you will fall in love with him again." If it's just a simple question of love or not love between you, maybe it's easy to solve, but in the bottom of your heart, because the love that once brought you unhealable damage, even if you fall in love with him uncontrollably again, but you still can't get past your own level, you will still be unable to let go of what you have lost, from hating to hating yourself, and in the end you are likely to die of depression. ”
Li Xiaoyun was silent for a long time, and finally digested Shen Ye's words, she nodded heavily, "You're right, how do I feel that you know myself even better than myself, how can you see the problem so thoroughly?" ”
She slowed down, barely squeezing out a smile on her lips, as if to alleviate the depression caused by this heavy topic, "So with you, no matter how many bad things Zhou Yuchen does to me, even if I stand in front of him, I can not care about anything, I still feel that I am wearing clothes." In the face of Jing Hao, I once unreservedly dedicated my heart to him, I always felt ashamed in front of him, even if I was well-dressed, I would feel ashamed. ”
Shen Ye's eyes seemed to flash something, he took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it and took a hard puff, and then slowly spoke: "Then have you ever thought about what if Jing Hao is really in love with you?" Or, he has already fallen in love with you and only knows that he only finds out now and only shows it to you until now. ”
"Before, how I wished he could fall in love with me, to love me as much as I loved him, and I was even willing to pay any price for this, but he didn't." Li Xiaoyun sighed unpleasantly and continued: "And now, since I have made up my mind to leave him, then he should never fall in love with me again, otherwise it will only add to his own distress." Since he ruthlessly abandoned the heart I held to him, and then threw it on the ground and trampled it fiercely, then don't think it's not bad to use this heart as a stepping stone after I leave. After all, it is a flesh-and-blood heart, she will hurt and hurt, she wants to be cherished and loved by others, she wants to be trusted by another heart, instead of blindly using, hurting and endless quarrels and misunderstandings......" Li Xiaoyun's body trembled uncontrollably.
"Okay, okay Xiaoyun, don't be like this, it's all over......" Shen Ye walked over and hugged Li Xiaoyun gently, like a big brother comforting his sister, patting her shoulder one by one, "Don't be afraid, don't shake anymore, don't stop it, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't bring up bad memories of you." ”
Only then did Li Xiaoyun realize that her body was trembling involuntarily, and she lay on Shen Ye's shoulder and calmed down for a while, allowing her excitement to gradually calm down. Shen Ye was also silent all the time, and didn't ...... anything more
After a long while, Li Xiaoyun raised her head to look at Shen Ye, and said with a serious face: "If Jing Hao and Zhou Yuchen continue to entangle like this endlessly, you can take the trouble to tell Brother Yi, you must do what they ask, just sweep me out of the house." I don't want to worry about me for a whole century, after all, there are so many sisters who are pointing here to eat. ”
Shen Ye quietly looked back at Li Xiaoyun for a while, and then Yun Qingfeng smiled lightly: "You think too well about the clan and Hongyuan, Jing Hao and Zhou Yuchen are not gods, do you really think they can cover the sky with one hand?" If it's hard, I don't know who will suffer. What's more, philosophical things will not make a big deal at all, and the depth of friendship between Brother Yi and Mr. Qin, the big boss behind the scenes of our century, is not something you and I can imagine. Besides, there are only a few old stocks left in the clan, even if Jing Hao disagrees with them in his heart, he still has to call his uncle on the surface. Those old guys, as well as Zhou Yuchen's father, also have some friendship with Mr. Qin, don't look at the face of the monk and look at the face of the Buddha, if there is really something at that time, these old guys will not sit idly by. ”
Will this really be the case? Li Xiaoyun obviously didn't understand anything about Shen Ye.
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